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For once, in quite some time, Changbin had to leave the comforts of home to head into the studio he co-owns with Jisung, leaving behind his two boyfriends still cuddled onto one another in a deep sleep. He kissed them both lightly on the foreheads before slipping out of the door. The brisk morning air welcoming him, making him tug his jacket around him tighter as he picked up his pace, wishing he were either in the studio already or back in the warmth left in his home. As he walked up to the doors, Jisung greeted him with a bright smile, pulling him into a hug.

“So, you finally ask Minho out or are you just going to continue to drool over him?” Changbin asked running inside avoiding the hand Jisung was going to slap him with.

“I don’t drool over him and no…” he responded, walking over to his chair and sat down, looking down at the floor.

“Sungie what’s wrong? You know he likes you too, so why are you so nervous?”

“Does he though? Just when I think he does, and I build up the courage to ask him he says something about how great of a friend I am or how he loves how we are together.”

Changbin looked at him, sighing, as he sat in his chair and rolled it over, placing his hand on Jisung’s knee.

“Ji, he does and he’s only saying that because you guys are friends for now, until you do something about it. He’s just as nervous as you are and probably thinks the same that you do of him.”

“How are you so sure?” Jisung asked looking up at him, catching the way Changbin’s eyes grew wide slightly before trying to hide the slip up. “Seo Changbin what do you know?!”

“Sungie- “

“No, don’t Sungie me, what did he tell you?”

Changbin groaned, rolling away from him slightly and began to set up the equipment they would be needing for the day.

“He may or may not have called me one night asking for advice on how to ask out someone you’ve been friends with for a long time. What were some of the signs and things of that nature. He thought I’d know considering what happened between Hyunjin, Chan and I, but I told him that the other two would be better at that then I would be. That’s about it though, you’d have to ask the other two if you need actual details.”

Jisung sat completely silent, processing what he was being told and what he knew before rolling next to Changbin and assisted in setting things up.

“Thanks.”

Changbin looked at him, telling him that he’s glad he could help.

“So, any idea of what those two have planned for your birthday this week?”

Changbin shook his head, writing down some lyrics into his journal.

“No, they haven’t told me anything, though I’m not even sure they’ve talked about it yet. Hyunjin has never been good with secrets, so I think Chan wanted to wait till it got closer to discuss plans.”

Jisung laughed, remembering how Hyunjin had ruined a few surprise parties, but none of them could be mad at him for it. He just got overly excited for his own good.

“I’m sure they are going to be discussing things while you’re here with me. I mean your birthday is in six days.”

Changbin smiled wide, immediately agreeing with Jisung. He just wished he knew who he was going to be celebrating with first. He may have suggested the idea of coupling off, but he would be lying if he said his heart didn’t ache a little at having to leave one of them behind for however long they planned for. He genuinely loved them both and the time they got to spend together.

“What if we wrote a song about hoodies?” Jisung asked, pulling him from his thoughts.

Changbin looked at him before bursting into laughter, Jisung joining him.

“Sure, why the hell not.”

***

Stretching his arms out, he quickly realized that the bed he fell asleep in, snuggled between his boyfriends, has now been abandoned, leaving him alone. Hyunjin huffed, throwing the covers off him and pulled himself to sit up. He could hear Chan moving around in the kitchen, so he grabbed his robe, tying up his hair neatly in a low bun and proceeded into the room where Chan was dancing around, humming to himself, as he cooked something for lunch. He snuck up behind him and quickly wrapped his arms around his waist, making Chan freeze and scream out in shock.

“That was mean babe,” Chan whined, pouting as he turned around in Hyunjin’s arms.

“I’m sorry love,” Hyunjin said as he gave a quick kiss and pulled away to sit on the counter.

He picked up a piece of bacon and began to eat it as Chan shook his head.

“What?”

“You can’t wait for the rest of the food to be done?”

“You expected me to leave this perfectly hot bacon alone when I could be happily munching on it? Not a chance Channie.”

Chan turned off the stove, placing the eggs onto the plates he sat out for him and Hyunjin, and turned around to face him. He walked up and placed his hands on either side of him, standing in between his legs.

“Baby, what about the food?” Hyunjin asked, noting the slight change in Chan’s eyes.

“You expected me to have that food when I have a perfectly hot boyfriend I could have instead?”

Hyunjin shivered at the tone Chan used, biting his lip as he continued to stare into the brown irises that bore deeply into his own. Chan ran his hands up Hyunjin’s thighs, pressing gently into the skin as he began to kiss him, his tongue slipping past his lips, tasting the brown sugar that the bacon was coated in. His hands continued their journey, quickly finding out that Hyunjin was bare under his robe.

“Channie, I love you baby, but I’m not sure this is the best place,” Hyunjin managed to get out as he felt Chan beginning to open his robe with one hand as his other was moving along his length.

“Then where would you like it princess? Cause I thought a cock slut like you didn’t care where you got it as long as you were stuffed full,” Chan asked, his hand still barely moving on Hyunjin’s cock.

Just as he saw Hyunjin about to answer him, he spit onto Hyunjin’s cock and began to stroke him, causing the younger man to moan out.

“Oh fuck, you aren’t playing fairly.”

“I’m so sorry Jin,” Chan said condescendingly, continuing to move his hand, picking up his pace.

Hyunjin whimpered, moving his hand to stop Chan’s movements on him, gripping his wrist rather tightly.

“Why are you being mean?” Hyunjin asked, trying to keep his hips against the counter, tears beginning to decorate his eyes. Chan immediately stopped and looked at Hyunjin concerned.

“Oh, shit Jin, I’m sorry baby, I really am,” Chan whispered pulling Hyunjin into him.

“I know you are, I’m not sure why I’m feeling like this. Normally I’m really into it,” Hyunjin mumbled against him, lightly crying onto his shoulder.

“Baby, it’s okay that you aren’t into it right now. There are going to be times where our feelings change on certain things.”

Hyunjin nodded as Chan scratched gently over his back while kissing the top of his head, soothing the younger man in his arms.

“I want to continue, but can we go to the room instead?”

“Of course.”

Chan picked him up, Hyunjin wrapping his legs around him while he began to kiss him, tenderly. He placed him down gently on the bed, slipping the robe off Hyunjin’s body in the process. Walking over to the table, he grabbed the bottle of lube and made his way back over to Hyunjin, who had moved himself to the middle of the bed, resting on his elbows. Chan climbed onto the bed, removing his shirt before laying on his stomach, face in between Hyunjin’s thighs. He kissed them softly, nipping them in spots, decorating the skin in little love bites.

“Please Channie,” Hyunjin whined, his cock already leaking.

“Okay love, breathe for me, I’m going to take care of you,” Chan told him as popped open the lube, spreading it around Hyunjin’s rim.

Hyunjin spread out his legs, giving him better access, before moaning out as he felt Chan’s fingers entering him. He started out with two, curling them towards Hyunjin’s prostate, massaging the bundle of nerves methodically. As he fingered him open, his other hand helped guide Hyunjin’s cock into his mouth, sliding down halfway before pulling back, swirling his tongue around his tip.

“You sound so pretty baby,” Chan said hearing Hyunjin whimpering as he continued moving along his length, still driving his fingers into him, now adding a third.

“Channie!” Hyunjin yelled as Chan took his entire length into his mouth sucking hard before swallowing around him, making the younger man grip onto the sheets, willing himself not to come yet. Chan pulled off him, stroking him as he licked along the prominent vein that was along the side of Hyunjin’s cock.

“Gonna cum for me baby?”

“Not yet, want to cum on your cock,” Hyunjin moaned out as Chan hit his prostate once more, before removing his fingers completely. Before Hyunjin could say anything about the loss, Chan entered him, sheathing himself completely inside his tight hole.

“Fuck, you feel so good” Chan managed to get out, his breathing hitching as he tried to concentrate on not coming like a teenager during their first time.

“Please just fuck me already.”

Chan laughed, leaning down to capture Hyunjin’s lips as he pulled back his hips before slamming into him, setting a fast yet thoughtful pace. Every drag sent Hyunjin further into a blissed-out state, each kiss placed upon his heated skin set his heart on fire while every soft touch made him fall more in love with the man who was making him feel so good.

“Love you,” Hyunjin whimpered as Chan thrusted hard once more before slipping out.

“Love you too baby,” Chan whispered, pressing a kiss onto his thigh as he placed one of Hyunjin’s legs onto his shoulder, pushing back into him.

Immediately going back to his previous pace, the new position was causing Chan to hit directly onto Hyunjin’s prostate, making his vision start to blur around the edges, his high building exceptionally quick.

“Right there baby, please,” Hyunjin mewled, reaching out to grab Chan’s hand, lacing their fingers together.

