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sergeant jeon jungkook"s skin burned under his uniform, biting down the urge to run his fingers through his perfectly slicked back hair. the room where the meeting was being held felt a little too cramped, even if jimin sat on his chair at a fair distance from him, giving his superior a worried glance before keeping to himself when he was told off once again.
"focus on your work, park. the meeting"s about to start" the omega scolded, the alpha bowing his head and apologizing before going back to the files stacked in front of him, the spiked up smell of scared, worried omega coming from his sergeant still burning his nose.
he didn"t want to be cold or rude to jimin on purpose, but that was the only option he had. the thoughts that would starts swimming around his head when he was close made him want to growl at himself, ask what the fuck was going on inside his own mind. and it didn"t help when the alpha started acting all caring towards him - like jungkook hadn"t been a complete bitch and stepped on his feelings before, or when he would show up in his winter attire looking more cozy and comfortable than he normally did, his omega swooning, trying to let out a deep purr "look how handsome our alpha looks, pup. i"m sure he could keep us and the pups warm"
but there were no pups. and jungkook didn"t need a fucking alpha to keep him warm and protected and happy, not like a needy bitch. not like his parents always said he was going to be - begging to an alpha to mate him, desperate because he couldn"t be by himself. he had worked his ass off all these years to earn his place as a sergeant, an omega sergeant, to prove them wrong. he had his own house, a high ranking, well paying job. so why the fuck there was this hollow, nasty feeling inside his chest? why did he enjoy so much to let himself fantasize about his life like that when he was on his own?
jungkook felt like he was about to start crying in front of all of those people, setting his face into his perfectly crafted stony expression before excusing himself out of the room, rushed steps until he finally reached the cramped, hidden wooden stairs to the storage, an old mezzanine room that was barely used anymore.
the omegas hands flew to his stomach as he sat against one of the corners, pushing all the stack of old papers, documents and boxes out of the way, painful, betraying tears clinging to his lashes for all the times he said he didn"t want to be pregnant, would never bear a pup - why was his first instinct to touch his stomach, caress the little bump where his womb sticked out, feeling so wrong and empty- why wasn"t he pregnant yet? he was twenty seven already, his doctor had said multiple times that if he wanted to have pups he should do it soon, hormones already a bit thrown off for the years he spent serving.
he fisted his hair, trying to get a grip of himself, taking a deep breath and swallowing past the lump on his throat. it was okay. maybe - he didn"t have to be that scared. his omega wanted jimin"s pups, that was fine. it was probably upset jungkook rejected the first, the nicest and most caring alpha that thought about giving them a chance, and probably hated his guts since he spent almost a year being cold and keeping him away after that. it would have to get over it - it had to, because he wasn"t going to give this up.
this was everything he had always dreamed about. he was on top. he couldn"t leave this to- to become that.
right?
wasn"t this his dream? but the idea of greeting jimin with a kiss at the door seemed so, so much better than getting another medal. he cried for a whole day the last time his "outstanding work" had been rewarded, going back home alone and realizing he didn"t have anyone to be proud of it together with him. spent all day thinking about the lieutenant and the moments where they would kiss in secret, smiling against each other"s lips and touching foreheads, the first time in his life someone touched him with so much love and adoration and caressed his cheeks. not even his parents had touched him like that - they didn"t touch him that much at all, never the ones to indulge in physical contant, especially not with the child that was ever expected to be an alpha. it made his mind go grazy thinking about how caring and sweet jimin was, how much of a loving parent and mate he would be, never, ever again he would let jungkook feel lonely, neglected.
until he sent jimin away.
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"i love you, jungkook. you know i do." he whispered, voice so soft - the alpha always treated him like a precious jewel. it was beautiful, made him feel pretty and small and protected, just like all those omega fairytale things he would hear when he was a kid. but his words - as sweet as they were, they made him feel nothing like that.
"i- i think you got things wrong. you"re confused, jimin- i can"t be with you, you know that" his breathing was picking up at the frown that took the alpha"s eyebrows, bracing himself on one of his arms, thin sheet covering his naked body.
"you can"t or you won"t? i swear i try to understand you, fuck- koo, i have said so many times i love you and i accept to do this however you want and feel comfortable. that we can do at your time but you just say like being my wife is something impossible and-"
"because it is! i"ll never be with you, take what you"re given and be grateful for it. your wife? i"m not a bitch for you, i- i won"t be anyone"s bitch" he omega jerked up, hurt look crossing the alpha"s face at the words. there was no going back as the older slip off the bed, picking his clothes off the floor and putting them on quickly, the overwhelming feeling that he had fucked up the only good thing happening in his life weighing too much to let him say anything until jimin was walking away from him.
//
tears were running down his cheeks before the sergeant could stop himself, trying to wipe them away with the back of his hands. he wanted jimin. wanted so bad to be his wife and that - god, that scared the living shit out of him. why did he want that so much?
he smiled, throwing his head back and letting himself linger in that happy, little place of his head where he could think about it without shaming himself. where his parents opinions didn"t matter, where he wouldn"t have to explain that he let his brilliant job go and not because he was a cockdumb whore like they thought, but because his priorities had realigned at the moment.
he could see himself, big and pregnant with his mate"s pups - koo was already a pretty big omega, could match with a big beta or smaller alpha any day, but that meant he could give alpha big, healthy pups; wearing omega clothing he had always been too shy to try because he wasn"t tiny and pretty enough for that, maybe those cute, short loose sundresses. he would wait for jimin to get home everyday, a cute little housewife for his mate, finishing dinner and greeting him with a kiss at the door whenever he got home. he had always been a great cook, it was a shame he didn"t have anyone to cook for, or a chance to do it often since he spent most of his time at work but- he could, if his husband was the one working, that was something he definitely would indulge.
also because he had always wanted to be one of these mommies who"s great at cooking, see his pup"s cute little face munching on whatever he made for them. why did they made him feel so ashamed for wanting this? why did he make himself feel so disgusting for wanting to be happy and cared for for once in his life?
he rubbed his face, sticky with tears tracks, nose looking even more pink than before - barely noticing the door creaking behind him. but the sandalwood, rainy smell he certainly did, looking up with big eyes to his alpha"s much bigger figure until he plopped himself down by jungkook"s side. the room was stinking with sadness, sorrow, and jimin didn"t know what to say. or if he should say anything.
the omega took his time, ten minutes until it was clear the alpha wasn"t leaving, comforting presence by his side to make him start talking.
