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To My Beloved Readers,
It comes with heavy heart that I am officially announcing this fic will be on indefinite hiatus. For those who know me personally, I’ve been going through a few life changes that have honestly taken quite a toll on me (trying to secure a job, family issues, depressive episodes, etc).
Through my efforts of trying to develop myself as a function member of society, I feel that I have lost touch with the fandom community, all of the wonderful new stories that have been produced within these past two years, and most importantly, my own stories. I’ve forgotten what it feels like to write for some of these stories. I started out these fics with a vivid imagination and a clear motivation, but as time passed, these stories became warped and rather than pride, I felt afraid and ashamed of my writing. Now, attempting to write is just wishful thinking and what ifs instead of concrete plotlines. I feel that it is not fair to any of you to keep you all waiting.
In addition, I’ve recently lost a huge support for my writing, particularly for this ship, and I wish to grieve as there is no going back to them. Without delving into too much detail, we’ve… grown apart, and instead of being understanding of my intentions, I have been disregarded, overlooked, and misunderstood. Granted, very few were supportive considering the fanfic community is an underappreciated aspect of fandom culture these days, and most of the time, I felt like an annoyance; however, the ones that have shown me love and support, I still hold very dear to me. As I am still processing this loss, I find that it is best for me to stay away from the Kamijirou ship until I am mentally strong enough to no longer associate the ship with them. Please note, I am under obligation to write one last Kamijirou fic for a Mini Bang that I signed up for, and I find that regardless of my feelings, I must follow through with it until the end. That is to say, my other fics outside of Kamijirou (Growing Roses, Pieces of Good, Bound to You) will be continued.
Thank you all for being such loyal readers. I’m sure this was not the update that you were hoping for. Please wait for me as I recover. I promise that once I return to the Kamijirou ship, I will be back with a stronger mindset along with all of the chapters that my lovely readers deserve. I am so sorry that I am not strong enough to continue right now.
With Love,
Yukidaze.