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    This was it, then, huh? It was that easy for Derek to invite someone to his den. Someone other than Stiles.

    He healed the wolf. Stiles killed his tormentor, mended his blood and bones, and let him sleep beside him. But none of it was enough.

    He wasn’t a spark, after all, but a witch — evil and alone, locked up in his tower.

    Witches didn’t get happy endings.

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    01 Jan 2025

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    He should’ve kept his mouth shut. He should’ve smiled like always. Now everything was ruined, crushed, destroyed. Dust, shards, and the remnants of his pride. Love that no one needed.

    Derek’s gaze scalded the side of his face but Stiles refused to meet it. He had already revealed too much.

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    01 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    Just then, another rumble reverberates around. Stiles looks up, startled, but it’s not the clouds.

    It’s a wolf.

    It stares right at him from between the two trees that flank the clearing, eyes glowing, a vibrant shade of blue in the relative darkness.

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    21 Sep 2024

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    Lance's nightmares are getting out of control. It's effecting his and the team's performance, but he's at a loss for how to fix this.

    Apparently sleeping next to a warm body helps.

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    12 Feb 2024

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    “You have no right to insert yourself in my life the way you did.”

    “True.” He moved even closer, and Hermione’s pulse raced.

    “You have no right to presume I’d want to be friends with you—”

    “I don’t want to be your friend.” He stood to his full height, just a breath away. “I never have. Not back at Hogwarts, or when I first started at the Ministry. And certainly not now.”

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    Of all of life's endless possibilities, of course Hermione Granger would get stuck with one that dragged her into Draco Malfoy's office every morning.

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    08 Feb 2024

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    How did it feel? It felt like he was barely holding it together. She, of all people, should shun him. Or yell at him. Curse him. Spit at him. Take out her wand and blast him off the face of the earth. It was crushing guilt and relief and confusion all at once when he looked at Hermione Granger.
    The monotony of Draco’s daily routine had become both a lifeline and a noose. But this new habit of grabbing coffee with Hermione Granger is quickly becoming a reason to get out of bed and is unfortunately forcing him to re-evaluate his inconsequential existence.
    Hermione is living her life in fragments, separate pieces scattered about, and she can’t find a way to step back and let the full picture form. Why are morning meetings with Draco Malfoy the only thing that make sense anymore?

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    07 Feb 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 32

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    Sequel to "Regret". Picks up right where it leaves off.

    After the riot and Neil's disappearance at Binghamton, the Foxes finally track him down. Sometimes no news is better news and sometimes things aren't always what they seem.

    ~*~

    All credit to Nora, I own nothing.

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    13 Apr 2023

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    It was, he justifies, practically a life or death situation. It's entirely understandable that in the face of the mission stakes, he threw his whole self into it. Really into it. For the sake of believability, that's all. Life or death. Yeah.

    And now, whenever death does find him, he'll go down knowing exactly what Keith's lips feel like against his; what Keith's tongue tastes like; the grip of Keith's hands on his body; the hardness of Keith's hips when Lance presses against them. Never in a million years did he think he'd ever know such things, but now he's never going to be able to un-know them. Hell, he can almost still feel the heat of Keith's hand through the fabric of these shitty uniform pants.

    He almost wishes he could un-know it all, because then maybe he could forget how much he liked it.

    Maybe he could even convince himself that he doesn't sort of want to do it again.

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    28 Jan 2023

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    As childhood sweethearts, Stiles thought Derek would be his future. But after the death of the Hale pack, Derek broke up with him and took off—leaving both Stiles and Beacon Hills behind.

    Ten years later, Derek's back and Stiles wants nothing to do with him. But when Derek's in a terrible car accident that leaves him with no memories of the past ten years, including the fact that he and Stiles have broken up, Stiles finds himself tasked with the role of caregiver.

    As Stiles helps Derek piece his life back together, it brings about the age-old question: does time really heal all wounds?

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    21 Jul 2022

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    The one where Andrew makes a perfectly reasonable request and Neil takes it too far like the dumbass he is.

    Or, relationships are complicated and communication is hard. They don't always nail it.

     

    So, Andrew has hit his limit. Neil’s charged silence next to him is so loud that Andrew can’t read over the buzz of it in his ears.

     

    “Get out,” he says, turning to glare at Neil.

     

    Neil blinks at him.

