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“I try to find some paradise
I've got to fill the void”
-Void, The Neighbourhood
Sanzu Haruchiyo emerged from the bloody ashes rising from the loneliness that enveloped him in its darkness.
Never good enough, never strong enough, never enough… so why keep bleeding and agonizing in pain when he's not to blame? so why do your best when no one sees you?
Spitted out in this cursed world sentenced to a miserable childhood with guilt smoldering under his shoulders constantly, he always felt he shouldn't exist. Sometimes he just wanted to burn like the rotten cars Keisuke set on fire when he was hungry, but any suicidal thoughts were cut off that day.
The day his king freed him from the bonds of sanity, ripping through his mouth, branding his soul and mind. Even if that was a sign of possession it was ok because belonging to Manjiro and being free are the same thing.
"Smile Haruchiyo"
For the first time in his whole miserable life he felt loved, he felt like he belonged somewhere, Manjiro was his king, his god, his home, his love, his everything.
Surrendering to his darkness, Akashi Haruchiyo succumbed to becoming the monster he was born to be, the worst and the most insane, tearing apart anyone who dared to cross his path, sentenced to laugh maniacally at the corpses left in his path.
The monster that Sano Manjiro created and kept by his side until the end and he stayed, not out of fear but because it was the only place he could exist in the world. Increasingly intoxicated by the feeling that had devoured him over the years, he maintained his faithful role as a loyal servant from staying hidden in the shadows to the first brutal murder, all for Manjiro and only Manjiro .
But the smoldering pain in his chest was still there, there was no escaping it and all he could do was swallow pills and snort cocaine to keep himself sane, but it was increasingly tiring to breathe.
At dawn it was worse, sleep was not restorative, it was painful the memories invaded him making him want to die.
"Why am I still here?"
"I'm sorry Keisuke… I'm sorry"
"Mikey really needs me?"
Her swollen, aching eyes stare at Mikey's relaxed face for a moment and slowly close letting a few tears run down her face.
-I need you to feel alive - he hums in a whisper - I need you to fill the void... Manjiro, my king
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Sano Manjiro, a monster for as long as he can remember, destined for obscure greatness and silently bleeding in pain
He missed being loved, having warmth around his fragile body to comfort him, being able to smile like his golden age, but now there will be nothing left, nothing but an empty hollow in his chest.
He knew it was his fault, always knew, not being strong enough to protect them, not being smart enough to stop their deaths, not being sane enough to control himself.
He was an empty shell, broken and incorrigible.
His tired eyes were heavy as he stared at the bluish-green orbs of the pink-haired boy who blazed with violence as the man viciously beat a Kanto traitor with a steel pipe until what was left of the man's body was a mass of flesh with broken bones. and nothing else.
-Haruchiyo - the husky voice of the blond haired man drew attention causing the other mentioned to stagnate in his action
-Yes my king ? - he turns to face Manjiro awaiting his new instructions
-Don't leave me - he says biting a piece of dorayaki in his fragile and pale hands while the pink haired one looked at him confused
-I would never do that- he replied, staring at him.
He knew the veracity of those words, but then why did he still doubt? Not even when he gave the scars on Haruchiyo's mouth the other left him, no matter how painful and cruel things got, Haruchiyo was there… So why did he still feel like he would lose him at any moment?
-I've got to fill the void - he whispers, humming to himself - And now I'm paranoid… - his tired black eyes close, feeling the anxiety take over him
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Love was supposed to be sweet, but then why was mine bitter and scented with fresh blood?
Your lips on my lips the apocalypse , dominated the entire underworld breaking endless barriers, playing with lives in a game that will only end when we fuck a bullet in our head.
The addictive feeling of finally being someone completely consumed him, someone for him. Sano Manjiro
Love isn't gentle, he knew, love is cruel and painful and overwhelming, taking his body and his bones and his organs and his soul as it melted his brain like a potent acid, but nothing mattered, the pain didn't matter.
'Cause he liked to be ripped apart by his sweet love
It always began with subtle touches laden with devotion and kindness, a tired Manjiro in his arms silently asking for his attention. He knew his mind was loaded with his impulses and Haruchiyo was the only one he could bear.
