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Absorbed in the rhythm, Yoongi's head nodded to the beat. He had just finished it and was in the process of mixing the beat with the singer's voice file. As always, he was sitting in his comfortable leather chair in his own studio, which even had its own name, the Genius lab.
He had been working as a producer in the music company for five years now and had already made a name for himself.
It had always been his dream to do something with music later which is why he started working for this dream at a very young age. In sixth grade he started to write his first lyrics in the last row in school, scribbling them on the back of his notebook. At sixteen he uploaded his first samples to a hiphop site on the internet and had even worked in a studio for a while. And now he had his own studio and Yoongi enjoyed every day here.
Suga was his producer personality, he was known for his comforting and emotionally rich music that he liked to share with other musicians. He liked to create personalized music for other artists as well as produce his own songs, under the synonym agustD, who was known for his rich lyrics that had a soothing effect on his listeners.
Yoongi's childhood had not been the best due to his mental illness and he wanted to draw attention to the fact that you can get out of this shit hole and help people who were going through it.
With a thoughtful look he stared at the screen, headphones almost at the maximum volume. He knew it wasn't good for his ears, but he had to feel the music to know if it was any good. His fingers tapped the wood of his table in time with the beat, while he played with his lip, a habit he couldn’t get rid of.
Satisfied, he put down his headphones and saved the finished file. With a long drawn out sigh, he stretched and noticed at least three blockages loosen in his spine with an audible pop.
It was only four o'clock, but the work made him hungry for a snack. He was about to get up to grab something from the small mini-fridge he had equipped with soft LEDs, as well as the ceiling of the room, when suddenly there was a knock on his door.
Yoongi's Genius lab had a door pin, like almost all the offices in this company, and so far only a few people knew the code. After all, everything he cared about was in that room, so why jeopardize their safety by trusting the wrong people?
"Who is it?" he asked as he walked to the door. The milky screen prevented him from seeing who was on the other side, but when Yoongi unlocked the door and smelled the delicious smell of fresh coffee he knew who it was.
"Hey, how are you hyung, I got some coffee and donuts. Want to eat them together?"
It was Hoseok. He was a dancer here at the company and developed choreography at his studio called Hopeworld right next to Yoongi's Genius lab. Hoseok was currently working together with a girl group, whose name Yoongi kept forgetting. The dancer was a very bright person like Yoongi had never met before, with a big heart and an even bigger smile that also resembled a heart.
The two had become friends very fast when Yoongi started working here and after what happened in the Rkive, this friendship even became something more. Actually, Yoongi and Hoseok had only one date with incredible sex afterwards, but since neither of them had room for a relationship in their lives right now, they decided to stay friends with benefits.
Hoseok treated Yoongi with a warmth he had never known before and the young music producer didn't know how to live his life without it anymore.
"Sure, come in" Yoongi said and opened the door wider for Hoseok to enter. He was dressed quite comfortably, in loose shorts and a way too big white hoodie that hid his body all too well, which Yoongi regretted, because Hoseok was quite well build. Slim yet muscular, thanks to all the hard training hours in the dance room.
Yoongi had to swallow when he saw the small gift bag dangling from Hoseok's wrist. The smell of coffee from the coffee shop next door gently filled his nostrils and Yoongi knew instantly, that the other wasn’t just here for a snack break.
"Is it cinnamon latte again?" Yoongi asked, taking one of the two cups from the cup holder. The bitter-sweet taste filled his mouth and he sighed contentedly.
"Yes, but with a little vanilla this time. I like it a lot..." Hoseok replied with a wink, putting down the small box of donuts and coffee cups. The only thing left in his hand was the gift bag Yoongi had been eyeing all along.
It was soft pink and had little bows on its handles. Its contents could not be seen, because a soft silk cloth covered the view, but Yoongi already had an idea what could be hidden underneath.
"I have something for you," he said cheerfully as if Yoongi hadn't noticed the gift bag yet. "I was online shopping again the other day and when I saw this, I immediately thought of you. I'm sure it will look good on you..." Hoseok handed the bag to his hyung.
He took another sip of the cinnamon latte before accepting the gift. The small dash of vanilla made the coffee sweeter than he was used to, but Yoongi liked it. Carefully plucking out the silk cloth, Yoongi reached for the contents while Hoseok watched him intently.
