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Chapter 5: Oh the Loneliness

Summary:

As the reader is being put through some loneliness for a few months, she has finally had enough of the stress from her work. She wishes she could get away from the work and go somewhere in Europe. But as Sebastian plans a surprise visit, things go great for her.

Notes:

OK I AM SORRY. But then again, it's ok. I'm not a writer, I just do this for fun. I want to create stories in my own terms and whatever. The feedback from you guys do encourage me to continue writing. I wrote this, had a bit of a writers block for a while... then decided to make a plot that is unexpected. This story may have one or another ending to this (series?) fic.

I may be uploading another chapter in a few days. As school is out until April for me, I maye have a lot of time to watch movies with Sebastian in it and get more of an idea for this work. I make ideas up as I go, I'm a person who takes the long way of progess. Once I have an idea I immediately write it down, because it goes idea after idea when my brain is fully working.

So, here is this chapter you all have been waiting for! Thank you so much dear readers.

Also if there are errors I am sorry. Didn't have time to read over and fix them!

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Ever since Sebastian left, I have been trying to believe that I actually hung out with him. Just thinking about it makes me believe it was just a dream. But it was too real to be a dream. I never thought that I would ever bump into him again! It's unbelievable that those few days changed my life ever since.

Seb and I call occasionally. Sometimes the little texts throughout the day make me smile. This one day, work was kicking me around and that little text made it better. The women at work, they don't know the definition of whispering. 'I heard it was a one night stand before he left.' Blah, blah, blah. They're jealous because I have a gentleman.

I never get put down by rumors or false accusations about my private life. I don't waste my time with drama. There is a lot more important things than negativity. I got bills to pay, a dream to live, and a life to live.

It took a lot to get over negativity. I've had grown from it. I let it go. I had a rough childhood, I was alone my whole life. I lived. I survived the loneliness, the suffering. I became a strong woman. My parents weren't proud of my accomplishments, they didn't care.

I was 16 when I let go. I let go of the built up anger, the sadness, the loneliness. I let it all go. I also let go of the fact that I can't control my parent's actions. Their endless drinking. They were good parents. Well, only when I was a kid up until I was 9.

But, it is all good now. I am a successful woman, I live in New York, I own a decent apartment, and I am content with my workplace. I met my celebrity crush 3 months ago, and we casually talk over the phone. Despite the timezones. He was in Paris. He talked to me about the best places to go eat, from cafe's to fancy restaurants. I never dreamed about going to Paris, but whenever he describes how beautiful it is. I imagine just visiting there.

The Eiffel Tower is bigger than he expected, when it was a day off for him, he video chatted me and climbed all the way up there. It was funny to see him stop every 5 minutes. He would send me pictures of what he ate and then tell me that his co-stars are making fun of him.

He said he wished he was here to cheer me up on my bad days. But I assured him that just calling me is perfectly fine and that it brightens me up. Sometimes we would have 5 minute calls or 3 hour calls. Which racks up my phone bill, its fine, anything to hear him is ok. This one time we slept over the phone! We both dozed off on the phone together and we woke up to dead phones.

Then we called later that day and laughed about it. I told him that I saw the behind the scenes photos on Insta, his running face is hilarious and he is a literal meme on two legs. I kept laughing at him through video chat as I sent that meme of him. The best part was seeing his face as soon as he saw it.

He made a cute little face of embarrassment. His scrunched up nose and the cute eye wrinkles, the laugh he makes. He's a cute walking meme.

"Who has the time to edit these photos??" He laughed.

"Uh, your amazing fans. You are a puppy and a walking meme, we all love you." I smiled.

He just smiled at me, let out a small sigh, and told me that he has to go.

"Alright, I'll be busy the next few days by the way. We have a big party coming up and I'm the planner and decorator, so I probably won't be available for the next week."

"Ok, don't forget to send me an invitation." He winked before hanging up.

Oh boy... this will make my coworker's be riled up more.

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It has been 2 days since I had talked to Sebastian, and I am already dreading this stupid party planning. If I have to hear a "Y/n is such a hard worker, she can do this job by herself" from my idiot boss I'll scream. The nice guys try to talk to him about helping me, well... "nice" guys. I know I can do this job alone, I know the power I am capable of, and I know my place and worth.

Sebastian would occasionally send texts about the time he's enjoying in France, Prague, Germany... ugh the joy to travel! I'm jealous. No I'm angry. I'm stuck in a million dollar company, sitting on a chair that lies a desk in front of it, with a mysoginist boss who is the son of a powerful old white man. Very cliche and typical. But thats the popular storyline of a female's journey to a business life. Maybe I'll have a company of my own... no, that's silly. I would never, besides what would I even do with a company?

"Y/n! Stop daydreaming and get back to work!" My boss yelled.

I rolled my eyes. What work? It's all finished.

I pretend to do some work on my computer for the next half hour, then I can go on my lunch break.

