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The problem, Sam thinks, is that his cheek still really fucking hurts, and that’s kind of making it hard to search for snarky rejoinders to being punched in the face, or even to ask, hey, Dean, what the hell, I’m like two-thirds of your size and that really hurt, cause the part of Sam’s brain that’s normally focused on being quick and clever and whining at Dean is currently occupied telling him don’t ask him, you idiot, cause you don’t want him to hit you again.
1994-2005. Dean hits Sam kind of a lot.
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Sometimes, Deana catches Dad looking at her, something intense in his gaze as he surveys every inch of her. In those moments, she knows he’s looking at her and thinking of Mary, measuring her from feet to forehead in comparison with his dead wife and finding her just a little short. In those moments, she has to resist the urge to apologise.
I’m sorry I’m not her. I’m sorry she’s not here and instead you have me. The imperfect reincarnation. The eternal reminder.Deana Winchester, through the years.
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my thesis on gender-swapped dean winchester, from childhood to stanford era <3Series
- Part 1 of her mother's blood
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Let it be said, John Winchester has nothing against gay people. Sure, it’s a little odd sometimes, but he knows his own personal discomfort shouldn’t impact the way other people live their lives. He doesn’t care so much. He’s open-minded. He’s a modern man. And that’s a good thing, too, with a son like Sammy.
October 1996. John Winchester worries that thirteen year old Sammy is gay, Dean Winchester worries about John worrying, and Sam is blissfully oblivious.
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Dean, always trying his best to get between John and Sam, even when Sam’s nowhere nearby and the only fight they’re having is in John’s head. But he’s right. Though that makes John think, suddenly, of his concerns—concerns?—from earlier. Soccer. It is a girly sport, right? Who plays soccer? Europeans, eight year olds, and girls, at least in John’s experience. Is he hopelessly behind the times? “Dean,” he says. “Is it just me, or do you think soccer’s kind of a girly sport?"Series
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It doesn’t matter how big or how clever he gets, Sam thinks. He's still just the little brother, the youngest son, the baby, there to be put down and bossed around and derided as selfish and mean and bratty and stupid and betraying the family for daring to want things. His cardinal sin: Sam has never been able to quash the desire he deserves something better.
July 1998. John Winchester has GPS trackers implanted in his sons, predictably without telling his youngest. Sam is not pleased. Dean deals with the fallout.
Three points of view (sort of). One story.
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Sam does a lot of things Dean can’t fathom, but locking himself in the bathroom and attempting to operate on himself has got to be the most patently insane.Series
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What’s Sam’s own? What does he get to keep, cling onto? Not his body, not his mind—everything about him is a pilot scheme, a test drive car for people to get inside and crash—a vessel and a vehicle and something awfully, painfully, permanently warped and twisted and ruined and damaged and broken—blood's gotten in too many times and now the sides are all covered and leaking—
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Sam lives his life halfway in other places. He always has.
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sun bleached flies (sitting on the windowsill) by tereziserkets
Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Sep 2024
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“But I don’t mind, because that’s how my daddy raised me/If they strike once, then you just hit ‘em twice as hard.”
Scenes from the lives of the Winchesters pre-canon. Ordered chronologically.
(My personal recommended starting point is 'something soon', though. <3)
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The good girl is always a ghost, / the body is always a wound.
Deana AU.
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but you're a killer, and i'm your best friend by tereziserkets
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
28 Aug 2023
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my btvs buffywillow universe <33 loosely linked and ordered
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Jack doesn't get out of the box. Not right away, and not on his own.
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29 Nov 2024
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Jimmy glances around the room, eyes darting, and Sam feels almost nauseous watching him. Something that’s not Castiel is in Castiel’s body, Sam’s mind supplies in a panic, but another part of him corrects that thought: Castiel is the something. The body is back in its proper state.
The story of Jimmy Novak is Sam's worst nightmare, which is something he didn't fully consider until he was left alone in a room with the guy for an hour. Sam thinks it could've gone worse. It definitely could've gone better.
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29 Nov 2024
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Written for spn_gen_bigbang. After being hospitalized for meningitis, fifteen-year-old Sam finds himself put in a foster home while John is investigated for suspected abuse. Against all of Sam's expectations, his foster family turns out to be a caring couple with the kind of home Sam only ever saw from the outside while he was growing up, making him feel even more conflicted about the kind of life his own family leads. To make matters worse, John leaves town to go on a routine hunt in spite of his upcoming custody hearing, prompting Sam to wonder if his own father and brother might be relieved to have him —and his constant demands for normalcy— out of the picture. When his father goes missing, followed by Dean when he goes after him, Sam quickly discovers that they need him just as much as he needs them, and sets out to bring his family back together again, for good.
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21 Nov 2024
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Three months after Michael leaves Dean's body, Sam wants to take on a case.
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10 Nov 2024
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It’s a Sunday morning when Sam Winchester gets a voicemail from God. He doesn’t answer the call because he’s in church, and maybe ten years ago Sam would’ve thought that was a sign. Six years ago he would’ve just thought it was cruel. Now, Sam mostly thinks it’s funny. The call is coming from inside the house.
It turns out that defeating God and helping your three-year-old take his place doesn't necessarily improve your relationship with faith. Color Sam shocked.
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10 Nov 2024