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Dear Diary

Summary:

Everything Tom Riddle knows about Harry Potter came to him second-hand from the morons in love with the boy.

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I. Draco Malfoy

Despite what one might think, Tom Riddle did not first hear of Harry Potter from Ginny Weasleyā€™s fruitlessly pathetic ramblings on her crush.

No.

He learned the cursed name, Harry Potter, from Draco Malfoyā€™s fruitlessly pathetic ramblings on his crush.

But letā€™s back up a moment. It started like this.

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It was three weeks to the start of his second year and Draco was in a mood.

(If any of his dormmates had been consulted, they would argue that Draco was almost always in a Mood, capital ā€œmā€ intended, and that really youā€™d be better off saving your breath and counting the times he wasnā€™t having some sort of a fit.)

Three weeks left of summer hols and Draco was still struggling to fully master his new Nimbus 2001. Which was a necessity if he was going to make Slytherin seekerā€”and he would, he had to, he had to beat Potter. Potter, who had already been made Gryffindor seeker a whole year ahead. When first years werenā€™t even supposed to be on the house teams or have their own brooms!

All of which he was dead set on ranting about to his father, if only because Father would sneer and huff about Potter too while Mother would merely hum and say, ā€œDraco dear, if the boy matters so much to you, why donā€™t you write him?ā€

Except his father wasnā€™t in his office when Draco went to check. And he knew his fatherā€™s study was supposed to be off limits when he wasnā€™t home, though the particular reasoning as to why had long been forgotten. But he was just soā€¦so irritated.

And there, sitting on a pile of things father had set aside to take to Borgin & Burkeā€™s in light of the more aggressive dark-artifact raids that had been happening lately, sat a perfectly blank diary. Completely unused.

Rubbish, Draco thought, admiring his fatherā€™s cleverness because the scheme was obvious: convince Borgin that the diary was some dark artifact and sell it for a decent sum when in truth it was nothing more than a bit of leatherbound parchment that had once belonged to someā€¦Tom Riddle bloke.

Normally, Draco mightā€™ve been put off in using something that was clearly second-hand, but if he only used it to write about Potterā€¦and if he ripped those pages out afterward and burned themā€¦well, what did it matter? He needed to get the words out somehow and this seemed as good an option as any.

So he took it, the diary that belonged to Tom Riddle. And for the first time in 50 years, magic began to stir within the pages.

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ā€œStupid Potter with his stupid curly hair thatā€™s all dark and soft. And his stupid green eyes, looking like emeralds. How ridiculous. And his stupid little smile, the one thatā€™s all smug and his teeth are stupidly straight. And when heā€™s riding on his stupid broom doing flips in the airā€”who stands on a broom to catch a snitch? In his mouth?ā€

Tom could feel himself losing braincells.

Truly, the only thing stopping Tom from outright murdering the insipid child for using his diary for this drivel was the fact that the magical signature was so clearly a nice dark gray. It would be a shame to kill off a potential ally just because they were young and stupid. With any luck, theyā€™d grow up to be powerful and at least slightly less stupid, and even if this trite crush on the thrice-damned Potter persisted, at least the Potters were a pureblood family who had been known to marry in with the Blacks before.

ā€œThat is quite ridiculous,ā€ Tom wrote back, because it was always best to seem in agreement with people you were hoping to manipulate. ā€œMy name is Tom Riddle. May I ask how you came upon my diary?ā€

There was a flicker of surprise, hesitation, considering.

ā€œIt was on my fatherā€™s desk,ā€ the child wrote eventually. ā€œAnd Iā€™m Draco Malfoy, heir of the Malfoy family.ā€

ā€œAh, a pleasure. I knew Abraxas Malfoy quite well when we were in school.ā€

ā€œReally? He was my grandfather.ā€

That was quite a bit more time than Tom had been expecting. At his last true memory, Abraxas had only been 16 himself and it was hard to imagine him older, perhaps grayingā€”not that youā€™d be able to tell, really, with the Malfoy platinum blondā€”not only married but with children. With grandchildren, Merlinā€™s beard. He did the math quickly and estimated it must have been at least 40-50 years since heā€™d made the diary then.

He wondered where his other self was, if heā€™d accomplished everything he set out to do. If heā€™d made more horcruxes, the seven theyā€™d planned on.

