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It was another day, another morning, he was an idol and his sister was not going to come and wake him up to go to his idol school. Kuro still remembers the day he told his sister he would enroll in Yumenosaki, her eyes sparkled and she started to dance to an unknown song for her it was happiness for Kuro it was a hassle. The first days at Yumenosaki weren’t bad nor good, after all he was intimidating to other students and nobody would try to even speak with him. Not until Morisawa helped him after he got roughed up by his old friends, he didn’t really like to remember that time, he was harsh and hurted too many, it was painful to remember still… he had to and as a reminder he was never going to be happy at all.
He went to the shower took a quick one and dried his hair, then with 10000000 kg of gel he kind of gave shape to his hair, he was not convinced but he wasted a whole tub in it. As he was going to leave his little sis gave him a smile and told him good luck. For Kuro this moments were pure bliss.
-’Kay I’m leaving sis
- Bye bye big bro!
He left the home afterwards and made his way to Yumenosaki, he really didn’t like cars so he preferred to go walking. As he arrived, in the entrance was Nito, Kuro grew really close to him in the 2 last years, and helped him to figure out some stuff, Nito was probably Kuro’s closest friend and the one who made him endure this hell of school. But the Nito in the entrance didn’t look like him at all bun was shaking and scared. Kuro’s red flags rose up and started to look for a culprit but nobody was there, he felt the need to hit something, somebody whatever made Nito enter in panic but then he took a deep breath and remembered the words somebody told him: “Violence doesn’t solve anything!”
He approaced Nito slowly and picked him up in his back Nito was too in a shock to react but as they went he calmed down a little and gripped thight to Kuro, for him this was nothing he was used to lift heavier stuff, of couse he wasn’t going to tell bun that it would hurt Nito even more. They silently arrived to class and Kuro left bun to go to his seat and he went to his.
Class progressed normally, he lost focus a bit but could regain it quite fast, honestly he was surprised he was passing the year with not-so-bad grades and with his lack of interest to idol story.
Nito also seemed to be better, smiling and talking normally. Kuro decided not to talk about it, he didn’t want to open the bruise, but he didn’t expect what would happen in the reccess, Nito asked him to come with him and so he apologized and thanked kuro profusely for helping him there.
Kuro expected this but what he didn’t expect was the next phrase:
-Say Kuro-chin have you ever wondered if i’m weird?
This took Kuro by surprise, he never considered Nito weird. He was the sanest person in the school yet here he was asking a delinquent scary looking idol if the cutest idol in the course was weird Kuro needed a moment but he couldn’t so he just said what was in his mind
-Nah you are cool, sure you are different but that does not make you weird...
-Kuro-chin… Nazuna began to sob, his eyes watery and his voice shaky, then Kuro realized.
Nazuna was bullied, by somebody for his looks and Kuro just wanted to tell him that it was okay when Chiaki came out of nowhere and before he could shout in he left and made some signals, strangely enough he understood but decided to stay with Nazuna some more time. Bun didn’t like to cry, he told Kuro several times, it would make him look weak and people would laugh at a boy who couldn’t hold his tears, he cried a lot at home with his rabbit and cried a lot in general in secret of course, he would never show this side to his kids, he could not.
-Nito, it is really really okay to be a boy and cry ya don’t need to hold your tears, it is not something wrong to feel sad, lonely or different ya know? I will always support you no matter what.
-Kuro-chin how do I know that is not a lie just to make me feel better…
-Because I have never left being your “friend” remember? We have shared our days together and we can count in each other so Nito, you can cry all you want around me.
Nazuna was sobbing again, Kuro didn’t like it he felt something was going to end up wrong and he realized what: The though big guy was with the little cute guy, he knew that maybe someone would get the wrong idea so he hugged Nito just in case somebody came they couldn’t see Nito crying.
-Nito ! a familiar voice said
-E-EH? Chi-chiaki-chiwn?! (Nazuna said between tears)
-HEY NITO!! I just wanted to let you know this♪ TA-DA! Chiaki took out of his pocket a bunny Kuro made some days ago, it was for Nito but he didn’t had the moment to give it to bun. Kuro was embarrased so embarrased he went red like his hair and threw a deatful glance to Chiaki who ignored it and spilt the beans saying it was a plushie Kuro was preparing for him
Kuro rotated his eyes to other direction so he didn’t had to see Nito’s expression, he was curious but it was weird to receive a gift randomly, but insted he was hugged by Nito who told him
-Thank you Kuro-chin!! and Chiaki-chin thank you for giving it to me he went and hugged chiaki.
