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    is it too late? he’d asked, looking down at their hands, their hands that Kojiro had laced together, and Kojiro had told him yes.

    Oh shit.

    Oh fuck.

    Kojiro gets the confession he's wanted for years.

    He doesn't notice.

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    14 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    “You don't have to do this anymore.” Cheng Xiaoshi's voice came out quiet, aching. Lu Guang blinked. Once, twice, thrice. He couldn't even begin to process Cheng Xiaoshi's statement before he continued.

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    13 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Lu Guang side steps Cheng Xiaoshi’s outstretched hand with ease and angles his head upward when another gust of wind rushes past them, squinting into the sky with a slight frown. There’s a dim wash of sunlight dancing over his face, though it rapidly fades away moments later. Weird. Has the sun always faded away so fast? “It’s getting dark.”

    It’s then that Cheng Xiaoshi casts his gaze upward, taking in the singular tuft of gray clouds above them. “Shit.”

    Cheng Xiaoshi finds new meaning in the rain.

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    11 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Lu Guang,” Cheng Xiaoshi sighs, in utter bliss, “have I ever told you that you’re the best in the world? How could I ever repay you? Tell me right now because I’ll do it, I swear.”

    Even from this distance, Cheng Xiaoshi can make out the hint of a smile tugging at the corners of Lu Guang’s mouth.

    “Don’t sound too happy yet,” Lu Guang hums.

    “How could I not—” Cheng Xiaoshi starts, right before Lu Guang’s skilful thumbs sweep gently upwards, find a divot in his skin, and dig in like hot coals. “OWWW—LU GUANG—ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME BEFORE WE GRADUATE—”

    phantasmagoria; noun

    phan·​tas·​ma·​go·​ria

    a sequence of real or imaginary images like that seen in a dream.

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    10 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Wait, Lu Guang,” he said, suddenly serious. “If you didn't know I knew your passcode, then what was your plan back at the hospital? Did you just forget we needed the passcode to get in?” He paused, frowning. “No, you're too thorough for that.”

    Or: Lu Guang digs himself a hole.

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    10 Jan 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    “It's fine, I just need some time alone.”

    After Cheng Xiaoshi walks out to process his feelings, Lu Guang follows.

    Alternatively, the time they spent on the bridge together in Yingdu Arc Episode 2.

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    08 Jan 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    “You’re not as good as you think you are at pretending you don’t want me,” Cheng Xiaoshi informs him. “I’ve seen too much. I’ll never believe you.”

    You shouldn’t, Lu Guang says, you should never believe I don’t want you. It comes out as, “You’re an idiot.”
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    Cheng Xiaoshi sees himself through Lu Guang's eyes.

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    07 Jan 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    Lu Guang sits on their couch, backlit by the afternoon sun streaming through the window. His tired grey eyes are focused on the book in his hand, the other holding a cup of tea. The sun’s rays shine through his hair, turning the white to transparent gold, and his slender fingers turn the page with practiced grace, and something suddenly clicks in Cheng Xiaoshi’s brain.
    Oh.

    Or: Snapshots in a photo studio.

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    07 Jan 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Hey…” Cheng Xiaoshi trails off.

    Only then does Lu Guang notice the blurriness of his vision or feel the way hot tears roll down his cheeks. He hides his face.

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    05 Jan 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    Qiao Ling can't get the image of Cheng Xiaoshi dying out of her head. She confronts Lu Guang about it.

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    05 Jan 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    Cheng Xiaoshi's become somewhate used to having nightmares for one reason or another, though he has very little exprience in comforting someone else after one. Lu Guang seems to be the opposite.

    “A nightmare?”

    He nods rigidly.

    “I see,” Cheng Xiaoshi taps his chin thoughtfully, “I didn’t expect that. I just assumed that you had some sort of perverted dream.”

    “You find that the more likely of the two?” Lu Guang finally meets his gaze, though not without exasperation.

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    04 Jan 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    It starts with a stream, a quiet pull in the heart, and a coffee machine's gentle hum. Along the way, there are memories of laughter, warmth, and the courage to reach out.

