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Chongyun roused slowly from his sleep, feeling a slight tingling sensation in his lower extremities. The smooth sheets felt nice underneath his bare skin, he must have slept naked again. It has been becoming more common, with him and Xingqiu often having sex before going to sleep.
Oh, right, Xingqiu. He almost forgot about what he did. Fornicating willingly with a crowd of Millelith soldiers as if he is not sworn to another, a very big shame to his dignity. Chongyun did feel relieved, the stress of his constitution seeping down as he took anonymous load after load inside him. He wanted to get hooked on experiencing that, but even the thought of it sent guilt down his heart.
A different sensation shot up from his crotch. Yes, the classic morning glory. Wait… is that a tongue I feel? Did he pass out at the camp? He woke slowly, getting more aware of his surroundings. A familiar scent of incense, printed paper, and Xingqiu permeated the air. He opened his eyes to the familiar ceiling of the Feiyun prince. Chongyun tried stretching his arms and legs, but he found himself immobilized.
Panicking, he jolted up but was met by a grunt. Followed by a gasp, a pop, and an exasperated Xingqiu. “Geez, Chongyun, I wake you up with a blowjob and this is what I get.” So that was him… But why am I tied up again?
“Ahh, sorry.” He looked around. His dick, as expected was shining with saliva, and he saw strange markings in his arms and thighs. “Pretty neat, right? I stumbled upon Hydro’s affinity to healing and body augmentation in my studies. So I wondered how I could use that on you, dearest Yunyun~” He said as if he spiked his soup noodles with Jueyun Chili again.
“Do you feel uncomfortable?”
Chongyun shifted his shoulders a bit, there was no resistance, only his arms were locked in place. “No, just feels weird…” Xingqiu smiled. That’s the look of his boyfriend when he wanted to try something new with Chongyun.
“You know. Seeing you explore your sexuality outside me was pretty shocking for me, but it made me think: why didn’t we try more things?”
“Xingqiu, about that—“
He was interrupted by a finger to his lips. “I know. We were getting pretty boring, right? I mean, I pretty much fucked you in every surface of the manor.” Chongyun tried to speak up, but as it always was, it was hard to stop Xingqiu from monologuing. Rex Lapis knows how many full-length books have been recited by his friend.
“So, I decided. Let’s try out some more things that feel good, okay?” The finger on his lips opened his mouth. Chongyun felt heat coming to his cheeks, feeling more aroused by this situation.
Bondage wasn’t something he was familiar with. Sure, Xingqiu may have held his wrists in place using his deceptively strong grip, but it was different. He was currently locked out of his limbs’ motor functions. A hand traced his thighs, and the sensation grounded him. I can still feel my legs, I just am unable to move.
Lips were planted on his, pushing along a tongue that conveys Xingqiu’s forcefulness. He was jealous, he wanted to claim back his stake on Chongyun, make him remember who owns him. He felt it so sharply from the kiss, a tightening grip that strangely aroused him. Also, an actual tight grip on his jaw, keeping his mouth open.
Chongyun felt water seeping up from his neck to his face, and he felt some settle in a pattern on his jawline. “Nee, Yunyun, I heard you saying how you wanted to be treated like a sex toy by those men… How about I make that dream true for you by making you my fleshlight?” No… He heard me?! He did feel that way back then. Constant sex with Xingqiu made him feel good. Especially his amazing cock and technique, he always enjoyed being treated like a warm hole by his boyfriend. He had to clear it up, to make sure his lover still knows how he feels. But there was a strange but familiar sense of locking on his jaws. The same feeling I have on my limbs…
His jaws were locked in position, mouth open but still allowing his tongue to move around. Xingqiu put his erect dick out and pointed it toward Chongyun’s mouth. The message was clear; he would be face-fucked like how the Millelith men did to him. It was a wonderful experience, all the men adjusting his wholly naked body to kneel in front as another claimed his mouth in front of the rest. But no doubt it will be different once his lover does it for him, hot and arousing, yes, but different. Still, he trusts Xingqiu with his life. He trusts him to make this new experience pleasurable for all of them.
