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The war of Tokyo Manji v Kanto Manji seemed to dissolve as quickly as it had started, leaving behind a stunned silence. During the intense gang war, Takemichi's words had somehow managed to break through Mikey's seemingly impenetrable exterior, and the latter collapsed into his friend's arms, sobbing like a child. The words exchanged; a secret that no one else would ever fully understand.
As the reality of what had just occurred sank in, confusion and disbelief swept through the crowd. Just moments ago, The Invincible Mikey Sano had been a whirlwind of fists and kicks, striking down Toman and Kanto Manji members alike with an almost inhuman fury; and yet here he was, reduced to tears in front of his friends and foes. The two blond boys sat in the middle of the stillness, bawling their eyes out, years of trauma, anger and regret finally spilling out. Death threats were now cries of relief and gratitude.
The quiet awe of confusion quickly made way to a humdrum of noise- a constant buzz echoed throughout the cargo bay as Kanto Manji and Tokyo Manji members called out for their friends, looking for them in the mess of bloodied and bruised gang members, others sat there crying out in relief that they were still alive, while some cheered and celebrated with their friends. Two boys, however, were too consumed with each other to fully take in what was happening around them. Koko and Inui grasped each other's hands tightly- fingers which had been tightly intertwined since they had awoken from their beating by Benkei and Wakasa. They sat there in silence, realising that their lives had just begun anew, finally free from gang activities, their hearts brimming with hope for a brighter future together.
The ride to Inui's apartment was a blur of excitement and anticipation for them both. Weaving through the traffic of the early hours, the wind whipped Koko’s black hair as he clung tightly to Inui’s waist, the neon pink and purple lights of the city danced across his face as they raced towards Inui’s apartment. Despite the hum of the engine and the distant sounds of nightlife; a quietness enveloped them- as if the world around them had faded away, leaving just the two of them to exist in their own bubble. Koko closed his eyes and breathed in Inui’s scent, that familiar mix of motor oil and faint smell of tangerine and sandalwood cologne, and felt his heart swell with emotion. He buried his face into Inui’s back simply revelling in the fact he was now free to be with the person he loved most in this world; finally able to break down those walls he had built so firmly around his heart.
…
They sat on the couch in Inui's apartment, shirtless and tending to each other's wounds. Their contrasting gang jackets lay in a crumpled mess on the floor, long abandoned. There was something almost cathartic about being able to care for each other again, to touch each other's skin and feel the warmth of their bodies. Years of this ritual ingrained in their touch, fingertips mapping out well travelled expanses of muscles and skin. They were so engrossed in caring for one another’s wounds that the fact they were both in their underwear, nearly naked in front of each other, didn’t even come to the forefront of their minds.
Now that the dust had settled, the weight of Koko’s confession hung heavily in the air, unresolved and unaddressed. They hadn’t managed to discuss the very obvious declaration of love on the battlefield. Trading blows with the legendary duo Wakasa and Benkei had preoccupied them.. and then, of course, they had been entirely too busy commentating on Taiju’s triumphant return. Silence dawned over them; two boys too caught up in their own thoughts to speak first.
‘I’ll devote myself to you now’
‘Let’s fall into hell together’
God, it was so romantic.. Koko wasn’t entirely sure where it had come from. Reuniting with Inui had somehow unlocked his inner Shakespeare.. much to his embarrassment.
Listening to Inui’s impassioned rant about the spirit of the Black Dragons had sparked something inside him, watching Inui stand by and champion something he loved so much, made Koko realise how truly selfish and stubborn he had been all along. Inui knew he didn’t stand a chance against the two legends, Benkei and Wakasa, but it didn't stop him from facing them head on with the determined drive to take Koko back and defeat Kanto Manji. Koko felt so cowardly- hiding his feelings, hurting the one he loved, rather than breaking free from his gang and standing with the one he loved. He had always been weaker than Inui in that sense. Searching deep inside his heart he finally mustered up the courage to be true to himself, letting go of the memory of Akane and stamping out the stubbornness in his mind.
Inui’s passion was something that Koko had always loved, seeing this usually apathetic boy devotedly ramble on about something he loved, the way his stoic face would burst into a rare smile brighter than the sun was, to Koko, the most beautiful sight in this world. And, turning to see Inui’s face beam, a smile only reserved for him, as he struck Benkei to the ground made him realise that he had made the right choice.. It was a scene he would forever hold in his memories- engraved into his heart. He was going to stand by his side, no matter what. Throw away his past mistakes and love him until his last breath.
As romantic as it was, it was also incredibly mortifying to declare his love in the middle of a battle ground. Cringing inwardly, he fidgeted with a stray bandaid as embarrassment set over him.. why the hell had used the phrase ‘only a true friend would ride that horse’ ?! It sounded way more sexual than he had anticipated. What the fuck had Benkei and Wakasa thought in that moment?! He sure as hell wouldn’t be able to face them again. Scratch that. The whole of Toman (and Kanto Manji) probably heard him blurt that one out.
Sensing that Koko was tense about some silent worry Inui offered up a soothing “You can stay here as long as you need”, anticipating that Koko was probably anxious about returning home in such a battered state. He carefully smoothed some salve on Koko’s cracked and bloody knuckles, his steady voice brought Koko back into the room and out from the waves of embarrassment threatening to drown him.
