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2021-11-16
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Where did it all begin?

Chapter 9

Summary:

TW: Remus, self-deprecating thoughts self-hatred pro-ED thoughts and action intrusive thoughts fatphobia mentioning of suicide attempt Remus being Remus purging me trying to break your hearts and shitty writing

This and some other works will probably be on a long hiatus bc I may have finally gotten a job that'll keep me. If I feel like writing you'll get a surprise chapter

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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nobodys pov

Janus is in the bathroom changing the bandages and applying some anti-septic cream on and around the cut down his arm so it doesn't get infected. He goes out and begins heading to the kitchen preparing himself for what Remus might've placed there it's either himself, a dead animal or an animal from the imagination that could kill you in an instant "here we go into the unknown"

Janus gets to the kitchen checking every corner of the kitchen before making himself and Remus some coffee and toast with some ham and cheese. Making himself a cup of coffee before he does anything that has to deal with Remus. And at 7 am without coffee he's not ready to deal with Remus and what might bite him but that would also have counter effects on the kinky bastard.

He just turns around and would begin to go wake up Remus and Janus meets him hanging from the ceiling scaring the shit out of him and he makes a weird high pitched scream "Remus get down from the ceiling, breakfast is ready" Janus says as he goes back into the kitchen and places himself at the kitchen table "Snake face is that the scream you have in bed?" the rat-man says "Can I have deodorant on my toast?" Remus asks while trying to sneakily bring it up to the toast.

"No, you need real food, not chemicals that should normally ruin your body but you don't have an immune system. You and Virgil tried with raw chicken, drain cleaner, tide pods and fucking bleach as kids, why?" he asked "We got bored of trying to catapult me into an electric fence and you weren't there to stop us " Remus answers.

After breakfast, Janus goes back to his room and feeds his pet snake Karen she's a feisty snake but his favourite Karen. After she's fed he goes to the dark side common room with a book he grabbed on the way to the living room that also is a control room for us to see what Thomas is doing.

We all have decisions that are dedicated to the aspects we are for example he sees the lies Thomas tells his friends even if it's just a little white lie or a bigger lie he sees them at the control panel for him as self-preservation he also tries to make the stubborn man take care of himself and take time to breathe and take the time he needs to fully recharge and get to help his friends when they need him. 

Janus has no idea what Remus has on his panel but he believes it's a similar layout for all of us we can talk with the others but we've never done it before and he will not risk anything by using it now. Everyone is extremely on edge since the last episode. He goes away from the living/control room and starts heading back to his room before he'll talk to Roman and apologize for his rude remarks about what he is scared to become. He regrets his comeback extremely much  

While he prepares the apology before sinking down to Romans room well known he owns a bunch of katanas that can easily just go through him "Would it be bad? No!" "I might just go down and see or hope he stabs me with his katana" "What the hell am I thinking," he says out loud. He goes to his desk and begins writing what he can say and possible outcomes where he might take all his weapons and impale him. Here we go.

 

It's 3:00 like usual he's in the kitchen eating everything we got in the freezer and out on the counter wondering why he can't just starve himself without being a fucking idiotic fat ass. Remus begins to eat some ice cream and some icebox cookies that he has on the kitchen counter. "Why can't I stop, I need to stop I-i J-just ca- can't" he has already binged half of the food from the fridge and freezer that he laid out on the counter "Why can't I do something right for once in my life?" he says to no one, Everything he does is wrong or bad he doesn't know how he fucking manage to do it, the intrusive thoughts aren't helping at all.

After the shitfest that is his fatass being idiotic, he begins to put everything he had brought out of the fridge and freezer before heading to the bathroom to do what he always does after a bad binge, hunch over the toilet and throw up his guts "I wonder what that'll feel like, maybe it would be bloody and chunky" As he begins to hunch over the toilet and push his fingers as far as it can go to trigger the gag reflex before he throws his guts up for ten minutes before all he do is dry heave.

He gets up and cleans up before he decides he will hang from the ceiling and scaring the shit out of snakey Remus looks at the clock it's currently 5:00 so he should come around at 7:00 so he got about 2 hours until he can scare Janus. now we wait for the perfect opportunity.

 

Notes:

Hope you liked this short chapter might write more later or just write pre-written and post the full story. Who knows thank you for reading this