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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    Apparently, the answer to the question, ‘Where do you go when you get in a fight with your boyfriend and end up roaming the streets with a backpack and a burrito?’, is ‘In the passenger seat of your ex-best-friend’s custom Camaro.’

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    Or, how Kaveh drifts away from someone who doesn't appreciate him like he deserves, and things get... complicated.

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    24 May 2024

  2. Rec *

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    Wen Qing tells her about the couples’ retreat and Wei Ying laughs like, Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!, like that, four times in a loud row. Wen Qing says, “So that’s like, a rude no?”, and Wei Ying says, “Biiiiiiig no. No thank you. Nooooo thank you.”

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    Wei Ying reluctantly joins her recently-dumped best friend, Lan Zhan, on a couples' holiday retreat. Snow! Drinks! Truth or dare! There's a s-s-s-single bed! You'll never guess what happens next.

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    16 Jun 2023

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    4th (?) reread

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    Losing control… felt like a privilege. Like something just out of reach, even when Lan Zhan searched for it. It felt like an indulgence, and it scared him, how much he wanted to indulge. How much he craved it, dreamed about it, and still couldn’t quite make himself get there
    He needed someone to take it from him.
    And someone had.


     

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    Ever since Lan Zhan became Wei Ying's sub, he feels like he's floating on air. He never thought he would have any kind of intimacy with Wei Ying, and even though they aren't romantically involved, Lan Zhan is more than satisfied with their current arrangement. This is certainly enough to make him happy.

    Or, at least, that's what Lan Zhan forces himself to think.

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    08 Sep 2023

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Of all the things Lan Zhan expected, hoped, wished he would wake up to on his birthday, a surprise husband wasn’t one of them.

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    For his birthday, Lan Zhan is given the gift of a future.

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    28 Nov 2023

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “She was going to kiss me,” Wei Ying says, muffled, into his hands.

    Lan Zhan makes sure he keeps his breaths even. “Hm,” he says. Wei Ying looks up at him, wild: a little tipsy, perhaps. Confused, in a panic. His mouth is red like he’s been kissed—he hasn’t. He’s a lip biter, has a habit of picking at his dry lips, the winter sores at the corner of his mouth. It drives Lan Zhan to madness. He dreams of Wei Ying’s puffy mouth, often, sometimes with the real Wei Ying in a sleeping bag on the floor next to his bed. On mornings like those he wakes up in a cloud of embarrassment—hobbling to the bathroom at dawn, running a loud shower to hide the sounds. Wei Ying sleeps on.

    “How do I—” Wei Ying starts, stops. He then lets out a single laugh, another. He says: “Oh my god. How do I kiss? Lan Zhan, how do I kiss?”

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    Or: Wei Ying has a girlfriend now. Wei Ying doesn't want his best friend to lag behind.

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    15 Jun 2023

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