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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    Stepping out of the elevator Buck blinks when he realizes he’s on the oncology floor. He looks around, mind reeling with who could possibly be getting treatment on this floor out of every possible department. It can’t be one of the 118, he would know.

     

    He texts Lucy, asking who he’s there to see, and she leaves him on read. She ignores his call, too.

     

    “Hey, excuse me,” Buck says to the nurse behind the desk. “Um, I’m not sure who I’m—”

     

    The words die in his throat as his eyes land on a familiar form in a large wingback chair, the leg rest raised so he’s reclined with his head tipped back and eyes closed. He’s thinner than he was when Buck last saw him, deep shadows sit under his eyes and his hair, patchy in places, has been shaved short. There’s a port-a-cath in his upper arm and hanging on the drip stand above is a bag of fluid, the bright red chemotherapy label visible even at this distance.

     

    “Sir?” The nurse says, but Buck can’t look away from the man.

     

    “Tommy.”

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    16 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 97

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    "Natalia," Bobby parrots blankly. It's very unlike him.

    "I mean, I know we haven't been together long. I don't expect her to be here. But we- we probably had plans. I don't want her to- to think I ghosted her."

    Bobby leans forward in his chair. "Buck, what's the last thing you remember?"

    Buck's stomach does a flip. "Why."

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    Buck has to simultaneously contend with a healing brain injury and a boyfriend he's apparently had for seven months.

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    10 Dec 2024

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    Tommy wants to find his way back to Buck, but he has to find a way through himself first.

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    08 Dec 2024

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    Yeah, no. This wasn’t happening. Not again. Not after all of that.

    - Bucktommy fix-it. Two words: helicopter crash

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    06 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    “I don’t even know what I’m doing here, actually,” Tommy murmurs, looking around the aisle. He picks up a box of lemon chiffon and then puts it right back on the shelf.

    “You love cake,” Buck reminds him. “All kinds of cake, but I’ve noticed that chocolate is your favorite. I was going to bake you one for your birthday. Four layers, buttercream filling, ganache—the works. Asshole.”

    “You’re a lot meaner in dreams than in real life,” Tommy observes.

    After the breakup, Buck and Tommy meet in their dreams.

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    03 Dec 2024

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