papayabrain
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- Formula 1 RPF (48)
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Short scenes from the race weekends.
Welcome to my drabble collection, somewhere to throw all my future drabbles for the foreseeable future. Expect both Carlando and Landoscar pairings.
1. Carlando - Post-Mexico Quali
2. Landoscar - Post-Season Depression -
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Lando loses a member of his racing family and Carlos looks after him.
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- Part 3 of Aya’s Non-Canon Fics
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Carlos suffers from some neck pain after Baku and Lando looks after him.
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Post-Monza qualifying, social media is insistent that McLaren prioritise Lando in the Driver’s Championship fight. Little do they know that they already are.
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Lando is struggling and Oscar sits him down for an honest conversation.
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Somewhere for me to throw the fics of mine that aren’t canon because they’re solely me projecting onto my boys.
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Nine fics coming over Pride Month and beyond from prompts submitted by my Tumblr followers!
Includes Carlando and Landoscar pairings.
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Someone on Tumblr asked me to write an outsider POV of Carlando and I accidentally created a mini-universe. Both parts are interconnected, Part 1 from Oscar’s POV, Part 2 from Lando’s.
Warnings for character death and grief as Carlos loses his grandfather.
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A place for me to throw my fics that are less canon-compliant and more self-indulgent social commentaries.
F1 is far from an inclusive sport, especially where the LGBTQIA communities are concerned.
This series is a safe space.
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The one where Eddie takes care of Buck when he’s being plagued by a bad migraine.
Or the one where Buck learns about the wonders a scalp massage can do.
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20 Dec 2024
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Healing after a truck bombing, breakup, pulmonary embolism, tsunami and lawsuit is a slow process when you're afraid to talk to your team when it feels like the world is crumbling in on you. Finding your way out of the crippling darkness is a lonely process when you're afraid you'll get benched again for something beyond your control. Learning to love again is a terrifying process when you're not sure your best friend will ever truly forgive you.
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18 Nov 2024
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Freshly home from Texas and faced with the prospect of his dad's feelings for Buck, Christopher's abandonment issues surface. A conversation with Bobby, and realizing the parallels between Buck's relationship with Bobby, and his relationship with Buck, gives Chris the perspective he needs.
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15 Nov 2024
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“I don’t–” Eddie’s voice cracked. “I don’t deserve this.”
“I agree. You don’t deserve to feel this way.”
“You know that’s not what I meant.”
Buck’s jaw tightened, and he stood up. “What do you want me to do, Eddie? Stop checking in with you? Stop helping you?”
“Yes,” Eddie said, but Buck continued.
“Wait until I get a call from your son that you locked yourself in your room and took a bat to everything you own?”
Eddie pushed away his plate. “Get out.”
Buck blinked. “Are you fucking serious right now?”
“I’m not kidding, Buck. Get. Out.”
Buck stared at him for a long moment, then turned around and stalked away.
“Fine. But don’t fucking call when you need me.”
or: Eddie navigates his newfound sexuality, and nearly destroys his most important friendship in the process.
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13 Nov 2024
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“In the event of their untimely death,” the lawyer tells him, “the McCallums listed you as the legal guardian of their daughter.”
Well. That doesn’t clear things up in the slightest. “They have a daughter?”
“Yes. Cassandra. She’s three.”
Before he’s even begun to process that, Buck blurts out, “And they chose me?”
In which Buck becomes the guardian of the daughter he never knew he had. Together, they discover what happiness truly means to them.
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- Part 1 of what a heart can do
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28 Oct 2024