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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Something else, however, stirred in him; something still new that was both sweet and warm on his tongue and sent thrills down Jon’s neck. Elias’ voice, like everything else, was a nice facade — but his eyes, inquisitive and careful, couldn’t lie; certainly not to Jon.

    “You’re afraid,” he breathed. The revelation was almost disorienting. Elias put his pen down.

    Jon visits Elias in prison, despite not being allowed. There are, of course, no easy answers to find there either.

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    12 Nov 2024

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    I'd suffer all if you'd tell me by RavenXavier
    summary: Something else, however, stirred in him; something still new that was both sweet and warm on his tongue and sent thrills down Jon’s neck. Elias’ voice, like everything else, was a nice facade — but his eyes, inquisitive and careful, couldn’t lie; certainly not to Jon.
    “You’re afraid,” he breathed. The revelation was almost disorienting. Elias put his pen down.
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    Jon visits Elias in prison, despite not being allowed. There are, of course, no easy answers to find there either.

    archived link: I'd suffer all if you'd tell me

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    29 Oct 2024

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    [BTTF]
    providence and a bear series by kathkin
    summary: stuck in 1885 AU

    archived link: providence and a bear

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    Michael Bryce had been having a fantastic day until a bullet slid past his right ear so close he could feel the heat of its passing.

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    19 Oct 2024

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    [Hitman's Bodyguard]
    On the Line by DoctorTrekLock
    summary: Michael Bryce had been having a fantastic day until a bullet slid past his right ear so close he could feel the heat of its passing.

    archived link: On the Line

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    London, 2003. Britain is on the brink of war, and someone is trying rather hard to kill John Mandrake.

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    06 Oct 2024

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    [Bartimaeus]
    in nocte consiliam by oxymoronic
    summary: London, 2003. Britain is on the brink of war, and someone is trying rather hard to kill John Mandrake.

    archived link: in nocte consiliam

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Twenty years down the line, someone summons Bartimaeus. It's not Nathaniel, but...

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    03 Oct 2024

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    [Bartimaeus]
    Old [a. Age b. Friends; Choose One] by cacophonyGilded
    summary: Twenty years down the line, someone summons Bartimaeus. It's not Nathaniel, but...

    archived link: Old [a. Age b. Friends; Choose One]

  6. Public Bookmark 33

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    Something about the way Wade fights speaks to the animal in Logan.

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    22 Sep 2024

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    [Deadpool]
    instinctual by deliciously_devient
    summary: Something about the way Wade fights speaks to the animal in Logan.

    archived link: instinctual

  7. Rec *

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    "I'll probably see you around?"

    "Probably not," Logan says, something in his spine still shaking even now, and Wade looks at him with those huge dark eyes that look--hurt, maybe, heartbroken, and Logan knows he has to get up and leave before he can't.

    Each step is agony increasing, the thing in his spine trembling ever-harder and then Wade calls his name and he stops, turns, sees those eyes again; pleading, desperate.

    A rush of emotion slams into his hindbrain, it feels half foreign and half his own; don't do this can't do this without you please stay please stay stay stay stay let me stay stay stay

    "Come home with me," Wade blurts out, and Logan finds that he's taken steps toward Wade without realizing it, closing the yawning gap between them, and the thing in his spine relaxes just a little.

    "Okay," he says.

    (In which something very interesting happens underneath the Time Ripper, and Wade and Logan deal with the aftermath.)

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    04 Sep 2024

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    [Deadpool]
    where soul meets body by Edgebug
    summary: "I'll probably see you around?"
    "Probably not," Logan says, something in his spine still shaking even now, and Wade looks at him with those huge dark eyes that look--hurt, maybe, heartbroken, and Logan knows he has to get up and leave before he can't.
    Each step is agony increasing, the thing in his spine trembling ever-harder and then Wade calls his name and he stops, turns, sees those eyes again; pleading, desperate.
    A rush of emotion slams into his hindbrain, it feels half foreign and half his own; don't do this can't do this without you please stay please stay stay stay stay let me stay stay stay
    "Come home with me," Wade blurts out, and Logan finds that he's taken steps toward Wade without realizing it, closing the yawning gap between them, and the thing in his spine relaxes just a little.
    "Okay," he says.
    (In which something very interesting happens underneath the Time Ripper, and Wade and Logan deal with the aftermath.)

    archived link: where soul meets body

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    He doesn’t want Wade to die.

    It’s a realization that makes his knees feel slightly weak, locking with adrenaline to keep himself standing at all. He doesn’t want Wade to die—he’s lost so many already, too many people who dared to get even a little close to him—he’s tired of the damn pattern. He doesn’t know if he could bear it, if he’d survive just one more voice echoing in his skull.