“Thank you.” Koko muttered, accepting Inui’s offer. He watched as the perfect angel before him carefully applied the ointment to his sore aching hands, so gentle and doting.
Silence hung around them once again - the unspoken tension between them was palpable. A blanket of shame swathed Koko- feeling guilty that he had put Inui through so much pain and suffering through the years and here Inui sat, attentively dressing his wounds with a soft smile on his face. Once again he was taking Koko back, opening up his house and heart to him. He didn’t deserve such sweetness, such kindness.
A tear escaped from Koko’s eye and slowly trickled down his battered cheek.
“K-Koko? What’s wrong? Did I press too hard?!” Inui asked, worried.
“I-I’m so sorry!!” Koko bawled, opening the lid to Pandora’s box. He hung his head, too ashamed to even look Inui in the eye.
“Shh, why are you sorry?” Inui whispered, tucking Koko’s black locks behind his ear and softly taking Koko’s face into his hands. His calloused fingertips felt warm as they brushed along Koko’s cheek, tenderly swiping away the tears from Koko’s trembling face.
“I love you!” Koko managed through a sob, averting his eyes from the sparkling green ones trying to reach deep into his soul for answers.
“Why are you sorry about that, dumbass?” Inupi let out a soft chuckle. Happiness spread through his body, warming his heart, buzzing through his veins. He had waited so long to hear those three little words, words he thought he’d never receive. He felt like punching the air, celebrating this win, but he tamed that part of his mind, chaining it down as he tried to comfort Koko from whatever unnecessary mental torment he was going through. Carefully, he scooted closer to Koko and pulled him into his lap. Warm, bare thighs touched, sending a shiver up two spines.
“I’ve been so hurtful towards you...” Koko blurted out in between sobs “I’ve been so selfish.” The tears wouldn't stop- they cascaded from his eyes, melting his red eyeliner and casting red rivers down his cheeks.
“Koko. You’re the most selfless person I know.” Inui softly wiped Koko’s blotchy cheek, before pressing a light kiss against his cheek bone. “You’ll literally do anything for the people you care about. It’s one of the many reasons I’m in love with you”
Koko shook his head. “I’ve been so mean, so cruel..” Inui gave him a sympathetic squeeze of the hand- and Koko continued. “I-I’ll never forgive myself for what I said to you when we last parted.”
“Shh, Koko, it’s okay”. Inui’s calloused fingertips ghosted over Koko’s cheek, carefully so as not to disturb his injuries. He hadn’t been too hurt by Koko’s words over a month ago, believing wholly that there had been a reason behind them. Hearing Koko confirm it set any remaining insecurities to bed.
“Seeing Hanagaki after the battle of the three deities.. seeing him lying in a pool of his own blood.. I just kept thinking ‘what if that was you..?’.” Koko rambled on. His body shook with sobs as he poured out his heart to Inui, confessing his fears and regrets. Raw emotions gushed through the tears that streamed down his face. “When we saw the Haitanis after visiting Hanagaki.. God, I was so scared Mikey or Sanzu would hear about it.. I couldn’t stand the thought of them coming after you. I said such awful things to you that I didn’t mean just to push you away. I know it’s no excu—“
“Koko. Please stop” Inui cradled Koko’s face in his hands, lifting his sobbing face to look at him. “Did you mean what you said tonight? That you’d devote yourself to me?”
“Yes every word of it, I’d fall into hell with you.. if you’d let me” Koko sniffled, he looked into Inui’s eyes and found himself drowning in their intensity. Swirling pools of green and blue, like sea glass on a sunny day, glittering with love and adoration as deep as the ocean.
“Then let’s do it. Together.” Inui pressed a light kiss to Koko’s nose. “I love you Hajime. Always have and always will. So stop beating yourself up about the past and just say you’ll be mine, please?” With that thought, Inui pulled Koko back into his embrace, savouring the feeling of their bodies fitting together perfectly like pieces of a puzzle. At that moment, there was nowhere else they needed to be. It was just them, two souls entwined in an unbreakable bond. Yet Koko’s mind was still elsewhere; plagued by a memory that had been eating away at him for years.
“I-I’ve got something else to apologise for” Koko sniffled, pulling away and dodging Inui's affectionate nuzzles.
“Dumbass, there’s literally nothing you’ve got to apologise for so just shut up and kiss me already” Inui laughed. He peppered Koko’s bruised face with kisses, simply happy in the fact they were both alive and finally free to be together in the way he had longed for. There wasn’t anything more important than that- the wrongs of yesterday were mere footnotes in their grand love story.
"Stop, Inui.” Koko said, firmly pushing him away. “I need to get this off my chest, you deserve to know..”
Inui frowned and waited patiently for Koko to continue. “I kissed you years ago," Koko admitted, his voice trembling. "It was wrong, and it was cowardly. You were asleep, and I took advantage of that. I’m so sorry. I don’t know how you could ever fo—"
Inui's expression softened, and he reached out to stroke Koko's face, stopping him from continuing his remorseful ramble. "Koko.." he said softly, interrupting Koko’s confession, his voice barely above a whisper. "I was awake."
Koko's eyes widened in surprise. "Why didn't you say anything?" he asked.
