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Yoongi has a lot on his plate, and sometimes it's too much. When his roommate brings up BDSM after a random tiktok video, he's surprised-- they're both asexual, isn't BDSM a sexual thing? But after a bit of research, he's a little more than curious.
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
16 Dec 2024
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I connected the state of awareness, present-ness, but sleep-like state to when I make art. I’m very aware of what is happening on the paper, with my hands, around me. But my racing thoughts and fears are gone and I feel sleepy in a peaceful lazy way
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“no, this is hilarious.” jimin wipes his eyes. “just imagine, in like three years- imagine seokjin hyung and yoongi hyung being married and sharing an apartment together.”
yoongi sends him a glare. “i don’t believe in the institution of marriage.”
taehyung shakes his head, completely ignoring him. “imagine like- imagine them being in love with one another. i would pay to see that.”
seokjin adjusts on the couch, hums, “me and yoongi would do great in love together,” he puffs out. “me and yoongi are great at everything together.”
or; yoongi wakes up one day only to realise he is living with his college roommate. again. he is very confused. travelling in time does that to a person.
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
13 Dec 2024
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The way the aroace character was included so deeply in the relationship journey between the main couple was revolutionary. This is also a friends to lovers journey that I can understand. The fact that they already have intimacy and so much support and understanding between them as friends warmed my heart and made the progression to “the same person just hyper focused on him” realistic and healthy to me
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this is not forever (this feeling: it's temporary) by astrumagia
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Mar 2020
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he hasn’t cut in three years.
now - now his thoughts plead with him to do it already. just do it.
“please,” he whispers, finds his eyes burning, the razor back in his hands, blades singing to him, a gentle lull that echoes his despair.
with hands shaking, breath no longer truly being granted to him, yoongi tries again, tries to pry them out, and his fingertips pull and pull and pull and -
there’s knock on his door, “yoongi,” the door opens, brighter light spilling into his room, “are you…”
yoongi freezes.
everything stops. the world stops, and suddenly, yoongi isn’t breathing at all.
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
24 Nov 2024
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This helped me understand more of the thought behind cutting. I've never have self harm thoughts myself, but it's been so heartbreaking and scary having people around me do it. I was able to understand how I can be similar and I want to help them like this.
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Two Hands Longing for Each Other’s Warmth by Anonymous
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
11 Sep 2022
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“Please,” Shouto says. He lifts his hips to press himself against Katsuki’s lips, shudders when Katsuki kisses the inside of his legs, down his thighs, traces the marks with his fingers. “Katsuki, please.”
"You're okay," Katsuki whispers. “You’re fine.”
Katsuki kisses the very inside of Shouto’s thigh, he pulls with his teeth, fingers tracing the skin around it, and tremors rack Shouto's frame as he presses his palm to his lips and cries.
Shouto measures his worth in what he can give. Katsuki likes to remind Shouto that he doesn't have to give him anything for his existence to be worth something.
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
16 Nov 2024
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To touch, slowly non sexually deeply, in order to communicate how loved he is. Loved for being alive, for just existing, not for doing anything. Love can be powering through hurt, fighting for good. It can also be softly allowing others into who you are.
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The Undisclosed Desires of Min Yoongi by minsungsoftie
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 May 2021
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In which Yoongi starts an nfsw account to explore his connection to his own sexuality. He has no interest in having sex but is fascinated by sex and what turns people on.
Meanwhile, he meets Jeongguk, a boy from his writing class who is hell-bent on destroying the taboo placed on erotica in the world of literature. Yoongi is impressed by both his skill and confidence and they begin to develop a relationship. Although, he doesn't want Jeongguk to get the wrong idea or find out about his account.
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Five times Yoongi falls asleep on top of Jimin and one time Jimin falls asleep on top of Yoongi.
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
16 Oct 2024
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When depressed and sad about yourself, find something you like about your body. Ex.) I like how people can rest in my comfortably, I like that I can make art, I like that I can move people through my words
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how you dare, how you dare, how you hair by pausethestars
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
18 Mar 2022
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Yoongi loses a bet, and as a result, Seokjin gets to do whatever he wants to Yoongi's hair. Naturally, psychological warfare ensues. Jimin discovers his own place in their dynamic is far from incidental.