It was a pair of beautiful cream white stockings with lace at the top, plus a new collar, also in the same creamy shade as the stockings with a small bell. He eyed the gifts carefully, running his fingertips slowly over the soft leather.
"Thank you...should I put it on right away?" he asked calmly and Hoseok nodded euphorically as he popped a piece of donut into his mouth, the sweet frosting sticking to his fingers.
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The dress up thing started with a picture.
HS: Hey Yoongi what do you think of this?
When Yoongi saw the picture he didn't know what to think. It showed a woman dressed in lace with big pink bows and fluffy cat ears. She was lolling in a sensual pose and sticking her butt out extra wide so you could see the soft pink panties.
YG: It's cute.
Yoongi wrote back dryly. Actually he thought that Hoseok wasn't serious about buying something like that when they talked about it at their last friendly fuck, but Yoongi had probably misjudged Hoseok.
HS: Would you wear something like that next time?
YG: Possibly...depends on how you perform later.
HS: Is hyung that needy today?
YG: Shut up...come over and bring coffee. The one from that coffee shop was pretty good last time.
Hoseok made Yoongi cum three times that day with his mouth alone. Therefore Hoseok was standing in front of Yoongi's studio one day with the appropriate outfit in a gift bag and since then it was a thing between them.
Yoongi was already familiar with this kind of relationship, in fact he had several 'friends with benefits' relationships in his life so far, so Hoseok was just another name on his list. But this kinky dress up stuff was new even for Yoongi.
In fact, this kind of sex with Hoseok did him good besides all the work, it cleared his head and let him think about nothing for a few hours. Quite pleasant besides the many work.
And as long as everyone involved got something out of it, Yoongi was fine with it.
Before Yoongi started to undress himself, he turned on some lo-fi music that was softly booming out of the black boxes and turned up the room temperature, so that they wouldn't freeze later. Because sex with Hoseok was always wet and messy.
He turned off the lights and let the room shine in soft changing neon lights. It was easier for his head to switch off from work this way and get into the mood.
Meanwhile, Hoseok had made himself comfortable on Yoongi's black leather couch and watched as Yoongi changed. He mischievously licked the remaining sugar off his fingers and Yoongi blushed slightly as he pulled the soft fabric over his legs. The hold-up stockings had little bows on the heels and tickled him slightly.
"There must be matching panties in there too" Hoseok remarked and a shiver ran down Yoongi's back as Hoseok let his eyes run over his half naked body. He had worn panties and stockings several times in their sessions, as well as collars and hairbands with cute cat ears on them, but it was always a thrill to feel the fabric against his skin.
Yoongi found them at the bottom of the bag and was about to change his underwear when Hoseok spoke up. "If it's okay with you, I'd like to put them on you."
Hoseok knew exactly what Yoongi liked, they had been through this game so many times and the dancer enjoyed it to the fullest as his hyung, clothed in stockings and his black underpants only, came to him in tiny steps. "Those stockings already look cute on you," Hoseok enthused with a cheeky smile as he held Yoongi by his hips in front of him. The rapper felt how his cheeks were getting hotter.
Why couldn't Hoseok shut up and fuck him like Yoongi’s other friends with benefits would do?
Hoseok's face was now at the perfect height for Yoongi's cock. A position that the younger appreciated, but today he had other things in mind with his hyung, who embarrassingly held out the panties to Hoseok.
"You’re so cute..." Hoseok whispered and carefully kissed Yoongi's hip. Yoongi closed his eyes at the feel of Hoseok's lips on his skin and held onto the dancer's brown hair with one hand. His pink nipples already started to get hard from these light touches.
Kissing his way lower and lower, Hoseok pulled down Yoongi's black underpants, exposed his sweet cock and Yoongi gasped in surprise as the cooler room temperature surrounded him.
Greedily the dancer touched the pink flesh and let the underwear fall to Yoongi's ankles.
"Step out of them, baby." Hoseok tapped against Yoongi's ankles and the older obediently followed. Slowly he pulled the white panties over Yoongi's slender legs and perfect round ass, until they sat where they were supposed to be. Along the way, Hoseok adjusted the stockings and kissed Yoongi's thighs several times. His pretty cock twitched at this soft touch.
"Hoba..." Yoongi gasped, pulling the younger man harder by the hair and closer to his body. He loved Hoseok's gentle touches, but he wanted more, which was visible in the short tight panties.