“It was my first kiss and you started crying afterwards, muttering my sister’s name, there was no way in hell I was going to bring it up after that” Inui explained with a slight chuckle. He, honestly, hadn’t thought too deeply about the kiss lately. He used to pour over it continuously during the days and weeks following it, reliving it in his dreams, trying to understand the reasons behind Koko’s action. But eventually resigned himself to simply labelled it as a ‘ replacement for Akane ’ moment and filed it away years ago, thinking too hard about it had always left a foul taste in his mouth.
“It’s not what you think.. believe me” Koko stuttered. Almost reading Inui’s mind. “I have never once used you as a replacement for Akane. I know that’s hard to believe b-but..”
Inui watched him, allowing Koko to continue. “The day of the fire, when I went to the library with Akane I tried to kiss her. She stopped me and told me to only kiss the person I like. I didn’t understand what the hell she meant back then because.. I liked her , right?”
Inui listened attentively, his thumb tracing circles in Koko's palm as he allowed him to continue.
Koko took a deep breath, “But that day, years later.. seeing you sitting on the windowsill of the library I felt this undeniably pull towards you, an uncontrollable urge to kiss you.” Koko kept his head low, cheeks starting to redden with his confession. “You sat there with your scar facing me. The one thing that makes you stand poles apart from Akane. I didn’t mistake you for Akane, not for one second. I probably realised subconsciously then that I loved you. I finally understood what Akane’s words meant that very moment”
“Koko..” Inui started. Finally feeling a sense of relief that his first kiss hadn’t actually been tainted with the nauseating feeling of being simply a replacement for Koko’s love for Akane as he had once thought. Offering up a soft smile to Koko he whispered “Thank you.” before enveloping Koko in his arms as a single stray tear escaped his waterline and drifted down his cheek.
Inui's touch was like a balm to Koko's wounded soul, soothing the ache and guilt that had been gnawing at him for so long. He looked up with glistening eyes, gazing upon Inui’s adoring face as he let it all out. Koko buried himself into the crook of Inui’s neck. “I love you so much Seishu. Only you” he whispered, finally releasing the weight that had been burdening his heart.
“I love you too, Hajime” Inui purred, voice velvet and low, reaching a hand out to brush the hair from Koko’s face, his touch so light and gentle. He smiled at him before leaning down to place a soft kiss on his forehead, the gesture so tender and loving that it sent a shiver down Koko’s spine. In response, Koko tipped his head to Inui’s waiting lips, pressing a kiss to their bruised plush. It was wet and salty from the tears but Inui lapped it up, gently drawing his tongue along the seam of Koko’s lips, begging for entrance. Instantly, Koko let him in, pulling him closer, as close as they could get, running his hands up and down Inui’s broad back, feeling the expanse of soft skin.
Their split lips ached as they moved them together, but they ignored the pain in lieu of trying to make up for lost time. Koko pushed his tongue against Inui’s, moaning into the warmth of his mouth. Hands explored chests, thighs, hips, anything they could get their greedy little fingers on. Their lips were eager, attached like their lives depended on it, a swirl of tongues and warm spit. Both boys hissed out in pain as their injured lips bruised further with their heated kisses, and as their fingers grabbed at broken skin.
Reluctantly, they broke apart for air. Koko lingered on Inui’s lips, like he had been starved of Inui’s touch for a lifetime. “I love you, I love you, I love you” he chanted, breathless with a heart so full it could burst. He looked at Inui through half lidded eyes, his lips swollen and cheeks red and Inui pulled him down for more, drunk on their obvious arousal. Their hips met, grinding against each other, hungry for friction. Half-hard and horny, they gasped into each other's wet mouths as Koko straddled Inui’s waist, rubbing up against the awaiting hardness in Inui’s boxers.
“ F-fuck. . Koko” Inui groaned in between kisses, jutting his hips upwards to taste more, to feel more. Koko took it as an invitation and impatiently drove his pelvis down harder, feeling the large bulge below him twitch and stiffen further. Inui shifted his hips so Koko could rut down exactly where he needed him- groaning loudly as their hard cocks touched through fabric.
Koko pressed his hand into Inui’s abs to steady himself and earned a sharp gasp of pain in his ear in return. Immediately, he jumped off Inui to look down at the splodge of angry bruising on Inui's stomach. Receiving one of Wakasa’s powerful kicks to the abdomen had really done a number on Inui’s ribs.
“Shit, sorry! You okay?” Koko exclaimed.
“Ah yeah, it just hurts like hell” Inui groaned. He rubbed his tummy trying to alleviate the pain a little.
“Guess consummating our new relationship is off the cards tonight?” Koko giggled, twirling a finger against the fabric of Inui’s boxers. Inui smiled- having his Koko back was refreshing. The little flirtatious minx had returned; pushing away the timid sobbing boy he had been mere minutes ago.
“Let’s leave it until we feel like we haven’t been hit by a truck,” Inui laughed, trying to ignore the very obvious tent in his pants. He packed up the first aid kit and, after pressing a kiss to Koko’s forehead, got up to his feet. “Let’s head to bed, I’m exhausted” he said with a lazy yawn, hand outstretched for Koko to grab. Koko took his hand, interlinking his fingers with Inui’s, and made a hum of approval as he stood up to follow Inui into his bedroom, butterflies of delight dancing in his stomach at the idea of heading to bed with his ‘boyfriend’.
