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Jake's break from public humiliation ends soon after he's instructed to clear up the misconceptions between Jay and Jungwon. Sunghoon has him back against the wall in seconds, a warm hand continuing to palm him through his pants. It didn't take long for him to cum and without anything to bite down on, it was impossible to keep a long moan from spilling past his lips.
The sound only attracts more unwanted attention and he can see a few more people turn their heads to watch through his peripherals. "Ma-master..." he starts, still immersed in the afterglow. "Please, upstairs?" His thighs start to tremble from holding his weight and for a moment he isn't sure how he'll be able to make it up the stairs. The attention made his face burn with blush - he would never admit that he liked it.
A pair of lips kiss up his neck then there's a tongue licking his ear, Sunghoon's voice pulling him deeper into his subspace.
"What do we say when Master lets pup cum?" Jake shudders and leans further against the wall, no longer trusting himself to stay upright on his own. Not with the way Sunghoon kept stroking his already spent dick through his sweatpants.
"Thank you," he breathes out. "Can I have another one?" He holds back a sigh when the ravenette doesn't acknowledge his question, knowing if Sunghoon heard it he ran the risk of getting punished for a second time tonight.
It took three months for Sunghoon to successfully condition Jake into the perfect submissive. He'd been pining after Jake since the beginning of the school year and finally, after a full semester, he'd built the nerves to ask Jake to go out with him. Their first date went a little too well and Jake ended up giving the older a blowjob in his car.
Since then, Sunghoon's focus has been to taint Jake as much as he could. The first time they fucked, he drew it out for hours, edging Jake to the point where he was in tears, just begging to be fucked. Jake couldn't have imagined it any other way, though. He loved how Sunghoon claimed him and treated him like he was nothing without his dom. Sometimes he was far enough in his headspace to actually believe it and Sunghoon would cuddle and bathe him with love and adoration. He loved those moments the most.
Sunghoon's kiss ropes Jake back to reality, mouth automatically opening. Their tongues meet and Jake couldn't be happier to feel his boyfriend taking control, not sure he could do much with his shakey body and tied hands.
A sudden tightness around his half hard dick makes him gasp and jolt back, panting as his wide, questioning eyes search Sunghoon. Sure enough, the boy was smirking down at him. "Go to the guestroom and strip. I'll be up in a minute, I need to clear everyone out of the house."
Jake nods and waits for Sunghoon to untie his hands before he tests his balance. His thighs had stopped trembling, thankfully, but every step he took made his sticky boxers rub against his erection and it felt utterly uncomfortable. Although the idea of his boyfriend making him cum in his pants turned him on, the aftermath was gross and messy. He wasn't a clean freak but being covered in his own filth made him feel raunchy, yet Sunghoon thought it was the hottest thing.
Regardless of his comfortability, he felt excitement welling up in his chest. It's been almost six days since he and Sunghoon last had sex and the wait made Jake crave it so much more. He was a horny teenager, he couldn't help but want to have his boyfriend's dick inside him every other day. Even on their off days, he would cockwarm Sunghoon when they cuddled and watched movies together. He loved to be filled and plugs were too lifeless for him.
His mind drifts to Jungwon when he reaches the top of the stairs, peering down the hallway to Jay's closed bedroom door. He could almost swear he caught one of his classmate's moans when the blaring music switched to playing softer, more romantic music. The recollection of the high pitched moan sparks arousal in Jake, surprising him enough to pull him away from his dirty thoughts.
I did not just get turned on from thinking of that. No fucking way.
Still, images of Jungwon getting pounded into float around his head and the want to watch his best friend writhe in pleasure arises, causing Jake to gulp and turn his back to the room his best friend was in. There had to be something wrong with him. It couldn't possibly be normal to want to watch someone fuck your close friend.
He hurries to one of Jay's spare bedrooms and closes the door, shoving the temptation to peek inside the other room away. He would have to deal with these thoughts another time, right now he has to get ready for Sunghoon.