Chan picked up his pace, making sure to hit in the same spot, as he watched Hyunjin’s eyes roll back as he came hard, painting his stomach.

The sight caused Chan to release as well, fucking his cum deep within Hyunjin as he helped them ride out their highs before sliding out of him. Chan placed Hyunjin’s leg back onto the bed, leaning over to kiss him softly before heading into the bathroom. He quickly cleaned himself off before bringing a wet cloth over to Hyunjin, cleaning him up as well, before getting dressed once again. He climbed into the bed, pulling Hyunjin into his chest.

“What about lunch?” Hyunjin asked as Chan laughed.

“We can go back out in a little bit baby, but we do need to discuss Changbin’s birthday. Which one of us is going first?” Chan asked as Hyunjin nuzzled into his neck, pressing tender kisses into the skin.

“I think you should, you and him barely get that much alone time together compared to him and I,” Hyunjin responded as Chan sighed.

“Yeah, I feel bad about that.”

“Chan, we know how busy you are, how much your job demands of you, but we don’t blame you for it love. Plus, you did take this week off and next to be with us, have you told him yet?”

Chan shook his head, “no I planned on telling him when I was alone with him as a surprise.”

Hyunjin nodded, silently agreeing with the plan.

“Do you have a plan set?”

“Yeah, I think I’m going to take him up to the beach house my uncle owns, he’s been renting it out lately since he doesn’t really live there anymore.”

“Oh, that sounds like a great idea love, he’s going to love that.”

“You think so?”

“I know so, he’s told me how much he wanted to go to the beach to clear his mind, said it helped him as a kid.”

Chan smiled, he and Changbin always did have that in common. The beach was almost like a second home to the two of them.

“Then it’s settled. I’ll call my uncle and tell him that we will be staying for two nights. You going to be okay here at the apartment by yourself?” Chan asked, as Hyunjin looked up at him, a smile gracing his lips.

“Yes Channie, I’ll be fine. Plus, if you both need me, I’m only a call away,” Hyunjin said playfully.

Chan rolled his eyes as he asked, “what about you? What’s your plan for your time with him?”

“I was thinking about taking him to the amusement park and then maybe have a picnic along the Han River? Or if he wants, a movie night here. I haven’t planned it completely.”

“It all sounds good to me baby, he’s going to enjoy whatever you do for him, he just loves spending time with you,” Chan said kissing Hyunjin’s temple, his thumb pressing into Hyunjin’s hip, rubbing softly.

“He enjoys his time with you too, love.”

Hyunjin made sure to tell Chan that, he knows the man doubts himself sometimes in their relationship. He leaned up to kiss Chan, their lips molding perfectly together.

“I’m sorry about earlier, I should have noticed that you weren’t into me being mean to you,” Chan whispered, separating from the younger man a little. Hyunjin rubbed Chan’s cheek, looking up into his eyes.

“Love, like I said, I’m usually into it. You know this, but I think I’m just a little off cause I’m going to miss you and I’m going to miss Binnie. That’s all, so please don’t feel bad.”

Chan bit his lip, trying to keep the tears that were forming from falling.

“Chan, I’m serious. It’s okay, I’m not upset, plus you stopped as soon as I wasn’t comfortable, you did right by me. I love you.”

Hyunjin pulled the man into his arms, wrapping around him protectively, resting his head on top of his.

“I love you too,” Chan mumbled into the skin he was pressed onto so firmly.

They stayed like that for a while, finding comfort in the embrace of each other before a melody was being carried through the air. Chan pulled away, reaching over to the nightstand, picking up his phone.

“It’s Binnie,” Chan said happily, turning around in Hyunjin’s arms and opened the video call so that they both would be seen.

“Oh good, you’re both together,” Changbin beamed, his smile becoming brighter by the second.

“Binnie, why do you have your hood pulled so low?”

“He got a- “ Jisung tried yelling before Changbin slapped his hand over his mouth.

Chan and Hyunjin both raised their eyebrows, looking at their boyfriend who was struggling with Jisung now.

“What did he do Sungie?” Chan asked, but Jisung shook his head, Changbin pulling back from the man’s ear, no doubt having just been threatened.

“Nothing, I was thinking about someone else.”

“Uh-huh.”

“Anyways, what are you two up to?” Changbin asked, giving the two a smirk.

Chan and Hyunjin laughed, clearly, he knew exactly what they had been up to.

“Wouldn’t you like to know.”

“Yeah, kind of why I asked, but I’m sure Jisung doesn’t want the details. I should be home in like twenty or so minutes, I love you both.”

“We love you too baby,” Chan and Hyunjin said in unison.

Just as they were about to disconnect, they heard a third person entering the room, beginning to tell him that it was possible for the piercing to reject if messed with before Changbin quickly hung up. Chan and Hyunjin were both in shock before they started to laugh.

“Wonder what he got.”

“I’m surprised he even got something, I mean he’s been talking about getting some piercings recently, but I didn’t think he’d get any before his birthday,” Chan said as Hyunjin agreed, kissing his shoulder, before slapping his ass hard and running out of the bedroom.

Chan quickly caught up to him, wrapping his arms around his waist from behind, biting down gently onto his shoulder. Hyunjin moaned lowly, stopping himself from pushing back into Chan. He really needed some food, so he nudged Chan away, picking up where they left off from earlier. Just as they were about to sit down to eat, Changbin walked through the front door.

“Baby!” Hyunjin yelled running over to him, jumping into arms that swiftly caught him. He wrapped his legs tightly around his waist, kissing him, his tongue dancing sweetly along with Changbin’s.

“So, what did you get?” Chan asked from across the room, taking a quick bite of his bacon. Changbin walked over to Chan, Hyunjin still clinging onto him, running his hand inside his jacket to feel along his back.

“I’ll show you in a second, but why is he so needy suddenly? I was willing to bet you would have dicked him down hard enough to knock him out,” Changbin said laughing as Hyunjin whined against him. Chan leaned back in his chair, giving Changbin a look.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong really, he’s just going to miss us while we’re gone so he isn’t in the right mindset for us to be degrading or anything of that nature to him today,” Chan explained, taking another bite of his food, as Changbin sat down pulling Hyunjin to look at him.

“Is that all babe?” Changbin asked the blonde in his lap, rubbing his sides softly, the robe bunching up around his hips. Hyunjin nodded, not trusting his voice enough to speak.

“Do we need to cancel this idea? I don’t want either of you to be hurt or feel like I love one of you more than the other,” Changbin asked timidly. He really wanted to be able to get one on one time with both of his boyfriends, but if it were going to cause them to be hurt by being alone, he would rather die than go through with the idea.

“No, I’ll be okay Bin, I promise,” Hyunjin whispered, pressing a warm kiss against Changbin’s supple lips. Catching onto what Chan said, he looked over to the man with widening eyes.

“Channie, does that mean I get to celebrate with you first?” Changbin asked, his heart bursting with the thought. Chan smiled at his reaction, his heart instantly warming as well as calming the mind that was determined for him to believe that Changbin somehow loved him less than Hyunjin.

“Yes baby, early tomorrow morning we head out and come back the following night and then Hyunjin will have you for two days and then we will celebrate on your actual birthday together.”

Hyunjin got off Changbin’s lap, bringing over the man his portion of the food and sat next to him.

“I can’t wait, can I know where we are going, or do you want it to be a surprise?”

“That’s up to you baby, it’s your birthday,” Chan mentioned, giggling as Changbin pressed his lips together in thought as Chan got up and stood in front of him.

Changbin wrapped his arms around his thighs, pulling him closer, resting his head against Chan’s stomach. The older man pushed off Changbin’s hood, running his fingers through his hair for a couple seconds before pulling his head back. Changbin looked up at him, his new piercing catching the light beautifully.

“Fuck you look good,” Chan groaned out, leaning down to kiss Changbin which heated up rather quickly.

Changbin’s hands were dancing along Chan’s thighs and ass while Chan took off Changbin’s shirt and jacket with ease, tossing them randomly into their living room. Changbin stood up, pushing Chan back slightly, before moving the plates out of the way to lay him against the table.

“What do you think you’re doing baby boy?” Chan asked before Changbin lost his resolve, instantly feeling the need to be taken than the other way around. Chan noticed the change and sat up pulling the man into his chest.

“Want Alpha to fill you up pup? Be my little hole for me to play with?”

Changbin moaned out and nodded but Chan grasped his chin, forcing him to look at him.

“Words baby.”

“Yes Alpha,” Changbin replied before a moan got trapped in his throat as Hyunjin began to palm his growing erection, his pants straining to contain him.

“My two pretty omegas,” Chan muttered out, quickly realizing what he said. Though the way the two shook against him and moaned, sounded like they were okay with the slip up.

“Did I overstep?” Chan asked, wanting to make sure they were comfortable.