…
They’d been living together for two weeks, taking things slowly. They grew more comfortable with each other, spending each waking moment together, finally living the way they were meant to.
They reopened D&D Motors together, hand in hand, quickly settling into a routine that felt natural. Koko was the ever friendly face behind the till, networking his little heart out and taking the utmost care with the shop’s accounts; while Inui was the grafting mechanic always tucked under a bike, pouring his heart into his craftsmanship, and making sure that D&D Motors lived up to Shinichiro’s old shop. Customers came and went, multiplying each day with smiles on their faces and glowing reviews- the shop boomed with Koko’s financial education and business know-how, using all the knowledge he had accumulated over the years for something good felt amazing. Knowing that it was all finally helping Inui made his heart swell with pride; no more dirty deals, just honest prices and advertising.
Little by little, Koko’s touch was seen throughout the apartment too- in matching mugs, in finance books sitting atop Inui’s motorcycle magazines, in the unmissable decorative touches here and there. To Inui it felt more like home than it ever had.
Days were spent together, love seeping through every little activity shared. In the giggles while they danced around the kitchen while cooking up dinner, in the flirtatious hip bumps as they brushed their teeth, even in the silly arguments they would have on Inui’s unnecessary purchases in Donki. ( No, Inui really didn't need peach-scented toilet paper.. Or the umbrella that looked like a katana… and he definitely did not need to waste money on salty squid soda… )
In the quiet moments before bed, they would cuddle up together, speaking candidly about their pasts, their fears, and their hopes for the future- falling deeper and deeper in love with each other each day.
There was just one thing missing, however; their familiar ritual of love-making. Both boys, even though now in a stable relationship, seemed too embarrassed to broach the subject. Their good morning/good night kisses were shy and tender, wanting but hesitant; still unsure if one another’s injuries still plagued them. The latter was an excuse that Koko used frequently, but truthfully, there was a more significant reason why he was avoiding Inui’s touch. He wanted to be Inui’s. Ever since they had reunited it had been on the forefront of his mind. It felt like the perfect way to show Inui how much he meant to him, how much he had grown and how much he was willing to invest in their relationship. Koko had finally thrown away his internal struggle about being in a homosexual relationship and wanted to take the first baby-steps into embracing it fully. He just had to work up the courage to finally do it.
….
They lay in bed in a comfortable silence. Koko tapped away on his laptop, glasses slipping down his nose as he scrutinised the bright screen. Inui watched, mesmerised by Koko, drinking in his concentrative face. Black waves were tucked behind Koko’s ear, his brows furrowed in thought, a tiny sliver of his pink tongue peeked out from his lips as he focused on a screen of red and green rectangles on screen. Inui couldn’t figure it out, it was all gobbledygook to him; graphs, numbers, letters, and curved lines with weird candlestick-like icons. It must have been fun to Koko, every so often he’d let out an elated “yes” in the form of a soft whisper, his lips curling into a smile. Domesticity suited Koko. It turned all his hard edges soft. And Inui couldn’t get enough of it.
“You’re gorgeous, Koko” Inui said in wonderment, continuing to gaze up at his lover. A soft chuckle escaped Koko’s lips as he closed his laptop and placed it on the bedside cabinet along with his glasses to snuggle into bed with Inui.
“Not as gorgeous as you.” Koko whispered, tracing a finger along the edge of Inui’s scar. Inui leaned into the touch, sighing contentedly. Koko finger followed the raised pink behind his ear before knitting his fingers into Inui’s thick blond locks. Their lips met, soft and tender, tentatively nipping at each other’s bottom lip.
“I think it’s about time we make this official” Koko suggested, suggestively wiggling his perfectly sculpted eyebrows as he brushed a fingertip along Inui’s bare forearm, dancing it in soft circles hoping that Inui would pick up on the flirtatious intent behind his words.
“I wasn’t sure if you wanted to label it, but I’d be over the moon to be called your boyfriend.” Inui peppered his sentence with kisses, one to Koko’s forehead, his nose and finally a quick peck to his lips. He pulled away realising that Koko had used the term ‘boyfriend’ at least twice in the very short period they had been reunited. “Oh wait, do you mean you’d like to come out to the others?” Inui looked at Koko quizzically, cocking his head like a confused pup.
“H-huh? No, I’m talking about sex.” Koko said bluntly. He stuck his cheeky tongue out at Inui. “I think we need to christen this relationship.”
Instead of answering, Inui's lips curved into a smile and he pulled Koko in for a heated kiss, his hands wrapping around the other man's waist. Their tongues met in a rush to greet each other. Almost immediately, Koko slanted his mouth to kiss Inui more passionately, his mouth moving against Inui’s with such hunger and need. Wasting no time at all Inui pressed his body flush against Koko’s, his hands tangled into his black locks to pull him closer. Koko let out a low moan, but it was muffled as Inui cupped the back of his skull, one hand on his narrow hips, his tongue slipping deeper into his open mouth. Koko allowed himself to be led through the motions of their kisses, letting Inui’s tongue map the inside of his mouth, letting it flash across his teeth in a way that sent a wave of heat to his gut. Their lips moved together in sync, a groan that was just short of a growl rumbling in Inui’s throat.