-Hehe (a laugh escaped from Kuro’s mouth, he was truly happy to have friends like them)
That same night Nito texted him
-Hey
Kuro answered back
-’sup
-You are using your capital letters wrong Kuro-chin!
-yeah Yeah sure did ya need something?
-Well… I think I owe you an explanation, just to clarify, I didn’t got bullied, I came out to my parents and they didn’t took it in the best way… So that is why I’m a little sensitive right now…
-Ya’ came out? But i thought your parents were very accepting yes?
-They are of… some things but especifically this one they didn’t like it…
-Is it because you are a guy?
-Yes…
-Look i don’t know your parents but you are a guy and they can’t change that, I will still support you if they kick you or something you can come over here, it is not big but we will figure it out
-Wasn’t your dad like this too though..?
-Nah my sis and I taught him how not to be, he isn’t the best at it but he is getting better
-But if you nor your sister are transgender why did you..?
-My sister is.
-WHAT?? KURO-CHIN??
-What do ya mean what, it’s no big deal.
-Yeah but i never thought about it she really is a beautiful girl…
.-Flirt with my sister and I don’t want to hit ya but I’m going to do it if you do-
-KURO-CHIN I WILL NOT???? IM GAY???
-uhm sorry for misundertsanding, either way my dad here isn’t a homophobe or anything like that so he will understand yer situation and at least help you while you recover from it, we can be 4 no prob.
-Thank you Kuro-chin but i’m not sure if i can even go from my room or if ruby can go trough it… You see ruby is my rabbit and he is not well, physically he is a little weak and idk if he could endure the road to your home and back to school
-Oh don’t worry you can leave him here, my sis is really good at taking care of others ya know so she will be your rabbit coolest mother ever
-Then Kuro-chin i’ll give it a thought could you contact Chiaki-chin for me?
Morisawa, why of all people fucking morisawa, sure Kuro never felt ANYTHING for him clearly all the times he lifted the weight higher it was for being strong and not for trying to impress Morisawa of couse not, the 5000000000 suits he made were just friendship suits nothing to see here guys!
-yeah
-Okay ! Bye bye Kuro-chin and thank you very much..!
Morisawa: heart emoji:
Kuro still regrets the day he let Morisawa add himself in his phone and he really doesn’t know how to change it. He is holding the phone with the number of somebody he really doesn’t want to talk with, the last message he sent was a HI CAN YOU DO THIS SUIT FOR ME
and Kuro like a little teenage girl in love said:
Of course !!
Kuro still wonders why does he feel like this he does not like guys after all he tried to look at guys in the same way as girls but it didn’t happen all he could imagine would gross him out, so he took bravery and messaged a simple
-morisawa
Kuro died of cringe, the sole thought of Morisawa answering back with the heart in the name made him embarrased, still he checked and it was too late
Morisawa:heart emoji: 20 new messages
-KIRYU
-HEY
-HOE
-HOW
-ARE YOU
And so it continued Kuro thought to himself does it hurt to write everything in one message?
Kuro answered simple:
-’sup uh Nito is in a tight situation (FUCK HE DIDN’T EVEN ASK WAHT THE FUCK NITO NEEDED CHIAKI FOR?? He supposed it would be for help regarding his family situation but looking back NO? Why would he ask Chiaki, now Kuro messed up big, as big as him)
luckily for him Nito got him and told him that he indeed wanted to ask Chiaki for help.
Morisawa… the name indeed brought bitter memories, but the sweet ones they had made up for it… Kuro wasn’t a fan of sweets near bitterness he prefered his stuff salty WHY was he comparing flavors to the memories with his friend??? Kuro was absolutely dumbfounded
But the 75 messages saying YES YES YES YES woke him up from it he picked up the phone and explained the situation suddendly the bubbly chiaki became dull and said in a really bland text, okay I will help him as much as I can, let me know anything.
Kuro was scared the serious Chiaki rarely came out and when it did something happened, he wanted to ask but maybe it was meddling in Chiaki’s stuff he preferred not to but he was lying to himself he wanted to help so he asked, and so Chiaki went back to bubbly and stars !!
-NOTHING NOTHING KIRYU WAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!
-Please let me know, I want to help him get out of there..!
-Sure, maybe a group would be more efficient tho?
-OH I’LL MAKE IT GIVE ME A SEC!!