Jake tugs his shirt over his head and throws it on the bed, his sweatpants and boxers quickly following. He takes a few moments to carefully fold his shirt and pants, knowing Sunghoon would praise him for not throwing them off in desperation, and sets the clothes on top of the dresser before he turns to his soiled boxers. "What the hell do I do with these?" he mummers as he pinches the cloth by the waistband.
There was no way he was putting these back on, not unless Sunghoon ordered him to. He didn't think the older would be that cruel though, sitting in dried cum all night would make him smell disgusting. He decides to toss the boxers next to the dresser and hope for the best. Sunghoon couldn't get mad at him for not knowing what to do, right?
Jake climbs onto the bed and twists onto his back, his legs falling open on instinct. He's already hard from anticipation and he has to lay with his arms folded behind his back to keep from touching himself. The last time he was caught masturbating didn't end well; Sunghoon tied him up and made him cum until he was completely milked. He didn't stop until Jake had a dry orgasm and had to use their safeword because fuck he was worn out.
Soon enough, the door handle squeaks and twists open, his lover peeking into the room. His soft smile falters and quickly shifts to something dark upon seeing his lover naked and presented on the bed, a sight he's seen so many times but never gets used to.
"Did I say you could get on the bed?"
Jake perks up, not expecting to hear his boyfriend's condescending tone already. "I-. . . I thought you, you didn't want me on the bed?"
He watches Sunghoon close the door behind him with doe eyes and scrambles to get on his knees, hands moving to rest between his thighs. It was a stance his dom adored.
Sunghoon clicks his tongue and shakes his head while he brushes his fingers through the younger's hair, smiling when the other leans into his hand with a quiet breath. "Dogs stay on the floor, especially filthy mutts like you." He coos, voice contradicting his words.
Jake whines when the hand in his hair switches from petting to grabbing and he lets the older drag him to the floor, bracing himself on his hands and knees. He was glad Jay had carpeted floors or his knees would be bruised already.
"Better." He hears before his hair is released. He sighs in relief and moves to sit on his heels, eyes dropping to Sunghoons belt. He watches as the older slides it off and drops it on the bed, taking his time unbuckling his pants.
"I'm sorry Master. I thought you wanted to, get into it. Didn't want to make you wait." Jake quickly tried to explain himself, but Sunghoon's plain expression doesn't give him any reassurance.
A deep chuckle makes Jake gulp, hesitant eyes raising to meet Sunghoon's. "Don't lie to me pup. You did that for yourself, didn't you?" He flinches when a hand caresses his cheek, his emotions becoming a muddled mess. The older was so good at confusing him, not knowing when he was supposed to feel scared or turned on.
"Master. . ." Jake huffs and nuzzles the hand, eyes fluttering shut when a thumb slides over his plump bottom lip.
"You miss my cock, huh? Miss feeling it so deep in you?"
The brunette whimpers and nods his head, tongue lapping at the digit against his mouth. He shuffles closer to Sunghoon and rests his hands on the older's knees, wanting nothing more than to make Sunghoon's words reality.
"Fuck, your mouth is so wet. Come here," Sunghoon grunts and there's a hand in his hair again. His eyes open in time to see Sunghoon shove his pants down to his ankles with one hand, the other yanking his head closer.
He moans when his face is forced against the ravenette's boxers, the thick scent of arousal flooding his nose. He mouths his boyfriend's girth and sucks on the fabric, trying his best to taste Sunghoon through the cloth. He traces the length with his tongue and doesn't stop until wet spots outline the older's dick, pulling back to stare up at Sunghoon with wanting eyes.
"Can I suck you off? Please Master, I want to taste you so bad." Jake begs and Sunghoon groans at his lewd request. "Want you to cum in my throat, I'll be your good sleeve."
Sunghoon grips the back of Jake's head and grinds his hips forward, shutting Jake up with his dick. "So fucking needy, just like a bitch in heat." He hears the younger whimper and pulls back, and shit he was gone. His eyes were glazed over and spit covered his swollen bottom lip, some dripping down his chin.