Halfway in and my phone dings. A text from Sebastian saying that he's already bored in Europe.

Sebastian: I am bored! I'm finished with my scenes and what not and there is nothing else to do!

Me: Sebastian Stan, a man that is hard to keep him interested. How is it possible for you to be bored in Europe?

Sebastian: It is not hard to keep me interested! Just look at how we're doing!

He did not!

Me: Well at least I know I'm not boring :)

Sebastian: You're never boring, unless you have boring work. Then you are. Speaking of work, how are you doing with this Party planning?

I thought he'd never ask.

Me: Already finished. Everything was done in 2 days and now all I need to do is make the invitations and book the place and decorate. The catering is done, music host is booked, theme is set, decorations ordered, and supplies for the invitations are ready to be made. But I am tired and I just want a day off :(

Sebastian: You're all set then, there is nothing else to worry about. I wish I could take a ride back and spend the day with you.

Oh such a sweetheart.

Me: I am just about to go on lunch break. Wanna video chat?

Right after I sent that, I got up to go clock out and head to the nearest cafe.

Sebastian: Maybe...

Maybe?

Me: or... we can keep texting?

Then just as I sent that I had bumped into someone.

"How about in person?" Sebastian said.

"Oh my gosh! Don't do that Sebastian!" I laughed.

"Sorry, I just thought I'd surprised you. I know how work can get stressy and stupid." He says.

"Its like you know me. Lets go, I need food and possibly a nap." I said as we walked into the elevator.

"Well I can provide those on a plane ride."

"What? A plane ride, to where?"

"You're an open book, I can clearly see that you need a break, vacation, and a good rest. You might want to call your boss about your sick day tomorrow though."

"I just can't leave work in the middle of the day and go to wherever you booked us! It's unlike me!"

"Y/n, trust me. It'll be fun, it's too late already because we have a driver waiting for us outside and a plane to catch."

"I need to pack! Clothes, necessities, my purse is in my desk!"

"Oh my goodness, take a second and let me explain!" He laughed.

I've only known him as a friend and clearly he's making it hard for me to not go crazy over him!

"Ok, so I have my assistant that will be getting your things. I already have clothes and toiletries provided for you in the jet, and some comfy clothes you can get it and a bed to sleep on."

The elevator door opened and there is his assistant.

"Hello Sebastian, your ride is here and the things you have asked for is all ready. Miss Y/n, greetings I am Laken, Sebastians assistant." Laken said as he took my jacket.

"Now I do warn you there are paparazzi outside. So I advise you to put these on and walk quickly and keep your head down. Just get straight to the car."

Next thing I hear is my boss calling for me, wondering why and where the hell was I going.

"Uh time to go, Laken will take care of him." Sebastian said as he led me outside.

I can hear the paparazzi and fans calling out to his name, wondering who is this lady he is with. He told me to go straight to the car while he takes some photos with fans.

It probably took him 5 minutes to meet up with the fans outside the car. It's Sebastian, always giving the fans a chance to see him.

Sebastians POV:

"Sebastian who is this mystery woman!"
"Sebastian are you no longer single?"
"Sebastian is she your girlfriend?"
"Sebastian! Sebastian! Sebastian!"

Ugh my head!

A few fans didn't care about the woman I was with, they wanted a picture and an autograph. A few had given her dirty glares when she went in the car, I heard a few whisper that she's ugly and a who- ugh I can't even say the word whor- blegh.

After the paparazzi left after my ignorance and the fans who were satisfied, there was one left who was this cute little guy with his mom.

"Is this Bucky?" He whispered to his mom.

"Go ask him, he'll tell you." She smiled.

The little guy ran to me and jumped up for a hug.

"Is it really you Bucky?"

"Yes, it is. What is your name?"

"Matthew"

"Matthew! Well Matthew I have a surprise for you, close your eyes!"

He closed his eyes and I told Laken to hand me the wrapped present in the trunk.

"Ok, open them up!"

His cute face lit up as there was a present for him, and the mom started taking pictures of her boy.

"What do you say Matthew?" She said.

"Thank you so much! Can I ask a question?"

"Sure little man"

"Is she part of the Avengers?"

Not a question I was expecting.

"Uh, yeah, she is. Just saved her from a bad man in power."

"Really! Does she have any powers, what's her name, are you guys friends?"

This boy has such a great imagination.

"Um. Yeah, she does have powers, its teleportation. Her name is Y/n and she's a great friend already."

"Ok Matthew I think its time for Bucky to go, he has important missions to go finish and save the world." His mom said.

"Its ok, he's a great kid with a great imagination. Need an autograph or anotber photo?"

"Yeah we can take one more photo."

"Can we do the pose you do!" Matthew said.

"Yeah sure!"

His mom got a few pictures and said her thanks. Matthew hugged his present tightly and waved me goodbye.

What a great kid.

