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hey ! i haven't updated in a month. lets talk about that.
i have been incredibly busy with school and focusing on spending time with my girlfriend, which was a large contributing factor of my break. but the real, main reason i've been gone is because of my ED.
i attempted recovery (x3) in the past month with encouragement from my girlfriend and the whole process has been incredibly stressful and it's put a large weight on my chest. i was going back and forth between recovery and relapse so fast and it was so draining that i honestly didn't have time for anything but focusing on that.
despite my best efforts, i am relapsed and recovery doesn't seem like it's in the near future. luckily, it's thanksgiving break, so i should be updating at least twice within this next week.
im so so sorry for the lack of writing and i hope you understand!
blue skies,
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