"Hyung is very impatient today, isn't he?" Hoseok teased him, reaching for Yoongi's buttocks again only to pull them apart. The older one inhaled in surprise and a soft sound escaped him, when the soft fabric of the panties was now between his pink cheek’s.
"Your outfit is not complete yet. I know I got you something else, please put it on for me," Hoseok whispered with a cheeky smile and Yoongi couldn't deny him this request. With the soft feeling of the panties between his cheeks, he trudged back to the bag and retrieved the collar. It was made of soft white leather and the ringing of the little bell sounded incredibly tiny and innocent.
Hoseok had a weakness for innocence, Yoongi knew this since he had seen how the younger one had handled Namjoon in the Rkive. The tall one was the prime example of innocence, in complete contrast to his appearance.
But what Hoseok loved even more than innocence was leather, which is why this collar was not the first one he had bought for Yoongi. In fact, the rapper was already starting to accumulate a collection with the many things Hoseok bought him.
But Yoongi didn’t mind.
He felt very pretty in the outfits Hoseok bought him, so he enjoyed it just as much.
With his pretty dressed up legs pressed together, he knelt in front of Hoseok and bared his neck as the dancer carefully put the collar on him. He was overcome by a shiver, which caused goosebumps. Not because he was kneeling half-naked in the studio, but because of what was about to happen to him.
"Am I ready for you to fuck me, Hoba?" Yoongi asked, knowing how much dirty talk turned them both on and the other almost swallowed his tongue, because of the sudden mood change.
"Y-yes...you look stunning. So ready for me," Hoseok had to catch his breath, because of the way Yoongi sat so pretty and obedient between his legs.
"Then...let's get started Hoba-ah." Yoongi smirked.
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He immediately grabbed the waistband of Hoseok's shorts, while the soft ringing of his collar sounded. Hoseok didn't move, just watched the way Yoongi's big hands took his cock out of his shorts. He thought it was incredibly cute how Yoongi's pale skin turned pink all over when he blushed. Even on the knuckles of the older formed a delicate pink taint, as they held Hoseok's half hard cock.
Since his visit to Yoongi’s studio was planned, Hoseok had not bothered to put on any underpants, because he was here for a specific cause and it should be easy and quick when they get to business.
The young dancer was so turned on by the pretty outfit that Yoongi didn't even have to work the others cock long until it reached its full size.
"Fuck…," Hoseok moaned as Yoongi took him right in his pretty mouth. He liked that his hyung always got down to business so quickly, which was the complete opposite of Hoseok's style. Yoongi's tongue work was legendary, at least that's what the rapper kept saying in his own songs, but Hoseok could only confirm.
He reached into Yoongi's black hair and leaned back into the couch. The LEDs lit up the room in soft pink colors until they changed into lilac and made the smaller one’s figure look even prettier. Hoseok clawed at the leather of the sofa so he wouldn't grab Yoongi's hair too hard, because hair pulling was more Hoseok's kink than Yoongi's, so he was careful not to hurt him.
Hoseok watched, moaning softly, as Yoongi stopped kissing the head of his dick and gently took him between his lips. He licked lazy over the slit before fully taking the cock into his mouth. What a sinfully sight.
Yoongi knew exactly what he was doing to Hoseok and grinned his famous smirk every now and then. He loved blowjobs as much as eating ass, because he was good at it and they were fun. That's exactly what this thing with Hoseok was.
Fun.
Slowly he moved his head up and down, licking the sensitive head several times before sinking back down to the base. The familiar, bitter taste of pre-cum filled his tongue and Yoongi began to moan. With those soft vibrations, though, Hoseok couldn't take it anymore.
"Yoongi please...stop...or I'll cum," Hoseok warned Yoongi, pulling his mouth away from his cock.
Knowing how hot he looks, Yoongi licked his lips and tasted some of Hoseok's bitter, sweet semen on his tongue again. God, how much he loved that taste.
"You're insane...," Hoseok gasped, pulling Yoongi onto his lap. Hot and passionate, he began to kiss his hyung, tasting his own flavor on the other’s talented tongue, so he began to lick more eagerly into Yoongi's mouth.
"H-Hob...ah," Yoongi moaned between their hot kisses. Cutely, he wiggled his butt around on Hoseok's lap. Maybe it was the outfit, but everytime Yoongi was dressed up nicely for Hoseok, he felt so small and soft.