Or: a fluffy established YoonJinMin triptych in which Yoongi gets his hair grasped and, not coincidentally, all three of them get a better grasp on why their relationship works
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
08 Sep 2024
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To be loved is to be seen and to be accepted and safe despite it.
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[BANGTAN BOMB] Suga Steals Jimin's Heart by pausethestars
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
06 May 2022
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Yoongi assumes he's helping Jimin search for a missing ring. But because the universe and Park Jimin both work in mysterious ways, he accidentally steals Jimin's heart in the process. (Or hearts. Plural.)
Or: Yoongi and Jimin argue about symbols of love, and in doing so, they begin to confront the real love that exists between them.
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
02 Sep 2024
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Love the descriptions of love through the heart. The inside and outside. How it is most beautiful when it is felt in one’s heart and understood by the other’s hand. How it is also so many other organs.
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Over Yoongi's phone, Jimin is singing.
Or: Yoongi's other feelings are still a realization-in-progress, but he knows how Jimin's voice makes him feel.
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
02 Sep 2024
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I loved the description of how people affect YG. The way different interactions affect different parts of his body. How the person he loves makes it feel like his whole body is slightly rearranged to accommodate this space(the heart expanding) even as he isn’t with them. The way he described how he breathes better when around JM, is more aware/comfortable/right in his body reminds me of when I meditate on God’s presence. That is the place where I am the most aware of myself, aware of what is around me, most at peace. My place in life, no matter what stage, to fully embrace my destiny.
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Yoongi was enjoying his Boxing Day evening in solitude when he hears a mysterious noise coming from the alleyway beside his house. He finds a calico cat hybrid abandoned in the snow and takes him in.
He soon realises that the kitten is not versed in the human world at all, and sets about helping him become someone outside of his owner's property.
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
04 Aug 2024
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Even though I don’t like the story ending that much, I think the theme of morality and how to execute it are very interesting and I want to put it into my writing too. How something can be morally wrong but our whole life is filled with systemic evil, so we need to focus more on seeing our community who suffer/are affected by the system and finding out what we can do for them, love on them.
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Park Jimin isn't asexual. Sure, his boyfriend just broke up with him because he doesn't enjoy having sex with him, but that doesn't mean anything. He's just stressed and it's taking a toll on his body.
Actually, this is a good thing. It finally gives him time to focus on his giant crush on Min Yoongi.
Min Yoongi who dates one person after another, who probably has more sex in a month than Jimin could bear having in his whole life.
But that's okay. Because Park Jimin isn't broken. He just hasn't found the right person yet. Right?- Language:
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
09 Jul 2024
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Thankfully as I’ve accepted my asexual identity fairly smoothly and without being exposed to much Ace Phobia. But I know I need to be more educated. I appreciate getting to learning about oppression ace people face through this fic. I also really appreciate how the mental health journey is portrayed accurately. I also have many questions and uncertainties about my aroace-ness and many other things this reminded me that just questioning in my head and assuming things is never helpful for others or myself. That having questions and not knowing what to do to change my mindset is already a good reason to go to therapy. It was also a good reminder that I can’t assume that people hate me or don’t want to be my friend anymore after the horrible thing I did to them, that relationship can recover.
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Seven strangers meet on a rainy night in a sleepy laundromat in Seoul.
Let's dance.
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
06 Jul 2024
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This is the found family, the meeting of vastly different, neurospicy, artistic, good people that just click and grow and support each other that is my IV group. The writing of the different perspectives of everybody about each other and the world is also amazing and what I want to add to my stories.
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in which namjoon's life is a never-ending parade of existential crises, and he learns to love himself
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
05 Jul 2024
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Full of aromantic Angst. But helped me think through my aromantisism and how I've wanted to denie it since I want a close relationship with relationships with people. I'm not as sure as NJ that I don't want the romanticer stuff(kissing, sex) but the reminder that having and caring for my friends right now is more important to me. And it's ok, I will be ok if this is all it ends up being, my friends do care so much about me and are committed to being my friends.
