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Felix’s POV
‘I’ll be fine Jinnie’, the blonde giggled when Hyunjin pulled him closer again, the hand around his waist refusing to retreat as his boyfriend nuzzled Felix’s cheek.
‘It’s just Jeongin and I’ll only be away for a few hours’, he repeated one more time and chuckled again when Hyunjin let out something in between a groan and whine.
‘I know, I know…Just, text me a few times while you’re there so I’m sure you’re okay’, Hyunjin mumbled, seemingly adamant on ignoring the frustrated huff from the younger man standing under the frame of his front door who has been waiting for them to say goodbye for the last ten minutes.
‘Hyunjin, I swear to God, you’re not sending him off to war for a year. He’s literally just gonna hang out in my room for a while’, at the words Hyunjin sent a quick glare to the younger but his shoulders slacked in defeat and he pressed a peck to Felix’s lips.
‘Okay’, another peck.
‘Text me’, another one.
‘Love you’, another.
‘I’ll miss you’
‘You disgust me’, Jeongin complained, but the two boys were too immersed in each other to see the way their friend had been looking at them as if he’d been forced to eat a slice of lemon.
‘I love you too baby’, Felix murmured with a smile and cupped Hyunjin’s cheeks to give him a longer lasting kiss that had the red-haired’s body relaxing against his, almost melting into it and making the taller man look smaller than usual as he drowned in Felix’s taste.
‘And I’ll text you, not just because you want me to but because I’ll also miss you’, the blonde added, bringing a gorgeous smile out of Hyunjin that made his heart flutter at the sight of it.
‘If you don’t let go of Felix in the count of three I’m kidnapping him for the whole day and night’.
Hyunjin rolled his eyes but didn’t get in his car before pressing his lips to Felix one last time.
The blonde giggled when Jeongin grabbed his wrist and pulled him in the house while Felix waved at the red-haired one last time.
‘Are you two constantly like that? How do his parents survive with this behaviour’, Jeongin said while walking further into the house, followed closely by Felix.
The man looked around, watching the hanging pictures of Jeongin with his family- the younger brother that he’d often talked about and the kind smiles of his mother and father on each photo. There was a dark blue sofa with brown pillows in the middle of the living room, facing a large TV screen with a small wooden coffee table between them.
It looked cosy.
The place didn’t look like it was too much nor too little.
Just cosy.
Felix couldn’t help but smile.
‘Do you want anything? I have coffee, tea, apple juice, uhh, orange juice?’, Jeongin’s voice from further away snapped him out of his thoughts and only then did Felix realise that the younger had moved to the kitchen and was shouting while looking in his fridge.
‘I’m fine with apple juice’, Felix said in return as he pulled down the sleeves of his knitted beige sweater.
It had gotten way too cold way too quick but even when Hyunjin protested, Felix had still put on a brown skirt that felt loose around his hips. Still, he did add thigh high socks, the same colour as his sweater, as proof to Hyunjin that he is taking into account that it’s colder now.
’See, I’m dressed according to the weather’, Felix said as Hyunjin walked back into what was now their room. The blonde did a little twirl as he let his sweater paws fall even lower, almost entirely covering his hands, leaving only the tips of his small finger to peek out.
He’d tied a few strands of his hair in a small bun at the back of his head while the rest fell down to his waist. Looking back at the mirror and checking his light nude-coloured makeup had the blonde grin in satisfaction.
It had been so long since he’d dressed up to go somewhere.
It made him feel almost as if he’s levitating from happiness.
His therapist had assured him that there will be both good and bad days, that his recovery will not only be one of suffering.
He couldn’t explain how relieved he felt when he saw the proof of her words.
Two hands suddenly wrapped around his waist and a warm chest was pressed to his back while Hyunjin rested his chin on Felix’s shoulder, looking at their reflection.
‘You’re making it even harder for me to let you go when you look like that’, Hyunjin almost pouted while saying so, making Felix throw his head back in laughter as he placed his hands on top of the red-haired.
‘Why is that?’, he raised an eyebrow before spinning around in Hyunjin’s hold. The other man took a step back to trail his eyes down the outfit before meeting Felix’s eyes again.
