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Ban- Conflicted Love

Chapter 4: Ban

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 Ban

Two years have passed and the twins are now eleven years old. I was happy. I even let the idea of reviving Elaine go. In fact, I hadn't thought about her much since then. I have a family now. My kids are growing up well and with both parents. I've been trying to get Lana pregnant again but it hadn't been working. I missed so much of little Ban and Bana’s childhood. I want to see Lana's pregnant belly. I wanted to be there with her through the morning sickness, cravings, and swollen feet. Everything!

I lay in bed beside her each night, daydreaming about it. I wanted to see my baby, our baby. I wanted to see her belly as it grew, I wanted to experience all of it.

I thought about asking her flat out about having another kid but I was too afraid she'd say no and I didn't want to pressure her. I sat up in bed, watching her sleeping features. I felt so much pride being beside her. A range of emotions still flooded through me looking at her each day. Happiness, love, and guilt.

How could I have been so thoughtless back then?

I sat there now, wanting to marry her but for some odd reason, I felt hesitant. I don't know why. I loved her so much, my heart would shatter if she ever told me she didn't feel the same way.

I'd spent more than a hundred times the amount of time with Lana than I did with Elaine but still, she was always there. In the back of my mind. Her image and voice would creep up on me and play in my head at the craziest times. It happened less often but it still happened. Guilt would tear through me. I tried so hard to hide it. I couldn't help but be selfish. I loved them both, so why couldn't I get it through my head that one was dead and had been for so long and the other one was alive and well? Always smiling at me. She loved me, flaws and all, unconditionally.

Lana stirred in her sleep and all I wanted to do was be inside her. I always had a difficult time sleeping beside her because my body wouldn't stop wanting her. I’d go to sleep and dream about her. I'd be eating and thinking about her. Even while she was sitting beside me, I wanted her. Hell, no matter what I did, my body yearned for Lana.

At night, I'd lay there and force myself to sleep. That way she could get some rest but right now, I couldn't. My manhood was as hard as steel and hurting. I slid back down in bed behind her and grabbed her. Placing her back on my chest. She snuggled close to me. It was perfect, she felt perfect. I reached between her legs and slid a finger inside her. She moaned then chuckled.

In her cute sleepy voice, she spoke “Do you ever turn off?”

“No,” I whispered in her ear.

She giggled again.

“Especially when I'm next to you.”

I pulled my finger from her warm inside and lifted one of her legs. It helped when she took the weight of her leg and angled her butt towards me. I grabbed my shaft and rubbed at her entrance.

“Ban.” She moaned.

“Oh fuck.” I growled as I slid inside her.

How did she keep herself so tight? It was as if she'd never had sex. Like the first time we were together.

I pumped into her slowly until I was balls deep.

She hooked her leg around mine, leaned a bit forward, and began moving her hips. As if she was riding me sideways. I loved how easy it was to get her in the mood and she never disappointed.

It was still dark outside so I couldn't get a look at her juices on my cock the way I like to see it but still, she felt so good.

“Oh baby.” she moaned

“Baby? You want my babies?” I questioned, yearning to hear her answer.

“Yes, Ban, always!”

That was the greatest thing she could have said to me. I began moving faster, lifting her leg high. This time I wanted to make sure my sperm reached her eggs. I dropped her leg and pulled out, turning her on her stomach. She lifted her hips and I grabbed a pillow, pushing it beneath her to keep her backside up. Then I palmed my cock and teased at her opening. Only putting the tip in and pulling out again.

“Please.” She begged and I slapped her ass, feeling it jiggle on me. Everything felt good with her.

“Mmm.” She moaned, “slap it again.” She commanded softly.

I happily obliged.

“Ban.” She moaned.

“Yes.” I sang in reply.

“Please, put it in.” She begged. A smirk formed across my lips. 

Damn, I love this woman.

“As you wish.” I slammed into her. She wailed so beautifully. Her pussy was sopping wet and I almost lost my mind.

“Lana, you’re amazing.” I roared, almost unable to get my thoughts together.

She pushed back into me faster. I enjoyed our sex sounds as they filled the air in the room. I wished it wasn't so damn dark. I longed to watch her body as her breasts bounced with each thrust. Tonight, I saw her so vividly. The faces she made, the smile she holds, the giggles that fall from her. I gripped her hips, digging deep into her. It had only been about ten minutes then I felt it.

I felt her pussy clinch but this time, it felt different.

“Ban!” She called out as I kept driving into her.

All of a sudden, all this water began to splash everywhere.

What was that? Did she come that much?

It was magnificent. I couldn't hold back anymore. Her juices dripped down my thighs while I continually dipped in and out of her. 

“I love you,” I roared as I tightened my grip around her waist, pumping into her. Feeling her soft ass as it kissed my skin. I grabbed her ass cheeks and opened them, giving me more space to push myself deeper inside. 

“I’m coming,” she screamed. Her walls tightened around me and it felt so good. I waited until her pussy stopped spasming be I released into her.

Her body went limp. Luckily for me, the pillow kept her ass propped up. I stayed there, in place, pushing every bit of semen I had into her. Determined to be there this time as we created another life to add to our family.

I already wanted to go again but first, I wanted to ask about what just happened. I pulled my flaccid penis out, grabbing her by her waist. I lifted her up and removed the pillow. It too was soaking wet.

“Babe,” I called out as I laid her on her side and fell behind her.

“Yeah,” She said, still catching her breath and snuggling into me once more. I wrapped my arm around her before I continued.

“What was that?”

“What do you mean?”

“All that water. Was that a new way of coming?”

“Ban, you silly man. It's called squirting.”

“Squirting?”

“Yeah, it's a more intense way to climax.”

“I was surprised when it came out. It was everywhere. It even got me in the face.”

Lana laughed, “sorry about that.”

“Oh, no. Don't be! It actually tastes sweet, just like you.” I licked her ear and she giggled again. I loved when she did that. It was a sound I could never tire of.

“Have you ever done that before?”

"Squirted?"

"Yeah."

“No. Of course not. You're the only person I've ever been with.” She exclaimed.

“Only me?”

“Yes.”

“In all the years that we were apart, you weren't with anyone else?”

“No.”

“Why not? I mean you’re so beautiful. And sweet and kind. I’m sure men fell all over themselves to be with you.”

She turned around in my arms and faced me.

“Because, you, are the only man I’ve ever wanted to be with.”

Just then, I felt my heart swell again. A mix of pride, joy, and guilt. She always said what I needed to hear. I pecked her on the lips. Still a bit curious about squirting though.

“So, how do you know about squirting?”

“I have friends, and we talk.”

I'd have to find out more about this squirting thing and how I can make her do it again. I threw the pillow on the floor and grabbed one of the many others Lana kept on the bed.

“Go to sleep,'' I whispered in her ear then kissed her on the forehead. I watched her, as best as I could in the dark space. Her eyelids closed and her breathing shallowed. I couldn't have been happier. I needed her to get some more rest. She’ll need it for the next round, before the kids got up. She was going to have another baby, even if it was the last thing I did.



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