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What does being in love mean? The question lies somewhere on the spectrum between cliched and introspective.
Jeon Jungkook redefines love and his definition of his sexuality and with the help of his hyungs finds that maybe sometimes 'think less and do more' is a wiser option.
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Jeon Jungkook is in love (whatever that means) with his hyungs and wonders if having kinks and getting physical undermines his sexuality. His hyungs help.- Language:
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
30 Jun 2024
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Helped me understand sensual attraction. I definitely do want to bite people, run my hand through their hair, be resting on someone’s lap, have them pray with my hair. This fix is so comforting, though there is awkwardness, there is an undercurrent of love support acceptance in all they do for each other
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holding you together, it was my first mistake (never again). by white_petals
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
03 Oct 2020
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“jeongguk. your feelings don’t have to be romantic for them to matter. what i mean is – any kind of attraction is fine, it isn’t less than anything else.”
jeongguk takes a deep breath, “this might be the strongest feeling i’ve ever felt in my life.”
[or: jeongguk realises what he feels for taehyung is alterous attraction.]
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- Part 5 of ace/aro introspections
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
14 Jun 2024
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Really resonated with me. “Alterous attraction” Emotional attraction. To love someone more than “love”. To want someone to know you and to know them deeply. To be just as important as a romantic relationship. Without any desire to do anything romantic or sexual.
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it happens in a clock encaged against a pendulum of overthinking doubts, against the contrasting softness of a pillow, where jungkook tilts over the edge and parts his lips against invisible sighs and drops of sorrow; maybe this is what love truly feels like.
[or: ace jungkook tries to come to terms with his feelings for namjoon]
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- Part 1 of ace/aro introspections
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
12 Jun 2024
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It’s a boy. A boy in a silk pajama set. A boy in a silk pajama set with a nametag too small to read who’s colorfully cursing in the thickest Daegu drawl Yoongi’s heard since he left home and it’s absolutely, without a doubt, the most beautiful sound Yoongi’s ever heard in his life.
(Or: Yoongi falls in love with people’s voices and, in consequence, falls in love with Taehyung.)
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Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
04 Jun 2024
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The mute/hoh sign language representation! and the mental processing of all these things are so thoroughly done.
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‘he will be a great match for you,’ namjoon said once. yoongi didn’t believe him back then, convinced that he was not suited to live with anyone, even less with someone he barely knew.
three years later seokjin and him are sitting on their pink carpet, getting tipsy on a soju they keep drinking at an agonising pace. three years later seokjin is as attractive as he was back then, though yoongi’s perception of it is completely different.
yoongi wishes he could punch him. god, he wants to kiss him so badly.
or; yoongi is terrified of moving in with a semi-stranger. seokjin makes difficult things easy
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
27 May 2024
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So many moments where like reading my heart. Need to reread again to figure out why I wanted to bookmark this 2times but I defiantly deeply resonate with yoongi’s ideas of love, how it’s equal and mind blowing and home in the last chapter.
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So Jungkook has a crush on the guy. So he’s a fan so huge that some people find it embarrassing. So he has maybe been dreaming of working with Min Yoongi since his first listen of Agust D, before he’d watched the music video and realized he would never love again but after he listened to his first radio interview and went starry-eyed at the way he slurs his words.
Fucking sue him. It’s not like he’s gonna proposition him while he’s in the vocal booth.
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or: self-proclaimed agust d superfan jeon jungkook meets him at his place of employment and doesn't know how to feel.- Language:
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26 May 2024
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true care, truth brings by from100_to99, from100_to99 (Xparrot)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
26 May 2022
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These investors are old-school businessmen, for whom any meeting after four p.m. means alcohol. The wine they've ordered is way too dry for Taehyung, though, and more than a glass will put Hoseok right to sleep.
But with Jungkook crammed down at the end of the table, too far away to subtly pass drinks to, and Seokjin too busy maintaining a vital stream of middle-aged puns to be sipping much wine, most of it is going into Namjoon's glass.
Bookmarked by sunstarwindrose
12 May 2024