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In the Dark I'm Burning Light For You (That Way You Can Follow Me Home) by rock_with_googly_eyes
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
13 Jul 2024
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It was during one of those times that Till sat down with his dinner and turned on the television, finding the right feed before turning the sound on. Chewing on his food absentmindedly, he watched the host talk to Ivan and his co-star about the new romantic drama that would be coming out in theaters in a week. By the time it was out, Ivan would be back home, and Till awaited that day impatiently. He was getting tired of takeout, of the empty and quiet apartment, of the pitying looks from their friends.
For a long time, Till never even thought of Ivan as an option, but after finding out that Ivan loves someone, Till's whole world changes. Whether that change is for the better or for the worse, well, who knows.
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what is rare only rarely lasts forever by rock_with_googly_eyes
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 May 2024
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Back then, she had hope that the future could be something good, rather than another source of pain. Jingliu can remember the last time she truly hoped for something and ended up ruining her, all those centuries ago.
After centuries of trying, Jingliu stops to figure out whether or not it's even worth it to destroy the stars.
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Actually, Our Heart Resides Inside Our Head by rock_with_googly_eyes
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 May 2024
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She still can’t put her hands on the controls of a starskiff, she hasn’t been able to since she betrayed her comrades and broke her promise. After that, she said she wouldn’t make any more promises. Funny how she ended up making another promise.
Funny how she ended up breaking that one, too.
-In which, Yukong looks for answers
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the mocking heart that scarcely does confess by rock_with_googly_eyes
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
06 Apr 2024
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Bitterly, Ivan will take what he can get, with tears budding at the corner of his eyes and gritted teeth. Anything that Till is willing to give him, Ivan will receive with open arms. He knows that nothing will likely ever come of this. Their lives have expiration dates, time is a finite resource and they have less than most. As long as it’s not at Till’s expense, Ivan may as well enjoy this while he has it, while he has the chance. By now, they’ve long since stopped actually working on the project, instead just sitting next to each other as Till draws and Ivan watches absently, getting lost in his own head.
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In which, Ivan is super mentally well (Ivan's perspective during and leading up to Round 6).Series
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the moon is a lightbulb breaking by rock_with_googly_eyes
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
11 Mar 2024
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Clicks ring out in the emptiness of space, the void eating the sound before it does anything meaningful. Their pods are diverging. The girl claws at the glass, crying harder, her cheeks flushing pink and her eyes squeezing shut as her mouth opens in a silent wail. The girl is crying, all of the toys spreading around her, debris in the explosion of emotion because if the girl is crying, she must be feeling something. People cry when they’re sad, right? That’s what Sua remembers being taught.
Untethered and consistently alone, Sua meets Mizi and is startled by her emotions and attempts to reach out, despite their separation. Upon their reunion, Sua learns that this beautiful girl isn't going to detach herself from Sua without a fight.
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All set in the same universe as my story "nothing left for you, try and go outside."
1: nothing left for you, try and go outside
2: show you who my sweetheart's never met
3: must be lonely, loving someone- Words:
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tell me it's not too late to say I love you (canon compliant series) by rock_with_googly_eyes
Fandom: Alien Stage (Web Series)
06 Apr 2024
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My two-part canon compliant series about Round 6. "run me over" is the original piece, written pre-round 6, and "the mocking heart" is a prequel to run me over, written after Round 6 came out. Currently just gonna be a two part series.
This is my MEAN, ANGST-RIDDEN, SAD SERIES, fair warning.
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The day before Round 6, Ivan and Till rehearse their routine together.
Till is desolate over Mizi's disappearance, and Ivan just wants him to live.
Bookmarked by rock_with_googly_eyes
31 Oct 2024
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look man its just very good. also please go yell at my boyfriend /aff
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Looking through your lens by theboynamedcrow for Mint_Mokke
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
18 Aug 2024
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Learning that Ivan loved him was almost too easy. Learning that he loved him back, not so much.
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Or, college AU where Till tries to help Ivan get over him, only to slowly and painstakingly realize he's also in love with his best friend. Written for Ivantill Exchange 2024.
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Bookmarked by rock_with_googly_eyes
01 Sep 2024
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Very goofy-silly and just generally very lovely, definitely take the time to read if you can! The author writes the boys super well <3
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everytime cure-nim posts, u KNOW the photo's gonna change ur life
0 Comment ⭑ 2 Retweets ⭑ 45 Likescure-nim, please stop cropping out the other boys. Ik u only love ivan but this is getting too much 😭😭😭
1 Comment ⭑ 45 Retweets ⭑ 37 LikesIvan is part of a world-famous idol group and Till is the man behind his most popular fanpage.
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Dropping the mic sounds out like a death knell to him; the final nail in his soon to be made coffin. Ivan’s long since made peace with the maw of the void, so stepping up to its open mouth isn’t why he’s afraid.
What actually scares Ivan, is having to live with the consequences.
Bookmarked by rock_with_googly_eyes
26 May 2024
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thisthisthisthis ivantill *looks at you* read this it's so good it does such justice to the characters and the author writes them so well and it's just *biting clawing gnashing my teeth*
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If you asked Till, the best part of making it to the finals was the sheer amount of upgrades.
Food, clothing, housing, just about everything that could be made to scream luxury would be yelling it at 130 decibels. It was utterly ridiculous. If they could afford all this, then why was this not available from the start?
He criticized, but he’d still partake. That was the nature of this society, after all. Rebel but never make a change.
So despite his hatred for his captors, he stepped into the hot shower. The water was on the verge of being too hot, and the heat felt cathartic.
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Till and Ivan go into the semi-finals together. Till leaves the semi-finals alone.
Bookmarked by rock_with_googly_eyes
26 Nov 2023