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Jason slammed Barry against their bedroom door, a hand going around Barry’s neck, while Jason’s body pinned him against the door. Barry tilted his head back, exposing more of his neck to Jason’s hand that was occasionally flexing here and there, meeting Jason’s glare head on, not all that afraid of the burning Lazarus green gaze settling onto him.
“What. Did. You. Just. Say?” Jason said slowly, each word more low and gravelly as the next. Barry swallowed hard, trying to stop the trembling in his hands as they laid uselessly by his side.
“Are you a-ashamed of me?” Barry can feel the sting on the corner of his eyes, and he wields himself not to let a single tear drop, as he stared into rage fueled eyes in front of him.
“No! I'm not ashamed of you!” Jason snarled, his voice was coated in disbelief and more anger than there were before. His shoulders were pulled back a little, as if he was ready for attack, but Barry knew Jason wouldn’t hurt him, he hadn’t before, no matter how many times Jason said he would, be it emotionally or physically, Barry didn’t believe it, so why would he stop now?
“Then why can’t we tell them about us?” Barry was confused, hurt and a little insecure. They’ve been together for little over a year and no one but the Outlaws knew (he seriously can’t keep anything from them). Heck! Hal and Ollie still think he’s with Iris and they had split like over two years ago!
It makes Barry feel like a dirty little secret..
“I-. It’s difficult, okay? Please just drop it.” Barry could see Jason clenching his jaw as if he wanted to say something else and by the look in his eyes he really wanted to. So Barry gave him a reason to.
“I-I can’t just ‘drop it’, Jason,” Barry felt a lump form in his throat but he swallowed it down, keeping his teary eyes focused on Jason, “Th-This hurts me, a lot. I-I feel like a dirty secret, you're trying so hard to hide from everyone, and that hurts. So much.” Wiping a tear that was sliding down his cheek, Barry looked back up (when did he look down?) at Jason and saw his closed off expression.
No. No, that means, that means that he he would—
“You don’t understand…”
What.
Are you kidding me!? ‘I don’t understand’!? What kind of bullshit—!
“Then make me understand Jason!” Barry finally bursted out, “Make me understand on wh —”
“Because I love you..!”
Barry gasped at the confession. His head thunked slightly onto the door he was still crowded by. All this time they had been together, he had never heard the other male utter those three words, and Barry always reassured Jason that it was okay he just needed to take some time, and he understood that, besides he didn’t always have to say it. Barry can see it in Jason’s eyes, and the soft and gentle side he shows to Barry, a side that no one would believe the taller male of possessing.
You know what people say, ‘Actions speak louder than words.’ Though sometimes, they can have some real ultimatums.
So hearing those words sounded so surreal coming from Jason…
“Okay? I-I love you Barry. I love you so goddamn much. I want to tell everyone you're mine and mine alone, not Iris. Believe me, I do. I ju–-” Jason was cut off by a soft pair of lips, he melted before he kissed back.
Barry reached up and put his hands on Jason's jaw, drawing him closer than possible. After a while, Barry pulled away and gave what he hoped was an encouraging smile, “Then what’s holding you back?”
Jason huffed, half amused and half frustrated with himself. “You're good for me, Baby. Too good for me. Sooner than later everyone is gonna be sayin’ the same damn thing. I’m still surprised you're with me. I just want this,” he gestures between the both of them, looking at Barry’s bright eyes, “to be between us. Don’t be sayin’ I’m ashamed of you or this relationship because I'm not. Okay? Sweetheart you make me good, I haven’t felt like this since I came back. And I love you for that.”
Barry, not knowing how to react to that, reached up wrapping his arms around Jason’s shoulders and neck smashing their lips together, putting all his passion and love in that bruising kiss without saying anything. Jason, getting the hint, responded back in kind. He moved his hands down, feeling up Barry’s waist, ass, then thighs, before picking up the smaller male.
Barry wrapped his legs around Jason’s waist, pressing closer than possible. Pulling away just a bit he panted, “Really? A-All of it, you really mean it?” Instead of Jason answering him, he leaned forward, their lips connecting once again, but softer than before.
Lips connected and Barry still in his arms, Jason walked over to their shared bed putting Barry down gently. Pulling away from the soft kiss, Jason looked down at Barry’s flushed face. Moving some blonde hair out of Barry’s face, he smiled a little, “I meant every word, Baby.” Then he ducked his head down and sucked at Barry’s exposed neck.