ā€œAnd whoā€™s this boy youā€™re rambling about then?ā€ Even if the nonsense about the Potter child was useless, it was always good to build rapport, let Draco think Tom was interested in what he had to say, that Tom could be trusted. Then he could ask what he really wanted to know.

ā€œHarry Potter. Heā€™s an arrogant snob who thinks heā€™s better than everyone just because he was supposed to have defeated the Dark Lord as a babyā€”ā€

If Tom had any sense of bodily functions trapped in the diary, he would have just choked. As it was, he felt frozen with dread and fury and confusion all blending together. The Potter boy had done what?

ā€œā€”if you buy into that. Father says itā€™s just Dumbledoreā€™s propaganda and that the Dark Lord isnā€™t really dead, so that means that Potterā€™s just full of shit I mean heā€™s not nearly as impressive as he thinks he is. Can you believe he refused to shake my hand? As if he, a half-blood, was better than me.ā€

Just what the hell had happened while Tom had been trapped away in the diary? Clearly his other self had fallen far if heā€™d been bested by a baby.

At least it seemed that Abraxasā€™s son was still loyal if he truly believed Voldemort wasnā€™t gone. And trusted with guarding a piece of Voldemortā€™s soul, no less.

Yes, Tom was confident the elder Malfoy would do what was needed to sort this mess out.

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II. Ginny Weasley

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Tom was most definitely not confident in the elder Malfoy. The man was a moron.

Case in point: heā€™d given away the diary to miserable little mouse of a first-year named Ginny-not-Ginevra. If he was feeling generous, perhaps he would have allowed that this might be a plan to offer up a life-force for Tom to feed off of, maybe even give him the opportunity to open the Chamber of Secrets again. Tom was not feeling generous, however, and so the elder Malfoy was going to suffer immensely once Tom got out of this damned book.

Because what were the odds of the only two people writing in his diary in the past 50 years both having a crush on the same boy, who also happened to be the person allegedly responsible for killing Tomā€™s counterpart.

If he had to hear one more word about Harry Potterā€¦

ā€œHeā€™s so nice and sweet and handsome. He said hello to me that morning at breakfast, his smile so warm. And his eyesā€¦theyā€™re so green. Likeā€”ā€

Let me guess, emeralds, Tom thought to himself, eyes rolling.

ā€œā€”like a fresh-pickled toad. Oh. That could be a good poem, donā€™t you think Tom?ā€

Poetry. Dear God. No.

Was this some sort of cosmic justice for making a horcrux? If so, Tom was almost tempted to wish he could take it back.

ā€œHm. His eyes are green as a fresh-pickled toad/His hairā€¦hmā€¦his hair is dark asā€¦a blackboard. Yes. I like that. And of course heā€™s so heroic too, defeating You-Know-Who and ending the war. I wonder if heā€™s like all the heroes in the stories? You know, romantic and noble.ā€

ā€œPerhaps if you talked to him, you might find out,ā€ Tom offered, trying to keep the snippiness out of his writing. Regardless of whether it was the elder Malfoyā€™s intention or not, Tom was going to take advantage of this situation to make his great return. Starting with the terror of opening the Chamber, petrifiying as many mudbloods as possible. Then heā€™d suck the life out of Ginny-not-Ginevra so that sheā€™d never have to burden another soul with her incessant, inane chatter.

And if he was very, very lucky, heā€™d get the chance to kill Harry Potter too, and heā€™d make it hurt.

ā€œOh no. I could never just talk to Harry. What would I even say? Heā€™s too cool. Heā€™d never even make time for someone like me.ā€

But in the meantime, perhaps Tom could still have some fun.

ā€œThen you must make him see you. Perhaps once you finish your poem, you could send it to him.ā€

ā€œThatā€™s a great idea, Tom! Youā€™re the best!ā€

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III. Moaning Myrtle

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Somehow, Ginny-not-Ginevra had cottoned onto the fact that Tom was controlling her. A pity, too, since sheā€™d been so very easy to bend to his will. Her mind was weak, feeble, and it had taken next to nothing to possess her.