“No, want to be good for you,” Changbin said, clinging onto his shirt, pulling him into a kiss as Hyunjin began to unzip his jeans, pulling them down to rest along his thighs.

Sliding himself onto the floor underneath the table, his fingers reached inside Changbin’s boxers, pulling him from them causing Changbin to hiss as the cold air met his cock before Hyunjin took him inside his awaiting mouth. The weight on his tongue made him feel content as he slacked his jaw allowing Changbin further into his mouth as he moved his knees further apart to sit more comfortably on the wooden floors. As Hyunjin worked him from below, Chan was playing with chest, twisting the hardened nipples causing Changbin to moan into the heavy kisses they were giving each other.

Pulling away from him, a string of spit connecting them, Chan pushed in a few of his fingers. Changbin eagerly took them, suckling onto them as he swirled his tongue around the pads of his fingertips before Chan pulled them out of his mouth. He reached around and began to pull his cheeks apart slightly, slowly moving over his entrance, causing him to gasp especially since Hyunjin began to take him completely, his nose pressed against his skin. Swallowing around him, Changbin moaned loudly, his voice reverberating around the room, as he gripped onto the table to keep himself up. Finally slipping a couple fingers into Changbin’s awaiting rim, the man clenched onto them, whimpering as his two boyfriends worked him, so in sync with one another.

“Can’t wait till I breed you, have you so full that you can’t feel anything else,” Chan whispered into Changbin’s ear, causing him to spill deeply into Hyunjin’s throat unannounced, the younger man choking just a bit as he pulled back. Changbin looked down at him as his tears mixed with the cum that was dripping down his chin, the sight was what dreams were made of.

“So pretty,” Chan and Changbin said in unison, lust laced in their voices.

Hyunjin shivered being under their gazes before he left the room to grab the lube that Chan would need. Walking back, he sat down in the chair next to where Changbin stood, giving his weak legs a rest.

“Need you,” Changbin moaned out feeling Chan finally opening him up to a third finger.

“Okay baby,” Chan told him, using his clean hand to tilt his chin up to meet his lips once more before removing his fingers, hopping off the table and pressed Changbin to lean against it.

Hyunjin reached over and laced their fingers together, giving him something to ground himself to reality with.

“You’re doing so well love,” Hyunjin whispered, softly pecking him on the cheek before running his hand through his hair before looking at the piercing that was sitting prettily in his eyebrow.

They would have to be mindful to not allow him to lay against that side or allow their cum to get into the piercing. They obviously wanted the healing process to be as quick as possible though they knew it would be a few months before it was.

“You do look really good with it,” Hyunjin said as he smiled along with Changbin who was preening at the praise before his mouth fell open as Chan slid within him, stretching him beautifully. Letting him adjust, Chan moved his hands over Changbin’s back, pressing softly into the skin before reaching over and pulling the man flush against him, gripping tightly around his throat.

“Please,” Changbin managed to get out before Chan began to move, his hips thrusting against him aggressively.

They locked lips as Hyunjin began to stroke himself, watching his lovers get lost within themselves. Chan looked over at him and usually he would stop Hyunjin, say a few things that he would only say in the heat of the moment, but knowing how that worked earlier he decided against it.

“So good princess, you feel good watching us baby?” Chan asked as Hyunjin bucked up into his own hand, his cock twitching as Chan spoke.

“Yes Alpha,” Hyunjin muttered, as one of his hands slid down between himself and dipped into his hole, whimpering.

“Oh fuck!” Changbin screamed out as Chan began pistoling his cock into him, his sight blurring around the edges as he watched Hyunjin work himself open, his fist moving quickly on his cock, matching Chan’s thrusts. Chan tightened his grip onto his throat, biting onto his shoulder, marking him as his own.

“My perfect omega,” Chan groaned out as Changbin clenched down onto him, coming hard, his release splashing onto his stomach before dripping down onto the floor.

Chan continued to fuck into him, eventually hitting his climax, growling out as he came inside Changbin. As his breathing calmed, Chan kissed the mark he made, soothing the angry skin as Changbin laid almost lifeless against the table. Slipping out of him, he leaned forward, running his hand through his hair a few times before kissing him on his forehead, whispering to him how well he did for him.

Changbin hummed in response, not being able to speak or do much of anything now besides lay against the table. Chan smiled before facing Hyunjin, who had worked himself up to two fingers and was on the verge of coming but gripped himself hard at the base to stop it from happening.

“Such a good omega, aren’t you?” Chan asked, looking down at him, lust still pooling in his eyes.

“Only for you Alpha,” Hyunjin responded as Chan eyes widened, before moving him next to Changbin, also pushed along the table.

Hyunjin moved his face to look at Changbin who looked so blissfully gone, smiling dumbly as he still hadn’t moved. He once again laced their hands together, now he needed the grounding since he knew Chan was going to ruin him as well. Chan reached over, running his hand through the mess on Changbin’s stomach, spreading his cum onto his cock, before pressing into Hyunjin.

They both sighed as he did, Hyunjin’s cheeks flushing as he realized what Chan used for lube, though he can’t say he’s mad about it. Chan dragged his cock languidly through him, he already felt like he was on the verge of losing it since he had gotten himself close to climaxing. He gripped harder onto Changbin’s hand, pleading with Chan to speed up, wanting to get that floating feeling he tends to get after getting handled roughly.

“Baby, are you sure?” Chan asked, dropping the dominant tone in order to check in on him. Hyunjin turned slightly to look up at him, the light casting around Chan made him look like a god, Hyunjin’s dick twitching at the thought. He did enjoy praising him.

“I’m sure love and could you pull my hair?” He asked, blush tinging on his cheeks.

“Anything thing for you,” Chan said as he leaned down kissing Hyunjin sweetly before pulling away with a snap of his hips.

Hyunjin whimpered, his body getting rocked forward merely seconds before he’s forced back as Chan wrapped his hand in his hair, tugging it harshly. The pain mixed pleasantly with pleasure, crying out as Chan continued to slam into him, the squelching sounds of them being connected sounding off throughout the room.

“Fuck, right there, please Alpha,” Hyunjin whined, his voice increasing in pitch towards the end, Chan finally hitting against his prostate.

“Want your pups.”

“Oh fuck,” Chan groaned, not expecting that to ever leave Hyunjin’s lips, as he began to fuck into him with fervor, pulling even more on his hair.

“You going to be a good omega for me? Prove to me that you are worthy of my pups?”

“Always good for you, anything for you,” Hyunjin mewled as Chan relinquished his hold on his hair, choosing to wrap his hand around Hyunjin’s neglected cock instead.

“Then cum princess,” Chan commanded, Hyunjin’s body instantly obeying as he released over Chan’s hand and onto the floor.

Continuing to fuck into him, though his pace was wavering, he lifted his hand to Hyunjin for him to clean it off. But before Hyunjin could, Changbin suckled onto his fingers, cleaning them off perfectly. Chan’s high hit immediately, feeling Hyunjin tighten around him as Changbin’s tongue danced around his fingers. Removing Chan’s hand from his mouth with a pop, Changbin leaned over and kissed Hyunjin, who weakly kissed him back as Chan pulled out of him.

“You both did so well for me, you always have,” Chan told them, both smiling brightly at the sudden praise.

“Thank you baby,” Changbin said as he pulled himself up to stand, finally getting off the table.

“Can you walk Binnie, or do I need to carry you?” Chan asked, as Changbin nodded, sliding his jeans up so that they weren’t around his thighs any longer.

“I’m okay to walk, I just really need a shower,” he said, laughing as he walked into the second bathroom so that Chan could take Hyunjin to the main one, that one having the tub.

“Jin, you okay love?”

“mmhmm.”

Chan smiled, taking a deep breath before picking him up and carrying him into the bathroom, running them both a bath. As soon as he’s got them settled in the tub, Hyunjin clung onto him, his nose digging into his neck, breath tickling his skin.

“Baby, I need to clean you up.”

“No,” Hyunjin mumbled, causing Chan to giggle.

“No?”

“No, I stay here.”

Chan pulled Hyunjin’s face from his neck, causing the younger man to whine in discontent.

“You want to stay dirty? Covered in our cum and all sweaty?” Chan asked, noting the way Hyunjin’s nose scrunched as he realized that maybe he should allow him to clean him off.

“Sounded better in my head.”

Chan kissed his forehead, before placing a few more onto his cheeks and nose before taking his plump lips, kissing him softly.

“I’m going to miss you,” Hyunjin whispered as he pulled away, staring into his eyes.

“I know baby, we will miss you too,” Chan told him, cleaning him gently, before doing the same for himself.

They stayed in for a while before Changbin walked into the bathroom, placing two bundles of clothes for them onto the counter before grabbing the towels Chan had left out, helping the two out of the tub. They each shared a brief kiss with one another, before the two got dressed and followed Changbin out into the living room where he had set up the room for dinner.

