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    In the years since that night in the river, Silco has come back to Vander countless times. This fixes nothing.

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    23 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    What if Silco found the letter?

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    22 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Silco and Vander talk about the past, and the future.

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    20 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Silco let out a sharp, incredulous laugh, but his eyes stayed locked on Vander’s hands—broad, rough, steady as they wrapped around the key and turned the lock. The heavy clunk of the bolt falling into place was the signal he’d been waiting for.

    “Konečně,” he hissed, low and throaty, the word slipping out in silky Zaunite as he pushed off the counter. In one graceful movement, Silco was on him, a heat-seeking missile of sharp need, hands fumbling to undo Vander’s belt before the bigger man could so much as raise an eyebrow. “Don’t you dare pretend you didn’t know why I stayed.”

    “I figured,” Vander rumbled, impossibly calm, though his lips quirked as he caught Silco’s wrists in his grip. “What’s the rush, huh? Been pent up all day, have ya?”

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    20 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Silco’s eyes shine with a feral glint- the desperation of a starving creature. It’s too intense to be charismatic.

    When Vander speaks, people listen. He can’t blame them. The man’s painfully easy to be around, and it brings people to the cause. Silco always knew he couldn’t do this alone. But it alarms all his instincts. Whole life he’s been fending for himself, he trusts his strength, and he knows his limits. Everything else is a gamble.

    He can’t help but bet on Vander. Again and again. Silco doesn’t lose a single gamble, and it’s addicting. And it’s terrifying.

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    Alternate timeline’s road to the Lanes, to the Pilt River, and to forgiveness. Before undoomed oldmen yaoi, there was doomed gay communism. Growth is a struggle.

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    18 Dec 2024

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