He tugged a little on Hoseok's hoodie. He wanted to feel him, Hoseok's hot skin on his own.
"What's wrong, baby? Tell Hoba..." Hoseok whispered to Yoongi and kissed his cute button nose several times.
"Take off your clothes...please...I want...Oh!" Yoongi put his head back as he felt Hoseok pulling at the panties. The fabric slipped further and further between his cheeks and his collar bell rang sweetly as he squirmed on Hoseok’s lap.
"What was that? I couldn't hear you because of your sweet moans," Hoseok teased him again and Yoongi started to pout.
"Hoba..."
Hoseok softly poked Yoongi's round, pink cheeks with his nose. He loved Yoongi's cute soft side and how it comes out during their fun times. "Please take that off," Yoongi whined, pawing at Hoseok's hoodie.
With a warm smile, Hoseok complied with Yoongi's request and he sank into Hoseok's warmth. He kissed Hoseok's neck and ran his hands over the dancer's chest. Hoseok's skin was sun-kissed and slightly darker than Yoongi's. The color reminded the rapper of honey and strangely enough, Hoseoks skin tasted just as sweet. He couldn't get enough of it’s taste, which is why he kissed or licked every possible part of Hoseok's chest.
He even teased the dancer's nipple with a light tug, which Hoseok immediately returned to Yoongi, coaxing sweet sounds from the music producer.
They both lost themselves in a their hot and messy makeout session. Yoongi's voice changed from high pitched moans to deep, rough sighs and back again as Hoseok opened his hole with his fingers.
Hoseok's fingers were the perfect shape and length for Yoongi's ass, making his whole body tingle. The head of his cock peeked curiously over the edge of his panties, spotting the innocent white fabric with pre-cum.
"Fuck...yeah...deeper...please…mhm."
The ringing of the little bell never stopped as Yoongi lazy fucked himself on Hoseok's fingers. His slender legs trembled already because of exhaustion, but he couldn't stop, wouldn't stop. He nuzzled Hoseok's neck, pulled his hair, and gently bit the dancer's untouched earlobes. One of Hoseok's most sensitive spots.
Only then the dancer began to thrust his fingers into Yoongi faster, causing his hyung to throw his head back.
"So pretty baby...you look so lost…so lost in your pleasure, just perfect..." Hoseok praised him all the while, knowing all too well about Yoongi's praise kink.
Frustrated at not being filled enough, Yoongi began to pout again. Hoseok's fingers were more than enough, although there were now three of them but Yoongi knew that the cock of the younger would feel much better inside him.
"Hoseok please..I want..I want..ah."
Yoongi's plea was music to Hoseok's ears.
"Do you want my cock, kitten?"
Yoongi's blood began to boil. They had tried this pet name last time and Yoongi was amazed how much his body and mind reacted to it.
It let him feel small, but not too small that he felt insecure. He just felt right.
"Yes...I'm ready...fuck me hoba...fuck kitten please!" Yoongi almost screamed while the little bell on his neck continued to ring in sync to his movements. It was like he didn't know himself anymore. Why did a simple pet name made him feel like this?
"Shh quiet my sweetheart...Hoba will fuck kitten the way he wants it....because he deserves it...such a pretty thing deserves everything in this world," Hoseok whispered and pulled his fingers out of Yoongi's ass, leaving the stretched, wet hole empty, which was already longing to be filled again.
One last time, Hoseok kissed his kitten on the lips before he grabbed Yoongi and laid him down, back first on the couch. The dancer took a condom, knowing where his hyung kept them, and rolled it over. This way it was cleaner, even though they would like to fuck without it, but since they were at work, it had to be clean and fast.
Hoseok was also not comfortable with the thought of letting Yoongi run around with his cum up his ass half the day, simply because he knew the unpleasant feeling of dried cum between ass cheek’s.
After that, he squeezed the last bit of lube out of the small bottle and made a note to get more next time. Hoseok only fucked extra wet, so he did not run the risk of hurting his partners. What was the fun of sex if you both couldn't enjoy it?
Yoongi watched him with a hot gaze and played with the bell on his neck until Hoseok moved closer to him. "Open up for me baby." With gentle pressure Hoseok pressed Yoongi's legs apart and pulled the panties to the side, so that he had a clear view of the sweet, pink hole. It throbbed willingly and small drops of lube poured out.
