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Khun made a questionable decision about his health. Everyone is employing the best medicine: Bam and his powerful puppy eyes and genuine concern.
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22 Dec 2024
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Sometimes Till asks Ivan to unlock his collar.
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16 Dec 2024
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[Welcome, please make yourself comfortable.]
[Who is ‘Sua’ to you?]
Season 50's obligatory post-round interview.
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- Part 4 of two sides of the same coin
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12 Dec 2024
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He kneels on the cold bathroom floor and lets his love overflow him until he can’t breathe. His whole body is aching today, but that’s natural, it’s what the temperature drop does to him.
He chokes on his love and it spills red, but that’s natural, this is the only way Ivan could ever love.
(Red camellias, Luka would say, wearing a lazy smile with no teeth, the type that doesn’t reach his eyes. Symbol of faithfulness and longevity. Ironic, isn’t it?)
there is no softness to be found within ivan; of course his love would kill him.
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10 Dec 2024
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i wear catholic guilt like prada by beniyuri (veniyuri)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
01 Dec 2024
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“I fucked a guy who said he missed your mom.”
Ivan blanches.
Luka is drinking something on the rocks, and downs it all in one swig, head tilted back and throat bobbing.
“Then he tried to give me 50,000 less won than we promised. She was right to dump him.”
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05 Dec 2024
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“Love is just one way to have someone,” Luka hummed, “if you’re not willing to try everything, then do you really love him in the first place?”
Ivan laughed. It sounded so far away. “I can’t make him love me.”
“You can make him want you, need you.” Luka pushed himself off the wall to stand in front of Ivan. His eyes were emotionless, yet his voice was intentionally deeper.
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03 Dec 2024
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“Do you think I deserved to win?”
Ivan raises an eyebrow.
“With Sua,” Mizi clarifies. It feels embarrassing to ask. Like she’s revealing too much. She never used to feel this conscious of herself before. “When we sang. Do you... do you think I should have won that round? It, it was so close. It could have gone either way, don’t you think?”
(Mizi's alive. Till's alive. Ivan's alive. And Sua—)
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03 Dec 2024
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the last beautiful thing i saw is the thing that blinded me by Felix_J
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
09 Aug 2023
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They were about fifteen, when they got out. And they didn't even die the next day.
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- Part 5 of sweet dream
- Part 2 of freedomverse
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02 Dec 2024
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"You understand, don’t you? This is something I have to do," Luka says, her voice soft, coaxing.
Hyuna’s expression darkens. "...You’re killing people."
"No," Luka replies flippantly. "I’m killing boys. Boys are just placeholders. They come and they go."
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02 Dec 2024
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No mortal has ever been worthy of their god. And Sua will bask in her love for however long Mizi lets her.
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01 Dec 2024
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“Ivan,” Till says. “Turn around. Look at me.”
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29 Nov 2024
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Bam has difficulty sleeping at night, so Khun loans him a lighthouse. Unfortunately, things are never quite this simple.
But above all else, no one else on the team really pays them any mind because this is the way that things have always been. Bam and Khun. Khun and Bam. Khun, three steps ahead of everyone else but always falling in line within Bam’s shadow. Bam, tugging Khun along so they can walk side by side instead.
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25 Nov 2024
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“You remind me of dust. Like the wind could scatter you, if I don’t keep watching.”
“And what does your gaze do, that stops the wind from picking me up?”
“Nothing.” Ivan looks at him, slowly. “It’s just that as long as I can see you, you stay a person.”
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19 Nov 2024
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Till turns his crazed grin and both middle fingers up for the cameras, then he throws himself off the suspended stage headfirst. The momentum rips clear of the cords in his neck, blood streaming behind him from his open wounds. Behind his eyelids are flashes of his life: long pink hair, bruises down to bone, and one night with the sky streaked bright, running hand in hand.
On the way down he thinks, in the split second before his neck snaps against the hard metal floor, that if he had the chance, he’d keep running next time.
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Or, Till tries again (and again and ag- )
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19 Nov 2024
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“You’d make a good Romeo,” Mizi teases. “All the girls want their very own Ivan.”
“You don’t need one of those, now do you, Juliet?” Ivan asks, leaning over to correct her spelling in two places.
“Am I Juliet?” Mizi asks, surprised.
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19 Nov 2024
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Jia told Acorn told Sua told Mizi told Ivan that the old place on Maple was haunted, so off they go at midnight with a ouija board Till swiped from the group home board game shelf, right next to the Monopoly set missing all its five dollar bills and the pile of pink and blue plastic people from the Game of Life stacked together like corpses after a plague.
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Or, a haunting.
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- Part 1 of IvanTill Halloween Oneshots 2024
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18 Nov 2024
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Hyuna takes his wrist in her hand, fingers circling around it completely, pressing hard enough to bruise.
“I’ll break it,” she threatens.
Luka laughs.
It bubbles up in his throat and spills through his lips without his consent, a stream of giggles, as tears prick at the corners of his eyes. It’s hilarious. Snap his wrist, and he’ll finally have a distraction from the pain splitting his skull. He’ll finally have something else to think about, and an excuse to miss classes for a day, and a good enough reason to have painkillers pumped into his veins until everything is completely, blissfully, numb.
“Do it,” he begs. “Hyuna, do it.”
on luka, migraines, and perfection
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16 Nov 2024
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Photos are taken, a cat is let out of a bag, and Ivan makes his choice.
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- Part 2 of jester, you've done it again
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13 Nov 2024
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If God can only exist if believed in, then anything believed in is God.
“That’s just Schrödinger’s cat.” Ivan says, and Sua detests him for sneaking up on her.
The meaning of God through the eyes of a lovestruck girl.
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- Part 1 of two sides of the same coin
Bookmarked by toothhairy
12 Nov 2024
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He’s young, just a little child, when he becomes acutely aware that he owns nothing. Not even himself.
IVAN:
Pet-human.
Enslaved student.
Boy in love.Aka five things Ivan does not own, and one thing he does.
Aka an Ivan centric character study bc every alnst character deserves one and im in shambles after round 6
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- Part 1 of alnst fics<3
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12 Nov 2024