    A.k.a. A series of firsts between Kim Dokja and Yoo Joonghyuk, chronicling their journey from strangers to something more.

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    01 Jan 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Lu Guang has no choice but to use the last remaining picture of Cheng Xiaoshi he has. It's his last chance at defying fate, but when have things ever stayed simple with both Cheng Xiaoshi and the past involved?

    “GuangGuang!” A teasing grin appears on Cheng Xiaoshi’s face and Lu Guang can feel his own hair standing on end. “What is it? You have something to hide? From me?”
    He sounds almost offended.
    Suddenly, he’s so close: all Lu Guang can see and feel...

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    01 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 41

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    “I love you,” Cheng Xiaoshi says, and waits. There it is: a hitch of breath, a body going stiff. He smiles. “Do you think we were meant to be in the same story?”

    “Obviously,” Lu Guang tells him. “Us more than anyone.”
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    Cheng Xiaoshi on Lu Guang, love, beginnings, and belonging.

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    01 Jan 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    Lu Guang thinks he finally found the common thread in every timeline.

    He gets it on his fifteenth loop- the first time he’s actually been logical and thought through how to change everything. It was never the immediate stuff. That was so stupid to ever think. No, he needed to go back to the start- back to the first time they’d met- and change it all. Butterfly effect.

    Right, right. This would be easy, this would work out fine. Cheng Xiaoshi would never die in this timeline if he never worked with his powers. He would never use his powers if he never met Lu Guang- it all made so much sense now. Lu Guang would just… never meet Cheng Xiaoshi. That would be fine.

    Everything would be fine as long as Cheng Xiaoshi lived.

    So, when Lu Guang claps into the photo, when the white light is blinding him, and he returns to see a basketball at his feet, he doesn’t reach for it.

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    lu guang tries to stay away from cheng xiaoshi. (it doesn't work out very well)

    lyrics from: the eye - baisha jaws

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    30 Dec 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    *Minor Yingdu Spoilers*

    cheng xiaoshi asks for one last thing.

    “Promise me forever.”

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    29 Dec 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 15

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    In which Cheng Xiaoshi dreams of a white-haired boy and a certain Lu Guang, an eternal insomniac, barely sleeps. That narrows his path to finding a soulmate, but, well, Lu Guang has never cared about it anyway. Not until he met Cheng Xiaoshi.

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    25 Dec 2024

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    The tide lapped around them, as though trying to pull them deeper into its embrace, the sound of waves crashing drowning out any words that should have come out. And any thoughts Cheng Xiaoshi would’ve formed.

    He found himself staring back.

    He let his eyes linger over every feature. Over the water caught on the hollow of Lu Guang’s throat, before slipping away. Or the familiar eyes that stared right back at him. The ones that stayed constant despite all. After all the time that passed Lu Guang changed yet stayed, well, Lu Guang. No matter how different he claimed to be back then.

    He felt the gentle tug of their link. The unspoken words ebb into each other's mind, quiet.

     

    I want to drown in you

     

    A post canon fic where Cheng Xiaoshi suggests the three go to the sea.

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    22 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Cheng Xiaoshi had known him when his hair was black. Cheng Xiaoshi has never known him at a time when his hair was black. Time is funny, that way. The world itself seems to grate against Lu Guang’s hair colour- it’s pointed out frequently, like the universe simply cannot help itself. It’s easier to say he was born with it.

    After Cheng Xiaoshi's death, Lu Guang dives back in time to save him. For Cheng Xiaoshi, he will do it as many times as it takes.

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    22 Dec 2024

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    Joonghyuk forces his lips to part and speak. “Kim Dokja,” he rasps, sounding out the shape of his companion’s voice, savouring it one last time. The other leans in closer, to better hear what he has to say. It takes all that’s left of him to grit out,

    “I'm dying.”

    A gentle, scarred palm presses against his forehead, cooling his sore temples immediately, and Dokja laughs. You fool, Joonghyuk wants to say. This is not a joke.

    “Joonghyuk-ah,” Dokja says, mirth and fondness laced between the syllables. “Have you never gotten a fever before?”

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    14 Dec 2024

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