Perhaps heā€™d dragged it out too long. If heā€™d ended her sooner, she wouldnā€™t have had the chance to throw him into the womenā€™s loo. The indignity of it was unparalleled, and for that, Ginny-not-Ginevra was going to die slowly, painfully, and screaming.

Especially since Myrtle Warrenā€”who had been enough of a blight upon humanity in his own timeā€”was still loitering around the bathroom where sheā€™d died. On the plus side, she was intangible and therefore couldnā€™t write. That small measure of good news was massively outweighed by the fact that as a spirit with a very strong tie to the mortal realm, Myrtle Warren was capable of projecting her thoughts. Right. Into. Tomā€™s. Diary.

Not that she knew she was doing it, but still.

ā€œItā€™s so miserably lonely here. If only Harry would come back. Heā€™s so handsome and so nice. The nicest boy Iā€™ve ever met. Maybe heā€™ll die and want to share the bathroom with me. Oh! Maybe heā€™ll drown in the tubā€”ā€

There was a lot to unpack there and Tom wasnā€™t going to touch any of it. Instead, he tried to project his own murderous intent as loudly as possible to get her to shut the hell up, but either it wasnā€™t a two-way radio or Myrtleā€™s own whining was too loud to let anything else through.

If I could kill her again, I would, he thought uncharitably when she started scream-sobbing loud enough to wake the dead.

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IV. Harry Potter

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If it had been anyone elseā€”anyone elseā€”Tom would have been relieved to have been picked up off the floor of the bathroom and laid out to dry on a nice desk somewhere warm. Butā€¦

ā€œHello. My name is Harry Potter.ā€

Heā€™d fucking had it with Harry fucking Potter.

Yes, the boy was decent enough not to ramble and instead got straight to the point. Blunt, though not rude. Curious, if naĆÆve and too trusting. And when Tom had pulled Harry into his diary, the boyā€™s magic was not the blinding brightness heā€™d expected from the lightā€™s savior but dove gray. Balanced and soft andā€”

And Harry Potter was a disappointingly average, useless boy who Tom would not waste another moment on.

He would lure Ginny-not-Ginevra back to him, use her life force to regain a body of his own, and thenā€¦

Then, the world would be his.

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ā€œGinny. Ginny, please wake upā€”ā€

ā€œShe wonā€™t wake,ā€ Tom said, stepping out of the shadows.

There, finally in front of him in the flesh, stood Harry Potter. Perhaps Tom should have expected itā€”didnā€™t everyone say Harry was heroic, self-sacrificing, a fearless savior? Still, he hadnā€™t really thoughtā€¦Harry, able to find the Chamber, able to speak the parseltongue to open it, traverse the passageways only to arrive here, alone and woefully unprepared, and yet somehow still fierce.

Dark hair curling against pale skin, smudge with dirt and grime and looking all the more battle-ready for it. Spark-bright eyes; they really were an almost alarming shade of green. Like the killing curse itself. And yet the most compelling elementā€”something which had to be seen in person to be understood, the very thing that had been missing from all of the disgustingly lovelorn descriptions of Harryā€”was the angry, sharp, vicious something hiding underneath that veneer of goodness.

Tom wanted to dig his fingers into it and bring it to the surface, rip away all the unnecessary heroism and pretense of goodness, carve until all the was left were the shimmering gems of potential buried not-so-deep in the boy. Tom could do it, too. Harry would not be easy to bend to his will, not like Ginny-not-Ginevra, not like his schoolfellows, not like the teachers he wrapped around his fingers.

No. Harry Potter would be a challenge, andā€”

Oh.

Oh.

Oh no.

Notes:

inspired by the lovely libraryrockerā€™s comment on "Tip of Your Tongue": I actually think Draco has the diary and 16 or so Tom Riddle is DYING with every pre-teen writing to him having a crush on the speccy git and telling him every. sordid. detail. I think this fuels his hatred and rage in canon.

*You can feel free to read this as gen or pre-slash. I personally wrote it with the idea that Tom is not "in love" with Harry or "crushing" on Harry at the end (at least not yet). But he is gushing about Harry, and finds Harry interesting now when before he didn"t, and has in his own way become fixated on Harry.*

Comments and Kudos are always welcome and I love hearing your thoughts. (obviously, since this story was inspired by a comment on another fic)

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