shibusang
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rookie actor choi san was ready to give up on his dream of being cast for a main role for anything when he gets that fated call. he doesn't even mind the fact that his first big role is for a BL series -- he's just happy that he was able to get the part.
the catch is that he's been cast alongside kang yeosang -- which in itself isn't a problem, except for the fact that yeosang is the most in-demand and beloved actor in south korea, and san is an unknown.
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“Hyung, do you…”
“Hm?” Seonghwa turns to face Yeosang as the younger trails off, the dialogue for Animal Crossing waiting for Yeosang to hit the next button as he idly plucked at the rubber of the joy stick. “Do I what, Yeosangie?”
“Do you… ever feel like no matter what you do, you’re not going to ever be doing it right or in a way that makes people happy?”
when yeosang comes to the sananbiz dorm without notice, seonghwa knows it's his duty to make him feel just as loved as he truly is
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- Part 5 of redamancy
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Nearly a century after a nuclear apocalypse nearly wiped out the human race, Hongjoong has spent the past decade leading his people as the youngest commander to accept the flame, uniting all twelve of the clans together against a force that has attempted to devastate their numbers from a safe haven in the mountains, all while one of the clans in his coalition threatens to break the peace among those under his protection with every passing day.
Just when he thinks that he has a new strategy for combatting the mountain and the threat of the clan's rebellion, a new threat emerges, crashing through the atmosphere with a clear sky, disrupting everything he's come to know, and new plans need to be formed to protect against the sky-born threat.
At least, until he finds that those who had fallen from the sky are in desperate need of his protection as well.
or, the 100 au that no one asked for, and you don't need to have watched the series to understand what happens
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san has always tried to be the son his parents wanted, even if that wasn't what he wanted, shackling himself to a life of living a lie.
until he's offered an escape from the gilded cage he's placed himself in.
“If you want to be a sinner so terribly bad,” Yeosang’s feet leave the altar with another little hop that San sees is more like a glide with the way the other is facing him, blinking once before gasping quietly in surprise as Yeosang is in front of him once more, far closer than before with a hand on the back of San’s neck, pressing in with enough pressure that San is sure the tips of Yeosang’s claws have left the slightest mark among his hidden freckles. “I can make you a sinner.”
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“Do you know what I think?” Mingi’s voice remained low, reminiscent of the tone he used when he got into his flow when rapping, almost forcing Yeosang to unconsciously hold his breath for a moment as he waited for Mingi to continue.
"I think you wanted to be found in your cute little skirt, and hoped that I would be the one to find you and take you apart."
Yeosang didn't deny it. Instead, all that came out along with a shaky nod of his head was a stuttered moan.
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- Part 4 of redamancy
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aeipathy ; an enduring and consuming passion
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how we translate redamancy is this: a love returned in full; an act of loving the one who loves you; the act of loving in return
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metanoia ; to change one's mind/way of life
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apolytus ; the moment you realize you're changing as a person
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scintilla ; a tiny, brilliant flash or spark; a small thing; a barely-visible trace
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San has royally screwed up this time; he figured that telling his friends a little white lie (that he'd finally gotten a boyfriend) would be harmless. He just wants them to get off his back for a little while. Unfortunately for him, Wooyoung, Hongjoong, Yunho, and Seonghwa have been planning a couple's vacation - and now San finds himself and his "boyfriend" invited along with no way to get out of it.
Stuck between a rock and a hard place, and running out of time to secure a "boyfriend," San asks his coworker (and his crush) Yeosang to do him a little favor - one he'll repay, of course. To his surprise, Yeosang agrees, and then they're whisked off for the weekend on a vacation where they have to put on a show for San's friends. What could possibly go wrong?
Except, San really didn't think any of this through - how was he supposed to know that they'd have to hold hands, kiss, and even share a bed? This whole vacation really isn't good for San's heart.
The belief that the reason of my existence is you. - Taemin: "Pansy"
Bookmarked by liliunsung
28 Sep 2022
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the fact i never added my own gift fic to my bookmarks is a crime actually 💔
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"What the fuck is your problem?"
Objectively, if Yeosang had the presence of mind to actually give it some thought, he'd say it's the whole situation; that him being forced to stand beside someone who highlights all his imperfections simply by existing is excruciating on many levels. But he's stressed, and San's concern sounds a whole lot like a jab in his shame-induced paranoid state, so instead he just turns to him like he stands a chance.
"You are." The fire in the other's eyes only spurs him on. There's some sick catharsis in getting a reaction out of Mr. Sunshine, he thinks without words. "You're my fucking problem. Stop embarrassing me."
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When a new model seems to steal the spotlight whenever he goes, Yeosang is left feeling like he can't compete.
But maybe things are a bit more complex than that.
Bookmarked by liliunsung
01 Mar 2023
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mush out here getting me fuckin crying (/pos) and in love with sansang all over again fr fr
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Ever since they were children, Jisung and Hyunjin have never particularly gotten along. It's a given fact of life: the sky is blue, the sun sets in the west, and Hwang Hyunjin and Han Jisung hate each other. But then their friends somehow get it into their heads that they're dating and instead of setting them straight, the pair decide it's in their best interests to play along.
(In Jisung's defence, it isn't even his idea.)
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- Part 1 of See Attachment A
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Bookmarked by liliunsung
25 Aug 2023
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The whole night he had been teetering on the edge, feeling like it would only take one push to throw him overboard and into the sea below. He shouldn’t open his mouth and free the words he had kept trapped. He shouldn’t.
Sadly, self control had never been Hyunjin’s forte.
“If I said I love you, would you believe me?” Hyunjin asked, turning his head to look at Jisung. “If I said you’re the only person who will ever matter to me, would you believe me?”
Or; Breaking-and-entering into a forbidden library shouldn’t be a one way ticket to confessing to the love of your life, but somehow it is.
Bookmarked by liliunsung
05 May 2023
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Jisung finds himself squeezing Hyunjin’s hand, partially out of fear and partially out of something he can only rationalize as excitement.
“I mean, I’ve made you laugh in the past. Backstage, before a performance,” he says.
“Yeah, but it’s different now... I think?” Hyunjin worries at his lower lip. “I don’t know how I’d be managing right now if it weren’t… if it weren’t for you.”
or: When Hyunjin realizes he might have feelings for someone in the group, he makes it his mission to shake off his maybe-crush. But it seems that the universe—and Han Jisung—have different plans for him. In other words, the "slow burn" Kingdom Week Hyunsung fic you never knew you needed.
8/1 UPDATE: Spanish translation || Russian translation
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Bookmarked by liliunsung
16 Dec 2022