“I figured we didn’t want to cook, so I ordered from the place down the street.”

“Great idea love,” Hyunjin said hugging the man from behind and giving him a soft kiss on his temple before releasing him, sitting on the couch and picked up his plate off the table.

Chan agreed, pulling him into a brief kiss before taking the spot next to Hyunjin as Changbin sat across from them. As they ate, Changbin told them about his day at the studio, what him and Jisung worked on and what led up to him getting the piercing.

“So, you literally were on the way home and just saw the place?”

“Yeah, I had been talking to Jisung about his recently and I was considering it, but as we were passing the shop, he asked me if I was still thinking about it and I told him I was, but then one thing led to another and here I am with an eyebrow piercing,” Changbin explained, laughing before taking the last bite of his food.

“Well, you look great with it, so I’ll have to remember to thank Jisung for mentioning it,” Hyunjin said as he got up and took away their plates.

As he cleaned the kitchen, the other two cleaned up the living room and sanitized the floors from their earlier activities. Finishing around the same time they headed down the hall into the main bedroom.

“I call middle!” Hyunjin yelled as he jumped onto the bed, throwing himself over Changbin.

Chan shook his head as he climbed onto the bed, turning off the bedside light, the moonlight being the only thing illuminating the room now. Snuggling up against Hyunjin, Changbin rested his head against his chest, listening contently to the steady heartbeat. Hyunjin ran his fingers through his hair, Chan doing the same for him, as Hyunjin laid against him.

“So, you guys are sure you’re okay with this plan?” Changbin asked, still uncertain that the two were on board with the idea.

“Binnie, listen to me, I know I’ve been a little out of it today and I will honestly miss the everlasting fuck out of the both of you, though I know it’s only for two days, but I promise you it’s okay. Chan and I are both excited about what we have planned for you and honestly your happiness is what matters the most to us, love. Okay?” Hyunjin explained, holding him a little tighter.

“Okay,” Changbin whispered, wrapping his hand over Chan’s that was on Hyunjin’s stomach.

“Oh, Channie?”

“Yeah?”

“I think I want it to be a surprise.”

Chan laughed softly, “okay baby.”

************

“You sure you have everything? I think you may be missing something.” Hyunjin said, attempting to hide the smirk that was quickly gracing his lips. Ever the perfectionist, Chan has packed every little thing he could think about possibly needing, having well over five bags packed, finishing up another one.

“Very funny,” Chan mumbled, zipping up the bag and placing it near the front door.

“Babe, I’m not sure how much more I can fit in the car,” Changbin said, coming back in from outside, noticing the new pile of bags that seemed to be never-ending.

“That’s the last one.”

“Until you think about something else,” Hyunjin said laughing before Chan threw him over his shoulder, smacking his ass. Hyunjin’s eyes widened, his cheeks flushing as he looked at Changbin who shared the same look.

They have always been a sucker for Chan showing off his strength.

“Behave princess, otherwise it won’t go well for you when we celebrate together,” Chan said, rubbing the skin before placing Hyunjin back onto his feet.

“Well before we all end up tangled in each other and having to sanitize the floors again, I think we should get going,” Changbin said as he saw the way Chan and Hyunjin were looking at each other.

Don’t get him wrong, he would love a repeat of yesterday, but he also really wanted to start his birthday festivities and it wouldn’t happen if they were intertwined on their apartment floors. Chan smiled, kissing Hyunjin before heading over to Changbin, stepping behind him to wrap his arms around his waist, resting his chin on his shoulder.

“Okay Binnie, only cause it’s your birthday,” Hyunjin teased, coming up and giving him a kiss as Chan slid his hand under Changbin’s hoodie, rubbing softly against the warm skin.

He kissed along his neck, as Hyunjin deepened his kiss, earning them little moans from Changbin, before he pushed Hyunjin away and swatted at Chan’s hands.

“Stop it! I know what you two are doing, lets go!” Changbin yelled, pouting, as the other two laughed each kissing away his pout as they had done the first night they shared together.

“Have fun you too, but not too much,” Hyunjin said as he winked.

“Try not to get yourself into trouble,” Chan told him, sending him a look that sent a shiver up Hyunjin’s spine.

“Now you’re just tempting him,” Changbin muttered as he grabbed the last bag and walked out of the door, Chan following behind him as Hyunjin watched their retreating forms before shutting the door gently.

“How much trouble do you think he could find in two days?” Chan asked, helping Changbin into the car before getting into the driver’s seat.

Changbin laughed, a deep one at that, before he responded.

“We are talking about the person who went out with Felix and Jisung looking one way and in less than an hour, Felix came back with both his nipples pierced and Jisung had his nose and eyebrow pierced. I’m honestly surprised he didn’t come back with piercings of his own or got a tattoo.”

“Weren’t those ideas theirs though? Hyunjin didn’t tell them to get piercings.”

“Baby, you obviously don’t know the whole story then.”

“What do you mean?”

“It’s true, they had gone in to get piercings, but they were only going to get another piercing in their ears. Hyunjin somehow managed to convince them to get the ones they got, and they didn’t even get their ears pierced.”

“Oh god,” Chan groaned, his mind starting to race, beginning to worry about what version of Hyunjin they would be coming back to.

Changbin laced their hands together, bringing Chan’s up and kissed softly against the knuckles.

“He’s going to be okay Channie.”

“I know he will, but I just worry about him, about both of you,” Chan admitted, as Changbin smiled at him.

“I know you do baby. Will you be okay if I rest my eyes?” Changbin asked, his eyes beginning to get heavy as Chan drove, car rides always soothed him.

“Go ahead love, I’ll wake you when we get there.”

***

Pulling into the driveway, Chan parked and looked over at Changbin. The morning sunlight glowed softly against his face, as he slept peacefully. Though Chan had told him he’d wake him up, he just couldn’t bring himself to, so he got out of the car quietly and unlocked the house before coming over to Changbin’s side. Opening his door as softly as he could, he picked up his boyfriend, gently carrying him into the house and placed him in the main bedroom that was at the top of the stairs.

Setting him down gently and placing the blanket over him, he kissed him on his temple before exiting to bring in the bags from the car. Stepping back outside, the breeze picked up, the smell of sea salt flooding his senses. Memories came to the forefront of his mind, ones of him and Changbin running along the beach, right where the sand meets the sea. The cold ocean waves brushing against their toes as they chased each other, Chan usually catching up to him and tackling him to the ground, both in fits of laughter.

Two kids who had no cares, just enjoying life without wondering how their bills would get paid or what they would cook that night for dinner. Chan smiled at the thoughts, everything in his life has set him up to be with the two people who love him just as much as he loves them. Picking up the last bag from the car, he locked it and walked inside the house, locking it too.

“Channie?”

Changbin’s voice echoed through the house, even though he hadn’t said his name very loud. Chan set the bag in his hand down beside the couch in the living room before running up the stairs, not wanting Changbin to get scared being in an unknown place.

“I’m right here baby,” Chan said walking into the bedroom. Changbin rubbed his eyes with the sleeves of his hoodie, pouting slightly.

“You didn’t wake me up.”

“I know, I’m sorry Binnie, you just looked so peaceful that I couldn’t,” Chan admitted as he sat beside him pulling him against him. Changbin nestled into the touch, molding his body against him, wrapping his legs around his.

“So, we’re at the beach?” he asked as he could see out the sliding glass door, ones that lead to the balcony, the ocean just steps away from the house.

“Yeah, I remember it used to be your favorite place growing up.”

“It still is my favorite place. Well, my second favorite place now.”

“What’s your first favorite?” Chan asked looking down at him. Changbin looked up at him, a smile beginning to form.

“Being in yours and Hyunjin’s arms,” he admitted as Chan’s ears turned red.

“You’re cute,” Chan whispered before kissing him tenderly.

“I know,” Changbin said, giggling as he rolled on top of Chan, hugging him tightly as he rested his head onto his chest.

Feeling so content just being wrapped around the strong man that lied underneath him. They didn’t need to do or say anything, Chan’s presence always brought a sense of clarity and calmness to Changbin’s life.

“Channie I’m hungry.”

Chan laughed hearing Changbin use his baby voice.

“You’re always hungry.”

“Can we have pancakes?”

Chan nodded, he figured that’s what Changbin may want so he’s glad he packed the necessary ingredients.

“Carry me!”

“Oh, really now? Is that how you ask?” Chan said trying to sound serious, but he couldn’t stop himself from laughing.

“It’s my birthday.”

“Not yet.”

“But we are celebrating together so technically it’s my birthday all week,” Changbin retorted, proud with his response if his smirk had any say on how he felt.

Chan sighed, rolling his eyes before lifting Changbin off him, placing him beside him as he got off the bed. Changbin reached out for him, and Chan’s heart softened as he smiled at him.