Breaking away for air, he tucked his head into Inui’s neck, pressing an open mouth kiss to the tender skin. Koko lips gently licked a stripe up his neck, craving every inch of him. Fingertips found Inui’s lean chest, splaying out and claiming what was his. Inui gasped as Koko sucked at his exposed collar bone, marking a blossoming pink bruise against the soft skin. He jutted against Koko’s thigh, groaning low and needy as the jolts of friction lit a fire in his loins. The thigh rubbed against him harder, its owner moaning into Inui’s ear, thick with want. Koko’s wandering hand slid down Inui’s abs, while mouths found each other again, sharing saliva and bruising lips. Koko’s hand seemed to get dangerously lower with every kiss Inui bestowed on his skin- and Inui’s breath hitched as Koko’s fingertips made it to the elastic band of his pyjama bottoms.
“Inupi, make love to me please” Koko gasped in between sweltering kisses.
It took Inui a few seconds to fully grasp Koko’s suggestion. His eyebrows shot up “W-wait.. you want me to..?”
“Yeah”. He squeezed Inui’s hand tightly, his cheeks a flaming red. He went back to licking and sucking the column of Inui’s neck, trying to distract himself from the embarrassment of his idea.
“Are you sure?” Inui wasn’t quite sure if he was dreaming. He never imagined Koko would ever propose such a thing- he had always been so adamantly against seeming ‘ gay’ .
“More than ever. I want you to show me everything you've ever thought about doing to me. I want you to take what's yours. What has always been yours." Koko breathed against the sensitive skin of his neck, sending a shiver of excitement through Inui’s body.
Inui nearly melted away at the confession. There had been a lot of things he had dreamt of doing to Koko, his mind raced with ideas. He quickly put stopped his dizzying anticipation, it had taken a lot for his lover to finally give in to the thought of bottoming and the last thing Inui wanted to do was scare him off. He’d start off slow, gentle- ease Koko into the role.
He pulled back the bedsheets so he could take in Koko’s near naked body. His pale body was now free from the bruises of the Kanto Manji/Tokyo Manji war, inches of perfect creamy skin lay awaiting Inui’s touch. Rolling hills of lean muscle under taunt skin. And, a prominent tent lay in his designer pyjama bottoms- spots of wetness already pooling on the gold fabric.
Inui swallowed hard, determined not to pounce on him and ruin his perfect plan of easing Koko into it. He had to take things slow.
“Baby..” Koko cooed, sensing some hesitation from Inui. “Don’t make me wait too long”. A flash of his tongue peeked from his lips, egging Inui on.
Inui tentatively kissed Koko’s exposed neck, lapping at the hollow of his collar bones and sucking a love bite where his neck met his shoulder. Koko, as impatient as ever, kicked off his pyjama pants and hooked his fingers into Inui’s own pyjama bottoms to pull them down his legs. Both sets of pants were quickly shoved off the bed and Koko jutted his hips up to meet Inui’s bare thigh. He kissed down his chest, hesitating at Koko’s enticing perky nipples- remembering how Koko had rebuffed him a few short months ago for giving them attention.
“ Please Inui” Koko breathed, offering a comforting stroke of his thumb against Inui’s shoulder- letting him know he wanted it. “Touch me”. In answer, Inui latched on to an awaiting pink bud, closing his soft lips around it and gently sucked. The blunt pressure of Inui’s teeth closing around his nipple sent a zing of electricity through his nerves. The whine he received went straight to his pulsing cock. Inui took his time exploring Koko’s body- listening for each sharp intake of breath, each low moan- learning Koko’s tastes as he went along. His tongue travelled down Koko’s chest, his navel down to his lean tummy. He lavished licks on Koko, each one excruciatingly close to his aching cock. Koko arched his neck against the pillow and whined out pathetically.
“‘Nupi.. baby” Koko cooed “I need you”
Inui reached out for Koko’s aching cock and gave it an experimental pump. Koko moaned and jerked his hips up in response. The chants of ‘yes, baby, more’ spurred him on. One finger gently ran up Koko’s length, gathering the wetness from the slit pressing slow, deliberate circles around it. The loud whine had Inui’s head in a spin. Before he could touch Koko’s dick anymore, a slender hand tipped his head up to look up at Koko’s face.
“I want you to fuck me Inupi, please” Koko whispered, stroking a hand along Inui’s scar and down his jaw. “ I want you so badly baby ”
Inui’s heart stuttered. There was no way in hell he was going to last long at all- not with this provocative little minx below him. He didn’t want to disappoint Koko with his inexperience of topping.
“Ah hold on.. want me to go buy some condoms? I’ll nip to the shop around the corner, it’ll only take a minute” Inui stammered, wanting to give Koko the option that he never had. He swallowed nervously, trying to buy time to organise his thoughts.
“No. I want to feel you, every inch of you” Koko said with a cheeky wink.
