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Reki and Langa's ride back home with the crew after Langa's win against Adam was shaky, and numbing, and... surreal. There was a strange post-adrenaline rush that made Reki's mind tired, but he couldn't stop wondering about the way Langa had held onto him after his win.
Not this again. Self-doubt was still crushing his chest, and Reki couldn't help but wonder. Would Langa still look at him like this after his adrenaline wears off? Or is he only the type of person that can be wanted when your heart is beating too fast for you to think?
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After Your Heart Stops Rushing
quietforasecond
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Reki and Langa's ride back home with the crew after Langa's win against Adam was shaky, and numbing, and... surreal. There was a strange post-adrenaline rush that made Reki's mind tired, but he couldn't stop wondering about the way Langa had held onto him after his win.Not this again. Self-doubt was still crushing his chest, and Reki couldn't help but wonder. Would Langa still look at him like this after his adrenaline wears off? Or is he only the type of person that can be wanted when your heart is beating too fast for you to think?
(SPOILERS: short fic where their personalities are written so well its insane its the rare kind of fic and so beautifully written. After the race, L jumped on R, and R wanted him to want him, because Ls heart was beating bc of the adrenaline but when it slows L prob wont want him. Everyone was in the truck, Cherry driving n everyone talking but L n R were in their own little bubble. Ls head laid on Rs shoukder and R joked abt having the champion on his shoukder, basically how lucky that is. L askes him if he could say his name, but ofc R cant just randomly shout his name n K remembered they werent alone. He sat up n they were both facing each other properly, Ls heart was still beating n he asked why, R listed off the adrenalone abt winning, doing smth he wanted so badly, almost dying. L said he forgot smth: he was there. He repeated it twice bc R didnt get it at first, n when he did, R wanted him to stop talking. Cherry said theyre here, R got out of the truck but L followed too, he didnt even get the chance to ask why when the rest drove off and L went to walk towards his house. They got inside from the window n lied on the floor, L sat up asking why he looked like that. Elaborated: like why he looked like he wanted him to stop talking when he said what he forgot. "You were going to say because I, and specifically me, was there tonight, your heart raced, right?" "Yes. I was." "I didn't want to hear you say it. That's why I wanted you to stop talking." "Why don't you want me to say it? It's true." R said he doesnt wanna talk bc hes tired, they can do it tmrw. He threw himself on the bed n soon after L threw himself on top of him, it reminded R of when L jumped on him after the race. L says to let him stay tonight, R said that he wasnt gonna kick him out, he was just gonna ask why hes hugging him, bc Ls arms were wrapped under Rs back. L said he wanted to hold him for longer, n said Ik when R said hes not going anywhere. L lifted his head to look at him n told him to ask him what he wanted, R did and before he could finish the question L kissed him. It was all teeth tho, he sat up in panic n covered his mouth w his hands in shock. R was shocked too but snapped out of it when he felt L trying to move off of him, bc now that he sat up he was sittkng on his lap. R grabbed the back of his knees to prevent him from moving away n L leaned forward from his attempt to lean away, now that it was suddenly stopped. R said to ask him again, when he won. L asked if he won, R said yeah he did, n then brought him down by the chin into a kiss. they kissed n made out too. L sneaked his hand under Rs shirt n felt his heartbeat beating fast, R dropped himself down to fully lay on his back instead of being propped by the elbows. He said ik when L pointed it out. "You'll still want to kiss me when it isn't anymore, right?" Reki laughed in disbelief. Langa having the same worries he's been feeling all night made him want to hold the other down and scream about how much he's wanted him until he could never think of anything ever again.' they made out again n he said that hell always want to kiss him. when L lowered his head to rest against Rs neck, he said he thinks he loves him. They just laid n held each other then,' The adrenaline wore off, and they both still wanted one another.')
AMAZING FIC