Barry’s response was stuck in his throat and replaced with a whine. “J-Jason –oh god– please.” Barry pulled at Jason’s dark unruly hair, desperate for him to keep going. Jason moved a hand up from Barry’s waist to under his shirt, before grabbing a nipple and pulled. “AH~! S-shit, Jay..”
Jason smirked in Barry’s neck, before he sat up and pulled off both their shirts. Throwing them over his shoulder, he started working pulling off Barry’s tight boxers that left nothing to the imagination. Throwing them over as well Jason turned an appreciative eye over to Barry’s body.
“How did I get so lucky?” Jason whistles as he looks Barry over from head to toe. Covering his blushing face with hands, Barry groaned, “Stop staring and get on with it already..”
Jason pulled the hands away and held them up over Barry’s head with one hand, while the other teased his sides, “It’s true, Sweetheart,” Jason looked up at Barry again, “Think you can keep your hands up, Baby?” Getting a nod in return, Jason slid his body down until he was facing the bottom part of Barry’s body.
Jason bent Barry’s legs by the knee, then spread them out. Leaning down, he pressed bruising open-mouth kisses onto the waist, around the hips, and thighs. Barry bucked his hips trying to move in closer. “Jason s-stop teasing me!” Barry whined, trying to move his hips, to build up more pressure.
Jason pulled away a little, watching the hickies heal over quickly with a frown. “If only you didn’t have fast healing. I would love to see my marks on you.” Jason tsked, pretending he didn’t hear a word Barry said as he thumbed over a hickey that was healing slower than the others with how much effort was put into it.
Barry panted, as he thought over how to answer that. “Help me sit up.” He mumbled, averting his eyes to the side, as his blush came back full force. Jason perked up and studied Barry for a hot minute, deciding Barry wasn’t going to elaborate any further, he sat him up.
Still avoiding eye contact, Barry reached for the nightstand drawer and pulled back with a pair of handcuffs. Pushing them forward to Jason, Barry took a shuddering breath, “I-uh, gotten those from the Precinct.”
Jason went stock still as he stared blankly at what were clearly meta-dampening cuffs. Jason looked back up at Barry, who was too busy worrying his bottom lip and looking off to the side, to notice Jason’s small smile. Jason reached a hand to pat at Barry’s thigh to get his attention. “Hey Sweetheart. Will you look at me?” Once he got his attention, he brought the handcuffs to eye-level with Barry, “You sure?”
Barry nodded, “Uh, yeah. You mention my fast healing a few times, so I was wondering if you would be okay with this?” He finished with a nervous smile, although Jason could see some excitement behind it.
Jason leaned forward some, kissed that nervousness away, before pulling back some. “Okay Baby, hold your hands together and out..”
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“Hah-AH~! Ja-Jason, please st-stop teasin’ me~.” Barry whined out as he withered over the bed, as Jason fingered him and a hot wet mouth bit and sucked around his nipple.
“Almost there Baby. Just. A. Bit. More.” Jason emphasizes his words with strong thrusts of his fingers pounding in and out of Barry, before they nail his prostate, sending Barry over the edge.
“Shitshitshit! Agh~! Cum-Cumming! Ngh-ah~.” Barry wailed as his second orgasm came through, his back arched off the bed, making him press his chest closer to Jason’s willing mouth, that’s hungerly ravaging Barry’s chest and sensitive nipples.
Barry trembled as he relaxed back into the bed, his upper body twisting to the side as he panted and blinked to get the black spots away from his vision. Once he got his bearings together, he turned his body back to face Jason, catching his concerned filled eyes. “You okay, Baby?” As he slid his hands up and down his thigh to balance him.
Barry nodded as he gulped down some air before he could answer him, “Y-Yeah. Just..are you gonna fuck me now?” Jason paused in his patting, so he could stare incredulously down at him, but Barry continued as if he didn’t see at all, “‘Cause I-I need you to fuck me, right now, please.”
“Oh dear god, Baby. You're insatiable.” Jason chuckled as he leaned down pressing a lingering kiss on Barry’s lips, before he pulled back and grabbed Barry’s thighs, wrapping them around his waist, as he got the discarded lube bottle he threw on the side of the bed. Pouring a heavy amount onto his palm, he slicked his cock up while his other hand closed the cap of the bottle and threw it on the side of the bed again.
One hand on Barry’s waist while the other is steering his cock towards the twitching hole, Jason looked up at Barry's face, “You ready baby?” Barry nodded his head feverishly, ‘yes’s’ falling out just as quick. Jason started pushing his length in, causing Barry to let out a high whine, not pausing until he bottomed out.