“Then I’ll pull out as soon as I’m close, I pro–”
“I want you to cum inside me, Seishu.” Koko interrupted him, holding Inui’s face in his hands. “I want you to fill me completely, make me yours in every sense of the word”
“God, Koko, you’re so hot. Don’t blame me when I last a mere 2 seconds.” Inui groaned. He was lucky he didn’t combust on the spot- fuck, where the hell had Koko learned to talk so dirty?! Koko stuck out his tongue in response, spreading his legs wide for Inui to nestle between them.
“Let me know if it hurts at all. I’ll stop immediately. Just say the word.” Inui hesitated, still a little scared that Koko would change his mind. Years of Koko protesting that he wasn’t gay still hung in his mind, making him unsure of himself. He grabbed some lube from the bedside cabinet and waited for Koko to give him the go ahead.
Koko silently nodded. With how brashly he took Inui’s virginity in mind, he had already resigned himself to take the pain with the pleasure. He didn't have the right to complain and ask for special treatment after what he had done.
Inui squeezed the lube from the bottle, warming it in his hands before making sure each finger was coated. Koko flinched when he felt a wet finger on his entrance, slowly putting pressure on the ring of muscle. He whimpered as Inui continued to tease his hole, his finger circling without pushing in. It was as if Inui was waiting for Koko to change his mind- waiting for Koko to backtrack at the last minute. Koko merely closed his eyes and waited, bracing himself for penetration.
Inui slowly pressed a finger inside, watching it as it disappeared centimetre by centimetre into Koko’s tight puckered hole.
Inui pushed his finger inside, beginning to stretch out the ring of muscles, and immediately found Koko’s prostate again as if drawn to it by a magnet. He let the pad of his fingertip rub against it, stroking softly as Koko whined below him. Koko squirmed and writhed under Inui’s touch, emitting tiny mewls of pleasure.
“ M-More ”
“You like that, baby?” he continued his motions, looming over Koko, his eyes molten with arousal.
Inui had never been so horny in his life, with the man of his dreams writhing in pleasure in front of him. His cock literally ached at the erotic sight. This was miles better than any of his wet dreams. Listening to Koko moan out loud, watching his face contort in desire was heaven. His own member throbbed against Koko’s thighs, painfully hard and begging for release, but he fought through the ache- completely focused on readying Koko and delving into his pleasure.
He gently removed his finger from Koko, and pressed in again this time with two fingers. Once Koko adjusted, Inui began alternating between slowly scissoring his fingers and thrusting them in and out. Moans of ‘more, more’ filled his ears and he quickly set a steady pace of thrusting in and out- Inui’s nickname now spilled out of Koko’s lips in constant moans. His body shaking with each thrust of his fingers. Black hair now splayed out over the bed sheets as he wriggled and jerked in pleasure.
Inui tested a third finger, and Koko nearly began to cry from how amazing it felt – an overwhelming lust bubbled through his veins. Unfortunately for Koko, Inui kept his fingers still, assuming that the stretch was maybe a little too much for Koko.
Impatiently, Koko rocked his hips against his hand, trying to encourage him to move the pace. Inui watched for a moment as Koko tried to fuck himself on his fingers- he reveled in the sight of pure lust. Koko’s pink swollen lips hung slightly open in a breathless moan, his hair was plastered to his forehead in sweat, his skin sheen and glistening; It was the most beautiful sight he had seen. Inui finally helped him, thrusting his long fingers deep into Koko’s warmth, giving him the friction he craved, fingers pumping into him in a steady rhythm. His fingers curled, stroking at Koko’s prostate, trying to bring him to release while Koko gripped the bedsheets crying and begging at how amazing it felt. Koko panted, his body all worked up from Inui’s fingers alone. They hadn’t even begun the real deal yet, and already he was falling apart, already a sweating, blushing, aching mess on the bed, his body pliant in Inui’s hands.
Withdrawing his fingers with a slick pop , Inui pulled back and watched as Koko lay trembling and overwhelmed with pleasure. He spread Koko’s ass cheeks and thumbed at his hole, watching the way Koko’s rim clenched but didn’t quite close.
“I think you’re ready now.” Inui stated. “We can stop at any moment if you don’t like it or need a minute. If you change your mind at all jus–”
Koko stopped Inui’s worried ramble by pulling him down for a kiss. “I asked for this Inupi. I want this”.
Inui swallowed, and reached over for the lube. Pouring out a generous amount he slicked the full length of his cock- while Koko watched, simultaneously eager and terrified. He felt the touch of Inui’s thick tip against his hole, the head teasing his entrance. Inui pressed into him at a glacial pace, careful not to hurt him. The burn of the stretch was uncomfortable, Koko’s eyes glistened with unshed tears which he defiantly blinked away. Inui continued to push through slowly, hands at either side of Koko’s head as he steadied himself. A sharp gasp let him know he had met Koko’s bundle of nerves.
“ S-shit, shit—!! ” Koko groaned, as Inui’s head hit his prostate. White liquid immediately erupted from his quivering cock, splashing against his tummy. His body spasmed as pleasure took over and left him shaking on the bed.
Inui looked down at the white mess on Koko’s stomach. “Did you just..?”
Koko averted his eyes, cheeks pink with embarrassment, and coyly nodded.
