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Our Youth by shan_soham
Fandoms: 未成年 未熟な俺たちは不器用に進行中 | Miseinen: Mijukuna Oretachi wa Bukiyo ni Shinkochu, 未成年 未熟な俺たちは不器用に進行中, 未成年 - Fandom, Miseinen: Mijukuna Oretachi wa Bukiyo ni Shinkochu | Our Youth (Tv 2024)
16 Dec 2024
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Minase Jin never got involved with people like Hirukawa Haruki.
He stayed on the sidelines, always watching, never saying much. Haruki didn’t care. He had his own problems to deal with, and Jin was never supposed to be a part of them. At least, not until Jin uncovered his secret—the bruises, the nights Haruki didn’t go home, the truth he worked so hard to hide.
Haruki had expected mockery, pity, maybe even betrayal. But Jin did none of that. Instead, he quietly stepped into Haruki’s life in a way that caught him completely off guard. Jin helped without asking, stayed without prying, and somehow, Haruki found himself letting him.They weren’t friends.
Haruki wasn’t even sure what they were.
Jin was everything Haruki wasn’t—perfect, composed, respected. And yet, somehow, the two of them became tangled in a connection neither could define. No matter how much Haruki tried to push Jin away, he couldn’t let him go.Whatever it was—hate, pity, or something else entirely—it had brought them together. And for better or worse, Jin changed everything for Haruki, in ways he never expected.
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Retelling of 'Our Youth' from Hirukawa Haruki's pov.
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Fifteen years ago, Wei Qian lost the final bout for Xiao Yuan, a twist of fate that altered their lives forever.
Since that day, he has carried the burden of guilt and shame, vowing to protect Lili and never repeat his mistakes.
But on a night eerily similar to the one that haunts his memories, Qian encounters a mysterious stranger—an ominous figure he can’t seem to look away from.
This man, like a specter from Wei Qian’s past, has returned to upend his life once more, leaving Wei Qian questioning whether he will survive the connection that’s about to unfold.
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Wei Qian loses the wrestling match and Le Gē takes a very young Xiao Yuan with him when he was on run. Fifteen years later, Xiao Yuan , Le Gē's right hand, returns convinced that Wei Qian abandoned him and determined to take his revenge.
To make him as miserable as he was.
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Despite his young age, Wei Qian took on the role of parent, single handedly raising both his sister and a new boy when he was just in middle school. He worked tirelessly, sacrificing his own comfort to ensure they had a good life, never once considering his own needs or desires.
But despite his selflessness and the weight of responsibility he carried, Wei Qian had never known romantic love, not until he was forced to confront his feelings for his brother Xiao Yuan.
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The story of Wei Qian and Xiao Yuan unfolds, but this time, through the perspective of Wei Qian.
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If one could sum up Xiao Yuan’s life in two words, it would be “Wei Qian.”
From the very beginning, it was always about him. Xiao Yuan’s existence seemed to orbit around his older brother, Wei Qian, whose presence shaped every part of his life. Growing up, Xiao Yuan admired Wei Qian with a fierce, almost idolizing devotion, one that was steeped in brotherly love and admiration. But as they grew older, the nature of Xiao Yuan's feelings began to shift, evolving into something he couldn’t quite understand or name. It was a slow, almost imperceptible transformation from simple fraternal love to something deeper, more profound, and infinitely more complicated.
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Unfolding of Wei Qian and Xiao Yuan’s story, but through Wei Yuan’s eyes.
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“We are deeply sorry for the loss.”
The statement reverberated through his thoughts, each syllable carving out a deeper ache in his heart. He struggled to process the finality of it, the unbearable reality.
Xiao Yuan was no more.
Wei Qian’s hands trembled as he stared blankly ahead, his body numb with shock. It felt like an eternity passed before he could draw in a shaky breath, the sound of his own ragged inhalation startling him back to the present.
Xiao Yuan was no more. The boy he fought hell and fire for. The boy who made the Wei family full.
A part of him refused to accept it, clinging desperately to the hope that this was some horrific mistake. That it was an elaborate prank carried out by Xiao Yuan in response to Wei Qian banishing him to the USA. The thought flickered through his mind, a desperate grasp at a fleeting hope.
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What if Xiao Yuan never came back? What if Xiao Yuan died in that trek, buried under the avalanche and Wei Qian gets to read his diary entries later on.
To understand the depth of his feelings and the loss he faced now that the one man whom loved him the most is no more.
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The Seventh Circle by chronotope
Fandoms: 關於未知的我們 | Unknown (TV 2024) RPF, 大哥 | Brother - priest, 關於未知的我們 | Unknown (TV 2024)
25 Aug 2024
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Qian and Yuan had always played this stupid game of necessity - attraction and repulsion, the fish and the hook.
Qian had never been allowed to rely on. reliance was love, and love was not for him, clearly never had been. Even his own mother recognized this - loving him was… madness. He drove others to the brink, his deviance mirrored in their wayward desires.
If he looked too hard, he saw it. saw Yuan’s devotion for what it was.
If he lingered there, he felt it too.
What happens when the game goes too far, when the hook lodges itself too deeply inside, unwilling to let go? The pleasure of the catch, the dread. To take another’s life, to flay the carcass on an open flame, or otherwise, to consume it raw.
He had taken Yuan’s life, subsumed it with his own, couldn’t bear to throw him back in now that he knew what it felt like to dig his hook inside. To hold him there, flailing, gasping, desperate for breath, desperate to never breathe again.
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Da Ge but more depraved. -
Expect to be Accosted by Catmint and Thyme (Languish_Locked_in_L)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
29 Jul 2023
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In 8th year, Draco brews a batch of polyjuice and snags some of a Ron's hair. Just for a bit of fun.
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Bookmarked by shan_soham
19 May 2023
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After a seemingly harmless one-night stand, a very unprepared Wooyoung finds himself looking at the world through a lens of inconvenient fireworks, rewritten rulebooks, and sudden bursts of sunlight, as a man with a treasure map neck and shimmering midnight hair prompts him to think about everything that he is, was, and wants to be.
And maybe, just maybe, he learns a thing or two about love.
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in which Wooyoung is cynical and doesn't believe in love, San takes care of kittens and humans better than himself, Yunho is an overly generous dance teacher, Hongjoong is a nocturnal musician, Seonghwa waters plants for a living, Jongho is a THC gummy bear-dealing arm wrestler, Yeosang is the proud owner of the world’s gayest fish tank, and Mingi is… well, Mingi.
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Bookmarked by shan_soham
13 Mar 2023
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A world where you’re born with five luminous hearts on the inside of your wrist. When you get your heart broken in any way, one of the hearts loses their colour and fades. Once all five have dimmed, it’s said that you can never fall in love again.
Enter Choi Beomgyu; a music major with only one heart left, barely hanging on a thin thread. He pledged to himself that he wouldn’t find love again to save him from the curse.
That changes the day Kang Taehyun joins the picture with five complete hearts, taunting Beomgyu. Out of spite, Beomgyu bets with his friend that he can break at least one of Taehyun’s hearts. What’s one heart less?
What he didn’t expect was to possibly fall in love in the process, leading to his demise.
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30 Dec 2022
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Beomgyu’s insomnia keeps getting worse, and the only thing that seems to help is Yeonjun scenting him. It becomes their little secret, tucked in between their usual bickering and busy schedules. A routine that only they know about.
Until suddenly it’s everybody’s business and then some.
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17 Dec 2022