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    Chuuya, alone and suffering.

    And Dazai moved without a second thought.

    Because if he could just reach Chuuya, then everything would be alright. It was always alright, as long as Dazai could reach him.

    (Or, Chuuya falls prey to a different kind of corruption than usual, but Dazai is as determined to save him as ever.)

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    02 Nov 2024

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    A better person would apologize, I expect.

    I’m meant to be one of those, now. A good person, stepping out of the darkness to bathe in the harsh light of day. That’s what I promised Odasaku, at least.

    However, my dearest slug, the difficulty is that even if I were to attempt such a tedious thing as an apology, I wouldn’t have the faintest notion of where to start.

    (Or: A letter, written as Dazai prepares to leave the Port Mafia.)

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    02 Nov 2024

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    Maybe this was long overdue. He hadn’t let himself cry after Dazai abandoned him, opting to drown himself in wine instead. Not a great way to handle emotions, maybe, but the bastard hadn’t deserved tears.
    But this wasn’t exactly Chuuya crying over Dazai, was it? It was Chuuya crying over himself, over the broken, inhuman vessel who just couldn’t stop losing people. Pathetic.
    Oh, well. Just for tonight, he would let himself be pathetic.

    (Or, Chuuya has a particularly nasty nightmare, and ends up having to deal with all of his repressed emotions at once.)

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    02 Nov 2024

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    “Mmm...” Dazai tilts his head in thought, and Chuuya can feel the sound vibrating through the sliver of air resting between their mouths. “I wonder what Ane-san and Mori-san would say if they found out Chuuya was here.”

    He turns Nakahara’s head to the side while his soft lips brush along his cheek until they finally settle on his ear. “That Chuuya waltzes into the ADA every week and begs me to fuck him.”

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    30 Oct 2024

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    Chuuya appears at Fyodor’s side and is forced to fight Dazai, who mustn’t let his emotions show when faced with the person he loves trying to kill him. Really kill him.

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    29 Oct 2024