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Being finally moved in together did have it's perks. Yet it was difficult to hide the whole planning situation Sangwoo had in mind. The plan being going on vacation with Ali. Not only would he surprise his boyfriend with that, but also with the fact that he had agreed with Mustafa's and Anush's help that Ali would take two weeks off.
Unbelievable that now that the younger man had a nice and fair boss, he still was so fixated on work. Well he did have more fun since the whole working environment had changed but still. Taking time off was very important.
Sangwoo knew how hypocritical that sounded, especially coming from someone work obsessed like him, but mind you he was very excited for his vacation this time. Since he would be able to spend it with the man he loved.
Love... never would he had thought that something like love would happen to him. He had lost hope of ever finding that 'special someone'.
But then Ali appeared in his life.
It was incredible how much Ali had changed Sangwoo's life. Improved it. Not only helping him out of his depression and making living sweeter, but also helping him become a better person. A better friend, a better son.
He learned to cherish those sweet simple moments. Sitting on the balcony, having the shorter man sit on his lap. His weight comforting and warm, body pressed tight to his. How he would hug Sangwoo softly and kiss his temple or forehead so tenderly.
The Korean would get butterflies in his stomach every time Ali would whisper to him in those moments.
,,Aap kay liye meri muhabbat ko alfaaz byan nahin kar sakte - words cannot express my love to you."
How Ali would rest his forehead against his, cup his cheeks and gaze at him with so much affection and love, saying those things so dearly.
,,Jab mei aap ki taraf daikhta hun tou, mei apni ankhon ky samnay apni baqi zindagi daikhta hun - When I look at you, I see the rest of my life before my eyes."
Sangwoo felt so lucky and grateful. For where he was in life too. When he thought back about his darkest hours of depression. The way he just cutted his best friend out of his life.
Gihun Hyung.
Without the man he wouldn't even had the guts to talk to Ali in the first place. He would have been too incompetent to make the first step and talk to the younger man.
And be more of a creep than he had been in the beginning...
Sometimes his dark, cruel side still got the best of him. His possessiveness taking over his mind when he saw someone looking at Ali just a second too long for Sangwoo's liking.
Yet the Pakistani's sunshine personality always brought him back into the light.
Sangwoo had always known how addictive those personalities were. How much energy and warmth they provided.
Gihun was like that too.
He had never given up on Sangwoo, even though he had pushed him away. Gihun had always been a loyal friend.
Even if Sangwoo didn't often show it, he liked the other man a lot. Always has and always will. Even if he drives him crazy sometimes. Pressing all the right buttons to annoy him and make him roll his eyes.
He wouldn't be the man he was today without his childhood friend.
Then there was Junho. The officer was such a sweet person. So easy and kind and nice to be around. He was such a perfect match for Gihun. It was still so hilarious under what conditions they have met. With Junho almost arresting Gihun.
Junho was such a great guy. He was so good and gentle with Gihun. Calming him down when he got too hyper. Being there for him when Gihun's ptsd episodes returned. Which was very rare, but a possibility that could ruin his whole week.
Hopefully the two of them were having a nice night too right now. Just like Sangwoo who was laying in bed, holding Ali close, who was already snoring softly. It was so heartwarming. He remembered how nervous the younger man had been the first time he slept over at the Korean's place.
God they had been through so much. But now only good times would come. Sangwoo was sure of it. He had a good gut feeling about it.
He pressed a kiss to Ali's forehead and smiled when he heard him keen and snuggle closer.
,,Sleep well my love."
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,,I think it's really cute that you still wear the bracelet i made for you, when you first came to my place," Gihun said warmly and stroked Junho wrist that was decorated with the handmade bracelet.
,,Of course! I will keep it with me for the rest of my life," Junho beamed and let Gihun kiss his hand.
,,Your hands are so pretty," the older man breathed, his voice deep and warm, making Junho blush and melt. ,,You know a ring.. right here.. would look great on you," he added with a grin.
The officer smiled softly and moved in closer, snuggling up to his boyfriend, who wrapped his arms around his waist, pulling Junho down on the couch with him, laying the younger man on his back.