-Don't be afraid of your darkness, show me who you are and I'll take it all for myself - he whispered running his long fingers on the beautiful pale neck of his king - I'll devour all your insecurities and love until after my death - he whispers the last part only for the lowest to hear
-Why?- Manjiro asks like every time making Sanzu smile
-Because I can - leaving a seal of lips on top of his love's blonde hair pulling him on top of himself so that Manjiro dominates him
-You don't have to….- the blonde whispered, leaning on Haruchiyo's chest as he faced him with his black orbs - I'm going to hurt you
Haruchiyo couldn't help but smile as she cradled Manjiro in her lap.
-I'm counting on it, tear me, break me, destroy me if it's your hands I'll accept everything gladly ♡
Going down his hand gently from the blonde's back to his waist kissing him passionately while Manjiro grabs his pink hair bringing him closer.
- Tell me you trust me and - he sings under Haruchiyo's rosy lips making their eyes meet as he gets up from his lover to grab something from the side drawer - Kiss me and hug me, yeah -humming, he picks up both items and places them under Sanzu's chest, making him look like a lovestruck fool.
- I would do anything for ya - extending your wrists to the blonde - You just gotta love me
“I can take it, never fake it
Give me hell, cuz I like it like that
I like it better when you don't hold back
So don't hold back
And break my body”
Break My Body, New Years Day
The throbbing wrists in the cold handcuffs and the cuts on his torso didn't even matter anymore, his king's lips beneath his as their tongues danced a painful, slow dance charged with lust and passion.
-I hear you in my head, You're a poison - he whispers under Haruchiyo's reddened lips as his pale crimson-stained hands descend to the waistband of his pants sliding his fingers gently between the fabric and the staining skin - I'll be taking til' I'm dead, I've fallen, I don't need you to save me, but
-I've lost control, call me crazy - the pink haired one completed by dropping subtle kisses down Manjiro's neck - But I can't let go
The blonde smiles pulling away to get down between Haruchiyo's legs unbuckling the taller man's belt while caressing the tight member in the tight fabric.
-Oh, loving you is dangerous - with his delicate hands he removed the fabric that covered Haruchiyo's big hard member - but not more than loving me - his gentle lips kiss the entire length of the pink cock until reaching its top, the pre cum leaked from his slit with every touch of Manjiro
Seeing an excited sigh come out of the rosy's mouth he smiled, sliding his index finger between the slit gently while his other hand took the member, pumping it slowly making Haruchiyo release long sighs suffered with the slowness of the act.
-You are so sensitive dear- the blonde whispered with soft lips pressing the rosy head of his lover's cock
-I-I-I don't...no...- his shaky voice is cut off by Manjiro dipping his small and soft mouth into his member making circular movements with his velvety tongue -F-Fuck aaah...
Haruchiyo squirms with each pump Mikey's hands gave him, making him grab his king's blond hair as he plunged his cock into his mouth, sucking and treating his cock like delicious ice cream on a scorching summer afternoon.
Throwing his head back as Manjiro increased the pace, his wounds in his neck throbbed sending the sensation directly to his pulsing member, before he could even say anything coherent, the orgasm took Haruchiyo, undoing his seed in his lover's throat who swallowed everything satisfied. as a result of your hard work.
-Good boy - Mikey smiles, sliding his tongue on his pink and swollen lips climbing Sanzu's lap panting and trembling - let me help you - he says taking the handcuff key under the pillow that was next to the pink haired man and the liberda - Is it hurting a lot? I crossed the line? - His voice sounds worried as he looks at the purple bruises on his wrists and the cuts on his torso Haruchiyo making him smile in the midst of all the mess he was in.