‘You know why’, he grinned and caught Felix’s wrist to pull him closer again while the blonde made a humming sound and tilted his head.
‘I’m not sure, you’ll have to tell me, Hyunnie’, he batted his eyelashes at him, not being able to stop the small grin at the sharp intake of breath from the man in front of him.
‘Cus you’re-’, he looked down again while his hands rubbed the fabric of the sweater against Felix’s waist, ‘So fucking beautiful’.
And the breathless way he said it, as well as the word itself, had Felix bite his lips as he felt a slight blush coating his cheeks.
‘So gorgeous and cute and’, Hyunjin’s hands moved lower as well as his gaze, until the tips of his fingers brushed the exposed skin between Felix’s skirt and his high socks, ‘So seductive’.
The red-haired nearly growled the last word as he pulled Felix even closer to his chest, his hand now squeezing the blonde’s thigh, raising shivers on his skin.
‘Jin-ah’, Felix said as a light warning even if the smile was still high on his face.
Admittedly, they had been late to drive to Jeongin’s house not because Daeun had distracted them as they’d said but because Hyunjin had spent way too long kissing Felix’s neck and making the man tremble in his strong hold.
‘Earth to Felix’, Jeongin waved his hand in front of him and the blonde’s eyes widened as his cheeks became redder and he cleared his throat while trailing his hand down his hair.
‘Uh’
Jeongin chuckled and he grabbed Felix’s wrist again to pull him up the stairs.
‘C’mon dreamer boy, let’s go to my room’
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‘Stop moving around, please’, Jeongin whined as he tried to fit a piece of foil under a strand of Felix’s hair.
‘Okay, okay’, the blonde giggled and watched through the reflection of the bathroom mirror as Jeongin ran the brush down Felix’s hair, the smell of dye invading all of his senses in a not so much of an unpleasant way. He’s weirdly always liked the scent.
‘You were saying?’, Felix looked at the younger one who hummed while working on his friend’s hair.
‘Mm I don’t know, I still can’t find my people there, I guess. I kind of expected to mingle fast last year when I started, with everyone being interested in fashion in our course but’, he shrugged once, ‘I guess common interests and areas of study aren’t always enough to make stable friendships’.
Felix smiled sadly, reaching back to squeeze Jeongin’s wrist in reassurance.
‘I wish I could’ve started now, even if I’m another year, it would’ve been fun to study in the same university and we could’ve met up in between classes or worked on designs together’, Felix sighed with longing.
‘Me too, Lixie, but it’s best for you to be fully healed before starting university. In all sorts of ways.’, Felix puffed at that.
While he knew that trying to go to classes while still healing from three surgeries and well, deep-rooted trauma that almost left his therapist speechless, he still wished that he could’ve become a student this year.
‘I know but I already skipped two years before that because I wanted to be more confident that this is what I wanted and now when I had finally decided all this had to happen’, he let out another frustrated huff just as Jeongin rolled the foil up to his scalp and took a new stripe.
‘I know how you feel but think about it, with how you and Hyunjin are, do you think it would’ve been easy for any of you if you were to move to Seoul now? I don’t see either of you surviving having to be separated for so long as things are at the moment’, Felix nibbled his lips before letting out a long sigh and nodding his head once.
Honestly, just the thought of spending this much time away from Hyunjin made his chest tighten with fear and anxiety. So he knew that even if he was missing out on yet another year and he’ll end up being way older than all of his coursemates, which made him ashamed just imagining it, it was the best option to skip again.
‘Have you talked to him about how you will be once you have to move there, though?’, Jeongin inquired, the boy’s freshly dyed black hair falling to his eyes as he leaned down to look at Felix.
‘Well..’, Felix tried to hide a small smile, ‘I’m sure that we’ll be okay’.
In fact, Felix was already imagining what it would look like for both of them to move to Seoul together. He was sure that Hyunjin would get accepted to one of the remote companies he’d applied to and maybe with more experience, he’d be able to get a job in Seoul by next year.
Maybe they could go there together.
Just the thought had Felix feeling giddy and excited.
But he couldn’t say a word yet. Hyunjin didn’t want to tell any of their friends that he’s been applying, in fear of not getting accepted and “disappointing” more people.