Your POV:

Right after I got in the car, I can see a few girls looking at me through the window. I can sense jealousy and hatred. I can't do this. I'm causing his public life a catastrophe, and if this gets any further then I'll be identified sooner or later...

I check my phone for any news and to my surprise there is already. Do these people have a life?

NEWS: SEBASTIAN STAN MYSTERY WOMAN
Sebastian Stan, who portrays Bucky, in the MCU, has picked up a mystery woman. Sebastian was seen at the Hardy International Business on 34th and 6th today at noon. It seems like he has taken an interest to one of the Hardy family's assistant, to whom we don't know and won't be identified due to Sebastian and the Hardy family.
Who is this woman, and what is their relationship?
Posted November 22, 2019 at 12:26 pm.

It's almost 12:45 how fast do these people work! I can barely write or think of any good story ideas in months!

I look up and I see Seb is talking to a young boy, he looks like he's 5. Awwww. I take in the moment of Seb being wholesome.

As they did their goodbyes he is finally in the car.

It's hard to hide a smile from someone who made a kids day.

"What?" He asked

"Oh nothing, I didn't see such a pure moment."

"Really? Well get used to it because I have plenty in store."

Laken gets in and we are off to the airport.

We sat there in silence. Well more like I was sitting there in silence because I'm just confused on how things are now in my life. It has gotten pretty good and interesting ever since Sebastian and I became friends... but I don't want him to be my sugar buddy, or sugar friend? It's too much, and I just don't understand why he is doing this?

"What's wrong? What's on your mind?" Sebastian asked.

"Well, since you caught me I do have one thing to discuss... Why are you doing this to me? Spending time with me, buying me stuff, texting me and calling me and video chatting with me, and making me go on this short vacation? I can't seem to understand why?"

He sat there for a moment to think of a way to say something, to say the reason why he's doing this.

"Well... I didn't have a reason at first. I, felt like I needed someone, and that someone was you. I guess, with my busy life of movie roles and modeling and going to galas and parties... I guess I got tired of it. It was draining me, traveling from place to place, magazine after magazine, fashion show to another. I needed, someone who wasn't as busy as the people in the acting world to hang out with. Find an outlet." He said.

I just sat there. So I'm an outlet, a distraction to him to make him feel more human. I can understand.

"But I also did want to be great friends with you, maybe... maybe push it to something greater. When I, huh... When I first saw you I knew you would be someone special. It's like a click went off in my head." He finished.

Shocked. Was the only word I felt. Maybe happiness too.

"I. Uh..." speechless was also the word I felt.

"Got anything to say?"

"Well, I wasn't expecting that. For sure. I'm speechless actually."

"I'll give you time to process this, I know it seems a bit much."

Then it was silent for the next few minutes.

"We have arrived, Sebastian." Laken said.

"Alright, uh I have more comfy clothes on the plane for you to change in if you want." Sebastian said.

Laken got out and opened my door, Sebastian already heading out to the plane. His other assistant already there with my suitcase and purse and what not.

"Y/n, this is Alistair, Alistair this is Y/n. My other assistant, and he has your stuff as requested." Sebastian said.

"Hello Miss Y/n, pleasure to meet you." Alistair introduced.

"Hello, you too Alistair. Great name." I said.

"Shall we?" Sebastian said.

So we got on his plane, which is quite nice and... him? Like it fits him.

 

"Oh wow... this, this is so-"

"Nice? I know, first time flying a private jet?"

"Yes, actually. It's so amazing too!"

"Changing room is down on the left, bedroom right next to it. What would you like to have for lunch?"

"Uh, crepes, surprise me."

I went into the spacious small hallway and headed into the changing room. I saw some shorts, sweats, hoodie, and a t-shirt. Lets slip into the comfy shorts and hoodie outfit.

I set aside my stuff into the small bedroom, placed everything where I can access, and head out to join Sebastian for lunch.

"Food will be out in 30 minutes. We're taking off in a few." He said.

"Okie dokie... is that a 95" TV? With gaming consoles!"

"Yes, go ahead if you want."

Ugh the dream!

As I played games to pass the time of my hungry stomach, Sebastian was reading some scripts for his upcoming movie, Endings Beginnings.

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We had just finished a wonderful lunch, really had me wanting more but gosh it's fulfilling.

"Where exactly are we going?" I asked.

"Uh, did I say it was a surprise?" He said.

"Sebastian please! I want to know so I can sleep the excitement off..." I said.

"Alright, since you asked nicely. We are... going... to.."

"Sebastian!"

"Ok, ok! It's Prague. Excited?"

"Yes! Oh my gosh yes! Ah! Thank you so much!"

I practically jumped up and down. I'M GOING TO PRAGUE!

"Ok, I'm gonna go nap now. Wake me up like 30 minutes before we land."

"Ok, have a good nap."

Ah, I'm going to Prague... I love him so much. All this news and confessions has gotten me tired, so much energy has been going on lately. I guess it is looking brighter for me.