-You never go too far - having your movements completely free his hands grab the buttocks covered by Manjiro's sweatshirt pressing him against him - I'll take everything you have to give me - he kisses the smaller pale collarbone while pressing him with more force bringing him close making his exposed member rubbing with Manjiro's covered by the black fabric now dirty with the remnants of semen
-Haru… - Manjiro holds the pink haired man's face making him stare into his abyssal black eyes
-Yeah..? Manji…-his mind is lost in the dark immensity that his green eyes contemplate
-Belong to me - he rubbed his erections harder - make me yours…break me…give me all your love Haruchiyo
When those words hit his brain it was as if an electric charge passed through Sanzu's entire body, like a dose of adrenaline injected directly into his vein, he grabbed the blonde's thin waist and threw him violently under the soft bed, his hands they held the younger's arms while he mounted Manjiro without putting his weight under him.
-You should be careful what you say to such a good and loyal servant like me - he approaches Mikey's flushed face putting one of his knees between the man's mortal legs leaving him completely trapped in himself as he whispers - I can take this so seriously and destroy you until all that's left in your mind is me
-But that's exactly what I'm asking Chiyo ♡ - A mischievous smile adorns his lips pushing his hips into Haruchiyo's knee rubbing his hard, wet pre-cum erection into his pants
With his sanity completely lost, the pink haired man lets go of Manjiro's arms and slides his hands delicately under the milky skin until he reaches the small pink nipples making small circular movements with his thumb, his lips now on the neck descend in a diabolical trail between kissing, bite and lick down to the waistband of his black sweatpants.
The sighs that leaked from the blonde's lips encouraged more and more multiple caresses, his slender fingers trailing down his belly until they went under the fabric, slipping it under the immaculate skin exposing her sticky, hardened little problem.
"You're my heaven and I'm your hell"
Touching him gently in slow, tortuous motions pumping the short length of his king, his body boiled with every little sound extracted from his lover.
-H-Haru… please - the blond pleaded for the deaf ears of the pink one who swallowed one of his index fingers, lubricating it with saliva and took it straight to his sensitive hole.
His long fingers curved around the puckered edges before invading in a single swipe, causing Manjiro to let out a satisfied groan at the invasion.
-F-Fuck Haru! - he moves his hips desperate for pleasure, Haruchiyo smiling at his lover's impatience slowing down his member - I swear if you don't do it right I'll cut you to the bone - he says angrily
-You are very impatient dear - the pink one says teasing knowing exactly where this will end up, he removes his hand from the blonde's cock taking the knife left aside earlier and puts it in Mikey's soft hands- You know the more you cut me the more I will go love you, so what will it be?
-Gods are you a fucked up masochist?! - he exclaims, moving under Haruchiyo's long finger inside him.
-For you ? I am everything - a victorious smile grows on his lips stretching his old scars - now since you are so impatient dear it will have to be without the correct preparation - he slips his luscious index finger out of Manjiro's hole replacing it with his throbbing member in a single swipe raw and strong causing Mikey to arch his back at the abrupt invasion, his aching groin echoes through the darkened room as the rosy closes his eyes enjoying the feel of his king's inner walls contracting around his cock.
After recovering from Rosy's first merciless blow, the knife in Manjiro's hands slides superficially under the skin of Haruchiyo's ribs as "punishment" causing the loudest one to moan and hit him hard in his special spot.
A steady rhythm of heavy and strong is set as the blood dripped from Sanzu's skin splattering the blonde with each thrust, each cut was another incentive for Haruchiyo to destroy his insides impetuously, pushing him further and further to the limit squirting his seed. under his stomach deformed by his lover's big cock inside him, gripping Manjiro's plump, soft thighs, the rosy bent over him thrusting with all his might until his orgasm hit him, spilling and filling Mikey's battered core.
Releasing the knife, still trembling from orgasm, the blonde holds onto the pink's arms, preventing him from getting out of himself, causing him to fall under his small body.
-Stay…-his voice comes out in a whisper making Haruchiy smile lovingly welcoming him in his arms while reversing the position so that his king can rest under him.
-I'm not going anywhere, Manjiro - he adjusts himself so that they are both comfortable and strokes Mikey's long layers of blonde strands gently until they both fall deep into their dreams.
"I've been starvin' for another taste
Like a dog, you got me on a leash
I've been barkin' at your feet
One more bite is all I need
One more bite would be so sweet"
Dime & Dog- Jesse
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