It was okay though. Because Felix was sure that he would start getting calls soon.
Hyunjin was too talented for them to miss out on.
‘Yeah, there’s a whole year until then, after all’, Jeongin let out while Felix was trying to bite his lips and stop himself from grinning while he imagined Hyunjin and him carrying boxes of their stuff together to a small flat in Seoul.
‘Enough about me now, didn’t you say that there was a girl you’d met at a party?’, Felix raised an eyebrow at the mirror while Jeongin dropped the next foil on the bathroom tiles by mistake.
‘No there- fucking hell’, the man murmured under his nose.
‘It was a one night thing, I told you that I don’t want to do relationships right now’, Jeongin pouted while saying so, making Felix’s eyes roll.
‘I don’t understand why you keep running from people. You said that you actually had a great time talking with her before hooking up, going on a date or two to see how things go won’t make you fail your classes’, Felix tried to give Jeongin a look but the man avoided his eyes, focusing on applying more dye to the other’s hair instead.
‘I dunno, I just don’t think that I’m good at focusing on more things at once. Plus, I’m awkward at dating’, at that, Felix sharply turned around in his chair to look at him, making his friend groan in displeasure at his work being interrupted.
‘Innie’, he said with a stern voice that finally made the younger lock eyes with him, ‘If me and Hyunjin managed to find each other and we’re in a relationship now then trust me, you can find your person to be awkward with together’, Jeongin chuckled at that, his head shaking to both sides as he looked down.
‘I’m serious like, neither of us have ever done relationships before but honestly at this point if he falls down on one knee for me I’d say yes on the spot’, he said in all seriousness, pulling out a wheeze from Jeongin.
‘Oh my god, please, if he finds out you’d said that he’d actually do it and then he’d have like a hundred breakdowns because he won’t have enough money to give you a grand wedding without your dad’s support.’, Jeongin wiped a tear under his eyes from laughter and Felix quickly followed along even if he felt his heart beating faster just at the possibility of a wedding with Hyunjin one day.
‘And I’d have a hundred breakdowns while deciding what dress to wear’
‘Please. As if you wouldn’t be like that no matter when you marry each other’, Felix’s heart skipped more beats and he laughed louder in an attempt to release the overwhelming happy emotions in his chest.
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‘Do you think he’s going to like it?’, Felix asked nervously as he sat in Jeongin’s car that the man had parked in front of the Hwangs.
‘Lixie, I’m convinced that he’ll love it, you look amazing’, the man reassured him and with another deep intake of breath and an ‘Okay’, Felix hugged Jeongin goodbye before opening the door to the passenger seat.
Even if he did have a key, Felix still rang the bell, nervously fidgeting on his feet as he waited for the door to open.
‘Baby he-’, Hyunjin suddenly stopped talking as Felix shyly looked up at him.
‘Hi?’, he chewed on his lower lip while his boyfriend stared at him with eyes so wide that they almost looked like they’d jump out.
‘Hyunnie?’, he called out, getting more and more nervous when the man was just standing there, not moving or saying a word.
God, what if he hated it.
Felix was going to kill Jeongin.
‘Does it look bad?’, Felix twirled a long strand of his hair and the question seemed to finally bring Hyunjin to reality as the man blinked repeatedly.
‘Wha- huh? N-no you, you just, what.’, Hyunjin fumbled through his words and watched Felix for a few more seconds before he let out a breathless:
’Fuck.’
And suddenly, Felix was being grabbed and pulled closer, while Hyunjin’s lips were rough and desperate against his own.
‘Hyu-’, he couldn’t keep saying anything else as the man pushed his tongue in Felix’s mouth, eliciting a surprised moan from the shorter one whose hands relaxed against Hyunjin’s chest and gripped the fabric of his shirt as he lifted himself up on the tips of his shoes to kiss his boyfriend deeper.
When they seperated, Felix was out of breath, his eyes slowly opening in a daze as he stared up at a panting Hyunjin who was looking at him in a way that raised shivers down Felix’s spine.
‘Did I ever tell you-’, the man let out breathlessly as he ran his hand down the shorter one’s cheek then lower to the stands of his long hair, ‘that I have a thing for brunettes?’
