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Few months after being back together, Yoongi and Jimin maintained a harmonious relationship even better than they before. But its not always rainbows amd butterflies they had their arguments sometimes but this time they wont let the day pass without talking it our with each other.
They are now approaching their 1st year as boyfriends again and jimin is so excited to surprise yoongi with the gifts he bought and the dinner he is about to prepare on their anniversary night.
On the other hand, yoongi got so busy with work due to a lot of projects with some idols. They get to spend time together still, but it is now lessen because yoongi only got one day off.
he assures jimin that it is only temporary and after his projects are done he will get a well deserved vacation..
being a good boyfriend that he is, jimin understands th situation so instead of sulking, he planned to just surprise yoongi and treat him to a wonderful night he will never forget.
yoongi is in his home studio. jimin is gonna to bring him lunch when he saw the door to the room slightly open.
"hyu---"
he is about to greet yoongi when he accidentally heard the older talking on the phone.
"i havent told jimin yet... i dont think i have the courage... i cant...i cant leave him like that"
upon hearing those words, jimin's knee felt weak. his blood turns cold. his heart beating wild, tears unconsciously poured. and before yoongi hears him crying he ran to the kitchen and there he sobs his heart out.
"i cant believe that yoongi is having plans of leaving me again... i am so stupid for trusting him again... fvck i cant go through the pain again"
he is squatting on the floor, hands on his face to muffle the sound of his crying. when he hears yoongi approaching. he quickly stood up and wipe his tears.
"babe?? you preparing lunch?" yoongi steps closer to kiss his temple.. "and why are your eyes puffy? did you cry???.. yoongi asked and cuff jimins face. "what the fvck why are you cryin?!"
"nooo. hyung i am not. its just my allergies. i think i ate nuts from the cookies earlier. i didnt notice"
"shit. did you drink meds already?"
"yup. dont worry about me"
"are you sure?" yoongi kissed his forehead.
"yup. lets eat?"
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after that day when he heard yoongi, the elder had been more busy to the point that jimin feels like he is avoiding him.
like before, he just let yoongi.. but he wont let it happen again now and so he decided to talk to his boyfriend.
"hyung. can we talk?"
"ofcourse babe"
"are you hiding something from me?"
"wh--what?"
"tell me"
"what the do you mean love? i am not hiding something from you. dont be ridiculous"
jimin is having none of it. he wont let yoongi lie to him this time.
"so what did i hear the other day? i am sorry i didnt mean to eavesdrop but.. i heard you were leaving me... again.. what the fvck yoongi?! am i a joke to you?!!"
"what babe.. thats..." yoongi steps towards jimin to hug him.. "babe.. first of all youre not a joke to me. never... can we sit on the couch and talk?"
the two sit on the couch but jimin kept his distance and sit on the other side.
"now talk"
"hmmm. i got a job offer... abroad. and its a permanent and high position. i will be the head producer at the label there.. and imagine the opportunity for me to work with artists i look up to, this job is a dream"
"i see. youre still selfish as you were before.. you only think about your job and i am just a sideline" jimin scoffs.
"wha--what??! dont think that way love. this is for us!"
"no!!! this is just for you. did you ever ask me if i will agree to this? did you ever ask me about what i want?!! no never. because for you, your job is the most important! i cant do this again. just leave if you wanna leave but i wont beg this time"
and just like that. jimin left again. he saw him disappear in that door again. because of his selfishness, he might not see jimin ever again.
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its been 2 weeks of reaching out to jimin. calling and texting him but to no avail. he also waits for the younger outside his dance studio but whenever the younger sees him there he avoids yoongi like a plague.
he only has 1 week to settle things with jimin. 1 week before his scheduled flight to his new assignment.
the day of his flight comes and he still havent talked to jimin. maybe its the way of the universe to tell them that theyre not really for each other.
because just when everything goes well between them again, a certain force is trying pulling them apart from each other.
its tiring. yoongi is tired of fighting destiny. he did his best to be with the love of his life but why is destiny so cruel to them.
he is now at the airport waiting for his flight announcement. he keeps on looking back expecting for a miracle that jimin is there to stop him but he knows jimin got tired of chasing him. and jimin has had enough of him.
he is selfish for choosing and accepting the offer. but if jimin tells him to not go he will not go.. but he guess the younger wont. he hurt him again and it terrifies him to the bone. he hurt the love of his life again. he doesnt deserve jimin. he deserves the one who will treat him right and will not leave him. he deserves someone who is not selfish like him. someone who will choose him no matter what.