“Come here love,” Chan whispered, picking up Changbin, placing his arms under his ass as Changbin wrapped his arms around his neck and legs around his waist. Resting his head onto his shoulder so that Chan could see, he carried him down the stairs, setting him down onto the kitchen counter.

“Want more kisses.”

“I thought you wanted pancakes?” Chan asked, staying in between Changbin’s legs, rubbing mindless circles into his thighs as he looked at him.

“I can have both,” Changbin answered, poking his lips out waiting for Chan to kiss him.

“Such a needy baby. What am I going to do with you?”

“Kiss me, love me and make me pancakes, hopefully in that order.”

Chan laughed as he gave him several short kisses before playfully touching the end of his nose as he went over to the couch where he had placed all the bags for the time being. Finding the cooler and the large bag he needed, he began to pull out the cold and dry ingredients, successfully finding new homes for all the items they would be possibly using over the two days.

“Damn Chan, are we moving in?”

“Would you like to?” Chan asked, with a hint of seriousness in his voice, causing Changbin to look at him, titling his head in confusion.

“What do you mean?”

“Baby if you like this place enough, I can talk with my uncle about buying it from him. Like I told Hyunjin, he doesn’t stay here anymore so he tends to rent it out most of the time.”

“You’d do that for me?” Changbin asked, tears forming in his lash line as his cheeks dusted pink.

Placing the well mixed pancake batter next to the stove, he walked back over to Changbin, placing his face in between his hands.

“Baby, I’d do anything to make sure you got everything that you wanted. If you told me, you wanted the fucking ocean I’d spend every waking moment trying to find a way to get it for you. I do it because I love to see you smile, to hear you laugh and see the way you enjoy all the little things in your world. I do it because I love you Bin, and I always will cause I always have,” Chan confessed, as he wiped away the tears Changbin was allowing to fall now.

“I love you too, I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”

“You simply existed, that’s all,” Chan said, hugging him tightly.

They stayed in the warmth of one another for a few moments before Chan released him, beginning to make the pancakes Changbin requested.

“How many would you like love?” Chan asked as he flipped over the first batch of pancakes.

“I’m not sure, maybe five or six?”

Chan nodded as he took off the first five pancakes, all deliciously golden brown. As he poured the second batch, Changbin’s phone started to ring.

“It’s Jinnie,” Changbin said, his voice bright.

“Put him on speaker.”

Changbin answered the phone, quickly putting him on speaker as Chan asked.

“Hey Jin.”

“Hey baby, you guys make it okay?”

“Oh shit, I’m sorry babe. I completely spaced on texting you that we made it,” Chan told him, his mind instantly scolding him.

“Channie, baby, it’s okay. I’m just glad you guys are okay and that you did make it,” Hyunjin reassured him, knowing exactly what was going on in Chan’s mind.

“You guys having fun already?” he asked, a playful tone twisted in his voice. Changbin filled him on what they’ve done so far and asked what he was up to since they left almost four hours ago.

“Oh, you know, the usual.”

The way he said it made Chan and Changbin look at each other, intuitively knowing their boyfriend was up to something.

“Jinnie” Chan said, his tone demanding his full attention as he spoke.

“Yes love?”

“Just what are you up to?”

“You’ll find out in two days, love you both, bye!” Hyunjin said quickly, hanging up, before the two could question him further.

“Told you that you were just tempting him,” Changbin said as Chan sighed, placing the last of the pancakes onto the plates before turning off the burner.

“Didn’t take long, huh?”

“With Hyunjin, it never does.”

The two laughed as they walked outside, settling onto the back porch, watching the waves as they talked and ate their pancakes. Noting the lack of people on the beach, Changbin stood up and looked around before he sat back down.

“Find what you were looking for?”

“Baby, is this a private beach or something?”

“Yeah, this little section is ours. Each house in this neighborhood has their own little private beach, our closest neighbor is about a half mile down the road.” Chan explained as Changbin looked at him, shock taking over his features.

“I’m falling more and more in love with this pla- HOLY SHIT IS THAT A HOT TUB?” Changbin yelled as he ran down to the end of the porch, jumping off the steps going over to the small platform that sat on the beach.

“Be careful love, I’d rather not have to hear Hyunjin screaming to murder someone again especially since this time it will be directed at me” Chan said as he came over to where Changbin was currently inspecting the hot tub.

“Sorry.”

“It’s alright Bin, I know you’re just excited,” Chan said wrapping his arms around his waist as Changbin wrapped his around Chan’s neck.

“Oh, one more thing.”

“There’s more?!” Changbin asked, not quite believing that Chan could top everything that he’s already done.

Chan laughed, kissing the tip of his nose.

“I’m off this entire week and next, I wanted to spend time with you and Hyunjin. I know I’m at work a lot and I’m sorry about that.”

“Baby, no, don’t be sorry. Your job is important to you and Hyunjin and I understand completely. The both of us are also dedicated to our jobs, ours just being a little more flexible on terms of where we can work. But I’m happy to hear that you’re staying home with us, I’ve missed you a lot. And don’t think I couldn’t tell that you were feeling down lately. Channie, I love you just as much as I love Hyunjin. Nothing more and nothing less. You both are everything to me and I could never love one of you more than the other,” Changbin said as Chan looked down at him, eyes widened before brimming with tears.

“How did you know?”

“Baby I’ve known you for most of my life. If you think I don’t know how your mind works and all the little signs you give away without realizing, then you must not know me at all,” Changbin explained, hugging Chan tighter as the older man hid in the crook of his neck.

“I’m sorry,” Chan whispered against his skin, tears escaping down his face, wetting Changbin’s neck in the process.

“Nothing to be sorry about love,” Changbin told him as he picked up the man and began to bring him back inside.

Heading up the stairs and into the main bedroom, he placed Chan onto the bed, the man instantly pulling Changbin against him.

“Don’t go.”

“Baby I was just going to get our bags with our stuff in it to bring in here, so we’d have it later.”

“No,” Chan muttered, holding on even tighter.

“Chan.”

The tone Changbin used instantly froze Chan, goosebumps racing over his skin.

“Yes?”

“Let me go get the bags, then I can take care of you, okay love?” Changbin said, staring down into Chan’s eyes, brushing his hair off his forehead.

“But it’s your birthday, I should be taking care of you.”

“The time will come for that, but right now, you need me so let me take care of you for once.”

“Okay,” Chan whispered as he let go of Changbin, the younger man running out of the room, not wanting to take too long since Chan was in a vulnerable state.

Quickly finding the two bags in question, he headed back up the stairs, taking two steps at a time. As he walked back into the room, his heart fell at the sight before him. Chan looked so small, curled up in a ball, his cheeks decorated with tears as he quietly sobbed. Setting down the bags, he went around the bed and got next to Chan. He rolled him over so that he was now facing him, wiping away his tears before wrapping his leg around Chan’s waist pulling the man into his chest.

“What’s got you so upset Channie?” Changbin asked, pressing tender kisses onto the top of his head.

Chan snuggled further into him, continuing to cry onto him.

“I’m sorry.”

“Baby, you have to stop saying you’re sorry. What do you think you’re apologizing for anyway?”

Chan pulled away from him a little, his bloodshot eyes staring up into Changbin’s concerned ones.

“I know you love me, but my mind is so fucking set on telling me otherwise. I don’t know how to stop it and I’m scared that I’ll end up pushing you away because of it. I can’t lose you.”

Changbin didn’t know what to say at first.

What could he say that he hadn’t already? He knows what it’s like to fight your inner demons. But looking down at Chan, the man he’s silently vowed to protect and love with everything that he has, he knew he needed to say something that would break through to him. That would effectively hurt the demons that were set on tearing him down.

“Channie, you aren’t going to lose me. I’m never leaving you, okay? I will prove to you every day how much I love you, how much I cherish you if I need to. I’m never going to give up on us, I will fight your demons along with you because you help complete me love. Without you in my life, I won’t be the same. I’ll constantly have a piece of myself missing if I can’t wake up to you next to me. Or seeing the way your face lights up when you talk about home with Felix. Every day I’m blessed to know you and to be able to love you the way that I am,” Changbin confessed, tears now falling down his face.

Chan stared up at him, his eyes sparkling as he looked at the man he loved so dearly. His demons weren’t gone, but they were wounded by Changbin’s words, allowing the love that flowed through them to shine brightly through his heart.

“Thank you. I love you,” Chan muttered, but Changbin shook his head.

“No need to thank me baby, but I love you too.”

Chan snuggled back into his chest, feeling the warmth the man was giving off.

“You’re so warm.”

Changbin laughed, before Chan slipped his cold hands under his shirt.

“Ah! Dammit babe your hands are freezing.”

