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    Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.

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    A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.

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    09 Dec 2024

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    Castiel comes home on a Sunday.

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    09 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 97

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    Cas steps in close, one hand settling on Dean’s hip while he brushes his lips over a spot on the round of his shoulder, then slightly below, to the side, over his shoulder blade, the nape of his neck, up over to his other shoulder where he stops to draw a circle with his nose.

    Looking for a distraction and really not wanting to talk about Sam’s big fun magical vacation, Dean says, half joking, “You got a thing for my shoulders, Cas?” Those big blue eyes flicker up to meet his own in the mirror once again, and Cas’s face is a study in careful neutrality, but he knows him well enough to catch the glimmer of guilt in the tightness near his eyes. “Wait, seriously?”

    “I have a thing for all of you,” Cas mumbles stiffly, and hey, isn’t that sudden shyness an interesting development? 

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    12 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    It’s the end of January, just a few days after Dean’s birthday, when he drops the bomb.

    “I’m moving out.”

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    After Chuck is defeated and Cas is saved, Dean still struggles to put what he feels into words. So instead he does everything he can to show Cas what he means to him and that includes buying them a house.

    Written for the Destiel Aid Raffle for Palestine from a prompt by @KrazyK

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    16 Oct 2024

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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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