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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    "Looking for a purpose that belongs to me only
    May the lilies bloom for me"

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    Loop is ready, when the curtains fall, to disappear. To enter whatever afterlife the Universe would bring them to, now that they had played their part. With only two silver coins on them, they were ready to depart this world. Their performance was over, wasn't it? There was no need for them in this world anymore, so they won't exist anymore, right?

    So then why do they find themselves waking up under the Favour Tree in Dormont? And why are they Siffrin again?!?

    Where would they end up now? Would their party even accept them like this? Would Siffrin be okay with another them walking around? Is Loop even Siffrin anymore?

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    (OR: my take on a post-canon ONEHAT ENDING Loop)
    (PLEASE MIND THE WARNINGS IN THE TAGS AND AUTHORS NOTES)

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    13 Nov 2024

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    It's undeniable, you've Changed! You've Changed and you didn't want to and you'll never be the same! You replaced Siffrin with a fake, a monster, an actor! An actor, an actor, the method actor to end all method actors! You are not Siffrin!

     

    [Loop returns home after everything. It's hard.]

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    06 Oct 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 94

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    You can… you can still fix this. If you can just muster up enough want, you, both of you can come back from this.

    “You can’t come back from anything! Hundreds of days spent in stasis, in your own personal handcrafted hell, an ice cold inferno – you think you’re the same person you were before you laid down on that meadow?”

    Or, trauma changes you, often in ways that leave you unrecognizable to even yourself. Now freshly out of the loops and rough around the edges, Siffrin with the help of their friends has to navigate not being the person they remember.

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    03 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    Healing can be more difficult than being hurt.

    Post-Game fic of Siffrin and his family going on a journey together. Contains spoilers for everything in the game, including secret bosses.

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    09 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    One day before the King began freezing Vaugarde in time, Siffrin was minding their own business just trying to survive. They ran into the King, who saw something familiar in them and decided to kidnap them to protect them in the House of Dormont while freezing everything else in time. Siffrin needs to try to escape and stay sane while dealing with the dangerous and unstable King. Hopefully he'll find a friend along the way to help....

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    31 Aug 2024