Felix stood still for a second, then two.
Then he slapped Hyunjin’s chest with a groan.
‘Did you just quote The Tangled to me?’, and when Hyunjin started laughing, Felix let out an offended noise as he turned around to try and walk back outside but Hyunjin quickly wrapped his hands around him and pulled him closer to his chest again.
‘So unoriginal, I can’t believe it’, Felix waved his hands around even if the same overwhelming happiness threatened to burst out of his chest and colour the dark streets gold.
‘Well you’re my little Rapunzel, aren’t you? My little princess’, Hyunjin pressed his mouth to the side of Felix’s face and left a wet kiss on the man’s cheek who couldn’t hold in his laughter this time around and turned his head around to raise his eyebrows at Hyunjin.
‘You idiot’, he let out just before he pulled Hyunjin down by his nape and pressed their mouths together again.
They both coloured the streets gold anyway.
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Hyunjin’s POV
‘Can you… close your eyes?’, he asked with a low mumble, earning himself a surprised look from Felix.
‘Huh, why?’
They were still outside of the house, the stars and moon shining upon them thanks to the clear October night.
‘Please just.. I wanna show you something’
Felix grinned at him and with a small excited squeal that elicited an endeared chuckle from Hyunjin, the man closed his eyes and grabbed the red-haired’s hand. Giving him his full trust, letting Hyunjin guide him to whatever, to anything and everything.
It had his heart beating faster than it already was.
Hyunjin led him in the house, carefully closing the door after them as he made sure to tell Felix when to lift up his leg or move around so as to not bump into something. With nervously tightened lips, Hyunjin clicked a button, watching as the dark living room became illuminated.
‘You can open them now.’
Then, as Felix did so, the brunette sucked in a sharp breath.
‘Hyun-’
‘Happy late birthday present, angel’, Hyunjin smiled widely even though his heart was still ramming way too hard, afraid that Felix wouldn’t enjoy it, that he hadn’t done a good enough job.
‘What- what the- oh my god’, round starry eyes looked around the space in astonishment, a small hand covering his mouth, parted in shock while the man took in everything at once.
‘For your birthday, I wanted to bring you to the flower field, I wanted us to watch the sunset and then the stars together but…’, sigh, ‘Anyway, since it started getting too cold for us to be outside now, I uh- decided to make a flower field in the house instead’, Hyunjin shrugged with a shy smile as a furious flush covered his cheeks and trailed all the way down to his neck.
Because he’d wanted to see Felix surrounded by flowers again, he’d wanted to lay down on the grass with him, this time sure that he could kiss and hug him as much as he wanted to.
So he’d asked Jeongin to take Felix away for a few hours, even if the thought of being away from his boyfriend scared him. He’d asked his parents to go and visit his grandparents for the weekend so he and Felix could have the house for themselves. He’d used the savings from his part-time job and some extra money that Sanghun had sent to them to buy a large blanket of fake grass that was currently covering almost the entirety of the living room’s floor.
He’d bought dozens of fake flowers and laid them around all over, he’d hung up more fairy lights than he can count, to create their own starry sky.
Regardless of what had happened that day, he still wanted to give Felix the birthday he deserved.
When he heard a sniffle, his eyes widened urgently and he rushed to cup the man’s cheeks and lift his head up gently.
‘Baby what’s wrong? I’m sorry. Is it too much? I just -’
‘N-no, it’s-’, Felix interrupted him with wet, choked up words. He looked up at the taller with blurry eyes that reflected the golden stars Hyunjin had hung up for him.
‘It’s so beautiful, it’s- I can’t believe- I just, you- you did this for me?’, the man pointed towards himself with wide eyes of disbelief, pulling out a cooing sound from Hyunjin who pulled him in a gentle but secure embrace.
‘Of course I did, I’d do anything for you, I’d give you the world Lix-ah and if I can’t do that then I’d make up a whole new world for the two of us to live in with my bare hands. Anything to make you happy, anything to make you smile’, Felix released a loud sob as he buried his head in Hyunjin’s chest, his fists tightened in the taller’s shirt and pulled him closer, closer.
