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old habits die screaming by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
10 Nov 2024
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Caitlyn offers to help her pin the badge to her chest. Vi isn’t strong enough to say no. Her hands hover over Vi’s heart, hands steady as she hooks the pin through the thick fabric and secures it. Static friction. Synchronized breathing. The smell of metal and starch. Caitlyn retracts her hand, wrist brushing against bare skin, feather-light.
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the before and after of vi wearing a badge that she was never meant to wear.
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that"s the way it goes (it"ll all work out) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
04 Jul 2024
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“I keep losing you, in my dreams. And I know it"s not really real, but it feels like it sometimes.” She swallows, eyes averted from Miles’ gaze. “‘S dumb, I know. But I always feel this need to come check on you. Make sure that nothing happened. I dunno.” Gwen dares to meet his eyes, and then tells him – “Plus, I just miss you.”
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gwen stacy and the ever present fear of facing things head on. (ghostflower week 2024, day 3)
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it"s never too late, baby (so don"t give up) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Sun and The Star - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro
28 Dec 2023
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Will’s hair is sticking to his skin, and good God, it’s so attractive. (He’ll have to pray later.) His jawline is so sharp that Nico would probably cut his finger if he ran his hand across it – he thinks he would like to do that, just once in his life. Then Will looks up at him, this beautiful boy, eyes full of stars and something more, and Nico thinks that if this is the peak of their friendship, he’d never recover.
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in the summer of 1948, nico di angelo comes to terms with his feelings for his longstanding best friend, will solace.
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the aftermath of finnegrin is hard for callum, and with the help of rayla, he learns that maybe he doesn"t have to carry the weight all on his own.
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“What are you running from?” Joel asks, once. It’s a mistake.
“You!” Ellie screams, and there’s nothing that will ever take that filthy truth away from her and pick it out from under her fingernails like dirt. Ellie takes a step back, eyes blown wide like a deer in headlights, tries to take the words back even if they’re true — but she’s too late, she’s always too late.
She has to pretend she doesn’t hear Joel’s voice crack when talking to Tommy about it in the dimly lit kitchen that night.
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ellie runs away from her problems, and then she introspects.
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- Part 4 of the astronaut and the contractor
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bad omen by shadesofgay for consumeher
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
27 Apr 2023
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“‘S okay, baby. You’re alright,” he says in that gravelly voice of his. It sounds a little doubtful, like a prayer, and Ellie is pretty sure that he"s convincing himself instead of her.
Ellie wants to believe it.
She doesn’t.
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ellie falls sick. she"s hesitant to ask joel for help.
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- Part 3 of the astronaut and the contractor
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Joel thinks that Ellie is growing on him like ivy, tendrils snaking around him.
Joel thinks that he might let her.
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twenty years later, joel still hasn"t made his peace with death.
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- Part 2 of the astronaut and the contractor
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pray for me (i"ll run until i begin to understand) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
20 Mar 2023
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Sasha has always been fueled by an undying fire, but today, there is no inferno that blazes and has a desire to burn everything in her path.
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sasha is determined to save marcy.
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- Part 1 of sasharcy resistance au
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and if i could give you the moon (i would give you the moon) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
13 Mar 2023
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Joel’s always known that, to some extent, he was not good.
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joel loves ellie more than he"ll ever be able to articulate. (s1e9 introspection)
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- Part 1 of the astronaut and the contractor
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all that blood shed, crimson clover (sweet dream was over) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
10 Mar 2023
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So it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter to Ellie that she’ll die here tonight because of putting her faith in Riley, because Ellie would die for Riley, leave apart trusting her with her life. She’s always known that she would, if it ever came to it.
She just wishes Riley didn’t have to die with her.
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ellie trusts riley with her life, quite literally. set during s1e7
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31 prompts about marcy for every day of march.
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happy marcy march!
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the critical chapter where i say "i love you" (and you don"t say it after) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
19 Feb 2023
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Marcy’s so indubitably sure that this could be the rest of her life, spring spread days like peanut butter on toast, Anne’s hand in hers, shattered remnants of the sunset spilling through the curtains, reds and purples splashed like watercolor on their cheekbones.
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marcy finally has the girl of her dreams, but things aren"t what they seem.
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i can"t stay afloat (there’s rocks in my throat) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
16 Feb 2023
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“‘M sorry,” Sasha apologizes. She shuffles, adjusting her position so she can look at Marcy. “Wasn’t sure if you’d actually do it.”
Marcy barks out a short, sharp laugh. “You could have a bit more faith in me,” she remarks dryly, not meeting Sasha’s gaze as she digs through the compartment underneath her seat, searching for something. “You called me at four in the morning, saying that you got into a fight and you could barely fucking move. What the hell, Sasha ─ did you think I was gonna hang up?
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sasha gets into a fight, and marcy helps tend to her wounds.
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i hate you for what you did (and i miss you like a little kid) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
15 Jan 2023
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Sasha is silent for a moment, the radio silence between them taking up space. Sasha pulls away from the embrace, her hands lingering on Marcy for a moment longer and her fingertips brush Marcy"s, the sensation leaving a searing ache that leaves Marcy yearning for more. Marcy gravitates towards Sasha the same way the moon is inclined towards the sun, but she doesn"t reach out for Sasha, no matter how much she wants to.
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marcy hates herself, and she"s pretty sure sasha hates her too. (sasharcy resistance au)
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- Part 3 of sasharcy resistance au
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i never saw you coming (and i"ll never be the same) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
12 Jan 2023
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in which, former friends and current coworkers sasha and anne swear they hate each other, but it seems like they both have a crush on marcy.
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cause i"m so sick of being lonely (i"d do anything for you) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
11 Jan 2023
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There"s this deep-rooted ache within her bones and this inexorable decay that rots Sasha from the inside out. A frustration that cannot be voiced no matter how much Sasha tears at her skin; this sadness that numbs her. Sasha is too manipulative and too deceiving for her own good, so she made the choice to bury those ugly feelings at the bottom of the damned Earth, but sometimes that inexplicable pain resurfaces and keeps her awake at night.
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marcy seeks solace in sasha"s words. (sasharcy resistance au)
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- Part 2 of sasharcy resistance au
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and in the disbelief (i can"t face reinvention) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
06 Jan 2023
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If Sasha and Anne didn"t care, fine. It was fine, really. She just needed them, because it"s always been the three of them. Fighting against make-believe monsters and wannabe bullies, it was Sasha Anne Marcy till the end of time. Marcy knows her girls would show up, time and time again because they were loyal like that.
Forever and a day, she thinks fondly. I"ll stay.
And somewhere between comfortable silence and the idea of being in love, Marcy"s fears melt away like a popsicle in the summer sun.
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the past, present, and future of marcy wu have always seemed to have a constant.
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sashanne week (holiday edition) : prompt one - ice skating
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homosexuals go ice skating.
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- Part 1 of sashanne holiday week 🎄
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sasha thinks this undying anger has been with her since forever. a flame that never goes out, it grows and grows until sasha thinks she can"t keep this going for much longer.
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sashanne oneshots