While he was in the middle of his thoughts, Xingqiu suddenly plunged his dick to his forced-open mouth. This surprised Chongyun, he was usually very gentle and asked for permission before he moved, but now it was really as if he was becoming a mere sex toy for his lover. That this is about Xingqiu taking pleasure from using him, instead of by connecting their bodies. “Fuck… Your mouth is so tight, whore. Should have asked me to do this sooner… Would have given your slutty mouth the cock it deserves if you did.” The words surprised Chongyun, and as he looked up to meet the eyes of the man above him he saw a sadistic glint. Like he was relishing in his helplessness, his restrained form. It was a scary experience, but he can’t deny that this new mood was arousing him too. Chongyun always felt like Xingqiu enjoyed pranking him, so he let him. Besides, it was just some chili in his noodle bowls; he has long trained to withstand that level of stimuli. But this Xingqiu has a deeper and darker look of lust in his eyes.
It told him that Xingqiu is enjoying treating him like a fleshlight as much as he thought he would. This wasn’t just Xingqiu roleplaying as an aggressive sexual partner in an attempt to satisfy Chongyun’s increasing libido, this was him genuinely enjoying the roughness of sex. He grabbed the sides of Chongyun’s face and rapidly thrust his dick against and into the well-trained throat of his sexed-up lover. Spit and snot were flowing down Chongyun’s chin, but he was so lost in the pleasure to care. This was them connecting in their own rough way. “This is so good, Yunyun. Didn’t know you were such a slut until I saw you with those men,” Xingqiu breathily said as he continued thrusting. Chongyun wanted to deny it but he was right, he did fuck those men consensually. “You don’t know how horny that sight made me, Yunyun.” He wasn’t mad all this time? Chongyun almost fell into tears of relief. Almost, because another thrust sent Xingqiu’s dick past his throat. “All the things I would do to you… I could make you stay naked all the time, fulfill your role as a hole for me, make you cum repeatedly until you can no longer think, have men fuck you repeatedly in front of me until you beg me to stop. Accept it, Chongyun! Our world of pleasure opened with you, and I will give everything to you… You just have to take—“
“!!!!!!! !!!! HNGGGFF HGNGNFHHH !!!!!”
Chongyun screaming took him out of his carnal haze. This wasn’t like those screams he let out when they engaged in intense sex, it wasn’t even like this when Chongyun fucked all those men. It was one of fear, a plea to stop. And stop he did. Xingqiu withdrew his cock and undid the bindings.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry, Xingqiu! I’m sorry! I’m s-sorry! Please please don’t be mad… I—I thought I would die back then, I had no choice but to do it with those men. Please take me back, I love you so much, Xingqiu. Please…” He was sobbing so hard, clinging on to Xingqiu in desperation. Blabbering like a kid who broke his parents’ vase and got caught. This was such a pathetic sight but he didn’t care. He didn’t want his lover, his soulmate to be this distant, to treat him like how one treated paid escorts. Fuck and dump. “Please, I don’t… I didn’t want to be a slut, Qiu. Please, I am yours alone. I’m sorry. Please don’t break up with me.” Xingqiu only ran his hands on his back and hair, soothing him throughout his sobbing state. Once he calmed down a bit, he just whispered in Chongyun’s ear, “Shhh… It’s okay, Yunyun. I’m not mad, I’m not breaking up with you and demoting you.”
Chongyun looked up, “You’re not?”
“Of course, not! In fact, I also have to apologize. My dearest, you’re not the only one who awakened sexually. I, too, have found myself longing for you more and more, in ways that surpass the ones we did. I lost control and initiated this with you.” He narrated while smoothing circles on Chongyun’s back. “I thought since I saw you engaging in hardcore sex with those men, I should just do it with you. It was stupid of me to not initiate it without your consent. And for that, I am deeply sorry.” Chongyun just hugged him tighter, and Xingqiu reciprocated.
“We are so foolish, huh.” Xingqiu just chuckled at that. “I do want to try some of the things you told me, dear Xingqiu. I just was scared that what you felt for me was not love.” “NEVER!” Chongyun weakly smiled, “I want to explore this with you, my love. Let’s safely navigate this, shall we? There’s no one I would rather do this with.”
Xingqiu leaned back and tilted Chongyun’s chin to kiss him, “I love you, Chongyun. Let’s do it.”
And with a kiss, the deal was sealed.