‘I’m so- I don’t know how to, how to react or process this I just, I’m sorry, I just- th-ank you, I can’t buh-believe-’, he said, muffled by his cries but loud enough for Hyunjin to heart each word clearly.
‘Shhh, it’s okay, as long as it’s happy tears then it’s okay’, he mumbled while patting the back of Felix’s hair softly, earning a wet chuckle from the other.
‘Of cuh-course ‘s happy tears’, he finally pulled back to look at Hyunjin again with his tears streaming down like a pristine clear waterfall, falling over the pink seeds of roses on his cheeks and making them bloom alongside the most beautiful smile Hyunjin had ever seen.
‘Thank you, I- I love you so much, I just love you, I love you, I love you’, Felix repeated again and again until Hyunjin was a red giggling mess, until the brunette was the same.
‘Let’s sit down, angel’, he encouraged him with a gentle tug, turning on an extra lamp that stood on a small table to make the room a tiny bit brighter.
Then, after Felix calmed down and Hyunjin wiped his tears with a soft napkin, kissing the dry streaks left on his cheeks and whispering love confessions to each flower on his skin, the two cuddled close enough for Hyunjin to lose track of who is who. Their limbs tangled and fingers interlocked, Felix’s head on his shoulder as they talked quietly in their own little field.
Felix had collected some of the fake flowers scattered around, giving half to Hyunjin and leaving the other half for him.
They started making flower crowns together while Hyunjin tried to hold back the tears welling in his eyes.
Felix still scolded him every now and then when Hyunjin messed up.
Hyunjin still complained with a pout on his face.
Felix looked just as beautiful as he had back then.
If not more.
They’d made flower crowns for each other again, this time ones that would never wither away, ones that would never be torn apart, ones that promised forever, as Hyunjin and Felix put them on top each other’s heads.
The slow kiss the two shared after they’d done so, was one Hyunjin would never forget.
A kiss that made him feel as if his heart was exactly where it’s supposed to be.
A kiss that made the life he’s lived worth it.
A kiss that made him release an uncontrolled sob into Felix’s mouth.
‘Hyunie? Baby are you okay?’, the brunette had whispered as their lips separated and Hyunjin leaned his forehead against his lover’s while his mouth curled down and he cried soundly, his entire body shaking with the strength of his sobs.
‘I a-am, just- I’m so happy, Lix, I’m so happy and I can’t believe it, I can’t believe you. I can’t believe that it’s real, that you’re real and here, with me’, he sniffled as a soft hand cradled his cheek.
‘I am, I’m here, Jin-ah, I’ll always be here’.
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The hours were passing seamlessly, feeling like seconds, making time irrelevant, almost non-existent, as Hyunjin’s entire world narrowed to Felix only.
They went from talking to playing low music and humming along to it together, to pulling out Uno cards to play together, taking turns to beat each other and whine louder and louder each time whilst the other would giggle in victory.
And since it had been a tie, the two decided to play one last game.
However, when Hyunjin looked up from the cards in his hand, watching the gorgeous brown strands of hair falling down Felix’s shoulders and arms in waves, the bangs that rested just above his eyes and casted a shadow on his flushed from the warm air cheekbones, Hyunjin suddenly felt the breath getting knocked out his chest.
‘Hyunnie? It’s your turn?’, Felix looked at him curiously, his blinding smile with the two teeth that resembled adorable fangs, high on his face.
‘You’re so beautiful’, Hyunjin gasped, hypnotised and feeling out of his body, barely able to feel the skin that covered his bones as his everything became the sight of Felix.
The brunette blushed as his eyes widened at the sudden compliment.
Hyunjin left the cards face-up on the blanket of grass.
He slowly crawled towards Felix, pulled in to him almost like a snake would by a pied piper.
He was barely breathing, as he lifted the man’s chin up and finally felt the skin of his fingertips again, the moment they started tingling from the contact with Felix.
‘Beautiful’, he whispered before closing the gap between their lips, Felix’s gasp drowning in him as the brunette swallowed the beats of Hyunjin’s heart.
He trapped his top and bottom lip before asking for entrance that was easily granted. Hyunjin’s tongue slid in Felix’s mouth and explored the familiar heat that he’d never get tired of swimming into.