-WAHAHAHAHHAA WELCOME TO THIS GROUP NITO!!
-Hi !
-THIS GROUP is for helping Nito go trough the situation, if you guys know anybody who wants to enter as well, please let us know
Kuro couldn’t do this, this kind of serious and so straightforwardness was weird for his friend, he thought something was wrong but Chiaki never said a thing, and the last time he tried by force… Kuro remembered stuff deep down his brain he wanted to forget but he couldn’t not even the hugs of Chiaki and the sorries he said dissapeared, still there, still hurting.
Kuro wanted to think positively but all he could do is blame himself for it, falling again in the pit, when his sister came in to pick the phone that was ringing who was that? he didn’t give a fuck about that he wanted to feel better, he didn’t want to spiral again but what could he do? he was in other world you may say all he could do was to watch.
Kuro’s sister decided it was enough so she used a bucket of cold water and wooshed himmaking kuro come back, he was really distraught and the one on the phone was guess who?
motherfucking morisawa, why did he call now, now that he felt like so much shit was going in why, but the things he said: Hey Kiryu… are you ok?
Kuro did not answer, he didn’t want to, he was going to say I’m ok patch that up and go, but he couldn’t he wanted to say sorry and he did, between some muffled sounds he mangaed to say sorry, he apologized to Chiaki, and Chiaki answered gently, don’t worry, it is fine, it is okay.
I know! I’ll sing you a Sentai anime song… hm! You liked ultraman’s right?
~♪~♪
His voice was powerful yet… it could calm Kuro down impresively, his nerves got down and his frown stopped to get more frowned, He still felt guilty, he needed to pay back. YEAH! THAT WAS IT, of couse how could he like Chiaki, he is not gay, he likes girls! He onyl wants to pay back Chiaki for never blaming him for anything, but will it be enough? what could Kuro do, Chiaki had done so much for him… yet Kuro felt like he did nothing. Without knowing Morisawa stopped to sing.
And asked are you feeling better now? Kuro said in a low voice: yeah thank you Morisawa
well Kiryu Idols must get their beauty sleep or something so Goodnight!
-Goodnight Morisawa
NEXT DAAAY
GOOD MORNIIIIING EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-Huh loud as usual aren’t cha?
-YES KIRYU I’M MEGA EXCITED TODAAAY!
-yes yes now tell me a joke and make me laugh or something
-A joke? but shouldn’t you ask Hibiki for a joke better? he is a clown after all WAHAHAHAH!
-it was figurative…
-Hey! Good morning guys!
-Good mornin’
-HELLOoooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
-W-waha?!? Chi-chiaki-chiwn don’t jump to me so suddendly geez! I got realy scawed?
-Morisawa ya better be more careful next time haha
-I’m not laughing hewe?! pout puff
-hehe how cute
-HEY? WUN NOW KUWO-CHIN YOU ARE NOT SEWING THE END OF THIZ
-sheesh sorry i apologize
-It is fine, as long as you know and ackwnolodge me as who I am i am fine
-YES WE UNDERSTAND YOU ARE A BUNNY IRL!!!
-SILENCE CHIAKI-CHIN WILL YOU?
-OH RIGHT SORRY ♪
-Anyways… let’s go to class we can talk later ♪
The day occurred normally except all Kuro could think was in Chiaki, while in Karate practice Tetsu called him out several times but he confused “Taishou” with “Taichou” thus he was nervous the whole practice. It wasn’t like him to be like this… His sister explained some stuff the last night too so he could understand Nito better and the thing is… he actually felt identified with something she said “Well transgender people sometimes can feel like the label of man or woman isn’t theirs so they just kinda become who they are! per example your friend is bunnygender he does not identify as a woman but as a bunnyboy and so on, he falls under the nonbinary spectrum and I am a girl i’m binary because i’m a woman one of the binary”
He should have felt related to the I’m a man part but instead he felt like something opened in him he always felt connected to dragons since his childhood… he always was the evil or good dragon who would help or destroy everything, he realized something he didn’t felt right to be a “man” and the tilte of man amongst men didn’t was meant for him but for Chiaki or Tetora, he realized he wasn’t even a man he was a dragon! But that was cringe so he kept it to himself and continued his day.