Jake squeezed Sunghoons knees and nods ecstatically, tongue wetting his lips even further. "Yes! Master's little bitch," he pushes forward and kisses below Sunghoon's belly button, nuzzling his nose into the skin.
Sunghoon bites his lip, his arousal spiking at how far gone Jake was. He had to be so deep in a headspace for him to be this insistent.
"Get on the bed pup, you can suck me off later. I want to see how wet you are." Though he wouldn't say it, Sunghoon was having a hard time controlling himself too. He wanted to feel Jake's tightness around him already, not used to his boyfriend being away for so long.
Jake eagerly climbs on the bed and crawls to the headboard, turning around to look back at the taller. He was stripping out of his clothes and Jake couldn't help but watch, cock throbbing when his eyes wander down Sunghoon's faint abs to his burning red erection. It almost looked painful and his mouth salivated with the urge to soothe it. He swallows the saliva, imagining it was that thick, long cock taunting him from the other side of the bed when Sunghoon abruptly snaps.
"On your back, now." He calls out and Jake obliges, laying down on the bed with pillows cushioning his head. "Where's the tie I gave you? Did you bring it up?"
Jake stalls for a moment, eyebrows knitting together as he tries to recall what happened to the tie. "On the dresser? I put everything I had on top of it."
Sunghoon glances at the bureau, scanning the surface to see Jake's clothes neatly folded on top. He steps towards the piece of furniture and picks through the clothes, frowning when he doesn't find it. "Dumb pup, you left it." He smirks when Jake cringes at the light insult and moves to the base of the bed, picking up his belt. "It's alright, Master can fix it. Show me your hands."
Jake presses his wrists together and presents them to Sunghoon, enjoying the heavy leather that wraps around his skin. He watches it get looped around four times before Sunghoon feeds the belt into the clasp and locks it in place, smiling down at his beloved. His endless kinks never ceased to amazing Sunghoon, always wanting to try more until he finds one he really likes.
Being helplessly restrained seemed to be Jake's favorite so far.
"Good boy, you're listening so well." He whispers as he pushes Jake's legs further apart.
Jake answers with a long whimper and watches as Sunghoon dips down to peck kisses on his thighs. He pushes his head further into the pillow and pushes his hips forward, eyebrows furrowing with need. "No, 'm so hard Master. Don't play right- nghh!" Teeth digging into his thigh makes him gasp and he tries his best to not pull away.
"I just complimented you. Do you think that gives you the right to act up?" Sunghoon hisses and grips Jake's hips, shoving them flat against the bed. "Keep it up and you won't get my dick at all. I'll make you watch me get off and leave you like that." He threatens, grinning maliciously when the smaller tenses under his hands.
"No! No please, puppy is sorry. So sorry Master, please don't leave me like this." Jake sobs out, already tearing up at the thought. He knew Sunghoon would do it and he wasn't sure if he could handle that feeling.
"The shut up and behave. Such a stupid bitch, you never know when to stop hm?"
He nods half heartedly and squeezes his eyes closed when he feels Sunghoon move back to his thighs. The older started to suck on the skin and Jake lets out a broken whimper, teeth sinking into his bottom lip. He felt too close to endure foreplay like this. It's been days since his last orgasm and his self control was practically non-existent in his headspace.
Two hickeys in, Jake moans and arches his back. Sunghoon's hands prevent him from closing his thighs and with no way to relieve the building pressure, he knew he was about to break.
"Master, I-I can't-"
"Shut up. I don't want to hear it."
Jake tosses his head to the side and bites down on his pillow to muffle himself. His thighs tremble and he loves it. Every agonizing second of Sunghoon sucking and nibbling at his thighs spurs on the tight feeling in his lower half just enough to keep him right on the line of orgasming, but not enough to push him over the edge. He groans in frustration when his erection starts to pulse, sucking a harsh breath through his teeth.