‘Mh’, the small high-pitched sound Felix let out when their tongue came into contact sent a rush down Hyunjin’s body.
He lifted his other hand and buried it in the brunette’s hair, right under, then behind his ear. He carefully pushed Felix until the shorter man’s back hit the artificial grass. Hyunjin kissed him deeper as the other’s body arched up, almost rolling in waves to be even closer, to feel more.
‘Hyun- Hyunnie’, Felix let out breathlessly, his head thrown back as Hyunjin started kissing down his neck. He slid his hand under Felix’s sweater, feeling the way the other physically shuddered at the contact of fingers against his bare heated skin.
’Please’, the brunette gasped and the simple word was enough for Hyunjin to know what Felix wanted, what they both wanted, needed.
‘Yeah’, Hyunjin said in response, his voice hoarse and a few octaves deeper than it had been just a few moments ago.
‘We can, I- I asked uh, the nurse, this morning’, Hyunjin admitted once he faced him again, blushing harder at the way Felix raised an amused eyebrow at him.
‘You asked my nurse if you can fuck me?’
Hyunjin nearly choked on his wheeze.
‘Well not with these words but yea, technically I did. It was an awkward experience that I don’t want to relive again’, this time, Felix threw his head back in laughter that was quickly followed by Hyunjin’s giggles.
‘Since the nurse says so then I guess-’, the brunette bit his lower lip as his hand trailed down Hyunjin’s chest. He was feeling up the erractic beats of the man’s heart before moving lower to slide it under the shirt and caress his waistline in a way that raised shivers on Hyunjin’s skin.
‘Yeah’, Hyunjin said shakily before colliding their lips together again. Their tongues immediately found each other, swirling and dancing together as they groaned into the heated kiss, their desperation growing with each second, their hands travelling higher up the warmth under their tops.
Hyunjin’s other hand slid down lower, feeling up Felix’s skirt until he reached the exposed skin of his thighs, tracing his fingers against the hem of the man’s socks and lightly scratching above them. The brunette kissed him harder, his sounds becoming higher and needier as Hyunjin’s large hard grabbed the back of his thigh, covering almost the entirety of it and squeezing it hard enough to redden the skin.
‘C’mon, Hyunnie, I need you, been waiting enough’, Felix nearly whined and with a small growl, Hyunjin’s hand slid under the skirt, slowly going higher and higher, his breath getting shorter and shorter, until he groaned at the feeling of Felix’s buttocks under his hand.
He couldn’t take it slow anymore.
His teeth bit Felix’s lip before his mouth parted in a moan when he squeezed the brunette’s ass. The shorter one released a similar sound, his eyebrows furrowing in pleasure as Hyunjin felt him up, as his fingers pushed under his panties and lightly traced the soft rim hidden between his cheeks.
‘Fuck, fuck’, Felix grinded down on his hand in chase of more but Hyunjin refused to hurt him in any way so he made a quick job of pulling away to take the lube that he’d left under a far-away pillow.
Felix didn’t seem surprised that Hyunjin had left it there in preparation.
Why would he be?
‘Hurry up baby’, Felix sighed while the red-haired was pouring the liquid over his fingers and when Hyunjin looked up and found his boyfriend’s hand buried under his sweater, obviously playing with one of his nipples hidden there while his pretty thighs trembled in anticipation and pleasure, he felt all blood coiling in his gut.
‘Shit’, he cursed as he kneeled closer to the man again, positioning himself between Felix’s legs and pulling down his panties to uncover the man’s intimate parts, the sight of which made more saliva build up in Hyunjin’s mouth.
‘Stop staring and do some- oh’
Hyunjin groaned as he licked Felix’s rim, his lubed up finger spreading wetness around it together with his tongue, his other hand squeezing the inside of Felix’s thigh.
‘Mmmh’, Felix let out in pleasure, encouraging Hyunjin further until the man circled the hole and pushed inside slowly with a deep moan, the other’s taste making his brain buzz and his cock twitch hard in his jeans.
He licked inside the heat, rubbing his tongue against the pads and making Felix’s thigh tremble harder as he ate him out like the desperate starved man that he was.
