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It’s morning of Saturday, Jimin was awaken by the striking sun rays peaking thru his curtains. His mood is as bright as the morning. His “date” with Yoongi the other day helped a lot in terms of understanding what he truly feels and it gives him the strength to at least take the risk and give Yoongi a chance again. It also helped him remembering many forgotten memories about his past, thanks to Yoongi’s very detailed story telling.
Jimin’s eyes are wide awake looking fixed towards the ceiling while unconsciously smiling thru his eyes and lips. His heart is full and warm, he hates to admit but he misses Yoongi. He hates the fact the he misses the elder even though they just met yesterday. Sue him and his whipped ass.
His thoughts was interrupted by a sound coming from his phone while recalling what was happened with his ice cream date with Yoongi and that little peck on his cheeks the elder gave him as goodnight kiss. He suddenly grabbed and unlock the screen hoping the message was from that person he looks forward to meet and spend his day off with.
Yoongi Hyungiieee <3
07:30am
Good Morning sunshine, I just woke up. Did you sleep well? Eat breakfast when you wake up 💕
Jiminie 🐥
07:32am
Hey good morning cat Hyung 🥰 I just woke up too! Its my day off I don’t wanna get up yettt 🥺
Yoongi Hyungiieee <3
07:33am
Yah! Stop calling me cat 😤 and Get up, you eat now cheeky lil brat! Btw, do you have other plans today?
Jiminiee
07:34am
Hahaha. You look like a cat don’t argue anymore. And no I don’t have other plans except lying on my bed all day 😪
Yoongi Hyungiieee <3
07:35am
Hmmm I see.. if it’s okay with you, uh— can I come over and bring foods and we watch your favorite movie. Any movie, I will give you the privilege to choose no matter how boring your taste in movies are 🤪
Jiminiee
07:36am
Yahhhhh!! Those movies are not boring you just don’t have a taste… I hate u! Make sure you bring ice cream, beer and chicken to make it up to me! And please come here quick.. 😤😤
Yoongi Hyungiieee <3
07:38am
Lol. I can see that you already miss me. Just kidding!! Ayt captain be there in 30min.
Jimin quickly get up to go hit the shower and dress comfortably maybe put some make up that he doesn’t know what for but all he knows is he wants to look cute in front of Yoongi. So he rummaged thru his closet to find his favorite yellow sweater paws with chick design and he paired it with a black volley shorts exposing his toned thighs and emphasizing his ASSet. He doesn’t know but when he saw the clothes he suddenly want to wear them. Not that he wants to look sexy for Yoongi. “Wtf am I thinking?!! We are just watching movies just that” and while he is battling with his confused self he heard the loud ring of his doorbell indicating that maybe Yoongi is already there..
Jimin quickly get to the door and when he opened it he was greeted by a familiar sweet and musky scent. That very familiar scent that makes him warm and feel home. He doesn’t know why he feels that way is it because of the scent or the person himself.
“Hey” they both said softly.
“Hmm uhh come in?” Jimin stutters
“Make yourself at home, sit on the couch while I prepare our snacks. Maybe choose a movie while I’m doing that”?
“Thanks, but do you need some help? Maybe I cou—-“ Yoongi said while attempting to stand up from where he is sitting.
“No no Hyung” Jimin insists while signaling the elder to go back on his sit. “you are my visitor so I don’t wanna tire you out and just want you to relax while I do the rest”
The preparation doesn’t take too long thanks to instant food that make people life easier. In less than couple of minutes, Jimin managed to cook ramen and re-heat the pizza and chicken yoongi brought, make them a fresh smoothie that he is sure yoongi will love. On the other hand, he kept the beers cool in the fridge for later because its too early for them to get a dose of booze, he thinks.
“So did you choose a movie already”?? Jimin asked.
“Ahm yes, I chose The Notebook” Yoongi replied shyly.
“Silly Hyung, you know its my favorite thats why you chose it. Just choose what you like”
“Whatever it is that you like, I would go for it, don’t be stubborn you brat and come sit here”
Jimin chuckles but complied right away and sit beside Yoongi. They sit pretty close with their shoulders and knees touching. Jimin felt their skin touching enough to feel flustered. At that, the younger adjusts just to maintain a little bit of a distance between them. Awkward silence surrounded the room. “O-ok, lets start the movie so we can watch more after this”
After watching they decided to drink the beer and talk more about anything to catch up on each other’s lives.
“So hyung, uhmm. What hmmm. What did you do after our break up” the younger asked hesitantly, he actually didn’t know why he asked it actually but his curiosity put him in a tight spot.
Yoongi’s eyes widened surprised of the unexpected question.
“Ahm. To be honest…” the producer breathes deey before continuing with his reply. “To be honest min-ah the first thing i did was to regret”
“Re-regret?”
“Yes, because that was the biggest mistake I made in my entire existence… I really am blaming myself for letting go of someone so precious like you. The pressure of life got the best of me.. I got so overwhelmed with responsibilities.. It bu-“
“So you thought of getting rid of me coz I am a baggage that weighs you down.. I burde—“
“no! no please dont think of it that way, i never felt you are a burden, not at all, you are my rest jiminah, i just thought that time that you deserve a better man who will treat you well than I am”
“That’s bullshit hyung” Jimin sarcastically chuckles. The alcohol is starting to be absorbed in his system and that somehow gave him the courage to say the things he supposed to say when they were breaking up.
So the dancer continues.. “thats one hell of a bullshit excuse hyung, if you needed help back then, thats enough reason not to let me go. If you say that I am your rest, you should let me comfort you and we carry your burdens through it all, we always say that we can conquer everything as long as we have each other. What happened to that?”. But instead, you broke up with me and now the two of us became miserable” jimin didnt notice that he is crying until yoongi wiped the tears streaming down his cheeks.
“Jiminie.. Yes I was wrong, I was so stupid and implulsive.. I blame myself for being that way before, I act based on my emotions, I was so selfish thinking I was the only one suffering. But after you left, my life didnt get any better. But that thought me a lot and prayed even tho i dont know if theres a God. I desperately hold on to anything at that moment just for every deity there is to give me a chance of seeing you again, to apologize and make up for every pain I caused you…At that point i just wished to meet to again and ask for your forgiveness.. or the most is being friends with you again.. But—“
Jimin felt the sincerity in the elder’s words. Yoongi is indeed sorry for everything and it hit him with the realization that he was not the only one who suffered from their break up..Yoongi was hurt as much as him. So who is he to deny yoongi of forgiveness..
“But what hyung? You tell me.” Jimin’s voice is rather soft than stern.
“But I realized that i can’t be friends with you”
“What do you mean?”
Yoongi looks jimin in the eyes and the elder did the same.
“I cant just be friends with you because… coz until now, I am still in love with you and it pains me i know i deserve it.. it pains me that everytime i see you, it reminds that i will never get the chance to hold those cute hands again, touch that honey skin of yours or smell your vanilla scented hair, or kiss your chubby cheeks that i like the most…just because I don’t deserve them..”
“I think that’s for me to decide about that Min Yoongi”
“What does that mean ji—“
Yoongi turns his head towards jimin but was surprised by plump lips connecting to his thin soft ones.
He must be dreaming or is it just the alcohol??...