thepitofdespair



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    "You’re acting like you’re not going to have to miss me,” Buck says, pressing the bruise. “Like I’ll be able to come over whenever I want, crash at your place when I get too tired, like you’re not leaving the timezone.”

    “Yeah, well I’m trying to keep you in my life,” Eddie bites out, “and you’re acting like this is some kind of permanent goodbye.”

    “This is goodbye, Eddie,” Buck retorts, his jaw tense. “You’re leaving.”

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    In which Eddie is delusional, Buck is defeated, and they are both handling the move well.

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    28 Nov 2024

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    Maddie’s not there.
    Thank God or the universe or whatever occasionally looks Buck’s way and decides to lend his loved ones a hand.
    Eddie is there, after he'd swapped shifts with Linda so she could go to her cousin’s graduation party. The one day he works when he's not supposed to, an electrical fire caused by some kind of overload takes out all of Dispatch.
    Buck and Lucy are on the second floor when Captain Mehta's voice filters through the radio, urging them to evacuate. Lucy takes the third floor, despite the order.
    Buck—
    Buck follows the order.

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    there's a fire at dispatch. eddie's there. buck makes a decision and people finally talk about the Will.

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    “Hi, hi, sorry, excuse me,” the guy says. “Weird question, but would you mind doing me a massive favor?”

    Eddie squints at him. It’s not exactly well-lit in here, but he’s still about ninety percent sure that this guy was not with Emilio’s bachelor party when they came in. “Do I know you?”

    “Um. No,” the guy says. He’s got wide blue eyes and a nervous smile and a salt-rimmed margarita glass clutched in one large hand. As Eddie watches, he glances over his shoulder, then hunches down like he’s trying to hide. Given the size of him, it’s more ridiculous than effective. “So this is going to sound completely nuts, and I promise I’ll explain, but can I throw this frozen margarita in your face and call you a jerk?”

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    He thinks about it, and then he doesn’t think about it because there’s no time to think about it. And he’s only half thinking about it when they’re in the locker room at the end of shift, and he asks if Buck wants to do something that evening. And Buck, honest to God, says to him, “Ah, uh, I have a date.”

    It’s said with a head duck and a flutter of eyelashes, that thing Buck does a lot when he’s embarrassed or being coy that makes Eddie’s stomach swoop and plummet like a Tilt-A-Whirl. He sounds almost…sheepish.

    But Eddie’s not crazy. Buck and Tommy broke up not even three weeks ago, seriously, unless it was a madness-induced hallucination and not something that actually happened in real life.

    “Huh,” Eddie says. He doesn’t mean to say huh, but that’s what happens anyway.

    Christopher has been in Texas for too long, and Buck gets back on the hamster wheel. Eddie considers some things.

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    29 Oct 2024

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    There’s a joke in here somewhere, probably. If he could figure out how to word it right. Hey, so we’ve both been broken up for a while—those Army days, man, shit gets lonely—

    So, a widower walks into a bar, and he hasn’t been held by someone he loves in years.

    So, the last time I was close to you, really close to you, I was restarting your heart. Isn’t that funny? We can laugh, right? You can laugh. It’s funny.

    Jesus Christ.

    Eddie rolls over in his empty bed, mashes his face back into his pillow, and forces himself to fall asleep.

    or: buck doesn’t touch eddie anymore. eddie’s losing it, a little bit.

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