When Sunghoon squeezes his hickey-covered thigh and ghosts a breath over Jake's balls, he knows he's done for. A gaspy moan breaks from his throat as his hips uncontrollably rut forward, coming untouched for the first time in weeks.
Sunghoon can only laugh and watch as Jake makes a mess of himself. "How cute~. Can't even stop yourself from cumming. You're so desperate, can't wait for Master's cock, can you?"
Jake tries to catch his breath, panting from how hard he came. "Still. . . Still want you," He cries out when Sunghoons hot mouth wraps around his tip. Overstimulation floods his body as his boyfriend's tongue prods and teases his slit, sucking the cum off of his sensitive skin with a devilish smile.
"You're getting me anyway. You made me this hard, you're taking responsibility for it." He says when he pulls off of Jake's weeping yet somehow half hard cock.
Jake's chest heaves as Sunghoon pulls his knees over his shoulder, aching to finally be inside his lover. He spits onto his cock and spreads it around his head with his thumb then lines them up, sighing with delight when he feels Jake clench against his tip.
"Wait waitwa-"
Sunghoon thrusts all the way in, bottoming out with a deep groan. Jake clenched around him just right and his heat felt so good wrapped around his dick. He was sure he could cum in minutes from how good it felt.
"Shit! Sunghoon, stop!" Sunghoon freezes when he hears his name, his eyes surging open - when had he closed them? - to see a red faced Jake staring up at him. He looked almost scared and his heart drops at the realization. He carefully moves the younger's legs from his shoulders and hovers over the boy, trapping him in the safety of his arms.
"What's wrong? Is it too much?" He asks, nestling his head into the smaller's neck while trying to keep his weight off of him.
"No, just- You can't go in like that. I just came, I-I. . ." Jake starts to break off and Sunghoon coaxes an arm around his lover's waist, holding him close.
"I'm sorry, I know. I wasn't thinking right," he whispers, his free hand stroking his brown locks of hair. While Sunghoon loved pushing Jake through overstimulation, sometimes he went too fast. "Such a good boy, my pretty little puppy. Deep breathes for hyung,"
After a few moments of stillness, Sunghoon presses a kiss to Jake's cheek and pulls back. "If you want, I'll give you a dom day. To make up for this," He offers, speaking no louder than a whisper.
Dom days, a little self explanatory, were days where Sunghoon lets Jake take control. They usually ended with Jake experimenting with new kinks on the older, since the only kinks Jake knew Sunghoon had were his Master kink and a slight degradation kink. They never went as far as the ravenette bottoming, but Jake was okay with that. He loved being fucked more, and if he ever wanted to fuck something, Sunghoon always offered his hand.
Jake hums in thought. He was finally able to calm his erratic nerves and control his breathing only mere seconds ago, but he felt good enough to continue. "I think you like those more than you let on. It would be the second one this month," he points out with a teasing tone.
Sunghoon raises his eyebrows at the challenge and swiftly rolls his hips, watching Jake's taunting aura shatter when the boy lets out a loud moan. "What was that?"
Jake's cheeks are dusted with blush and he opens his mouth to repeat himself when he feels Sunghoon thrust into him again, choking on his words.
"That's what I thought. You don't know what you're talking about, pup." Sunghoon smirks as he pistons his hips forward, watching the younger slowly start to fall apart under him.
Jake's moans started to get louder the faster his boyfriend's hips moved, only getting louder when a hand wraps around his hard on. As much as Sunghoon loves to hear them, Jake was going to wake Jay up if he didn't quiet down, and he knew how shameless Jay could be. He would come into their room and force them to settle down and Sunghoon did not have the patience for that, not when he this hard inside his adorable boyfriend.
Sunghoon slows down for a second, glancing around the bed for something to gag him with. He spots a cloth on the floor next to the dresser and bends down to pick it up, immediately recognizing it as underwear.
Jake's cum stained underwear.
Sunghoon laughs at his finding and balls up the fabric, shoving half of it into the brunette's mouth. He could tell when Jake realized what it was, his eyes wide and his moans were sharp in protest but Jake's hands were tied above his head and Sunghoon was too deep in his fantasy to care if Jake didn't like the taste of his own cum.
