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  1. Summary

    Set in different universes, just me using Steve as therapy. Don’t read if you’re easily triggered.

    EDIT (as of 7/25/2024):
    I'm sure I'll add to this in the future again, but for the moment I've processed what I can through my writing and am closing this door for the time being.
    Thanks for all the love and support for this series, it's truly made me feel less alone and has helped me realize that I /can/ work through my trauma. Love y'all.

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  1. Rec 57

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    “He dove in front of it. It tore up the muscles in his back, he can’t feel his arms.” Nancy looks away.

    Steve lolls his head to the side, “‘s okay, Nance. I’d do it again.” He sounds drunk, proudly bragging to Eddie, “We got ‘im.”

    “If you die, dingus-” Robin fights the panic.

    “You’ll what, kill me?” Steve laughs weakly.

    Or, the one where Eddie isn't a dummy and doesn't sacrifice himself.

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    05 Dec 2022

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    “Who?” Eddie nearly shouts, “Is it Will? No, Bastian’s loud and brash. Could be Mike I guess.”

    “Hey Eds?” Steve raises his brows as it hits Eddie, “There it is.”

    “It’s me?” Eddie grins, “I’m in your book?”

    Steve nods, “All of you guys are.”

    Or a oneshot with writing duo Robin and Steve, where Steve uses their books to write about his feelings for Eddie

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    05 Dec 2022

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    "As soon as he says it the fog starts to lift and that other feeling crashes over him. Fear, the reality of what just happened begins to weigh in. He feels his skin flush. He went into sub-space. For the first time in over a year. In public. In front of a few of his friends and even more strangers. Strangers that hated him. Hell, Eddie barely tolerated him. Eddie. He was looking at him. Shock, confusion, and something else on his expression, maybe pity? He clambers up and rushes past him, towards the door."

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    Steve accidentally goes into subspace while observing a dnd session and Eddie takes care of him.

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    23 Nov 2022

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    eddie’s new roommate sure does get into a lot of fights.

    a spider-man!steve story.

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    6 bruises of steve’s 1 of eddie’s.

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    23 Nov 2022

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    “Huh.” Eddie smiles, Steve looks at him, really looks at him, taking full advantage of his glasses, “How’re the glasses?”

    “Well, I can see. So.” Steve smiles, he’s still staring.

    “You good there Harrington?” Eddie chortles.

    “Yeah, I’ve just never seen you so clearly.” Steve shrugs, “It’s nice. I forgot what it was like to see without the effort of squinting.”

    “You do realize you’re still staring, right?” Eddie asks, Steve looks away.

    “Sorry.” Steve looks down at his hands.

     

    or, the one where Steve tells Eddie his trauma

    or, or, the one where the Party help Steve realize he's loved

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    19 Nov 2022

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