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Chan prides himself as someone who is relatively level-headed.
He is good at keeping things balanced, knows just exactly how much to give and take (though his hyungs—mainly Seungkwan—would argue that he gives too much and takes so little, but it’s Seungkwan and the older would make a point to disagree with him so, point not taken). He keeps his cards close to his chest and knows exactly where and when to play them to his favor, having mastered the careful game of push and pull his entire life. He’s good at being the gray in the midst of blacks and whites.
Our good little beta, Seungkwan would say.
And that—that’s the problem, isn’t it? Because he would be a good little beta, the middle ground, the neutral area his hyungs can go to when everything gets too much but of course, of course the universe would fuck him over—because he is not a good little beta. In fact, he is not a beta at all.
He was born as an omega instead because of-fucking-course.
And when he managed to slip into the industry where it’s an unwritten rule that only alphas and betas are allowed to—then, what does that makes him?
A liar too.
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02 Nov 2024