"Mmm, such a good hole for me. Love it when you can't move, huh? It's so fucking hot," Sunghoon rants, sitting back to grab Jake's hips and ram into him harder. "Nobody else gets to see you like this, you're mine. Only Master's. Right?" He hisses, face scrunched in concentration.
He tightens his hand around Jake's cock and listens to him whine in pleasure, his own moans starting to get a little high. "Fuck I'm close. You want my cum, yeah? Gonna take it like a good little bitch?" His thigh muscles were screaming, not used to the extensive exercise.
Sunghoon's moan breaks as he spills his cum inside Jake, the sound spurring Jake to cum with him. Sunghoon's release fills him almost to the brim, his eyes rolling back as heat floods through his lower half. He missed this feeling, Sunghoon always came so much when he was worked up for so long.
Jake, on the other hand, barely had anything left to cum. The orgasm was enough to make his vision spotted with black dots so he closes his eyes and focuses on trying to breathe. He feels the underwear get plucked from his mouth and soon after, his hands were free too.
Sunghoon wraps his arms around Jake, knowing from past experience he shouldn't leave the younger until he was coherent. "That was amazing baby. Made me feel so good," Jake was too cute when he was fucked out, always wanting to be hugged and babied.
He carefully shifts back in an attempt to pull out when Jake's hands shoot down to Sunghoon's ass, quickly pulling their hips flush together again. "Stay in tonight, it feels nice." He mumbles and the older chuckles.
"You don't want to be cleaned?"
"Leave it, just shut up and cuddle me." Sunghoon playfully rolls his eyes and moves to lay on his side, rounding Jake onto his chest. He couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.
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The distant sound of something heavy falling followed by a winded curse breaks Jungwon from his peaceful sleep. The room was partially lit up from sunlight creeping through the closed curtains and he frowns, trying to remember where he was.
Ah. . . Jay hyung's room.
He stretches his sore body and crosses his arms under his head, mind trying to run through everything that happened last night. He let Jay fuck him. The pain festering in his lower half only confirms that. His jaw ached and he recalls having Jay's dick in his mouth, how much he had to stretch his mouth to keep from scraping his teeth against the sensitive skin.
Overall, the pain was bearable. Jungwon was thankful the blonde was gentle enough to finger him or he would definitely have bled last night.
It takes him a minute to realize he's alone, and another small thud draws his attention to a door adjacent to the bed. The soft trickle of flowing water hits Jungwon's ears and he pieces together that Jay must have a talent for slipping out of bed unnoticeably yet somehow manages to be the loudest showerer.
Jungwon doesn't hold back his grin as he turns to his side and cuddles a pillow to his chest.
He's clumsy, huh? I can work with clumsy.
He stills at the thought, his face falling. He just met Jay last night, it was way too early to be thinking like that. Besides, he wasn't sure if he actually liked Jay or if the emotions were influenced by what they did the night before.
To add to that, he was a minor and Jay liked to sleep around. Even if Jungwon ended up having feelings for him, the chances of them being reciprocated were low. He sighs and hugs the pillow tighter, his cheek rubbing against the silk pillowcase.
At least he could imagine having a relationship with Jay. The softness he showed after wrecking Jungwon had him hooked and he wanted to feel the American-Korean combing his fingers through his hair again.
.
.
.
Jungwon doesn't remember falling back to sleep. An indistinct groan pulls him from his peace and he murmurs something incoherent, not completely back to his senses. It was the sharp pounding on the bedroom wall that jolts Jungwon awake, eyes shooting open to see a wet, half naked Jay yelling with his fist pressed against the wall.
"Yah! Shut the fuck up, it's too early for that shit!" Jay shouts at the wall.
