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    There was one time, though, when Dimitri hurt Sylvain. They were playing knights, and Dimitri’s crest had activated, knocking Sylvain over. It caused a nasty wound on the shoulder that broke his fall. Dimitri had tried his best to treat the wound with the supplies Sylvain brought, which wasn’t all that well. Dimitri himself wasn’t all too pleased with his handiwork, but there was such care to it. Something he said then rings in Sylvain’s head when he wakes up: “Mother says a little love heals all wounds.”

    As though Sylvain was still innocent enough to believe in that. Yet it stays with him, because—because—why? Does he still want it to be true? Is it the implication that Dimitri loved him? Is it the wish that Dimitri still loves him?

    All stupid thoughts.

    Or: Sylvain has long since decided that love, in both its absence and presence, is the most painful thing. That doesn't stop him from wanting it.

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  2. Rec 13

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    Dimitri and Sylvain have some things to figure out while Sylvain is still recovering

    For DimiVain Week 2021 Day 8: Free Day!

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  3. Rec 18

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    Dimitri learns that Sylvain has been horribly wounded during a small conflict with Sreng.
    He also learns that he either needs to come to terms with his feelings, or actually make himself forget them. Before this happens again.

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  4. Rec 66

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    After the war, Sylvain perhaps never thought things would be easy, but he at least expected them to be simple. That all comes to a halt when he gets badly hurt after a conflict with Srengi extremists, leaving him confined to bedrest. Miserable, he resigns himself to being stuck with his own thoughts, memories, and dreams—particularly ones regarding a certain king that he was never able to and still cannot quell his affection for.

    That, of course, all changes when he finds that some old friends have unexpectedly come to help take care of him. Confused by their presence—and bothered by the fact that the one person he really wants can never come—he finds he has to wrestle with his desires, his duty, and his love for his old friends.

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    OH this is the sweetest ever 🥹💙❤️

  5. Rec 20

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    [post timeskip AM] sylvain busies himself with responsibilities in gautier as an heir, to his family, to sreng, and to his new king; until he feels himself spread too thin, in which case: something's gotta give.

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    This fic hurts so well i love it