‘Taste so good, so fucking delicious’, Hyunjin mumbled before diving right in again, his lips sucking around the rim obsecenly loud while his tongue started thrusting in and out faster and faster. He stretched it out more each time he pushed in, making Felix almost seize up at the sensation and pulling out the prettiest whimpers from the latter.
‘Feels…ah- fuck’, Felix moaned high as Hyunjin slowly slid in his middle finger next to his tongue, letting the man get accustomed to the feeling for a moment before he started pushing the two in turns.
And even if it had been such a long time, Felix was relaxed and trusting enough to loosen up quickly, taking in two, three and four of Hyunjin’s fingers with little to no resistance, laying prettily only for him to admire, for him to touch, for him to have.
‘I’m ready Hyunnie please, I want you, want you so bad’, the man begged while looking at Hyunjin with such innocent round glossy eyes.
He had no idea how he’d be able to stop himself from cumming the moment he slides in.
‘Fuck, okay, okay’, he breathed out, overwhelmed and with his heart high in his throat.
He undid the buttons of his jeans and quickly pulled them down together with the boxers, his aching length plopping against his shirt. When he spared a glance at Felix and saw the man biting his lower lip hard while his eyes zeroed on Hyunjin’s cock, he had to grip the base of his length hard enough to make it hurt. Hard enough to stop himself from releasing just at the sight of his lover spread out for him with his brown hair beautifully spread on top of artificial grass and flowers, his high socks tight against his slim legs and his skirt ridden up to reveal his stretched out wet hole.
‘You’re the prettiest thing’, Hyunjin mumbled under his nose, eliciting a whimper from Felix and a twitch of the shorter’s body.
After taking a few deep breaths and counting to ten, he aimed his length, the brunette’s legs easily spreading wider as he circled the leaking tip against the rim.
He lowered his body down then, wanting to feel Felix against him as much as possible.
‘My baby’, he whispered against his lips before he trapped them in a kiss just as he pushed the head inside.
‘O-oh’, Hyunjin moaned as the sudden tight heat enveloped him, his eyes rolling back as his chest heaved, his hands already shaking where they laid on both sides of Felix’s head to hold him up.
‘G-God puh-please please more, in, wan’ it in’, Felix begged him while his nails dug in Hyunjin’s nape, the sensation only making his cock throb harder.
When he slowly started sliding in, he nearly saw white, the tightness in his belly becoming almost unbearable as he gasped again and again, his lips only resting parted against Felix’s without being able to move into a proper kiss.
His hand quickly found Felix’s and he laced their fingers together tight, using the leverage to keep himself sane as he sank deeper. He forced his eyes to open so he could watch the way the brunette’s face contorted in pleasure and the slightest hints of pain from the stretch.
‘Damn I’ve- missed being in you so bad’, Hyunjin groaned as he buried himself to the hilt, letting both of them take several breaths in to calm down which quickly turned into them exchanging sloppy kisses and the tips of their tongues poking against each other.
Hyunjin rolled his hips once, then twice, cursing at the rushes of pleasure that reached all the way down to his toes. It was so fucking much, so intense, being in him after so long, being in him after everything they’d gone through, after being able to call him his boyfriend, his forever left him breathless, left him shaking and on the brink of insanity, on the brink of bursting at the seams.
When he pushed out and then slid back in again, he felt Felix’s mouth open wider against his own, heard the gorgeous moan he let out and felt the fluttering of his walls around his cock. He could swear that if Heaven existed, that is what it felt like.
‘Oh, fuck’, Hyunjin cursed as he rocked his hips back and forward, his forehead dropping against Felix’s, ‘I love you, fuck Lix, I love you so much’.
At the words, the brunette whimpered oudly, the sound turning into a throaty moan as his body moved up and down against the grass from Hyunjin’s thrusts. Felix buried his fingers in his hair and pulled him even closer to kiss him harder, his tongue shaping his feelings, his thoughts, his confessions.
‘I love you, too, Jin’, and the red-haired could only groan as his other hand moved under the sweater again, nails digging in the soft flesh of his boyfriend’s waist while he moved faster, their bodies familiar with each other while still begging for more of one another as if it’s the first time they’ve come into contact.