There was a moment of silence and Jungwon almost thinks the couple the next room over was too embarrassed to answer before he hears a high pitched Sunghoon shout, "He started it! I was asleep and-"
"I don't care who the fuck started it! Just keep it down or go somewhere else, jeez." Jay answers, getting progressively quieter. He shakes his head and goes back to brushing his teeth, his other hand drying the back of his hair with the towel hanging around his neck.
Jungwon fails to stifle his laugh and Jay looks at him with wide eyes, as if just realizing he'd waken the younger. His gaze quickly switches to apologetic and he sends the ravenette an embarrassed smile, one that sparks a warmth inside Jungwon's chest.
"Sorry. They were, uh." Jay pauses to spit the toothpaste lather in the sink, using the action to collect his words. Jungwon looks cute wrapped in his blanket with his arms around one of his pillows. He needed a moment to clear his mind before he said anything stupid and embarrassed himself even further. "They were trying to, you know."
Jungwon giggles and lifts an eyebrow, turning on his other side to watch Jay leave the bathroom. "I've never heard of a fuckboy who can't say 'sex'." Jay scoffs and it makes him laugh louder. The comfy feeling from yesterday returns and Jungwon hugs the pillow, trying to dampen the warmth consuming him.
"I can say it! I just don't understand- How can they do it so early in the morning? It's not even ten and they're in there probably blowing each other." Jay grunts as he runs his towel through his hair before tossing the damp cloth into a hamper. "Seriously, what they do isn't even sex. They're into the weird BDSM type shit and I didn't want you to wake up hearing that."
Jungwon feels his dimples pop out and he quickly raises a hand to cover his mouth. Jay was trying to be considerate, even if he accidentally ended up waking him up. The thought was sweet - unless he was just reading into it way too much.
"Sounds like someone's jealous they don't get morning blow jobs."
Jungwon bites back another laugh when Jay groans and shakes his head. The break in their conversation gives Jungwon time to look over Jay's form, something that felt scandalous and made his cheeks flush with heat.
The blonde wasn't wearing much; he has a loosely tucked towel wrapped around his waist and a part of Jungwon wanted to tug on it just to see the tan boy naked again. There were dark purple marks scattered over Jay's neck and upper chest, and one of his nipples had a reddish purple bruise wrapped around it. He pulls the pillow further to his chest when his dick twitched, too focused to care.
I did that. He looks so pretty with my hickeys.
Blush adorns Jay's cheeks as Jungwon's eyes shift to meet them, freezing when he realizes he's been caught staring.
"Does it hurt?" He asks, trying to push aside his shame while he motions to his neck for reference. "Your neck is really marked up, it looks a little," Jungwon hesitates and swallows, glancing down to look over the beautiful skin, "painful."
Jay's hand rubs against the red blotches and his eyes find the floor, suddenly feeling shy. "It doesn't hurt much, the skin's a little sensitive but-" He stops and looks up at Jungwon, confused. "Why do you have to ask? You haven't had a hickey before?"
It was Jungwon's turn to break eye contact. He shuffles on the bed, pulling the blanket over his crossed legs and around his waist to buy him time to think of an excuse. The effort was fruitless and the younger sighs, the pillow drooping in his loose grip. "Well, I'm not the most experienced person."
He suddenly becomes really interested in the tag hanging from the pillow's seam, fiddling with it while Jay slowly nods his head.
"Do you want me to give you one? To see how it feels, I mean. I don't want to start anything right now."
Jungwon's eyes go wide at the suggestion and he quickly looks up at a slightly awkward Jay. He licks his lips and tilts his head to the side, trying to think through the suggestion without riling the horny, selfish part of himself.
"Honestly, I don't think right now is a good time. If you get close to me and you're not wearing anything but that towel, I don't think I can stop myself from getting hard." He murmurs. He peers up at Jay and the hopelessly embarrassed look in his eyes mixed with his blush makes confidence rush through him. "Maybe we can try that next time."
"Next time. . . Next time like when?" Jay asks, a sudden edge in his voice.