"So naked and vulnerable and all mine..." Hoseok smiled dirty before pressing his cock into Yoongi.
Mine. Those were just words for dirty talk, nothing more.
Carefully Hoseok sank into Yoongi while kissing his white legs. Yoongi bit his lip while his eyes rolled back into his skull. Hoseok's cock filled him so well, so perfectly, so deliciously, that he could cum right now.
The rapper was perfectly stretched, that Hoseok's dick could sink into his hole without resistance, but not too much, that Hoseok's was still stimulated enough. Being in Yoongi's little hole felt incredibly good, it was warm and wet (thanks to the dancer's good preparation) and its walls willingly sucked the younger one's hard one.
"Fuck me...please...fuck me...move..." Yoongi babbled, unable to wait any longer and reached for Hoseok's hair again.
Hoseok couldn't restrain himself either, even though he loved to drive his sex partners slowly crazy, and started to thrust fast into Yoongi. With a loud moan, the rapper pulled Hoseok's hair hard and the younger man moaned as well.
"Yes...pull harder kitten and I'll fuck you even better..."
Yoongi did. He pulled Hoseok's head back by his hair as he thrust into his hyung faster and faster. Yoongi was grateful that Hoseok could move his hips so well. So he hit exactly the right spots.
Due to the brisk movements, the white stockings slipped down again a bit, but Hoseok pulled them back into their original position. He stroked the soft fabric and enjoyed how soft Yoongi's legs felt through them.
Like the skin of a marshmellow. So soft and sweet.
"Ugh hey...wait...wa-what are you doing?" Yoongi gasped in surprise as Hoseok suddenly bit gently into the fabric of the stockings. Careful not to bite Yoongi's skin, he pulled at the fabric with his teeth and let it snap back.
Yoongi winced.
"I love your legs so much...they are so soft and sweet...like a woman's...only better..." Hoseok praised him and slowed his pace to nibble on Yoongi's knees.
This was driving Yoongi crazy. Normally he loved it when Hoseok did it slow with him, he had the best orgasms from Hoseok's lazy fucks, but today he lacked the patience for it. Pouting, he pulled the dancer's hair again, making him groan loudly.
"You can worship my legs as long as you want next time, but not today Hoba...today I want you to pay attention to what's between my pretty legs."
Hoseok shivered, as much as he loved it when his hyung submitted to him, he loved it even more when Yoongi took the initiative and told Hoseok exactly what he wanted.
That was so hot.
"As you wish..." Hoseok pulled out and Yoongi groaned in disappointment at the unwanted emptiness. "Turn around and I'll give you what you want, kitten."
Hoseok's dirty smile only widened when he saw the red on Yoongi's cheeks, but he obeyed and even stretched out his ass to the younger cutely.
"Like this?" Yoongi asked cheekily as he turned his head slightly back to Hoseok and pulled his panties to the side, revealing his swollen pink hole again. A big droplet of lube dripped out and ran down the curve of his balls.
This sight should be forbidden.
Hoseok couldn't help but run his tongue over Yoongi's hole and give it a few kisses, causing the other to moan in long high pitched sounds.
"Kitten...not only do you look sweet, you taste sweet too...god, if you could only see yourself..." Hoseok pulled Yoongi towards himself by the hips and used his thumb to keep the panties over Yoongi's entrance away as he slowly but firmly sank back into Yoongi's body.
The older one rested his forehead against the leather of the sofa while the sweetest sounds came out of his mouth. Finally being full of Hoseok's cock again. Satisfied, the dancer watched as Yoongi's hands clawed at the leather.
It was time to let his hyung see stars.
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"Yes..harder...ugh...there...yes."
Yoongi's moans were accompanied by the soft ringing of the tiny bell at his collar. It rang at the exact same rate as Hoseok thrust into him. Yoongi didn't care how loud he was, as long as Hoseok made him feel this good.
He put his face on the cold leather and arched his back. He was so wet from the lube that he could hear Hoseok thrusting into him. It was incredibly arousing, which is why Yoongi couldn't stop moaning the other's name in high-pitched tones.