,,Are you teasing me with the possibility that you'll propose to me some day Mr. Seong?~"
,,Yes, I might darling~ only if you want of course," Gihun added and pressed a soft kiss to Junho's lips, who eagerly kissed back, overcome with emotions. Gihun hummed and moved his lips, stroking his boyfriend's cheek, deepening the kiss.
The officer sighed heavily and wrapped his legs around his waist, the strength of them pulling the older man impossible close. ,,Hm baby," Gihun mumbled between the kiss, trying to part for air.
,,I love you so much," Junho sobbed quietly and only now the older man noticed his wet cheeks. He gasped and kissed those tears away.
,,Ohh sweetie~" he cooed and lovingly stroked his face, pressing closer and letting Junho squeeze the air out of his body. The officer whimpered into the crock of his neck and apologized for being dramatic over this.
,,It's just.. i-it m-means so m-much to me and.. the thought of marrying y-you," Junho hiccuped, completely overwhelmed. Gihun smiled knowingly and placed another soft kiss to Junho's trembling lips.
,,I know sweet angel, I know. I love you too. So much. More than I have ever loved somebody before. Spending the rest of my life with you is all I want to do," he whispered near his boyfriend ear, who melted underneath him and hugged him tightly.
,,Gihun.."
,,Yeah baby?"
,,S-stop talking in such a deep voice, you're turning me on," Junho giggled sheepishly and wiped his tears away.
,,Oh? Am I now?~" Gihun teased and purposefully let his voice drop an octave deeper, tilting his head and leaning down to kiss his boyfriend's neck, who bit his lower lip and giggled yet again.
,,You Dork.. mhh~" Junho sighed weakly and let his neck be kissed and sucked, enjoying the warmth of the man on top of him. He allowed his hands to glide down his back and grab for that bubble butt, giving it a squeeze.
He could spend the rest of his night here, making out with Gihun on the couch, until the sun would rise again. Judging by the forming hardness in the others pants, he had the same things on his mind like Junho.
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To hear from Anush and Mustafa that he would have two weeks off was very surprising to say the least. Ali was even more surprised though about the whole planning of events behind his back. Not that he minded of course.
He was so happy when he found out that Sangwoo had planned a vacation for them. Excitement got the best of him all week. He could hardly sleep, keeping Sangwoo awake at night. Talking about all the possibilities and activities they could do in the states, until the older man would hush him with a deep, passionate kiss.
Mark the lawyer, Sangwoo's friend had invited them. Sangwoo rented a beautiful house with a nice view. Peaceful landscaping around it and a gentle waterfall nearby. Imagining waking up to the sound of it, in his boyfriend's arms sounded lovely.
They spend the week preparing everything after work and when the day came, Sangwoo drove them to the airport, where Gihun and Junho would wait for them and take care of Sangwoo's car for him.
After putting their suitcases into the car, they were all set. The older man started the car and gazed at Ali, who beamed the entire time.
So adorable. Sangwoo was such a lucky man.
The feeling of freedom rushed through him. A feeling that he had missed most of his life. Right now nothing but happiness and love surrounded him.
I'm addic dic dic dic dicted to you
You're addic dic dicted to me
I'm a slave for your kicks
Come and give me a fix
I'm addic dic dicted to you
,,Hyung can I turn the radio a little bit louder?" Sangwoo had his eyes glued to the street and smiled softly. ,,Of course sweetheart."
Cocaine can't do it like you do it to me
My brains can't take it when you push it on me
And I stick like glue
When I'm sniffing you
This was all he ever wanted. Ali was what had missed for such a long time in his life. He was making him whole.
The reason to keep going. The reason to start every day with a smile.
Ali's whole being pulled him in. The sound of his laughter. The way that his eyes lighted up when he smiled. The kindness and loyalty that shined in them.
Ali's unconditional love...
Cause I'll always be a sucker for your trips
And I will always be a sucker for your lips
So what are we?
You and me
She said baby save me
You could be the hero in me
...and Ali's love was addictive.