Jay didn't do 'next times' with one-night stands. He didn't want to end up forming a bond and growing attached, not after his ex walked out on him for a younger boy who knew how to swing his hips. He worked so hard for that relationship only for it to be pointless. It took weeks to get over him, why would he want to put himself back in that position? No. He needed to end it here. "I-"
"Maybe tomorrow? Or however long it takes for my ass to stop hurting." Jungwon answers with a chuckle, gently rubbing his lower back.
Jay perks up at this and finds himself sitting on the bed next to Jungwon, replacing the smaller's hand with his larger, more skilled one. "I forgot to ask. Does it feel okay? I have ointment if it hurts too much," His thoughts of calling off their follow-up 'session' are forgotten within seconds, now focusing on massaging the younger's back.
Jungwon hides his smile behind his hand again, thankful Jay chose to sit facing his back. He wouldn't be able to keep his hands to himself if he were any closer. "It hurts, but not enough to waste your medicine on." He selflessly answers, leaning into Jay's hands. He sighs in content as Jay works up and down his back, loosening up the muscles in his shoulders and around his hips before he pulls away.
In their few moments of peaceful silence, Jungwon determines Jay is someone he wants. He likes the way Jay lets him push him around verbally and a little physically then puts him back in his place. He likes how Jay takes care of him with his nimble fingers and soft voice. He likes the way his bitemarks look on Jay's skin and how easy it was to make Jay blush. He wants more of it.
His thoughts drift back to last night, how Jay said he was going to get attached. The memory makes him shiver with enjoyment.
Good, get attached. I'm not letting you go.
He was so submerged in his thoughts that he hadn't noticed Jay disappearing into his closet. A mostly clothed Jay emerges, slipping a white turtleneck over his upper body and Jungwon lets out an audible sigh of displeasure. The two share a look, Jungwon's a little more intense, but eventually he caves and smiles. He knew Jay would be embarrassed if Sunghoon saw the hickeys, but he kind of wanted that.
Jay was his trophy to show off. He just needed to be patient and wait for the blonde to realize.
"Jay hyung~. Can you hand me your phone?" He draws out the boy's name with a whiny breath, catching the older off guard.
Jay eyes him with an eyebrow lifted in a silent question but grabs his phone from his dresser regardless. He passes it to Jungwon and watches him beam in gratitude before he heads to the bathroom to fix his hair.
Jungwon watches Jay for a moment, admiring the way he tries to fluff his still wet hair with a quiet laugh before he busies himself with the older's phone. He presses the power button and watches the electronic kick to life, grinning at the boy's selfie background. He swipes the lock screen, surprised there was no type of lock, and the phone immediately opens to his chat with Sunghoon.
He didn't mean to snoop but his eyes fall over a few particular words and he hums out in confusion. "You came in me?"
Jay chokes on his spit and lurches back to stare at Jungwon with wide eyes. "I- uh. I didn't mean to, I promise. The condom broke, I only found out when I was cleaning you and saw my- my cum in you." He winces at his explanation, expecting Jungwon to be mad or to yell at him. "I'm clean, but we can go get tested together if you don't believe me. I'd understand if you didn't."
Jungwon peers at Jay for a few moments, long enough to make the older uncomfortable, before he shamelessly says, "That's kinda hot." He watches Jay let out a long breath and he snickers, shaking his head while he opens the contacts in his phone. "We don't need to get tested, it'd be a waste of time and money."
"What do you mean? I came in you, that's not something we should skip over like that. When was the last time you got tested?" Jay presses, not wanting to let the topic slide away so easily. As much as he likes Jungwon and enjoys the idea of raw dogging him, it wasn't safe.
"I've never had a reason to get tested for STDs, hyung. Stop worrying so much," Jungwon huffs as he types his phone number into Jay's contact list, sending himself a text message so he wouldn't have to wait for the older to message him.
"So you always use condoms, right?" He presses further cautiously.
"Sure, you could say that."
" 'Sure'? You don't-"
"Oh my god, do I need to spell it out for you?" Jungwon could feel his eyes rolling into the back of his head. He didn't have enough patience to deal with these nonsensical questions. "I've never had sex before, so I've never had to get checked out!" He tosses the phone to his side and leans back against the headboard, his arms crossing in front of him in irritation.
