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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Chan's embarrassed as he thinks back to when it was Felix’s turn, and even though he didn’t really show it - at least he hopes so - he actually felt a bit competitive. For some reason, he really wanted to win.

    A very selfish part of himself, that mostly shows itself when it comes to Felix, he finally starts to acknowledge, just wanted to be Felix’s soulmate in return.

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    Back at the dorm after filming their Heart Kids Room episodes, Chan is maybe a bit too affected about not getting the official title as Felix's soulmate.

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    On a random Sunday, Bang Chan is suddenly struck by the not so random realization that he's madly in love with his own band member...

    ...and then proceeds to tell everybody but him.

     

    (also known as a Leaders Guide on How To Not Realize You're In Love and Then Suddenly Realize It and Proceed To Have A Slight Mental Breakdown: Written by Bang Chan ft. Jihyo)

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  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Life deals you a certain deck of cards. In every deck, there are good cards and there are bad cards.

    Chan and Felix just wish their love wasn't one of the bad ones.

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    27 Dec 2024

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    Felix’s eyes shined. He repeated, “I want you, hyung.”

    Chan full on belly laughed, making Felix grasp his shoulders for purchase. “What do you even mean, though?”

    Felix rolled his eyes, “I mean I want you, Chan hyung. Just to be with you.” He teased, “I thought even a genius leader like yourself could figure that out.”

    “Ouch,” Chan made an overexaggerated wince, scrunched up his forehead for dramatic effect. “You have me there, Lix.”

    The younger looked at him unreadably. “Do I?” Felix asked, perfect lips pouting.

    “Huh?”

    Felix smiled, and absentmindedly massaged Chan’s shoulders. Tiny fingers kneaded at the seams of his black hoodie. “Do I have you, hyung?”

     

    Or: 3 times Felix wants Chan, and 1 time Chan wants Felix.

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    It was a day like any other, they were sitting around the living room discussing options for the title track for their next release, each putting forward their preference, and Felix allowed his head to come to rest against Chan’s shoulder. Surprised at how firm it felt beneath his cheek, he lifted a small hand to grip the older man’s bicep and audibly gasped. The sound drew Chan’s attention from the conversation, and he glanced down at the other man, confused.

    “What’s up, Lix?” he asked, oblivious.

    A blush crept over Felix’s freckled cheeks as he squeezed Chan’s bicep harder, moving his hand around it and whispering in English, “When the fuck did you get so ripped?”

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    Felix tells a Stay what his ideal type of guy is at a fan-meet. Chan overhears and decides he wants to fit that criteria.

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