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Chapter 3: *a* relationship

Summary:

Five coming out to Dolores. She doesn't have much to say on the matter, but she probably accepts him, as much as a mannequin can. It's the sentiment that counts.

don't worry, only the first bit is vaguely serious, the rest is just....... he's talking to a mannequin. he knows he's talking to a mannequin. he knows this is weird. i know this is weird. but its kinda funny and to be fair he really does depend on dolores so. of course he would come out to her. its second nature fo him to talk to her like a human, anyway.

Notes:

last part of this one, but I'm writing various ace-spectrum and aro-spectrum fics for each sibling.

feel free to talk to me on @acejupiter (ace blog) or @wren-cant-happy (main) on tumblr, especially if you have headcanons about the other siblings! I have some ideas but feedback is very helpful. I'm also ace but not aro, so my experiences aren't universal, and information from others is always appreciated.

NOTE: all the talking is from Five, obviously, and while there's sometimes gaps, that's only to mark that Dolores is replying in Five's mind, not that anyone besides Five is speaking. I've tried to make that as obvious as possible.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It has always been just Five and Dolores against the world. The lack of a world, really, considering their relationship began and ended in an apocalypse. Nothing has ever been easy for them. So it makes sense that Five would add a coming out on top of all their little struggles, only hoping she would accept him.

Sure, Dolores wouldn't have all that much to, er, say about the matter. Five might have the pretense that Dolores was a genuine human sometimes but - especially since coming back to a time with his siblings and lots of other people - he knew that the mannequin was a mannequin. That didn't mean that she wasn't also more than a mannequin. Dolores was a symbol of his perseverance sometimes, and other times she was simply a comfort to have around. He'd looked for her in the present day, the year 2019, for that exact reason. She brought him comfort like no one else could, having been alone besides her for so many years. She was familiar. She was old, in the face of everything new.

Most importantly though, she was something he had occasionally become dependent to live on. He had been - or... will be... time is strange like that - a kid, a boy, The Boy technically, alone in a wasteland surrounded by the ruins of his home and the bodies of his siblings. He hadn't known if he would ever get back.

But he always knew that Dolores depended on him for survival, too.

She could not 'live' without him. No one else would tell her story. No one else knew what she was to him, and she could never tell anyone herself. It was just Five who could explain that she was more than a mannequin, more than just an item to him. If he died, her 'existence', her truth - it ceased with him.

In the worst times, that got Five out of being reckless. Out of losing control.

 

•••

 

"Dolores. I have something to talk to you about."

Obviously, she made no indication that she heard him. Still, he knew how she felt. He always did.

"No - no, it's nothing bad, don't worry. It's just some realisations of mine. I recently discovered some terms that have become more widely known in this time period - which I guess you may heave heard already, considering you came from this era. The words are... aromantic, and asexual. Do you know what those are?"

[...]

"Good. Yes. I'm glad you can appreciate them as important identities, because... they've recently come quite important to me. I think - I think they fit me."

[...]

"Yeah, I think it's a nice self-discovery too. It's really - it's really made me feel better about myself. Who I am. Everything like that... It's not easy being a man stuck in my younger body and being around my annoying siblings all the time. But this has been good for me I think."

[...]

"Of course our relationship is still - it's just a little different. Well. Not really. Now we just have a name for this. QPR."

[...]

"I think it's a nice name too. I'm glad you're supportive."

[...]

"Thanks, Dolores. I really needed that."

 

•••

 

Standing in the doorway, Allison and Diego just stare at the scene in front of them. Their brother is talking to a mannequin. That's like, the fifth weirdest thing to happen today, though, so they simply don't question it.

"It's... kinda sweet?" Allison attempts.

"No. It's fucked up. That's really fucking strange. It's literally a mannequin, Allison," Diego answers. "But he needs this, so I'm gonna leave him to it."

"Aww, you can be such a nice big brother."

"I'm not - Look, we are never going to talk about this again."

"I'm definitely going to talk about this again. This is hilarious."

Diego knocks against her shoulder as he walks out of the room, and Allison covers her laugh with her hand. She's sort of thankful that Five is too engrossed in the extremely one-sided conversation with what appears to be a battered, bald mannequin that he's calling Dolores, to actually notice his siblings confusion. And Allison has actually chosen to ignore that he's in a QPR, a real true human relationship, with this 'Dolores'. The mannequin looks like something out of a zombie movie.

It is kinda sweet, though.

Notes:

SLKJDLKJDKLJLKDLK okayyyy

even though i tried to make it like a coming out. and the starts kinda genuine,, my god the rest was really quite funny to write, maybe its less funny to read, but putting in the '[...]' made me have to cover *my* mouth because it's just. an incredibly weird looking fic ajdajrdlk

look its sweet that he depends on her okay? and i just think he'd have to talk to her about these things.

anyway, for more serious a-spec umbrella academy writing, the rest of the series contains a couple chapters already about vanya being asexual, and theres an a-spec headcanon for each of the hargreeves siblings in the making! each one will have their own fic, though it might take a while to finish, so i hope you enjoyed this.

my blogs are listed at the top of the page (beginning notes) if you want to contact me or tell me what you want to see :)

Notes:

so he can come out to others in future chapter/s, im ace but not aro so its not really my personal experience so if you have feedback its much appreciated. this is part of a series, but its not even nearly done, and ive done some of five and some of vanya so far. each character is gonna have an a-spec headcanon of some sorts, to be revealed as the series continues.

this has absolutely no editing so im sorry lmao. i really did try but i simply do not have mental health nor energy. it exists, even if my exam notes for chemistry on monday sadly do not.

my main on tumblr is @wren-cant-happy and my ace blog is @acejupiter - so if you want to talk about this in general, or anything actually, feel free to message me or send asks there.

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