So many emotions were coursing through Jay and all of them were visible. Jungwon would've thought it was cute, how Jay wore his heart on his sleeve, if he wasn't aggravated with the blonde.
He's a lot denser than I thought he'd be.
"You've- You were a virgin?" Jay stammers, the disbelief obvious on his face. "You should've told me before we- I could've prepared you so much better! No wonder you haven't moved from the bed, how much does it actually hurt?"
"I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to go easy on me. I liked everything that we did yesterday, okay? I would've stopped you if I didn't."
Jay stares at the younger as everything they did the night before plays in his head. How the fuck could a virgin know how to do that much and be that good at it?
"So," he licks his lips, "Your virginity doesn't mean anything to you? I'm not going to have to baby you around or anything, right?"
Jungwon feels his lips curve up in a smirk and he pats the space in front of him, gesturing for Jay to join him. The blonde hesitates as if he had any other option before he sits on the edge of the bed. He doesn't turn to face Jungwon so he rests his chin on Jay's shoulder, chuckling when he stiffens.
"My virginity means nothing. I came here to relax, sleeping with you was just a bonus." Jungwon slides his hand up Jay's back and up into his hair, carding his fingers through his golden locks.
"But I think I want more of you now." He breathes his words against Jay's neck and relishes in the boy's shiver.
Jay's eyes fall shut and his hands find purchase in his sheets, balling the fabric in his hand. "M-," he clears his throat when his voice cracks. "More how?" Jungwon's hand stroking his hair felt so nice. His touch was delicate and controlled and he almost leans into the touch, only narrowly catching himself.
"I want to do it with you again. I wanna see you fall apart from my touch over and over again. You sound so cute when I tease you, I want to be the only reason you make those sounds."
Jay feels his face flush of any color and he bites down on his tongue when Jungwon's warm breath sifts over one of the marks he made yesterday. He feels the younger play with the top of his turtleneck, pulling it back to let the elastic snap against his skin.
"It's more than that though. I like it when you blush. Did you know your ears turn red too?" Jungwon flicks his tongue against Jay's earlobe and the older bites down harder.
"The way you took care of me yesterday, it felt amazing. You were gentle and I want to see more of that side of you. When we cuddled and you touched my hair, that made me feel," Jungwon is the one to shiver this time, thinking back to every emotion Jay sparked in him. "so many things. You make everything feel comfortable and I want more."
Jay sucks in a deep breath and clenches his jaw. How was he supposed to react? This was so sudden and his mind scrambles for answers.
"You feel like that because it was your first time. How I treated you has nothing to do with it." He mumbles.
Silence fills the air and the warmth on his neck is gone. Jay glances at the younger, expecting to see a teary-eyed boy. Rejection is hard to take but he didn't need another person in his life who could make him vulnerable.
However, this wasn't the case. Jungwon looked focused, like he was trying to recall all the equations from his calculus class at once.
"Mm, I don't think that's it. I could've done the same thing I did to you, to Jake, and I wouldn't feel the same. He's pretty clingy and we've cuddled a lot, but I've never felt this with him. " He waits for Jay's response but the older still seems unsure. With a playful elbow, he adds, "I think I just like idiots."
Jay gapes at him before he's pulling away, pushing Jungwon's hands off of his body. "I am not an idiot!" He gasps out, his playful tone calming Jungwon's nerves. "I take AP calc and physics and I still manage to keep a 4.0 GPA!"
"Oh, really? Me too, I don't know how you can throw parties like this with the work the teachers give."
"You take those too?" Jay asks, bewildered. He really got lucky with this one. "How come I've never seen you are school? I would've brought you back here so much sooner."
Jungwon laughs and jauntily slaps Jay's chest. "Probably because I haven't been here as long as you. I'm only a sophomore, there's no way we would be in the same class."
"Sophomore??"