“From just–” Inui stopped himself from finishing his sentence. Koko had just come from getting fucked in the ass, completely untouched otherwise- something Koko would have scoffed at a year ago. Inui held back on his comment- not wanting to embarrass him. Koko’s hips bucked slightly, silently and shyly asking Inui to continue. Wanting to skim past his premature ejaculation as soon as possible- how could anyone blame him for not lasting long?! Especially when Inui’s perfect, as if sculpted by gods, cock was pressed up against his little bundle of nerves.
He gripped the sheets as Inui’s fat tip brushed past his prostate and pushed through his insides, filling him up. When he was sure he could be filled no more, Inui would press forward another inch, sending Koko’s mind into daze after daze.
“I-is that all of it?” Koko choked.
“No, it’s only about half”
Koko swallowed hard, propping himself on his elbows to look down at where their bodies were connected. Inui still had inches to go. “ Fuck.. ”
“Is it too much? Do you want to stop?” Inui wasn't sure how he’d be able to just pull out and call it a night after having a taste of heaven- but he’d do anything for Koko.
“No, keep going.” Koko said, leaning back onto the bed, a hint of a whine to his voice as he felt Inui’s thick cock pulse inside of him. “ Please, Seishu ”
He pushed in further- slow and steady, letting each inch of his dick disappear into Koko’s inviting warmth. The intimate, silken heat that engulfed Inui had him seeing stars. Koko was still so tight, Inui wasn't even sure how he managed to get inside. Hiis brain felt like short-circuiting and leaving nothing but wild, lustful urges. He wanted to give in to the animalistic impulse screaming at him to pound Koko into the bed until Koko was left as nothing more than a blubbering mess, but he stilled these thoughts, interlinking his fingers with Koko’s and bringing them up to his mouth to kiss each digit meditating on the feeling.
Inui pushed the last inch of his cock inside, biting his lip as the tight warmth squeezed around his girth. “That's it all in now.. it doesn’t hurt does it?” Inui asked, watching Koko’s face for any signs of discomfort.
“N-no.. it’s a little weird.. but it’s good.” Koko answered honestly. It was slightly uncomfortable, but he had expected it to hurt a lot more considering Inui’s size. He shifted his hips trying to find a more comfortable angle before feeling Inui’s tip hit something deep inside of him that had him choking out a moan. “
Fuckk—
”
“Koko?”
“You touched something there.. It felt good”
Inui cocked his head- he was far too deep to be pressing his tip against Koko’s prostate. He gave an experimental thrust and was again rewarded with a sharp gasp from Koko.
“I-It’s too much” Koko groaned, pushing his hand at Inui’s chest “Just stay still for a sec, please”
Inui muttered a sorry against the shell of Koko’s ear and waited for Koko to adjust to the intrusion. They stayed like that for a while, Inui sheathed to the hilt, Koko breathing in deeply trying to overcome the feeling of being filled to the brim.
Eventually, Koko glanced down at where their bodies met and noticed the slight bulge in his stomach from Inui’s huge size. “ Fuck… look at you. You’re so big that I can feel you all the way up here” He took hold of Inui’s hand and pressed it against the bump in his belly.
“You’re just skinny, Koko” Inui chuckled.
“No. You’re just that big” Koko protested. He lay back, hesitating, still trying to adjust to the intrusion.
To Inui, Koko looked heavenly. His black locks splayed out on the pillowcase, his chest heaving up and down as he tried to regulate his breathing. Blotches of pink desire blossomed on his body, his pale skin gleamed with sweat that only served to magnify his appearance. He kept his cat-like eyes locked on Inui, half lidded and full of desire. Reddened lips open in a breathy silent moan as he focused on every tiny movement of Inui’s as Inui adjusted to his tight constraints.
“You okay?” Inui asked for what seemed like the millionth time tonight. Koko nodded shyly, continuing to take deep breaths and trying to relax his muscles. “You’re taking me so well. You look so perfect, so beautiful” Inui continued, touching where they’re connected, his fingers tracing Koko’s rim where it spread wide around his cock. Koko flinched as electricity shot through his nerves, everything in his entire body begged for Inui to move.
“You can move now.” Koko replied, bracing himself. Inui kissed him on the nose softly continuing to coo words of praise.
Inui started off slowly and shallowly first, tentatively thrusting in and out, while watching Koko’s face for any signs of discomfort. It was clumsy at first, a little out of sync; Inui holding back in fear of hurting Koko, while Koko tensed up with every slow thrust unable to get used to the sheer size of Inui. But eventually he worked them into a steady pace, listening in to Koko’s breathy moans as a sign to proceed. Discomfort quickly made way for blinding pleasure, coursing through Koko’s entire being. His own cock twitched with vigor with every thrust of Inui’s.
Inui glanced down and watched as the bump in Koko’s abdomen rose with the force of his movements, only to disappear when he pulled out for his next thrust. “You’re so perfect” He gasped- knowing he said the right thing when he felt Koko clench around him oh so tightly.
Koko could feel the pressure mounting between his legs, he could feel his approaching orgasm as Inui began to repeatedly hit against a spot inside of him that sent shivers up his spine. All the while Inui continued to whisper praise in his ear, phrases like ’good boy’ and ’you’re so perfect for me, Koko’, all of which added to his state of pure bliss.