     

    (Or, Logan doesn’t want to lose Wade. So he digs his claws in and he doesn’t let go.)

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    26 Aug 2024

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    [Deadpool]
    both arms cradle you now by FlowerCitti
    summary: He doesn’t want Wade to die.
    It’s a realization that makes his knees feel slightly weak, locking with adrenaline to keep himself standing at all. He doesn’t want Wade to die—he’s lost so many already, too many people who dared to get even a little close to him—he’s tired of the damn pattern. He doesn’t know if he could bear it, if he’d survive just one more voice echoing in his skull.
    (Or, Logan doesn’t want to lose Wade. So he digs his claws in and he doesn’t let go.)

    archived link: both arms cradle you now

  9. Public Bookmark 56

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    Wade. Find Wade.

    Logan scanned the room. The air cleared, revealing Deadpool's body at the opposite end of the bridge, sprawled out on the decking. Logan crawled to him, ignoring the fiery agony in his joints and all over his body. He dragged himself up next to him, propping Wade's torso against his bare chest and checking for a pulse.

    "So this is what it feels like..." Wade whispered, outstretching a trembling hand to gingerly caress his cheek.

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    20 Aug 2024

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    [Deadpool]
    Kin/So This Is What It Feels Like by semivirum
    summary: Wade. Find Wade.
    Logan scanned the room. The air cleared, revealing Deadpool's body at the opposite end of the bridge, sprawled out on the decking. Logan crawled to him, ignoring the fiery agony in his joints and all over his body. He dragged himself up next to him, propping Wade's torso against his bare chest and checking for a pulse.
    "So this is what it feels like..." Wade whispered, outstretching a trembling hand to gingerly caress his cheek.

    archived link: Kin/So This Is What It Feels Like

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    19 Aug 2024

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    [Deadpool]
    never tasted [forever and ever wasted] by Potrix
    summary: Logan’s got his claws shoved so far up Deadpool’s abdomen, the ends are poking out between his ribs. He has Deadpool’s blood in his mouth, his stupid baby knife stuck in his shoulder, and Deadpool’s hard as a fucking rock against Logan’s stomach.
    “What the hell’s wrong with you?” Logan asks, despite himself, despite knowing he won’t like the answer, and gives the other man a rough, angrily confused shake.
    Deadpool gurgles, and Logan grimaces, retracting his claws with a wet little noise. “What,” Deadpool gasps, sucking in a few big gulps of air, “fighting never gets you going, big boy?”
    [5 times Logan and Deadpool Wilson Wade fuck without talking, plus the 1 time they talk without fucking. Eh... kind of.]
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    only fools rush in [can't help falling] by Potrix
    summary: Logan bares his teeth.
    “We weren’t trying to pass judgment on,” Hank’s eyes flicker towards Wade, who widens his own back at him, “your personal life or choices. But the organization, the school and the kids, their safety, that’s our priority. I know you know that, Logan—”
    “What I know,” Logan interrupts viciously, “is that we’re not friends. I know you want us to be, that you think we are, but we’re not. As far as I’m concerned? You’re a stranger to me. And what you should know, as a person with some common fucking sense? Is not to badmouth someone’s fucking boyfriend in the same breath you’re asking them for a goddamn fucking favor.”
    If Wade had a pin on him, he’d drop it just to test that theory.
    [Five times Logan is feeling protective about his emotional support mercenary, plus the one time Wade saves their budding relationship by putting his foot in his mouth.]

    archived link: wonderfully terrifying [a sensation]

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    “Well, I’ve been thoroughly wined and dined,” Wade joked, lighthearted on account of the liquor. “You would tell me if this was a date, right? I’m not wearing my nice panties and I’d hate to disappoint if you expected me to put out at the end.”

    Logan took a swig of his beer, maintaining eye contact.

    “And if it was?”

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    Or, Wade Wilson realizes he can be loved without having to be great.

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    18 Aug 2024

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    [Deadpool]
    go tell your girlfriend (that i'm your boyfriend) by ilmostro
    summary: “Well, I’ve been thoroughly wined and dined,” Wade joked, lighthearted on account of the liquor. “You would tell me if this was a date, right? I’m not wearing my nice panties and I’d hate to disappoint if you expected me to put out at the end.”
    Logan took a swig of his beer, maintaining eye contact.
    “And if it was?”
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    Or, Wade Wilson realizes he can be loved without having to be great.

    archived link: go tell your girlfriend (that i'm your boyfriend)

  12. Public Bookmark 38

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    Guilt is an emotion Jon has been intimately familiar with his entire life.

    When he wakes up from his coma, he feels it more than ever.

    "When has your guilt, or your sadness, or your hand-wringing ever actually stopped you from doing what it wants?"