     

    “Whatever stupid thing you’re obsessing over. It’s irritating. I don’t have time to solve your problems for you. Handle it. I have to study.”

     

    Instantly, he realizes it was a mistake. He watches Neil’s face and body shutter up, closing tight like he’s locking down for a hurricane. It took so fucking long to get Neil to open up in the first place. Andrew had to peel him open one truth at a time. Fuck.

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    07 Jul 2022

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    Jean asks for a favor. Neil finds himself at the center of a territorial squabble. It's him. He's the territory.

    “But why me?”

    “You are my only good option. Aaron is straight. Andrew is rabid. Allison and Seth are on and off so often it’s impossible to keep track. Dan and Matt are a couple and getting them both to agree to pretend to date me would be harder. Renee doesn’t like men. Katelyn is lovely but Aaron would be angry. I don’t know which of the others started or stopped dating over the summer. That leaves you."

    “What about Kevin?”

    Jean scoffs. “You cannot be serious.”

    “He’s…” What is Kevin? Not any better at telling Riko ‘no’ than Jean is, and, subsequently, probably not great at lying to him. Also, is it really believable that Kevin would jeopardize the team and their athletic careers by shitting where he eats? Probably not. Kevin’s amended hierarchy of needs just has the word EXY at the base. Somewhere far above that are pedestrian concerns like ‘food’ and ‘water’ and ‘shelter.’

    “Taller,” Neil finishes lamely. “He’s taller.”

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    07 Jul 2022

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    Neil works three low paying, dead-end jobs and makes just enough money to afford a room to sleep in and to keep himself from starving. He has no prospects, no hope, no future. That all changes when a chance encounter results in a job offer that he can't ignore.

    The job? Pretending to be professional exy player Andrew Minyard's boyfriend.

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    24 Jun 2022

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    She’s probably looking for him right now. As I pick up the shattered pieces of my heart off the forest floor. She’ll approach him, acting shy and sweet. He’ll quirk a perfect eyebrow at her and she’ll swoon. How could she not? He probably practices it in the mirror. Twat.

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    08 Jun 2022

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    Stiles really hadn't wanted to go to Satomi's inter-pack Halloween party. He'd spent the past week trying to summon up a horrible illness or some other excuse, but all he'd managed was a slightly scratchy throat that lasted all of two hours.

    So here he was, trudging into the huge manor house where Satomi hosted the inter-pack Halloween party every year, because Scott had given him puppy dog eyes and talked about "making connections" and "forging stronger bonds" and other things that had Stiles tuning out after two sentences.

    He didn't like the inter-pack gatherings on a good day, and today was far from a good day.

    Because Derek Hale was going to be here.

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    02 Jun 2022

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    After collapsing in the middle of practice, Neil is forced into taking a break. To make matters worse, his ex shows up to whisk him away to New York for a week.

    Alternatively, Andrew is determined to win Neil back.

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    12 Apr 2022

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    After the events of Baltimore, the FBI convinces Nathaniel to join the Witness Protection Program at least until the rest of his father’s people have been arrested or found.

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    He puts Neil Josten to rest along with the memories of the Foxes. Locks the box containing the last year of his life up and tucks it back behind the thousands of other things he’s hidden from himself over the years. Another life left behind, another name and another story tucked away.

    His father is dead, he’s going to tear everything he left behind apart. He’s won, hasn’t he? Done what his mother had always deemed impossible. He’s outlived the monster and he’s as free as he’ll ever be now.

    Eyes shut on a hospital bed in the city he hates, Nathaniel is swallowed by his sorrow and his shoulders shake with a pain he will never be allowed to let go of.

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    AKA - the one where Neil hides.

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    02 Apr 2022

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    Neil is Demi, but Andrew is Gay. It's a distinction Neil's never really paid attention to before, barely thought twice about at least in regards to himself. But after an incident at Eden's, and a specific comment from Andrew, Neil starts wondering if there are several things he hasn't noticed. It leads him on a downward spiral of self-doubt, depression, and his usual martyr-like tendencies that can only have one conclusion. He loves Andrew so he wants him to be happy- even if it's with someone else. So he'll let him go...but only if he asks.

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    23 Mar 2022

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    Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?

    Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.

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    22 Mar 2022

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    19 Mar 2022

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    Brick was created to destroy her... He's supposed to want her dead. But what happens when Blossom is actually dying in front of him? Reds one shot.

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    06 Feb 2022

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