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Sastiel Forever?
Sam's POV
My parents, and the Novak's, were waiting in the waiting room, trying to stay still and not get up to ask the receptionist if there is any news about Cas.
Castiel. I love everything about him. His smile, his beautiful melody of a laugh. His plump pink lips that I want to bite and bruise. His body, his ass. His eyes...a Heavenly sky blue with sparks of deep ocean blue. They stand out in light and shine in the dark. His long, curled eyelashes that fall peacefully on his slightly chubby, yet prefect cheeks. Oh god, the way his cheeks get chubby when he smiles or laughs. His smile can light up anyone's day. The way his eyes squint when he's confused or angry. The way he dances and sings to his music. They way he looks at me with passion and admiration. But I knew that was becuase he saw me as a older brother.
I sigh, angry at Dean. How can he do this to Castiel? A strong, brave, beautiful, loyal, smart teen? Someone who sacfriced themselves to save me and my brother and 199 people. I should've found Cas. I should've stayed close to him.
I felt tears threaten to fall, causing me to sigh in annoyance. I shouldn't be crying over myself.
"Sam" Mom says, placing a hand on my arm. I look at her. "I'm going to check on him, he just got back from the O.R. I'll be right back, okay?" Mom adds. I nod, sitting up straight. She smiles and walks off, following a nurse. He's awake. I smile, feeling tears slide down my cheeks as I felt happiness and concern take control.
4 hours later
It's nearing midnight since I took a long nap yesterday and woke up and 2 pm today. Now it's 6, and Mr. Novak and Michael had to leave to get some comforting objects for Cas, who might have to stay in the hospital for a while.
"Mr. Winchester" a doctor calls out. Dad, Dean, and I stand up abruptly but the doctors stares at me longer before gesturing towards me finally. I walk over and look down at the woman. Meg Masters. That name rings a bell...
"Mr. Novak is calling for you" she says, leading me to Cas' room.
She left me standing at the door, saying she has to go help another patient. I just stand there, my hand on the door knob. Then I remembered Cas might need me. What if he is having the thoughts again? I quickly storm in, Castiel shrieking in fear but soon calmed down once he saw me. I smile softly at him, rushing to his side and kissing him on his lips. He kissed back after a few seconds, wrapping his non-bandaged arm around my neck. I place my warm hands on his hips, caressing the covered skin.
"Sam" Castiel murmurs, pulling away.
"Yeah Cas" I say, caressing his cheek.
"I knew you were the right one"
5 weeks later
Castiel was released from the hospital yesterday and today he is on my bed in my room, talking about history and his homework.
"So get this, the two goddesses got mad at Paris and that's how the war started, because Aphrodite tricked Paris into giving her the golden apple and it was a civ-" I cut Castiel off by kissing him softly. He kisses back, so I sit on the bed so he doesn't have to lean up and hurt his neck.
Cas straddles my waist, giving me pecks on my cheek, giggling. I smirk, tickling his stomach, causing him to break out in laughter and fall backwards on the bed.
"S-sam! Stop! That t-tickles!" Castiel says between laughs. I chuckle, loving how he is happy and recovering. So much progress my baby has made.
"Hey Sammy we got- oh uh..what's going on here?" Dean says, leaning against my now open door. I roll my eyes and kiss Castiel's messy jet black hair, causing him to blush.
"What were you going to say?" I ask, forgetting his question. I just want to lay down and cuddle with Cas.
"Oh, uh Mom and Dad ordered pizza for dinner and want me and you to pick it up...if that's fine with you and him" he says 'him' with hatred and jealousy. I glare at Dean, and turn to Castiel, who is forcing a smile. I kiss his cheek and turn back to Dean, nodding my head. I grab my jacket and give Castiel another kiss and then followed Dean to his car.
"Hey Dean"
"Yeah?"
"How about Sastiel? Samstiel?" I question, the ship name options for me and Cas making me confused.
"W-what?" he stops Baby quickly to turn and look at me.
"Ship names. For me and Cas" I say, raising a brow. Dean glared at me with so much hatred and jealousy.
"Listen here Sam, I don't know what you're doing but leave Cas alone. He is mine and mine only" Dean growled. I raised a brow, scoffing.
"Really now? Then why did you give up on Cas? Your dating Lisa. Face it, Dean. Castiel is better with me. You're probably doing this because of a bet. Guess what? You broke him already! Let's just get the food and go home, I want to kiss and hold my sweetheart" I spat, crossing my arms and looking out the window. Dean said nothing and continued to drive.
We got home and I placed the pizza boxes in the table and ran upstairs to hear talking. My door is closed, so I leaned my ear and listened to the conversation.
"Balthazar, I can't leave...I fell in love" Castiel cries. Why is he going to leave?
"I know Cassie, but Zachariah won't stop looking. Now signs of an abduction are being posted on streets. Cassie, you have to go with him" Balthazar whispered.
"He hates me, I can't" Castiel murmurs. I raise a brow, feeling worried and concerned.
"Cassie, you can bring danger to everyone, to Sam. I'll stay with you. And if hates you, I'll kick his ass" Balthazar says with a sad chuckle.
"Okay..." Castiel says. I open the door a little and see Castiel call someone, placing his phone to his ear.
"Dick Roman, it's Castiel. Yes...I'm up for your offer"