Chiaki was going to go. to his house. to plan things and clean to make space. Chiaki. ryusei red THE MORISAWA was going to come over his house Kuro didn’t get it, why was he nervous they are just friends right? they are nothing else but, simple friends going to clean for their other friend and do friends stuff yeah Kuro doing friends stuff is wanting to hold his hand or hug him tight yeah friends! Yessir I’m a cishet said Kuro to himself asserting whatever lie he’s been keeping up enough time
When they arrived Kuro’s sister was out with her friends, Kuro wanted to think girls too, nobody should be with his sister. Yet. Never.
Kuro opened the door and he knew his siter did it on purpose, there was garbage everywhere, why would she do this to him. He was already questioning his gender he did NOT need to question his straightfullness.
Chiaki picked everything and kuro mopped back from him, they did great teamwork
(HEHE teamwork that was it! he and chiaki were a good team!), Chiaki got tired so he laid down a while, asked Kuro permissio for his bed and so he sat Kuro was akwardly outside picing garbage up so he decided to pick some and go and watch if Chiaki was ok
Chiaki wasn’t fond of muscle training, Chiaki was weak and that was why hero could never tell Kuro how he felt all the laughs and jokes all the times Kuro apologized everything made him fulstered, each time Nagumo mentioned Kuro his heart beated, Chiaki really wanted to hug Kuro till the end of the world and hold his hand,,, and kiss him…
He wanted to kiss Kuro would he be the first? or did Kuro kiss lots of girls? He didn’t seem like a flirt though, still Kuro would be grossed by a kiss from a guy on top of that him? ugh Chiaki hated it, he hated when Kuro smiled gently when he furrowed or when he laughed
Gosh the time they were in that alley Chiaki wanted to cry, call for help something but he forgived him, and knew him and made Chiaki fall in love, completely in love for Kuro
Kuro could appear behind him now and Chiaki would faint and so he did
-Hey morisawa you okay?
-UH UH KIRYU WAHAHA YES I’M COMPELTELY OK WATCH ME LIFT THIS
-i DO NOT recommend that Morisawa, it is really heavy so you could get hurt…
-just wait and SEE??!?!?
-M-Morisawa !?
Kuro managed to catch both chiaki and the weight and hugged him.
Chiaki was in a shock, he was scared of what would happen but there he was on kuro's arms on his ctushes arms what should he do now? Should he say WHAHAHAHA THANK YOU KIRYU or actuay go for it?
What is Chiaki the hero going to do?
Is he?
He did, in the light of a second he took Kuro's hand and told him, Kiryu truth is I like you...
But i guess you don't huh well after all you are "normal" just like Nagumi says, You sob don't like guys haha
As Chiaki cried Kuro watched the scene he wanted to say something, anything yet nothing came out if he tried to speak he would shot, if he shouted everything would go worse so he did what he knew to do better, he looked for some.cds and gave them to chiaki, as well he gave chiaki the hug back
Chiaki couodn't hold it and threw himself to kiss all of kuro's forehead and kuro was so embarrased his hair was probably less red than his face
It was his first kiss
by his first crush on his new life.
-EPILOGUE
Day 10 of being with morisawa
Why the fuck does he write to me every hour man I know you like me and I like you too I Guess BUT COULD YOU GIVE ME A BREAK
I don't mind it tho I love to hea rhim talk and all, i'm picking hero up and then we meet bun at school
-KIRYUUUU
-Morisawa!
-HUGGGGG
-WOAH don't put all your.weight in me man
Hey Morisawa say do you mind walking in holding hands you know..
Of course if you don't want say the word and i'll stop...
I-it is okay Kiryu (IM HILDING HIS HAND?????)
Let's GOOOOOOOO
At the entrance
Huh so they are dating, gross
And here i thought Chiaki was normal
Man kiryu sure is dissapointing isn't he
Yeah he is dating that guy and not me gross
I WOULD LIKE Y'ALL TO SHUT THE FUCK UP MORISAWA IS MY GODAMN BOYFRIEND AND UNLESS YOU WANY A KICK ON THE FAVE FROM YOURS TRULY YOU RRSPECT HIM
Kiryu... it is okay... please don't be violent
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO TO EATCH THEM KICKNYOU AND LAUGH AT YOU FUCK YHEM IM KILLING YHEM
Kiryu... please sob
shit i'm sorry morisawa sorry sorry it is okay i'm not mad everything is alright alright uhhh idk what to do but i don't want him to.be like this either
Morisawa uhm do you want to ride my back
N-no it is okay sob nobody got hurt and that is what matters Kiryu thank you for considering my opinion on stuff !
No,I should be the one thanking, thank you Morisawa thank you for everything you have done for me you are the best boyfriend ever