“Just be happy I didn’t put them somewhere else first,” Chan said.

Changbin groaned, though thinking about it, he is happy that he didn’t.

“So, what was that earlier about taking care of me?” Chan asked, his voice still sounding somewhat small. Changbin smiled, as he tilted Chan’s chin up, so he’d be able to look him in the eyes.

“Do you want me to still take care of you or did you just want to snuggle here and take a nap?”

Chan thought about it, a few minutes passing by before he bit on his bottom lip looking into his eyes innocently.

“Need you.”

“Kitten, you know I need more than that,” Changbin said though he’s certain he knows what Chan meant. Chan slid one of his hands out from underneath Changbin’s shirt and immediately slipped into his waistband, cupping his semi hard member.

“I need you,” Chan repeated, giving a small squeeze which Changbin moaned at as Chan removed his hand completely.

“That enough for you now?”

“Don’t get cocky kitten,” Changbin warned, giving him a look before he got off the bed, opening one of the bags he brought up, removing the lube and a condom.

“No,” Chan whined as he eyed the condom in Changbin’s hand.

“Baby, look at me, do you think after we’re done, you’re going to want to take a bath or shower?”

Chan shook his head.

“Okay then, we’re using a condom,” Changbin said as he climbed back up on the bed, placing himself between Chan’s legs.

“Hi,” Chan whispered, as Changbin leaned down close to his face.

“Hi baby.”

Changbin closed the distance between them, gently kissing Chan. The kiss remained calm and loving as his right hand held him up as his left traveled under Chan’s shirt tracing along the well-defined abs. Moving his hand up, his fingers began to play with Chan’s nipple as he began to lick into Chan’s mouth, heating up the kiss the two were still sharing. Separating for a moment, Changbin lifted off Chan’s shirt, and began to kiss along his jaw sucking in certain areas that he knew would make Chan fall even further. Chan began to let out little moans as Changbin went down his neck, ending up at his shoulder before biting down gently in similar fashion to when Chan does it to him or Hyunjin, marking them as his.

“All mine, right kitten?” Changbin asked, as he looked into Chan’s eyes, his thumb pressing along Chan’s bottom lip.

“Yes.”

“Yes what?” Changbin asked as he rolled his hips against Chan’s, their cocks grazing causing them both to moan. Chan paused for a second. This could go one of two ways. Either he calls Changbin what he wants to be called and he gets taken care of.

Or…

He could call him by his actual name, and he could end up not coming at all, getting handled roughly. As much fun as the second option sounds, Chan quickly realized that he may not be in the best mental state for that option to work out.

“Yes master,” Chan whimpered out as Changbin continued to grind against him, now beginning to kiss down his chest.

“Such a good kitten, always so obedient and willing to please. Going to make you feel so good baby.”

He continued his descent, ending up at Chan’s waist before he hooked his fingers into Chan’s waistband and slipped off his pants and boxers, leaving the man under him completely bare. Feeling shy suddenly since Changbin was still clothed, Chan tried to cover himself but was immediately stopped.

“Don’t hide from me baby, you’re beautiful,” Changbin whispered, bringing him into a kiss.

As they kissed, Chan began to pull on Changbin’s shirt trying to get it off him.

“Okay hold on love,” Changbin said, laughing at how cute Chan was being. He quickly took off his shirt and pants, keeping his boxers on for the time being before kissing along Chan’s body ending up at Chan’s cock that was already leaking. Pressing his tongue into the slit, the man whimpered, his hands frantically twisting the sheets.

“You okay baby?” Changbin asked pulling away from him, giving him minute to catch his breath.

“Just really need you,” Chan admitted, his ears turning bright red.

“Cute,” Changbin cooed, leaning back down, taking the head of Chan’s cock into his mouth with one hand as his other grabbed the lube.

As he began to bob his head over his length, he poured some of the cold liquid onto his fingers, before bringing them down to Chan’s entrance. Circling around his rim, Changbin slipped in two fingers just as he took Chan all the way down his throat, his nose pressed firmly into his skin.

“Fuck!” Chan moaned out, bucking up his hips causing Changbin to choke before he pulled back.

“Sorry.”

“It’s okay love, you’re doing so well for me,” Changbin reassured him, as he decided to move his hand along his cock for now giving his mouth a rest.

Working a decent pace with his hand, Chan was becoming a whiny mess, losing more of himself as time ticked on.

“Please, I need you,” Chan whimpered as Changbin worked him up to a third finger.

Changbin smiled, pulling his fingers from him as well as letting his cock free, pressing small kisses onto his thighs before travelling up his body. Wet kisses left in several spots along the way, the last one set upon Chan’s lips as Changbin finally removed his boxers. Chan reached out for him and pulled him in, so unbelievably close but not enough if you were to ask Chan.

“Baby, you sure you’re okay to continue?” Changbin asked, concerned with just how needy Chan was becoming.

Chan nodded, tears starting to spill onto his cheeks with the thought of having to stop.

“I’m okay, I promise,” Chan whispered as Changbin wiped away his tears.

“Baby, we can always continue this some other time, I’ll still be right here with you. I don’t want you to push yourself if you aren’t comfortable.”

“Binnie, I’m good, please just put your dick in me already,” Chan told him as Changbin searched his eyes for any hint that would tell him that his suspicions were true.

That they needed to stop before Chan got too overwhelmed, too lost in his head to realize how vulnerable he was allowing himself.

“Channie, I really don’t think- “

Before Changbin could finish his sentence, Chan flipped Changbin over, his back crashing onto the bed as Chan hovered over his length before pushing himself down onto it.

“Oh fuck!” They both moaned out as Chan sat firmly against Changbin’s hips, his hands pressing down onto his chest.

“Channie, are- “

“Bin, I’m okay baby, now enjoy this with me,” Chan said as he began to move himself on his cock, Changbin’s hands gripping onto his hips.

Changbin wasn’t convinced, he could just tell something wasn’t quite right, which is why he stopped Chan from moving completely and pulled him off. Instantly Chan began to shake and sob uncontrollably.

“Baby why were you pushing yourself so hard?” Changbin asked pulling the man into his chest.

“Wan……ted…….to……be….goo….d…..”

“You are good, you’re always so good love.”

“it’s……your……..bir…………..thday…..i’m…ruining…..it….”

“No, you’re not. Breathe baby, you have to breathe for me, okay?” Changbin said, gently rubbing along his shaken body, trying to soothe him.

“C’mon, lets go take a warm bath, and then we can snuggle on the couch and watch a movie. I’ll make us some dinner too, that sound good?”

Chan nodded, still crying and shaking in Changbin’s hold. Scooping the fragile man in his arms, Changbin brought him into the bathroom and placed him on the counter while he started up the bath. Making sure the temperature was exactly right, he added bubbles and some oils to the water, the lavender already escaping into the room, creating a safe and calming environment. He walked back over to Chan, holding his face firmly between his two hands before he slowly kissed over his face. Starting at his forehead, then down to his eyes placing soft kisses on each one, before one on his nose and finally placed one on his awaiting lips.

“Please don’t ever push yourself Chan. Not for me, not for Hyunjin, not for anyone. Don’t place anyone above yourself love, okay?”

Chan nodded again, still not trusting his voice to stay stable. Changbin finally picked him up and placed him in the tub before settling in behind him. Chan laid back, immediately feeling himself relax against the firm chest as Changbin held him securely.

“I don’t deserve you.”

“Of course, you do. You are an amazing and caring person baby, and like I said before. If I must spend every day convincing you that I do love you and that you do deserve me then I will. You are worth it; you’ve always been worth it,” Changbin explained, looking into Chan’s softening brown eyes, no longer glittering with tears.

“I love you,” Chan whispered resting his head against Changbin.

“I love you too.”

************

Sunlight crept into the room, spreading its warm rays onto Changbin’s delicate skin, his eyelids fluttering awake. His body was a bit sore from having stayed on the couch for far too long the previous night, but he would have gladly done it all again if Chan needed him to. They had eventually moved back into the bedroom at some point, but that didn’t matter now. The only thing that mattered was getting a decent shower and hopefully put the plan he’s had into action, that is if Chan was up for it.

Last night was not expected at all even though he knew Chan had been doubting himself in the relationship. He wished he knew why he was so set on believing that Hyunjin would somehow beat him. It just didn’t make sense to Changbin, but that’s how it was sometimes. Our demons make us believe the craziest of tales with no rhyme or reason behind them. Pulling off the comforter, Changbin stepped onto the floor, gently making his way over to Chan’s side of the bed.

He was sleeping peacefully, his eyebrows no longer pinched together, no tear tracks on his cheeks and his chest was rising and falling in a calm manner, no longer frantic. Changbin sighed with relief, grabbing a small bottle, before making his way into the bathroom and began his shower. As he stepped inside, the warm water crashed onto his aching body, instantly soothing him. He picked up the bottle he grabbed in the room and spread the liquid onto his fingers, beginning to prep himself. Making sure to keep his noises to a minimum just in case Chan woke up, he didn’t want him to catch on to his plans.