"i am sorry for what i told you that day. and maybe that makes no difference for you now but... it just won"t leave my head. because i lied, i lied so much, jimin, and i feel so bad about it" he bit his lips, taking a shaky, deep breath, need to just break down in tears and let himself be held being a little overwhelming in that moment "i wanted- still want to, to be your wife so much, but then i don"t know why i feel like... i feel like everything my parents said i was gonna be because i want that." the alpha placed one of his hands on top of his, making his chest stop of clenching so painfully. the only thing to hurt more would have been rejected, to hear jimin say he already had someone else.
"jungkook, being a housewife is not something to be ashamed of. you say yoongi is the most amazing person and he"s always kept barefoot and pregnant" he bit down the urge to say that he thought the omega was cool exactly because he let his mate take control and didn"t give a shit about what people thought. maybe he and jungkook needed to have a talk. "having a mate that loves and cares for you is one of the greastest things, and alpha and omega just take care of each other in different ways. i have always said i accept you- sergeant jeon or as my wife, even if i would much, much rather fuck you until you"re swollen and dripping with cum" he leaned forward, whispering the last part against the omega"s ear, who flushed a deep red, taking one of his hands to pull the alpha down for a kiss by his nape, the short hair tickling the tip of his fingers, kiss wet, needy and sloppy, until the younger one was panting against the alpha"s plush lips.
/
jungkook smoothed down the fabric, smiling shyly at himself in front of the mirror. he could barely wait for jimin to get home - the first day since he had finally asked to retire from his position, all process being completed. now they were ready to start trying for a pup, alpha had promised him. the baby pink lace looked adorable against his skin, tiny cock already hard inside the tight panties, cock tucked cutely - pushing the skirt"s fabric up, little tent visible in front of the material. the lacy, embroidered bralette made his puffy tits look even more perkier - just because jimin liked to tease, pinch and suck on them so often they were practically perky and swollen all the time now, omega whimpering in pain when his mate would leave his sensitive nipples strangled between the clamps" sharp metal teeths all day, looking so puffy, red and bigger when he was back.
it was also good to make his baby tone down his inner inhibitions, begging "please- please, please alpha, suck on my tits, hmmh need it so so so much" while the alpha slamed his cock inside his puffy, wrecked hole, gaping and leaking cum. jimin always made sure to fuck his omega well, until koo looked like a pretty, fucked out thing, tongue lolling out like a stupid omega, drooling all over himself.
the sound of the door clicking made the omega rush out of the room, running down the stairs to greet his mate at the door, fluffy robe wrapped around of himself hiding his surprise. they pecked each other"s lips sweetly, the alpha following towards their room to leave his coat and keys, eyebrows rising when he turned back to jungkook"s exposed frame, gather belt hugging his tiny waist and plump thighs perfectly, the flimsy, frilly skit barely covering his cock.
it was all his to take. to fuck and take care of.
the omega looked so pretty perched up on his knees, chest down on the bed exposing his pink, leaking hole to his alpha, begging "please, breed your bitch alpha, need your pups- till, till i"m so full with your cum i can"t move" pathetically, puffy rim gushing out slick everytime jimin slapped his ass, the flesh jiggling and turning a sweet, pretty shade of pink, before pushing his cock inside his wet, messy boy, watching his hole swallow his cock hungrily, like he wanted to take everything.
"your pussy is so hungry, sweetheart. taking alpha"s cock so well" jimin growled on his ear, licking and biting the younger"s lobe, grabbing his waist and slaming him down on his cock however he wanted, manhandling his baby like a pretty fuckdoll, jungkook hanging limp in his hold, crying and drooling, feeling his alpha using him as a cumdump - knot expandind at the base of his dick, tugging at his hole painfully but so, so good everytime he pulled out until it was too big, locking them in place, spurts of cum filling the omega"s womb.
it was so much cum, feeling his stomach expanding, a little swell that didn"t belong there appearing at the bottom of his belly, making his wolf hum pleased "see pup, said alpha would breed us so good, will give us a healthy pup!", jimin"s hand caressing his cum swollen stomach - thinking his omega looked as beautiful as he could be like that, sitting on his knot, where he belonged, being filled up with his cum, happy and sated because he knew jimin would take care of him.
/
jimin had been wrong. this was the most beautiful someone could ever look, the alpha thought once again looking at his mate, looking huge with his pregnant belly. jungkook needed help with the tiniest things, tits big and full of milk - that he loved to suck on just to see his pretty baby"s doey eyes widening, squeaking "alpha!", while he pressed his pudgy thighs together because he was too sensitive, it hurt but it felt so good, looking down at his mate sucking on his tits, drinking his milk, perky nipples now permanently big, hard and erect.
his favorite mornings were the ones where jimin would just wake up, nuzzling his warm, sleepy body, pushing the loose shirt out of the way and nursing from his mate as a breakfast start before getting inside the shower. that was jungkook looking like an angel, nothing could ever top that.
even if he probably would think the same thing in two months, when he saw the omega holding a little pup in his arms, their baby"s pink, little lips latched onto his nipples.