Inui decided to speed up, and he grabbed Koko’s legs, hoisting them into the air to get an easier angle. He carefully drew himself out only to slam back inside Koko’s waiting hole- ripping a gasp from Koko’s lips as he continued the breathtaking pace. Koko lost himself to pleasure. It felt amazing now that he had moved past all that anxiety- now only aware of how warm Inui feels on top of him, how beautiful his moans and grunts sound, how perfect this feels.
“ F-Fuck.. you’re still so tight” Inui growled and Koko couldn’t stop the whimper he released, his hips straining upward, seeking more. Inui’s hands gripped his waist as he pounded into him, pulling Koko impossibly closer. Koko’s back arched to meet him, his cock rubbing against Inui’s stomach as the other leant down to suck at his exposed neck.
" Inupi... Inupi! " Koko mewled in pleasure when Inui’s dick hit just the right spot, moving in time with him so that Inui’s thick cock that spot again and again, revelling in Inui's loud grunts of pleasure. He could feel his insides bruising with the impact of Inui’s pounds, his thick cock slamming into him again and again. “ Aaaaa— I l-love you!! I love you so much Seishu!!”
“You feel amazing, fuckkk- Y-You’re doing so well, baby” Inui babbled as he quickened his pace. The honeyed praise glazed over Koko, all hot and syrupy, each word threatening to push him over the edge. He gripped Koko’s legs, holding them high into the air- folding Koko’s body so he could drive into him deeper than before. Each thrust had his tip abusing Koko’s S-Spot, ripping gargled moans from Koko’s lips.
Koko swallowed, he was so lost in it he nearly forgot how words worked. He wanted to tell Inui how good he felt, how much he loved him but his brain was a mess of pure happiness and lust that all that came out of his mouth was choked moans of Inui’s name. Stars bloomed behind his tightly shut eyes, the moans of Inui’s name now coming to a stuttering halt as his mouth lolled open in a silent moan.
Inui shut his eyes tightly as his hips slammed into Koko. Feeling his orgasm come to a head with how tightly Koko was squeezing him. “A-aah… I love you, Hajime!!”
Inui came with a groan, and a revered whisper of Koko’s name, uttered like a prayer. Hot, wet warmth filled Koko’s ass, painting his insides white. His hips stuttered as he fucked his load deep into his boyfriend, chanting shared ‘ I love you ’s like a prayer, thrusting deep inside one last time before falling into him, both breathing heavily and spent. Koko came seconds later, crying out in ecstasy, spurred on by Inui’s moans and the feeling of hot cum filling him up. His stomach completely adorned in white splatters of his own fluids.
…
Inui took a warm wet cloth to the splodges of cum decorating Koko’s stomach, before spreading his legs wide to wipe the cum pooling out of his twitching pink hole.
“You ok? I didn’t hurt you did I?” He asked, gently rubbing against Koko’s sensitive skin, glancing over for any blood or tears.
“No, you were perfect, my love” Koko replied, eyes glistening with delight.
Tossing the cloth off the bed, Inui snuggled up close to Koko, exhausted from their night of passion. “‘ My love ’.. I could get used to that” He chuckled softly, absentmindedly stroking Koko’s black locks.
“Please do,” Koko smirked. He tipped his head to nip kisses along Inui’s jawline. “I’m going to spend the rest of my life loving you, Seishu.”
“ I love you too, Hajime” Inui kissed his forehead. Using each other’s first names felt so intimate, a honey warmth reaching to the corners of their hearts.
Koko buried his face into Inui’s chest. “I really don’t deserve you. How am I ever supposed to make it up to you?”
“Huh? For what?” Inui quizzed, his post-orgasm brain still felt like mush. All he wanted to do was bask in the afterglow; but apparently Koko was more of a post-nut clarity type.
“Everything. Your first time especially. You were so gentle and loving with me just now. When I took your virginity I was so rough and uncaring… I’m so sorry. I don’t know how you’ll ever be able to forgive me” He gushed, propping himself on his elbows. His lips fell into a pout, face full of regret and shame.
“Stop worrying about silly things, Koko” Inui scoffed, patting a lazy hand against Koko’s shoulder.
“But I feel like such a dickhead. I wish I could take it all back”
“I wouldn’t want it any other way. I’d do it all again in a heartbeat because I love you. And that’s all that matters to me.” Inui comforted him, closing his eyes and relaxing back into his pillow.
“You’re too good to me” Koko pecked him on the lips, nestling back into the warmth of Inui’s embrace, feeling so incredibly grateful to be loved so wholeheartedly by Inui. “From now on I’ll be the most perfect boyfriend you could ask for. I’ll do all you ask, I’ll devote my life to you, I’ll give you everything you’ve ever dreamt of, I’ll–”
“I dream of you, Hajime. Nothing more” Inui softly laughed, his voice thick with sleep that threatened to overcome him. He spoke with a gravity and love that made Koko’s heart feel like a melting pool of wax.
He bundled Koko tightly into his arms, hoping that his partner would drop the subject and let him succumb to his exhaustion.
“Seishu. I’m yours forever.” Koko whispered back, pressing one last ‘good night’ and ‘i love you’ kiss to Inui’s pink lips before closing his eyes and burying himself into the warm expanse of Inui’s chest, allowing sleep to wash over his body- smiles etched onto both their faces.