Just as he was about to slip a third finger in, he heard Chan’s phone going off, the ringtone being the one he set for Hyunjin. Quickly washing himself before finally slipping a third finger in, the ringtone stopped playing, now being replaced with Chan’s laughter. A noise that Changbin had dearly missed, a noise he wanted so desperately to hear last night instead of the heart-breaking sobs. Finally prepped enough, he slipped out of the shower, wrapping himself in a towel before stepping back into the bedroom. Chan’s eyes trailed over his body, noticing the droplets of water that slid down his body before hitting the towel wrapped low on his hips.

“Morning baby,” Changbin said as he made his way over to the bags to grab his clothes.

“Morning, here talk to Jin, I’m going to hop in the shower,” Chan told him, handing him the phone before slapping his ass as he grabbed his clothes and made his way into the bathroom.

“Damn I heard that slap from here,” Hyunjin said, giggling.

“I think he left an imprint.”

“Oh, I wouldn’t doubt that, but you still planning on wearing what you bought? Chan briefly mentioned to me what happened last night.”

“What exactly did he tell you?”

“That you both were in the middle of having sex and then you stopped since he wasn’t feeling good.”

Changbin sighed and rolled his eyes. He loved Chan, but the man was the master of being vague when he didn’t want to talk about his feelings.

“That’s partially it. The not feeling good part was him uncontrollably sobbing since he somehow has convinced himself that he’s going to drive me away from him believing I love you more than him.”

“Ah, yeah I figured that may be what was going on. I’ve tried to tell him otherwise as well, but it’s easier said than done, we both know that.”

“Yeah, and to answer your other question, yes I’m planning on wearing it. Call me back in like two minutes, video call this time though.”

“Oh shit, okay.”

Changbin could practically see the smirk Hyunjin had as he hung up the phone. Rushing back into the bathroom, he stole the clothes Chan brought in for himself and placed them back in the bag, before grabbing the items he needed. His body was lit up in excitement as well as nerves, he hoped Chan would enjoy this as much as he thought he would. The other day made Changbin realize how big Chan’s wolf kink was. He ran his fingers along the long black wolf tail and ears, the fur feeling so nice under his fingertips.

Placing the ears on his head, securing them in place, he picked up the tail eyeing the butt plug that it was attached to. On the larger side, but it was needed since he didn’t want Chan to have to prep him. He wanted to play the part of an omega in heat, one that was willing to submit and take their alpha at any given opportunity. Just as he slipped it into place, Chan’s phone rang again. Quickly answering the call, Changbin stood in front of the floor length mirror, giving Hyunjin the full view.

“Holy fuck, you look good.”

“Thanks baby.”

“You’re going to either kill him or get mangled yourself. How are you going to enjoy your time with me if I’m having to take care of you the whole time?” Hyunjin asked, though his tone had a playful hint to it.

“You’d enjoy it, plus you know you’re just going to make marks of your own.”

“That’s true,” Hyunjin said as they both heard the shower turn off.

“Have fun, love you baby.”

“Love you too Jin,” Changbin whispered, quickly hanging up the phone and getting on the bed, placing the tail onto his lap as he rested on his knees.

“Binnie, why did you take my clot-“Chan said, stopping in his tracks as he set his gaze on Changbin.

“Fuck.”

“You like it?”

“Like it? I damn near came on the spot, you look fucking good baby,” Chan said coming up to him and ran his fingers over the tail.

“Binnie, it’s your birthday love, not mine.”

“I know, but this gives us both something to enjoy. You get to see me all cute while I get to enjoy being under you. A win-win situation if you ask me,” Changbin said as he slid his hands up Chan’s stomach.

Chan smiled at him, giving him a soft brief kiss before pulling back, his eyes darkening within seconds.

“Stand up,” Chan commanded, his voice dripping with lust.

Changbin promptly followed, almost falling with how fast he moved. Chan’s eyes looked him over as he made him spin around before he brought him over to the mirror that was in the corner of the room. Chan stood behind Changbin, his hands going over his body as he bit softly into his shoulder, in the same spot he always did. Their eyes met in the mirror and the look Chan possessed demanded attention, something Changbin was so eagerly willing to give.

“First, I’m going to make you watch the way you submit to me and then I’m going to breed you like the cock loving omega that you are, understand?”

“Yes Alpha,” Changbin moaned out as Chan continued to bite into his skin, now beginning to stroke him. Changbin rested his head onto Chan’s shoulder, closing his eyes as the pain and pleasure began to mix into blissful euphoria.

“Open your eyes.”

Changbin tried, he really did, but it’s like his eyes had disconnected from his brain as they stayed shut. He heard Chan tsk before he felt himself get pushed forward a little and then the pain hit. A hard slap against his ass, he could already feel the skin becoming angry, a handprint would surely have been left behind.

“Count, we’re going to five,” Chan told him as he rubbed the cheek, trying to soothe it.

“One,” Changbin muttered out, before feeling two more hits back-to-back.

“Two, three.”

He felt Chan leave him, only hearing his footsteps move around since he still hadn’t opened his eyes just yet before he felt his presence behind him again. He heard him open a cap, one that Changbin was all too familiar with, and his heart began to race. He hoped it was the one he thought it was. Before he could ask, he felt the last two hits against his skin, the final one causing him to move forward, his eyes finally opening as a few tears escaped.

“Four…….five,” Changbin whimpered out as he stared at Chan in the mirror who was now on his knees behind him.

“Color?”

“Green.”

Chan nodded, asking Changbin to hold onto the wall as he spread open his cheeks, staring at the plug nestled inside him.

“Whose idea was this exactly?” Chan asked as he began to slowly slip the plug out of him, causing Changbin to moan.

“Mine, but Hyunjin helped me pick out which one to get,” Changbin admitted as he felt Chan spread his cheeks once more with one hand while the other poured the cold liquid into him.

The cold was immediately replaced with Chan’s warm tongue diving into his wet walls, expertly swirling inside. Changbin has often dreamed of how Chan would feel eating him out, ever since he witnessed him do it to Hyunjin a couple weeks back, when he had gotten handcuffed to the bed as he watched the two fuck next to him. His body trembled at the thought as well as the way Chan began to nibble on his rim as he began to stroke his cock.

“Oh my god,” Changbin yelled out, his entire body felt like it was being lit on fire in the best way possible.

“Look how pretty you look pup,” Chan said as he picked up his pace with his hand, thumbing at his slit every now and then.

Changbin struggled to hold himself up, deciding to grip onto the mirror in order to keep himself grounded to reality, but it was a losing battle.

“Alpha please.”

“What is it pup?”

“Can I come?” Changbin whimpered pushing his hips back forcing Chan’s tongue to dive deeper within him. His legs started to shake, his end drawing dangerously near.

“Of course, baby, you’re doing so well,” Chan said, removing himself completely so that he could move in front of Changbin, taking the head of Changbin’s cock into his mouth.

Changbin quickly latched onto Chan’s hair, slightly pulling it as Chan sucked on him. With a high-pitched whine, Changbin released spurts of his release onto Chan’s tongue, the older man swallowing it all happily. As soon as he was sure he drained Changbin completely, he pulled off him and brought him into a kiss. Quickly turning into a clash of teeth and tongue, Changbin moaned as he tasted himself on Chan.

“God, I love you so much,” Changbin muttered as they separated.

Chan picked him up and placed him in the center of the bed, moving in between his legs.

“I love you too.”

Starting at his lips, Chan traveled down Changbin’s body leaving marks behind, marking everything in sight as his. By the end of the last mark on the top of his left hip, Changbin was slightly trembling and rock hard once again, his tip beading with precum.

“Doing good love? What’s your color?”

“Green, Alpha. Please just make me yours.”

Releasing a low growl from deep within his chest, Chan pushed Changbin’s legs further apart, guiding himself down to his slicked-up hole, the light making it glisten.

“Perfect pup,” Chan moaned out as he pushed inside, Changbin joining in the symphony. Once he was pushed all the way in, Changbin wrapped his legs around Chan’s waist, bringing them even closer.

“Please move.”

Chan listened and began to pull back until just his tip was left before slamming back down, rocking Changbin slightly up the bed with the force. Continuing with that method, Changbin grasped onto Chan’s back, digging into the skin as he dragged his fingers down with every well-placed thrust. Chan hissed as he felt the scratches, the pain encouraging him to move faster and harder into the man under him. Beginning to press against his prostate, Chan reached down and wrapped his hand around Changbin’s throat, applying the pressure that he knew the younger man enjoyed.