"flight TP207 to LA is now boarding. passengers, please proceed to the boarding gates"
the announcement brought yoongi back to his senses. he stood up and walk towards the plane entrance. he looks back once again and whispered "goodbye love.."
jimin knows that its yoongi's flight today. he talked to one of yoongi's producer friend about it and said that yoongi really likes the position offered to him being it a rare opportunity. but he was hesitant at first because he doesnt like leaving jimin again...
"yoongi ssi. he actually declined the offer. so i dont know what changes his mind"
recalling what yoongi's friend told him made him realized something..
"oh shit... so hyung really declined the offer... he just pushed through with it because i dumped him??? if only i talked to him we would still be together now.. shit im so stupid"
with that, he gets up really quick and looks at the time. "30mins, i still have 30 mins"..
he drove to the airport as fast as he can. if only he is a sensible person amd listened to yoongi, they wouldnt be in a situation like this...
"fvck.. wait for me please." he tried calling yoongi but it goes through the voice mail..
he arrives at the airport in 15 minutes and goes straightly to the customer service.
"uhmm hi..." jimin is panting from running.. "hmm is the flight going to LA still here"
"hmm let me check sir..." the woman types something on the computer.. "hmmm it took off 10 mins ago sir"
"what but i thought it will depart 5 mins from now"
"hmm the flight was scheduled earlier than expected"
and with that jimin just walks away and run towards the boarding gate...
"hmmm sir sorry but you cant go beyond here"
"let me through!!! i need to talk with yoongi!! let me go!
jimin is now desperately crying and caught people's attention.. he really doesnt care. what he cares the most now is to see and talk to yoongi but he knows its useless now...
jimin is squatting on the floor, both hands on his face... he is ugly crying to the point that his voice is resonating in the whole area. he cries there for minutes until someone approaces him..
"excuse me. i think you need this"
he stopped crying.. and now he is just sobbing then he looks up to the source of the voice and wished he is not dreaming..
its yoongi... looking down on him, offering him a handerchief.
"hyungg????!... oh my god is that you?" he stood up and surged forward to the man... "shit i thought you left"
"no... i wont do it love... i wont leave you again jimin... never.."
"but... your job"
"its okay. they said they will give me more time to think about it... but for me its final.. i reject the offer"
"shit... im so sorry hyung...if only i talked to you properly we can sort things out. we can compromise...."
"shhh... dont worry about it okay? its not your fault.. i am alright.. i am contented being here with you...plus, i still have the best job at the company so i still won." yoongi said while hugging jimin tightly, resting his chin on younger's shoulder.
"i love you yoongi"
"i love you more, jimin.. please stay with me forever okay?"
"is that marriage proposal?"
"not yet. but youd say yes, right?"
"hmmm.. let me think about it first" jimin chuckles.
"oh... i guess i will just have to get on that plane now"
"dont you dare!!"
"but seriously... i know its a bad timing and i dont have anything with me.. but i cant wait anymore.." yoongi detaches himself from jimin amd cupped the younger's face..."jimin will you marry me?"
"hyunggg. are you serious?"
"never been more serious"
jimin smiles widely at that then hugs yoongi again..
"YES!!! i will marry you yoongi..Even if you dont have the ring.." jimin softly laughs..
"wait.." yoongi gets something from his bag.. a piece of paper that he rolls into a thin sheet and fold it to form a ring..
"jiminahh. i tear this from my plane ticket..." they both chuckle... "for now, this will serve as our engagement ring...a sign of my love.. a sign that i will leave everything behind just for you"
"hyunnggg" jimin looks up at yoongi.. "i love you and i will support you with everything... if you still want the job we can sit down and talk about it one of these days...
"no jiminie... i am decided. i was stupid for agreeing at it in the first place. my life is here. my home is here with you"
"fvck. i love you so much you know?"
"i know love.. i know"
~end ♡