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    Castiel and Dean grew up together. Both from broke, broken homes, falling in love was easy - until Dean’s father whisked him away. Years later, Cas is still living the struggle, selling his body to keep a roof over his siblings' heads and using drugs to get by. When Dean returns as a fully grown adult (and a paramedic at that) with his kid-brother-turned-lawyer in tow, Castiel can’t help feeling as if they’re picking up exactly where they left off. Falling swiftly in love all over again but used to only having himself to rely on, he struggles to let Dean in. When Gabriel gets arrested and takes a major source of the family’s income down with him, Castiel struggles to cope and leans on drugs and prostitution instead of Dean. Determined not to lose him for a second time, Dean fights to drag Castiel back from the claws of addiction and the brink of death, no matter what it takes. With help from friends, family, and Dean, Castiel finds himself working towards something for the first time ever, determined to choose life, love, and something more than what the city has always told him is all he has to offer.

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    18 Nov 2019

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    “How long has he been sitting there?”

    Dean starts; he’d been watching Cas and hadn’t heard Sam behind him.

    “Five hours.” Dean practically spits out the words. “He won’t eat. He won’t move to a more comfortable chair. He won’t even take his damn pain pills. And he can’t tell me that doesn’t hurt, I know what a broken collar bone feels like. He’s just so--”

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    In which Cas, now fully human for several months, has been injured, and Dean has to Use His Words to comfort his friend.

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    03 Sep 2019

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    Dean is drowning in guilt and nightmares. From kicking Castiel out of the bunker to letting an angel possess his brother, he has recently made some poor choices in tight corners.

    A road trip up to snowy northern Minnesota for what they think will be an open-and-shut Wendigo case offers the tense, battered team a chance to refocus and bond. However, almost as soon as they get there, something is not right; the very forest itself seems to conspire against them.

    The hunters become the hunted, finding runes carved into trees, bodies, dreams that leak into reality, and an idol with horns for hands—in the words of Kevin Tran: “WHAT IS HAPPENING?”

    Canon Divergent from partway through Season 9: Surviving Kevin Tran, Gadreel Expelled, (Very weak) Angelic Castiel. Inspired by ‘The Ritual’.

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    31 Aug 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    "Oh, yes."

    Castiel looked up from where he was kneeling on the nubby brown carpet. This wasn't at all where he thought his evening would end up, but he was enjoying himself immensely, humming around a mouthful of cock.

    Daniel's cock, to be precise, who was a graduate student at the local university. He was from Ghana, made very attractive moaning noises when Cas bobbed his head just so, and had saved Cas from drowning in a fountain earlier that day.

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    29 Aug 2019

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    A disturbing childhood experience haunts Dr. Castiel Milton so profoundly it shapes his entire career and even his very existence. He has spent many years trying to find evidence of the elusive spirit of the sea that once saved him from drowning.
    Decades later he must confront memories of a distant past when a chance meeting pushes him to accept there could be some truth to the ancient legend of the people in the water. Castiel is pulled into a story where myth and reality become one and the same. He must trust in his heart and rescue the man he loves from torment and death.

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    21 Aug 2019