Changbin’s mind was spiraling, and he felt himself becoming needier as Chan continued his brutal pace, hips now smacking into his ass. The sounds their bodies were creating was deafening, the sunlight suddenly too bright and the drag of Chan’s cock inside his tightening walls was all too much before he finally came with a scream that got caught in his throat with Chan keeping a firm grip on it. Chan pulled out of him, flipping him over onto his knees, pressing his face down into the sheets though being mindful that it wasn’t the side with his piercing.

Without allowing for much time to refocus, Chan entered him once more, oversensitivity now had settled in. Changbin groaned, the odd mix of pleasure and pain swimming through him, caused him to slip even further into submission. His body melted into the sheets, as Chan kept a firm grip on his hips as he fucked into him deeply.

“Such a good omega for me, aren’t you? So willing to please your Alpha. Want to be worthy of my pups, don’t you?”

“Mmhmm,” Changbin whimpered, as Chan slapped his ass again.

“Oh, maybe you aren’t worthy. Worthy omegas know how to speak properly,” Chan teased, feeling the way Changbin clenched down on him.

“I’m sorry, you just feel so good Alpha, making me forget,” Changbin said as he turned his head and looked up at Chan, looking so fucked out.

His hair was stuck to his forehead, his eyes distant as his tongue hung out as he panted from Chan hitting directly on his prostate once more. The delicious pleasure finally took over, the oversensitivity now becoming a thing in the past.

“Right there, faster,” Changbin managed to get out before he felt Chan dig deeper into his hips as he picked up his speed to a dangerous level. Changbin began to say his name like a mantra, screaming it into the air making sure even the heavens above knew of how well Chan was making him feel.

“C’mon baby, come with me,” Chan said, though his voice was wavering.

Changbin was glad to know he wasn’t the only one feeling this good. Placing one final thrust onto his prostate, Changbin came hard, his release covering his stomach and the sheets below them. Chan wasn’t far behind him, fucking his cum deep within Changbin’s warm walls. Staying inside him, Chan leaned down and kissed along Changbin’s back, reassuring the man of how well he did.

As he felt himself soften, Chan pulled out, reaching over to grab the plain black plug and pushed it inside Changbin, keeping as much of his cum as possible to stay within him. Placing a final kiss onto Changbin’s forehead, Chan made his way over to the bathroom, quickly cleaning himself off before bringing a wet rag over to his boyfriend. Changbin groaned as Chan cleaned him up.

“I’m sorry love, but I need to do this.”

“I know,” Changbin said softly as Chan finished up before heading back into the bathroom to place the rag in the laundry basket. Getting dressed in the clothes he originally laid out, Chan then brought over clothes for Changbin.

“I’m not sure I can move babe.”

“That’s okay, come here love,” Chan said as he gently scooped up his boyfriend, placing him on the edge of the bed as he helped him into a pair of sweatpants and one of his oversized hoodies. Holding his face gently in between his hands, Changbin nuzzled into one of them.

“You want to take a nap love?” Chan asked as Changbin nodded enthusiastically, quickly wrapping his arms around Chan’s waist, before laying back causing the older man to fall on top of him.

“Baby this can’t be comfortable for you.”

“It’s not, but I’ll deal with it,” Changbin said before Chan laughed and rolled off him, settling beside him instead.

Changbin pouted before cuddling into him, his nose pressing into the base of his neck. He left a few soft, tender kisses onto the delicate skin before settling down onto his chest, lacing one of his hands with Chan’s.

“Binnie?”

“Hmm?”

“I love you baby.”

“I love you too Channie, always will.”

************

Waking up this time, Changbin could tell the sun was beginning to set, his stomach screaming at him, now realizing he never ate today.

Looking beside him, he sees that Chan is missing, though now focusing on what’s going around him, he can hear whispered voices coming from downstairs. Odd, Chan had mentioned the neighbors were half a mile down the road, not exactly the distance for a random evening visit. Swinging his legs off the edge of the bed, Changbin pulled himself to his feet, slightly stumbling as a dull ache crept up his back. Rubbing his eyes with the end of his hoodie, he walked out of the room, his feet dragging across the floor.

“Baby, who are you talking to?” Changbin asked, as he slowly made his descent down the stairs, making sure to pay attention so that he wouldn’t end up tumbling down.

As he made it to the final step, he looked into the kitchen and sitting on the countertop was none other than Hwang Hyunjin in all his glory.

“Holy shit,” Changbin said, his jaw dropping as Hyunjin smiled at him. His long blonde hair now a beautiful pink, making him look even more angelic than before.

“He looks good, doesn’t he?” Chan asked, coming back into the room from where he had been outside bringing in the steak he grilled.

“He looks amazing,” Changbin said finally moving from his spot at the end of the stairs and came over to both his boyfriends, giving each of them a kiss.

“So that is all the trouble you got into? Changbin asked Hyunjin, gently rubbing his thighs as he stood between his legs. Hyunjin wrapped his arms loosely around his neck before smirking.

“Baby, it’s like you don’t even know me,” Hyunjin said as Changbin’s eyes widened, and Chan stopped moving to look at them.

“What did you do?” Chan asked, making his way over to the two at the edge of the kitchen.

“You have to be gentle with them,” Hyunjin warned before slipping off his hoodie, both Chan’s and Changbin’s eyes quickly finding the new piercings nestled into his nipples. Noting the way their eyes changed, Hyunjin laughed before swatting them playfully.

“Put it away boys, not right now. It’s dinner time,” Hyunjin said hopping off the counter as his two boyfriends whined before helping him get plates made.

“So why are you here Jinnie? I thought Chan and I were heading back tonight.”

“That was the plan originally, but when I called this morning, I asked Chan if it would be better if I came tonight and drove you and I back in the morning, giving us the apartment to ourselves for my two days,” Hyunjin explained as they made their way out onto the back porch.

“Channie, where are you staying then?” Changbin asked, concern laced within it. Chan reached out and grabbed his hand, squeezing it to calm him.

“I’m going to stay here and then I’ll be back on your birthday, I’m not going anywhere love.”

Changbin nodded, taking a giant bite of steak, chewing happily as he was in the presence of his two loves all while listening to the waves crashing onto the beach. His two days with Chan may not have been storybook perfect, but he’s happy with the version he received. They needed this, to process all their feelings, the good, bad and the ugly. Changbin could only hope that Chan felt closer to him, as he was feeling towards Chan.

“Thank you, baby,” Changbin said as he looked into Chan’s eyes.

“For what?”

“For everything,” Changbin simply said, a smile gracing his face as he did.

Chan returned it before kissing him softly.

“Love you.”

“Love you too.”

Hyunjin smiled at the two of them. He knew that this trip was needed for them. It’s the main reason why he wanted Chan to be the first one to spend his time with Changbin alone. Chan was constantly in his own head, about everything, so it was only natural for him to start to wonder about his role in the relationship.

Hyunjin noticed the signs first, but he knew Changbin wouldn’t be too far behind him. The two had always been able to tell when Chan needed help getting out of his dark place. As they finished up, the three of them began to clean up, before heading up into the bedroom.

“I’m going to head into the shower,” Changbin said as the other two nodded, climbing into the bed after changing into their pajamas.

As he showered, Hyunjin and Chan talked quietly amongst themselves.

“You have fun love?” Hyunjin asked, running his hand through Chan’s soft curls.

“I did, despite it not going exactly to plan, I’m glad we were able to talk. And I think it’s going to really help us; I don’t feel as conflicted with myself anymore.”

“That’s good, I’m proud of you baby, I know you don’t like talking about your feelings.”

“Yeah, I don’t, but I’m glad I did. He’s helped me more than I believe he’s realized,” Chan confessed, snuggling against Hyunjin, feeling comforted in his touch.

“I want cuddles,” Changbin whined, coming back into the room.

“Well get dressed naked boy, then you can get all the cuddles you want,” Hyunjin teased as he held onto Chan tighter.

Changbin moved quickly, dressing himself in record time before getting in between Hyunjin and Chan. They both placed kisses onto his cheeks before Hyunjin pulled him against his chest as Chan hugged him from behind, resting his head on his shoulder. The three of them talked for a while, discussing things they both did while being separated, and what Changbin thought Hyunjin may be doing for him, but Hyunjin wouldn’t give up any information.

“You’ll find out tomorrow, now rest those pretty eyes baby, we have a full day planned,” Hyunjin told him, kissing him tenderly. Changbin snuggled up to him once again before he felt himself falling asleep.

“I love you both so much,” He whispered out, yawning.

“We love you too baby,” Chan told him, reaching around and holding onto his hand, bringing it to his lips before resting them on Changbin’s stomach.

Changbin smiled, finally drifting off to the dream world, feeling so safe and content in between the two loves of his life, he wouldn’t have it any other way.