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Dear class 2-A
If you reading this it probably means Something happened to me. This isn’t a suicide note Dont worry. If Im fine forgot you saw this.
I’m not planning on dying, I just want to get some things off my chest for just in case(I know I’m not that strong)
You guys deserve to know about me just like I learned about all of you, even if you might not have wanted me too (I know you didn’t. I understand you don’t like me much even if I don’t know why. I’m doing what they told me people like, but I guess since I don’t like it I’m just not doing it right. I’m sorry for that)
I’ve Been drinking a lot of milk lately, Jirou said that’s my only hope for getting taller
I need to get tall
I can’t help people if My body is this weak
Jirou is smart
I’m tired. I wanna drink coffee but it stunts growth. I’ve never had coffee before but Mina says it tastes good.
I want energy like minas
I haven’t written in this in a while
I’ve been too tired
I’ve only been drinking milk for the past 4 days
I grew two inches it’s working
We left the dorms for the weekend
I threw up all my progress tonight when they tossed me around
I felt too small
I thought I was growing
I’ll drink more milk at the dorms
Everyone is angry at me
Even more angry then usual
Sato pushed me for drinking all his milk
I deserved that though
I was being selfish
Hagakure pushed me into a rock during training
I ran into her by mistake
I should have been paying attention
Everything is loud now so I won’t make that mistake again
I’m tired
It’s cold
Her hands were too hot
I prefer the cold
He always wanted it quiet
He said the neighbors didn’t want to hear
I prefer the loud pounding in my head
It never stops
I want my mommy to sing me to sleep like she used to
I can’t sleep
Denki bought me a hoodie
We match now
I like it
My body is still cold though
I don’t deserve it
Tired
Tired
I want to sleep
Denki has sleeping pills
He stays up too late studying
I could have helped him
I want to help him
He’s my only friend
But I’m too tired
Denki has sleeping pills
I can sleep
I can help denki
I’ll sleep tonight
I’ll be better friend to Denki
Tonight will change everything
Tonight I will sleep