    What if Jon takes what Helen said to heart?

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    17 Jun 2024

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    [TMA]
    Wants With Terrible Power by Scatteredheroes
    summary: Guilt is an emotion Jon has been intimately familiar with his entire life.
    When he wakes up from his coma, he feels it more than ever.
    "When has your guilt, or your sadness, or your hand-wringing ever actually stopped you from doing what it wants?"
    What if Jon takes what Helen said to heart?

    archived link: Wants With Terrible Power

  13. Public Bookmark 28

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    Martin knows how he should feel about his lot in life—terrible. He should feel terrible.

    After all, he’s trapped in a dungeon with a hungry god who will one day eat him, regardless of how either of them feel about the prospect. Martin should feel terrified and miserable as he’s slowly fattened up for the big event. He should be clawing at the walls, desperate to escape.

    There’s also quite a few things he shouldn’t be doing. He shouldn’t feel sorry for the god; he shouldn’t find him oddly sweet; he shouldn’t want to feed him.

    He should not agree when the god offers to play into his most humiliating fetishes in order to make him feel better about his impending death. (Even if he did agree, it definitely shouldn’t work.)

    And most of all, definitely he shouldn’t fall in love with the divine being that’s going to gobble him up whole. That wouldn’t make any sense at all.

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    16 Mar 2024

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    [TMA]
    Ambrosia by bresby
    summary: Martin knows how he should feel about his lot in life—terrible. He should feel terrible.
    After all, he’s trapped in a dungeon with a hungry god who will one day eat him, regardless of how either of them feel about the prospect. Martin should feel terrified and miserable as he’s slowly fattened up for the big event. He should be clawing at the walls, desperate to escape.
    There’s also quite a few things he shouldn’t be doing. He shouldn’t feel sorry for the god; he shouldn’t find him oddly sweet; he shouldn’t want to feed him.
    He should not agree when the god offers to play into his most humiliating fetishes in order to make him feel better about his impending death. (Even if he did agree, it definitely shouldn’t work.)
    And most of all, definitely he shouldn’t fall in love with the divine being that’s going to gobble him up whole. That wouldn’t make any sense at all.

    archived link: Ambrosia

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    This fellow is wise enough to play the fool;
    And to do that well craves a kind of wit:
    He must observe their mood on whom he jests,
    The quality of persons, and the time,
    And, like the haggard, check at every feather
    That comes before his eye. This is a practise
    As full of labour as a wise man's art
    For folly that he wisely shows is fit;
    But wise men, folly-fall'n, quite taint their wit.”

    - William Shakespeare, Twelfth Night

    Lucretia feeds their history to the Voidfish and scatters her friends down in the world. What she hadn't considered was Taako not forgetting at all.

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    29 Feb 2024

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    [TAZ]
    to play the fool (V2) by DarkrystalSky
    summary: Lucretia feeds their history to the Voidfish and scatters her friends down in the world. What she hadn't considered was Taako not forgetting at all.

    archived link: to play the fool (V2)

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    After Ned but before the Republic of Pirates, Izzy gets Stede alone to check on him.

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    07 Feb 2024

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    [OMFD]
    Hell of a Thing by Croik
    summary: After Ned but before the Republic of Pirates, Izzy gets Stede alone to check on him.

    archived link: Hell of a Thing

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    After the events of the Unknowing, Jon is furious to find Peter Lukas running the Institute, and even more so to find Lukas has sent one of his own to work down in the archives. But upon meeting Martin Blackwood, Jon finds himself drawn to him, against his better judgement. Blackwood's allegiances lie with Lukas, after all. Or so he thinks.

    But when Blackwood offers a deal--mutually beneficial and far too good to be true, Jon accepts.

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    05 Jan 2024

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    [TMA]
    Like a Lighthouse, Call Me Home by arthureameslove
    summary: After the events of the Unknowing, Jon is furious to find Peter Lukas running the Institute, and even more so to find Lukas has sent one of his own to work down in the archives. But upon meeting Martin Blackwood, Jon finds himself drawn to him, against his better judgement. Blackwood's allegiances lie with Lukas, after all. Or so he thinks.
    But when Blackwood offers a deal--mutually beneficial and far too good to be true, Jon accepts.

    archived link: Like a Lighthouse, Call Me Home

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    “I swore to protect Edward. Fucked that right up.”

    “Could be you were protecting him from the wrong things. Try better next time.”

    Izzy snorts. There won’t be a next time.

