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    Neil just wants to get through his school years at Welton with little to no problems. All problems are simultaneously solved and caused when golden boy Jeffery Anderson's little brother decides to give Welton, and Neil, a shot.

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    AU where Todd actually goes to Welton for more than one year. Starts in fourth grade and is mostly third person limited based on Neil.

    Heavily inspired by the format of All The Young Dudes

    Previously titled 'through the years'

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    06 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Neil Perry was six years old the first time he felt the sting of his father’s cruel words seep like poison into his skin. In a local supermarket in the small town of Wilmington, Vermont that the Perrys called home, the neatly stacked apples on the quaint wooden display were fresh and crisp.
    “Rose, what are you doing still holding his hand in public like that? He’s in the first grade now, he ought to start to become more independent. Boys don’t hold their mother’s hands at this age,” he sneered.

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    Todd Anderson knew all about shame. If there was one feeling that always returned to him like home, year after year as he got older, it was shame. Shame for feeling different. Shame for hardly being able to get a sentence out without stuttering. Shame for being inferior, inferior to Jeffrey.

    A mostly canon-compliant DPS story, folliowing the events of their time at Welton and focusing more on the inner thoughts of characters (mostly Neil and Todd). Focuses on Neil and Todd's relationship, Todd's issues with anxiety, Neil's issues with depression and not being able to follow his own path. Despite attempting suicide, Neil lives, and the story continues to the end of the poets' final year.

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    06 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    Even Neil Perry, a purely good man though everyone knew him to be, was not spared from the ill-making feelings which made men fume at their own luck, which made them maudlin and spiteful. Even Neil Perry, good man though he was, could not escape the grasping, clutching hands of jealousy.

    Or in which Neil finds Todd’s secret notebook of love poetry and is immediately driven mad by his own speculations; Charlie is amused and, while not all-knowing, somehow much smarter than his dumb friend. Todd just wants to know if his bed has eaten his book again. 

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    02 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Todd Anderson enters Welton his junior year believing that everything inside of him is worthless and embarrassing. He doesn’t want the world to see him because he’s afraid of being a disappointment. He’s not used to being accounted for.

    Neil Perry is a fine student at Welton. He lives to please others. He lives to serve his family and to play the part of the dutiful son and the golden boy student. When he finds something to live for that isn’t what his father wants he feels alive for the first time. He begins to live for himself.

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    Neil and Todd change each other’s lives, and fall in love along the way.

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    23 Nov 2024

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    ...for, of course, they were to have a son. This son was to join in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should be of age...

    (A series of what-ifs exploring in turn the possibilities had any of the Bennet girls been born male.)

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    15 Nov 2024