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    works completed for either 9-1-1 gotcha 4 gaza or DC gotcha 4 gaza

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  3. Summary

    A series surrounding my lazarus!tim au.

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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    The first time he sets foot inside of a Church after he moves is when Shannon dies. He carries her coffin to the altar and doesn’t cry.

    The second time is years later, when Buck gets struck down from the ladder by lightning, stops breathing for three minutes and seventeen seconds and Eddie performs CPR the whole way to the hospital. He tries to breathe life back into Buck’s body, and silently prays to a God he’s sure has forgotten and abandoned him. He cracks Buck’s ribs trying to get his heart pumping again, and when it does, Eddie cries.

    The third time Eddie steps inside of a church it’s three pm on a Thursday and he has the day off. Buck is out with Tommy somewhere and can’t hang out, and Eddie can’t help the feeling of jealousy that runs through him like a wave. Even though Buck has been always at least three feet from Eddie for the past three days.

    The third time he walks into the 'house of God', it’s four days after his parents came all the way from El Paso to take Christopher.

    (or, chris leaves and eddie deals with all the things religion, grief and buck)

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    13 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    let me wither away in my own catholic guilt via eddie diaz

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    The phone on Buck’s nightstand starts to vibrate, and Eddie freezes in a delayed reaction.

    “Fuck,” Buck says, dropping his head back and turning over to grab his phone, forcing Eddie to peel himself away.

    Eddie's eyebrows scrunch. He recognizes the haptics: it’s Morse code. The vibrations are reading out: “PA.”

    After running a quick list of abbreviations in his head, the only explanation that makes sense is Pennsylvania.

    Oh. Yeah, fuck.

    or: the buckley parents are visiting LA for jee's 4th birthday. which is fine, except they don't know two things:

    1. buck has hearing aids again, and 2. he's engaged to eddie.

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    20 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ANNIE DOES IT AGAIN

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    12 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    UNCLE EDDIE

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    When Isobel is scammed out of a good chunk of her life savings, Eddie needs to make some fast cash. Good thing Buck knows a guy.

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    13 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    insane but typical behavior from buddie thinking bros can platonically do porn together

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    Buck is fucking frozen. His mouth is dry, and his brain is blank except for oh no, oh fuck reverberating in his frontal lobe. He can’t answer. He feels the pressure against the metaphorical closet door, the hinges creaking against the weight of the boxes crashing down.

    “Are those… hearing aids?” He registers Eddie's voice through the ringing in his ears.

    It takes him a moment before he can finally whisper it out. He feels his head nod against his will.

    “Yeah.”

    The door gives out.

    or: how a conversation about tardigrades results in buck grappling with a disability he's suppressed, getting hearing aids, and realizing that the family he craves has been there for him all along. in that order.

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    30 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    kisses for annie

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