Hoseok's abs kept tightening in rhythm with his thrusts and Yoongi watched this with a fucked out smile as he kept peeking over his shoulder sometimes. Hoseok had a wonderful body and a delicious narrow waist that the rapper liked to hold on to when he took Hoseok from behind, but today it looked so strong and not so narrow anymore. Yoongi didn't know how Hoseok did it. But that didn't matter now to Yoongi. Now, he was only interested in Hoseok's dick that made him feel so good.
Everything inside him tingled as the hot knot in the lower part of his belly grew larger and larger.
"Please...please Hoba..." Yoongi was completely lost, so deeply immersed in his pleasure, that his own saliva was running out of the corner of his mouth. He held his hand back to Hoseok, especially stretching his index and middle finger towards the younger ones mouth.
Wanting it so bad, Hoseok's wet tongue on his fingers. Something Yoongi discovered for himself in their past fucking-sessions. He liked it very much when his fingers were stimulated in this way by Hoseok.
Hoseok gave Yoongi a knowing smirk while his sweat ran down his chest. He didn't stop thrusting into Yoongi with the same hardness as he took his hyung's hand and began to lick his fingers.
Slowly Hoseok licked over his fingertips and did not break eye contact with Yoongi. He began to smile and kissed each finger again until he pushed Yoongi's index and middle fingers into his mouth. Carefully, he sucked on them until he ran his tongue up and down on them one by one.
Yoongi's tiny gasps became more and more audible followed by little yeses and mores.
He couldn't stand it much longer. His legs trembled incessantly while his white panties were completely wet with the loads of his precum and sweat. The leather of the sofa was equally soaked with their bodily fluids.
As Yoongi was used to in their sessions.
"I’m close...so close...Hoba please...tell me...may kitten cum...?" with a half-opened mouth and glazed eyes, Yoongi looked back over his shoulder at Hoseok.
He knew how much it spurred Hoseok on when he asked for permission and Yoongi appreciated Hoseok's red cheeks and the groan he got from that question. "Yes kitten...you may...cum on my cock while I will fill you up..."
The two knew the condom was in the way, but it was part of their dirty talk.
When Yoongi felt the hot knot in his stomach about to loosen, he pulled his wet fingers out of Hoseok's mouth with a wet pop. He immediately reached into Hoseok's hair and pulled hard. The dancer clawed into Yoongi's pink flesh and closed his eyes as he thrust hard into him twice more until he climaxed. At the exact same time Yoongi followed him as Hoseok's hot seeds filled the condom inside him.
Exhausted, he let go of Hoseok's hair and fell back on the sofa. His whole body tingled from the force of his orgasm and a white hotness pounded in front of his inner eye. It made him feel sleepy and soft.
And that was good. Yoongi loved it.
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"Here hyung...taste these." Hoseok handed him a small piece of the donuts and Yoongi obediently opened his mouth. He sat on Hoseok's lap, both clean and dressed and Yoongi even had Hoseok's white hoodie on. Hoseok had been wearing a shirt under his hoodie, which he was wearing now.
Gently, Hoseok stroked his back with one hand while the other hand fumbled with his cell phone. Every now and then he gave Yoongi a smile, which made the smaller one blush a little.
The music producer had put the stockings and the collar, as well as the panties aside. He would have to let them get cleaned before they could be used again.
In his post-orgasm haze, Yoongi usually needed distance. He didn't want to feel anyone but himself after his orgasms, but it was different with Hoseok. He appreciated the time the two spent together after sex. There were always some snacks while they cuddled together and Hoseok was already shopping for new outfits for his kitten. Like this time, his friend fed him sweet donuts while he was on his cell phone.
"And how about this?" Hoseok asked and Yoongi took a quick look at the picture Hoseok showed him.
"Mhmm," Yoongi nodded, his mouth filled with donuts and sweet cinnamon latte.
Whatever Hoseok wanted, it was fine with Yoongi, because it was Hoseok.
Unfortunately, the aftercare went by even faster than their dirty sex and Yoongi felt so strangely empty when Hoseok said goodbye to him this time, when the donuts were eaten and the coffee was empty.
"See you tomorrow?" Hoseok asked with his typical warm smile and Yoongi just nodded until the door to his studio closed with a soft click.
And Yoongi wondered, even though the two had been through this so many times, why he suddenly felt so different. So half happy.
But Yoongi did what he always did when his emotions got him confused. He suppressed them with work, without thinking about what would happen if one day they collapsed on him like an avalanche.