    (Izzy Hands ends up in a time loop, grows as a person, and gets what he needs)

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    03 Jan 2024

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    [OFMD]
    blunt thou the lion's paws by Ozalina
    summary: “I swore to protect Edward. Fucked that right up.”
    “Could be you were protecting him from the wrong things. Try better next time.”
    Izzy snorts. There won’t be a next time.
    (Izzy Hands ends up in a time loop, grows as a person, and gets what he needs)

    archived link: blunt thou the lion's paws

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    Martin had been in love twice in his life.

    The first time he was twenty years old. Jonny D’ville was as electrifying as the lightning bolts on his face until he was gone with nothing to show for it but the dead soulmate timer on Martin’s skin.

    A decade later, he met Jonathan Sims.

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    Mechs! Jon, missed connection Soulmates, pining for the man you're already dating.

    What else can I say?

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    03 Jan 2024

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    [TMA]
    In the earth with my beloved, I have found my final home by StarlightDreamer16
    summary: Martin had been in love twice in his life.
    The first time he was twenty years old. Jonny D’ville was as electrifying as the lightning bolts on his face until he was gone with nothing to show for it but the dead soulmate timer on Martin’s skin.
    A decade later, he met Jonathan Sims.

    archived link: In the earth with my beloved, I have found my final home

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    "And you, Bonnet," Izzy shouted, "you have the fucking gall to tolerate their disobedience as if this ship will just magically run itself! And you have the godforsaken nerve to tell me off for keeping us all afloat, you fucker, you bastard, you goddamn–"

    Izzy deflated, like a balloon which had run out of air. His eyes flickered to Ed, something like panic flashing across his face, before he turned back to Stede. Surprisingly, the panic did not lessen.

    Stede, arms folded, simply raised an eyebrow. In his best stern voice, the one he'd used whenever Alma was being particularly stubborn, he addressed Izzy.

    "Are you done?"


    In which Stede accidentally soft-doms Izzy; Edward solves his identity crisis; Izzy gets valued and panics about it; Stede invents aftercare; Ed learns to talk about things and Izzy experiences A Positive EmotionTM.

    Meanwhile, the crew only cares about workshops.

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    18 Dec 2023

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    [OFMD]
    never break the chain by multifandom_fanfic_writer
    summary: "And you, Bonnet," Izzy shouted, "you have the fucking gall to tolerate their disobedience as if this ship will just magically run itself! And you have the godforsaken nerve to tell me off for keeping us all afloat, you fucker, you bastard, you goddamn–"
    Izzy deflated, like a balloon which had run out of air. His eyes flickered to Ed, something like panic flashing across his face, before he turned back to Stede. Surprisingly, the panic did not lessen.
    Stede, arms folded, simply raised an eyebrow. In his best stern voice, the one he'd used whenever Alma was being particularly stubborn, he addressed Izzy.
    "Are you done?"

    In which Stede accidentally soft-doms Izzy; Edward solves his identity crisis; Izzy gets valued and panics about it; Stede invents aftercare; Ed learns to talk about things and Izzy experiences A Positive EmotionTM.
    Meanwhile, the crew only cares about workshops.

    archived link: never break the chain

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    The person who did this to Stede is standing in Izzy’s eyeline, and the anger that takes hold of him is beyond anything he’s felt in recent memory, catapulting immediately into a passionate fury that seizes him in a hot blaze.

    There’s no frenzy to it; everything seems to make sense inside the anger. Decisions are simple, easy.

    Izzy separates from his kiss with Stede, pressing their foreheads together for a long moment. When Stede takes a shuddering breath, Izzy kisses him again, then tells him, “I’m going to kill him.”

    “What?” Stede asks on an exhale, soft. When he actually processes what he’s said, he insists, “Izzy, you— You can’t do th—”

    “Tell me not to and I won’t,” Izzy says, and Stede— his Stede, his wild Stede, insane and passionate and crazy and fierce and feral and fucking perfect in his madness— hesitates.

    for ofmd fluffvember, day ten: "you would do that for me?"

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    15 Nov 2023

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    [OFMD]
    step into the light by ShowMeAHero
    summary: The person who did this to Stede is standing in Izzy’s eyeline, and the anger that takes hold of him is beyond anything he’s felt in recent memory, catapulting immediately into a passionate fury that seizes him in a hot blaze.
    There’s no frenzy to it; everything seems to make sense inside the anger. Decisions are simple, easy.
    Izzy separates from his kiss with Stede, pressing their foreheads together for a long moment. When Stede takes a shuddering breath, Izzy kisses him again, then tells him, “I’m going to kill him.”
    “What?” Stede asks on an exhale, soft. When he actually processes what he’s said, he insists, “Izzy, you— You can’t do th—”
    “Tell me not to and I won’t,” Izzy says, and Stede— his Stede, his wild Stede, insane and passionate and crazy and fierce and feral and fucking perfect in his madness— hesitates.

    archived link: step into the light

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