He positioned his hips and with another thrust, he slid right against Felix’s prostate, making the brunette’s back arch beautifully as a loud moan escaped him and sunk into the walls. Felix’s teeth found the juncture between Hyunjin’s neck and shoulder, biting down on it hard enough to bruise and to make the taller one rasp out a series of moans as his thrusts picked up.
‘Fuck, Jin, yeah, there, oh, oh’, Hyunjin could feel the sweat dripping down his face and his spine, could see the way Felix’s forehead glistened as well and he grinned as he thrusted harder and deeper, as his teeth clinked against his lover’s in a futile attempt of a kiss in between moans, smiles and ‘I love you’s’.
Felix’s eyes rolled further and further back with each drag of Hyunjin’s cock, his red cock leaking uncontrollably against his brown skirt, his legs locking over the red-haired’s waist to push him deeper while his body sunk into the ground more and he lost himself more and more in pleasure.
And no matter how many times he’d see it, Hyunjin knew he’d never get tired of how gorgeous Felix looked when he’s melting under him, when he’s giving his all to Hyunjin, when the effect Hyunjin had on him was so clear, so mind-blowing, so arousing.
‘My beauty, my sexy, gorgeous lover’, Hyunjin gasped out, feeling the way Felix clenched around him, almost making him choke on his words.
The brunette’s cheeks flushed deeper as a whimper ripped out of his throat and his mouth parted and closed repeatedly. Hyunjin couldn’t get enough of him.
His hand gripped Felix’s thigh, riding it higher up his waist as his thrusted increased. He fucked up to the brunette, reveling in the soft skin beneath the palm of his hand, their moans and groans mixing together, their words untagible, their bodies screaming love.
‘Hyunnie- Hyunnie- wanna, wanna-’, Felix gasped, his breathing becoming harsher with each second, his sounds becoming higher pitched and his hole nearly suffocating Hyunjin with the way it throbbed around him.
The red-haired let go of the man’s thigh to tighten his fist around Felix’s cock, his own mouth parting wider at the sight of the other’s neck snapping back at the increased pleasure.
‘Ah, ah, ah’
It only took a swipe of Hyunjin’s thumb against the leaking tip of Felix’s cock for the brunette to seize up completely and cry out his lover’s name, shuddering as he came all over their clothes and Hyunjin’s hand. Before the brunette even limped under him, Hyunjin felt himself snap as he started emptying his load hard in Felix, his thrust slowing down but becoming deeper as he fucked the other throughout his blinding orgasm.
When he finally finished, his body collapsed over Felix’s, the two still shuddering from the aftershocks of their orgasms.
‘Shit, that’s what I’m talking about’, Felix let out breathlessly, making both of them giggle as Hyunjin lifted his head up to look at the pretty glow on the man’s face. He couldn’t stop himself from pressing dozens of kisses all over the flush, eliciting more and more pretty laughs from the other man as he gave him feathery pecks on his cheeks, nose, chin, eye-lids, lips, until every spot on his face was covered with Hyunjin’s love.
After they’d calmed down, he grabbed warm wet towels from the bathroom to clean Felix up while the man hummed happily, body still weightless against the grass, smile still high on his face and eyes slowly blinking down to watch Hyunjin.
As per Felix’s request, the red-haired brought down their pillows and blankets so they could sleep in the living room.
So after a long hot shower that they took together, washing each other’s hair, kissing leisurely and unhurriedly while running their hands all over one another’s naked bodies for the sole purpose of feeling, they laid under the sheets, tangled together as they loved, looking at each other as if nothing else existed.
And in their world, nothing else did anyway.
Hyunjin lifted up Felix’s necklace and pressed a long kiss against the wings before he kissed his lover’s lips.
Felix kissed him back and whispered that he’s grateful to be alive.
Their flower crowns rested beside them, illuminated by fairy lights.
Hyunjin pulled him closer and thought that he’d give up all of his races, if it meant that he’d end up winning Felix’s heart and giving his own to him.
Felix nosed Hyunjin’s cheek.
‘Thank you Jin, for making me feel safe to fall.’
~~~~~~~~~~ THE END ~~~~~~~~~~