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Renjun is so screwed. He really, truly is screwed.
It’s just his luck, falling for two people in a relationship with each other. But it’s not like it’s really his fault. Chenle and Jisung make it really hard to not fall for them, they make it really hard to not like them.
Renjun is getting a headache thinking about this.
(or alternatively: Renjun and his love crisis.)
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after all this time (i'm still into you) by renjunbud (shuhuapetals)
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
30 May 2024
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It’s just too bright here. Too colourful, too sunny, too happy and Donghyuck feels like the grim reaper, here to steal everyone’s glow away. He feels misplaced, too big for his own body, like a puzzle piece that just doesn’t fit in this comfortable, calm environment.
Donghyuck clenches his fists until his knuckles turn white, his fingernails creating bloody half-moons on the inside of his palms. He tries to smile, his best, most reassuring, most open and bright smile. He pretends that his heart isn’t beating wildly and that his hands don’t start shaking even more with every step closer he makes.
(or alternatively: five years ago Donghyuck left the valley, thinking he'll never come back. Spoiler alert: he comes back.)
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“Jeno-yah,” Donghyuck murmurs, leaning forward a bit, glancing at Jeno’s lips again before he looks back up into his eyes. “Can I— Will you—”
“Of course, Hyuckie,” Jeno mumbles, his eyes fervent as they run over Donghyuck’s face. He leans closer, Donghyuck’s eyes fall shut and then they’re kissing.
(or alternatively: Lee Jeno would move mountains for Lee Donghyuck.)
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There’s a certain type of coldness clinging onto the space of his apartment when Donghyuck pushes open his door and trudges in.
“Honey, I’m home,” he calls out, fully aware that he’s not alone, despite nobody else being in sight.
They like playing hide and seek, toying with Donghyuck. He likes playing a game of cat and mouse, although the lines of who plays which role always blur in his head.
(or alternatively: a soul split into three bodies.)
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He can almost see Renjun’s face in the reflection of the water.
Jaemin grins, smile wrinkles forming at the corners of his eyes.
(or alternatively: Jaemin goes home.)
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the saga of alphas jeno & jaemin, beta donghyuck & omega renjun.
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“I—” Jaemin sighs. “I have a few things to ask.”
“Go ahead.” Hyuck smiles encouragingly.
“Okay, so, you realised that you’re a little fucked up, and now you want my help to unfuck up yourself?”
“What an eloquent way to put it.”
“Stop joking around,” Jaemin deadpans.
“Sorry.” Hyuck deflates. “Um. Basically, yeah.”
“And you’re asking me to become your moral compass?”
Bookmarked by shuhuapetals
01 Jan 2024
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my fucking GODDDD i want to devour this fic. tattoo it in my brain. IT'S SO GOOD. SO!! GOOD!!! nahyuck. them. THE DYNAMICS?? holy fuck. i won’t ever stop thinking about this.
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"Even if I may... or may not have feelings for others?"
"No," Donghyuck answers immediately. The wind picks up and blows past them. Their hair rustles in it. Renjun smells like him... he loves that. "You know I don't care. Even if I didn't have feelings... for them... kind of," he smiles, but then it drops, "I'd try... for you."
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- Part 4 of Empathy
Bookmarked by renjunbud (shuhuapetals)
03 Dec 2023
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absolute masterpiece. have reread every chapter at least 5 times. :')
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Doyoung giggled at Donghyuck's comments, quiet and private, his scent thick and comforting, and found himself leaning closer to smell more of it, pulling back quickly once he realised he was in danger of tipping fully into Donghyuck’s lap.
Looking up at Donghyuck’s face, and expecting his eyes to be on the film, Doyoung was flustered to see that they were on him. Bright, fond, intense.
Series
- Part 2 of Perfume
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- English
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- 17,708
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Bookmarked by shuhuapetals
17 Sep 2023
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MY DOHYUCK <333 MY LOVES 🥺🥺🥺 this hits all the boxes for me :,DD
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Pomegranate juice. Moonberry. Rose oil. Belladonna.
The ingredients fall out of Jaemin’s hands, each drop measured to a precise T. In front of him, his cauldron simmers, the contents mirroring his stomach the way it churns, sickly pink.
(Or, Jaemin and amortentia.)
Series
- Part 1 of Amorinvenire
Bookmarked by shuhuapetals
26 Aug 2023
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JHSJSJ THE ANGST ??? MY NAHYUCK OH GOSH /POS
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“You’re the worst. The. Worst.”
“Love you too,” Chenle hums, grin shifting on his turn. It’s the smile he wears when he scores an impressive three-pointer, when Daegal executes a new trick, and when he finishes a meld.
And for something else, something Renjun can’t think about without his ears going up in flames.
Bookmarked by shuhuapetals
26 Aug 2023
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i feel like crying. in a GOOD way. so many feels omg 😭😭