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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    Yoongi has a lot on his plate, and sometimes it's too much. When his roommate brings up BDSM after a random tiktok video, he's surprised-- they're both asexual, isn't BDSM a sexual thing? But after a bit of research, he's a little more than curious.
    Enter Jung Hoseok, professional dom.

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    16 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I connected the state of awareness, present-ness, but sleep-like state to when I make art. I’m very aware of what is happening on the paper, with my hands, around me. But my racing thoughts and fears are gone and I feel sleepy in a peaceful lazy way

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    “no, this is hilarious.” jimin wipes his eyes. “just imagine, in like three years- imagine seokjin hyung and yoongi hyung being married and sharing an apartment together.”

    yoongi sends him a glare. “i don’t believe in the institution of marriage.”

    taehyung shakes his head, completely ignoring him. “imagine like- imagine them being in love with one another. i would pay to see that.”

    seokjin adjusts on the couch, hums, “me and yoongi would do great in love together,” he puffs out. “me and yoongi are great at everything together.”

     

    or; yoongi wakes up one day only to realise he is living with his college roommate. again. he is very confused. travelling in time does that to a person.

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    13 Dec 2024

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    The way the aroace character was included so deeply in the relationship journey between the main couple was revolutionary. This is also a friends to lovers journey that I can understand. The fact that they already have intimacy and so much support and understanding between them as friends warmed my heart and made the progression to “the same person just hyper focused on him” realistic and healthy to me

  3. Public Bookmark 97

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    he hasn’t cut in three years.

    now - now his thoughts plead with him to do it already. just do it.

    “please,” he whispers, finds his eyes burning, the razor back in his hands, blades singing to him, a gentle lull that echoes his despair.

    with hands shaking, breath no longer truly being granted to him, yoongi tries again, tries to pry them out, and his fingertips pull and pull and pull and -

    there’s knock on his door, “yoongi,” the door opens, brighter light spilling into his room, “are you…”

    yoongi freezes.

    everything stops. the world stops, and suddenly, yoongi isn’t breathing at all.

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    24 Nov 2024

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    This helped me understand more of the thought behind cutting. I've never have self harm thoughts myself, but it's been so heartbreaking and scary having people around me do it. I was able to understand how I can be similar and I want to help them like this.

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    “Please,” Shouto says. He lifts his hips to press himself against Katsuki’s lips, shudders when Katsuki kisses the inside of his legs, down his thighs, traces the marks with his fingers. “Katsuki, please.”

    "You're okay," Katsuki whispers. “You’re fine.”

    Katsuki kisses the very inside of Shouto’s thigh, he pulls with his teeth, fingers tracing the skin around it, and tremors rack Shouto's frame as he presses his palm to his lips and cries.

    Shouto measures his worth in what he can give. Katsuki likes to remind Shouto that he doesn't have to give him anything for his existence to be worth something.

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    16 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    To touch, slowly non sexually deeply, in order to communicate how loved he is. Loved for being alive, for just existing, not for doing anything. Love can be powering through hurt, fighting for good. It can also be softly allowing others into who you are.

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    In which Yoongi starts an nfsw account to explore his connection to his own sexuality. He has no interest in having sex but is fascinated by sex and what turns people on.

    Meanwhile, he meets Jeongguk, a boy from his writing class who is hell-bent on destroying the taboo placed on erotica in the world of literature. Yoongi is impressed by both his skill and confidence and they begin to develop a relationship. Although, he doesn't want Jeongguk to get the wrong idea or find out about his account.

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    28 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I might be Aegosexual