Getting a sharp nod to move, Jason pulled back out until the tip was just in before slamming back in hitting Barry’s prostate dead on and Barry sobbed. Jason sped up his thrust as he leaned down sucking and biting Barry’s neck as he moved up until he’s kissing Barry deeply.
Barry kissed back, trying to move his hands up to wrap around Jason’s neck and shoulders, but the handcuffs wouldn’t spread his hands further apart than they already were. Barry pulled back from the kiss, making a frustrated noise as he glared down at the cuffs. Jason, seeing this pulled back some, his thrust slowing down. “You want me to-.”
“No! Ju-Just lean down some.” Barry cut him off, huffing as he tried to move his hands.
Leaning down, Jason felt the cold chain off the handcuffs pressed against his warm neck, causing a shiver to go up and down his spine. Smiling to himself once he’s satisfied with the result, Barry looked back up at Jason, “Continue please, Baby.” And who was Jason to reject?
Jason sped up his thrust, diving down again to ravish Barry’s neck, while his left hand raised up and spread Barry’s leg out to thrust in deeper. “Hah-ah~! Jason, Jason~! Th-There! Right there! P-Please~! Oh, shit! So~good, fuck!” Barry babbled incoherently as he twitched and tightened around Jason’s cock making Jason groan at the feeling of Barry’s wet and hot hole trying to suck him in and the stingy feeling of Barry’s blunt nails scratching down the upper part of his back.
Jason snuck his hand between them and pressed his palm against Barry’s stomach, feeling his cock bulge sliding in and out of him. Barry’s eyes flew open and a loud mewl escaped his mouth. “Jason…Jason. Do that again. Please.”
Groaning against Barry’s neck in arousal as he panted, he pressed down a little harder not enough to hurt Barry, but enough for him to feel it. Barry let out a whimper at the feeling, his cuffed hands grabbing and pulling Jason’s black hair, as bucked his lower body down, meeting the hard thrusts head-on.
Barry let out a sharp gasp, his orgasm sneaking up on him, as he felt the familiar hot pressure building up. “Jason! Cum-! Ah~! ‘M cumming!” Barry warned as he pulled Jason closer to him, his eyes rolling back as his orgasm rushed through him, spurting over his stomach.
Jason grinds his teeth together as he felt Barry's hot hole tightened around his cock triggering his own orgasm. Jason bit Barry’s shoulder to smother his groans and moans as he came, painting Barry’s insides with hot and white cum. Barry mewled at the feeling, tightening his grip on Jason.
Jason snarled at the feeling of Barry basically milking his cock for his come as he tightened around him again. Jason let his mouth unhook on where he bit Barry’s throat, before licking the bite to relieve some pain.
Jason lifted his hands off of Barry’s hips to his biceps, unhooking his still cuffed hands from around his neck, putting them down, before he leaned back pulling out his now soft cock out of Barry’s used hole.
Barry whined softly at the loss before he felt himself be moved, feeling the soft pillows resting beneath his head. Barry cracked one eye open when he felt the bed pressure shift, until he saw Jason head to the bathroom, most likely getting a warm washcloth.
Barry relaxed back into the bed further when Jason came back and wiped his body down, getting rid of the cum on his stomach and some that was dripping down his thigh.
Jason threw the cloth in the hamper before he climbed into the bed, Barry rolling over to cuddle against him. Jason reached to grab Barry’s hands, “Come on, Baby. Let me get these off of you, ‘kay?”
Barry groaned as he shook his head, “No. I wanna feel this in the morning.” Barry buried his head deeper into the pillows. Jason let out an amused huff, “Sorry. No can do, Baby. I don’t wanna have ya uncomfortable when ya sleepin’, SweetiePie.”
Barry long hum as he tried to fight off the exhaustion to give an actual answer, “Um the nightstand. Should be a meta bracelet in there somewhere..” He mumbled as he half shrugged, missing the way Jason stared at him.
Shaking his head, Jason chuckled as he reached over Barry to look through the drawer and just like Barry said a meta dampening bracelet was in there. Sliding the bracelet on Barry’s wrist he quickly grabbed the key for the handcuffs and unlocked them, before tossing them over the drawer-counter.
Settling down and bringing Barry closer towards him, causing the smaller male to sigh out, he bent down to press a lingering kiss onto the blonde hair, mumbling out ‘good night’ and ‘I love you baby’ all he got was a soft grunt in response.
His lips twitching into a smile, Jason let sleep take him.